I’m kinda wondering whether you’re asking me about streaming a video game, or streaming ageplaying or something like that. If you asked me about ageplaying then I’m afraid that I couldn’t do that. Ageplay is a personal time for me and it sounds like a lot of work to set up a stream xD. As for video games.. xD I’d be a very boring person to watch. I’m not good at any of the games that I play and my personality sucks. I’m really sorry this answer isn’t what you were hoping for…
Here are two up-close-and-personal pictures of me in bed with my shark:
I’m glad that you recognized that, though I’m not sure how? Around 10 years ago a friend introduced me to the music of it and it grew on me, I think? I like the characters, the music and a lot of the fan-made works. Nowadays it’s kinda impossible to browse the internet and not come into contact somehow with touhou.. though if you don’t recognize it, you’ll never see it. It’s a fun internet secret, otherwise, though nowadays quite a part of my life and my fun
Yes, you´re right, I recently moved out of my apartment and I´m currently living in a temporary living space until I can move into my new apartment. I wasn´t planning on sharing my home with others this time around, so I wonder what it´s gonna be like ^^. For five whole years I was sharing my home with others to share the costs of living, but I think I should be fine this time around as far as costs are concerned. I mean, I am almost 30 years old and although I do still worry about finances, I think it is less of a concern nowadays compared to 5 years ago when I had quite a lot of debt from my studies and from having to do the initial purchases of furniture and appliances. Most of those furniture and appliances turned out to be useless, but eh you live and learn ^^;;.
In any case, because it’s gonna be only me in that place, I am looking forward to turning the whole apartment into my littlespace, with baby stuff everywhere, so I could wear diapers more often and ageplay more often. In the past I’d only do it once per week, and sometimes more like once every 2 weeks, but I wanna be a baby every single day
I thought about it before but I don’t think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I don’