No need to excuse for being away for a bit. You keep being you :)

It’s true, there’s no need for me to excuse myself. 

However, I think that I should be responsive to messages and Asks, and have an engagement with the people who choose to follow me and read my blog ^^. I think that the difference between a whole bunch of ABDL pictures, and a real person is when the person chooses to interact.

When I disappear for a while (or for good), then maybe my blog falls back to just being a whole bunch of (meaningless) ABDL pictures. I think that would be very sad.

Hello, very good job your work in Tumblr. I have some questions for you :How many languages do you talk?What is the name of your stuffy shark?What is your favorite pastry?In the little world, why did you wear again diaper at your age?Do you prefer diaper for girl or any diaper with baby print or simply diaper?Have a nice dayShark kiss

xD you attached a weird photo to this Ask. It distracts me a lot. So let’s get this Ask over with before I lose my mind.

Thank you for saying that I am doing a good job on my “work” in Tumblr. Keep in mind that I do this for fun ^^. I accept donations (in the form of diapers, or even money), but despite my gratefulness of these things, I would take my pictures and write my messages also without those. I can remind you (and others reading this) that I do have a website: coucherequin.com , which is like a copy of my tumblr blog and all my pictures, maybe you’ll find it more easy to navigate ^^

I only know Dutch and English. I would love to be able to learn French, but my skills in languages are very poor and thus I will probably never speak French properly. I’m sorry. I know that the name of my blog is in French, which suggests that I speak it, but I don’t oops 

The shark plush doesn’t have a real name. In Dutch, the word for shark is “haai”, which is pronounced like “hiiii”. Saying hello to a Dutch shark is kinda funny XD. On my blog, I call the plushie “sharkie” for lack of a better name. By now, it’s too late to give it a name. I sleep with it every night, so I also wash it in the washing machine every few weeks. When it is drying, after his swim in the washing machine, I have to sleep one night without it and it bothers me more than it should. Also, when I sleep at a different place than my own bed, it bothers me a lot that I cannot hold my fish in my sleep   :<   There are LITTLE problems

xD There are too many pastries for me to choose from, to choose a favourite. I like lots of different pastries. Flan Breton, Éclairs, Madeleines, Financier, Chouquettes, Mille-Feuille (which the Dutch also copied as tompouce / tompoes), but also more normal stuff like pain au chocolat, and regular flan. There are many more pastries that I would like to try, especially Breton pastries 

Hm I’m not sure what you’re asking, but I think you’re asking me why I am wearing diapers during my ageplay sessions, in which I’m around 3~ish years. I can’t be sure what it was exactly like, being a real toddler. I only have a few clear memories of those times. As a toddler I wore diapers during the day until around age 3 (I think), and during the night I still needed diapers until I was around 7 or 8 years old. After that, I distinctively remember wanting to wear diapers again to satisfy my inner desires. As a teen and adult there’s also the sexual aspect, and some of my most intense orgasms have been in a diaper. But I dunno, I just want to wear diapers? Maybe one day I will figure it out. We moved two times, when I was a young kid. For that, I switched primary schools once (second move was closer by). The friends I had as a kid were all gone, and I wouldn’t even know their names now. At my new primary school, I had to make new friends but I was also bullied a lot. I suppose that these things are somehow connected to me wanting to continue wearing diapers. I tend to ageplay once per week, or sometimes once per two weeks, and this is enough to control my desires. It’s not a big problem for me, and I will not seek psychiatric help for it ^^. My diaper wearing and ageplay are like self-medicating, I think?

I’ve worn lots of different diapers! I enjoy cute pink-printed diapers the most. But I will not complain if there are only medical diapers to wear ^^; it doesn’t give the same babyish feeling, but I suspect that little bedwetting coucherquin also didn’t wear baby diapers at age 7 XD. My parents probably put me in XS medical diapers.Unfortunately I have no clear memories of this. So yes I have my weird preferences ^^, but I won’t complain. Sorry for the long Ask post. I hope I can receive more Asks in the future!

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a65232-joshywoshy: coucherequin: I put on different pyjamas ^^ Different pajamas? Trying to hide something, perhaps? Hmm? HMMM??? 😆 I did switch pyjamas between these two photos! But I did not change what I was wearing underneath those pyjamas ^^ : … Continue reading

My apologies for being a little absent, lately. It’s related to my recent post, where I exposed my uncertainties regarding my long-term plans, but also due to general inexcusable laziness from my end XD. I do have a new photoset to post to my blog, so I should probably prepare this and add it to my blog some time soon.. Sorry for all the trouble. 

If I can ask you, would you be interested in reading stories that I wrote? I have a lot of ideas for fictional stories, but I’m not sure whether enough people are interested.. I’ll try to write a short story (soon), and see what sort of responses I get from it ^^, that should be an o-kay plan!

Why are you so cute?

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coucherequin:

xD I don’t know. I’m not so sure I’m actually cute. But apparently I’m good at pretending

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Great pictures. I do love the plastic pants peaking out from under your skirt.

uh huh ^^. and I like pretending to be a little kid, so it goes nicely together!

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diaperboy1983: coucherequin: These are the last pictures of these series ^^, hope you can also try out this diaper, it’s called the Baby Cuties from LittleforBig Looks beautiful Does it really look “beautiful”? XD But I’m just a baby, I … Continue reading

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kimimerc: coucherequin: poor thing..  I’ll take his place 😀 No, you can’t ^^. I love my shark and we sleep together almost every night. Sharkie is a plushie so I am safe around him, which makes me feel very happy … Continue reading

Who is your waifu, Coucherequin-san?

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coucherequin:

xD What a strange Ask. 

mister Shark would be the closest thing to that. He does get hugged/strangled by me each night. And sometimes I pretend to kiss the shark good night ^^. Poor thing

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This is adorable. Im in love.

I’m also in love with wearing diapers ^^.. I’ll stop being a shitty person to my blog readers and try to go back to posting. I’m so sorry. I like wearing diapers, I like taking pictures, I like ageplaying and ‘melting’ into my baby underwear, and I love pretending to be a little kid and drinking from a bottle and sucking on a pacifier and watching anime while doing that, and so many other things °^°!! I’m sorry, again.. I’ll pamper my inner baby extra much this weekend. I’ll purchase a few extra abdl thingies, like a new onesie or something else. I want a new dress, too. I’m lonely af, but at least I’ll be happy being by myself, until I know what I want. I need to stay as positive as possible and enjoy every day.  

Goodbye for a while…

Hm so this is a text post which is not so fun to write, for me. Around this time last year (in 2019), I got my late cat euthanized due to severe chronic illness. If you’ve been following me for long enough, you will probably have seen my cat in some of my older pictures. Nowadays I tend not to use those pictures any more, because it reminds me too much of her. Around that period, there were many stressful things happening, because my work contract also expired, and I was planning to move to another city (but still inside the Netherlands). Anyway, right after I moved, the corona thing just started and everything became very difficult; this was difficult for everyone. 

When I got a new job, I moved again to another city (this time taking very few possessions with me, because the situation was still quite difficult and I moved to another country). When I had established myself in my new home in Belgium, and I was a little bit more comfortable, I thought about adopting a cat again. In my recent pictures, you may have seen her. Purely by coincidence, she looks quite similar to my late cat, but that wasn’t the reason why I adopted her. Trust me, her personality is very different from my late cat’s ^^. I would never dare to compare these two cats, otherwise my late cat will come back from the grave to scratch me or sit on my face in my sleep. Anyway, the cat which I recently adopted is quite thin and frail. I thought that she was just a little thin from the situation at the shelter, but she wasn’t really gaining any weight while living with me, and I was worried. I took her to the vet and they diagnosed the cat with hyperthyroidism, prescribing medication to be taken daily. Despite my experience with animals and especially with cats, I had mixed results administering this pill to her. I discussed it with the vet and with the shelter, and they suggested it may be best to rehome the cat. I tried a while longer to administer this medication to my cat, but I was just not successful and it wasn’t really in the interest of my cat to keep living with me. That’d be selfish. So I brought her back to the shelter, and they immediately found a new owner who was very experienced in giving pills. She is living in a nursing home now (xD sorry I’m not joking, a nursing home for people, one of the nurses gives the medication to the cat once per day).

Although I’m happy that the story has a happy ending for the cat, the story doesn’t have a happy ending for me, I think? I’m back where I started: sitting alone in my apartment talking to people over the internet. I’m having a lot of difficulties understanding what I really want in my life. Pets can be really good friends or housemates, and I really like sharing my life with a cat. It gives me happiness and it takes away a lot of my loneliness. But the presence of a cat is rather transient. And they’re not really sentient in the same way people are. What should I even do? Lately I’ve been asking myself more what I’m even doing and where I should be going. The decisions I make around my current age may have a big effect on the long term, right? I’m turning 30 years old in a few weeks. Should I try dating a person to fill the loneliness in my life? I don’t think you’re supposed to partner up with someone to fight your loneliness…, or should you? I would have no idea where to start. However, part of me also tells me not to take any drastic decisions. So I think I’m going to lay low for a while. I’m sorry, I’ll stop posting to this blog for a few days. I won’t go away, don’t worry ^^. Your friendly apex predator shark isn’t going anywhere. If you want to, maybe you could tell me some advice? 

If you had more free time, what would you spend it on?

If I had more free time, I would definitely try to visit family and friends more often. They deserve it, I enjoy seeing them, and what’s the purpose of living without spending time with others? ^^;; That last thing is my opinion, please don’t be offended by it. I’d love to spend more time on making and arranging music.. Also of course I enjoy learning new stuff, so I would also love to spend a lot of time on that! It’s a weird Ask. This Ask makes me realize that I may be spending my time on the wrong things, right? Why am I doing anything, if I am not spending time on the things I like doing? So weird. Something for me to think about

If I had more spare time, I would probably also take more pictures. Not necessarily more ageplay pictures but probably also more of those kinds of pictures ^^. I would probably also ageplay more often, cus I don’t do it as often as I want to right now.. I want to melt into a puddle, and pamper my inner baby with the cutest and softest outfits! But there’s just too many other stuff that I have to spend my time on

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Are you a creative or a logical thinker? Do you think either one of those is better than the other?

Hm well I guess I’d be a logical thinker. Photography and making music is probably a creative process, but I think I’m approaching both in a logical way. I kind of assume that the people who claim they’re creative thinkers unknowingly are applying the same tricks and ground rules to (for instance) photography as those who learn about it in a logical way. If that makes sense? But don’t take this as a truth, I could be completely wrong ^^;;

I do wonder whether all my photo effort is appreciated? Are my blog posts liked because of how well the pictures are taken, or because of my body? … Maybe I shouldn’t be surprised if it was only the second option, though it’s difficult for me to believe

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These are the last pictures of this set ^^. Petting my cat.  If you live in Europe, you should try out Betterdry diapers. They’re very cheap, very thick and although they’re not ABDL diapers, I think they are very fun … Continue reading

Why are you so cute?

coucherequin:

xD I don’t know. I’m not so sure I’m actually cute. But apparently I’m good at pretending

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It’s embarrassing when my diaper is so well visible x_x , don’t stare at me please

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I put on black leggings for you ^^. Of course, I’m wearing a big diaper (a Betterdry M10) underneath !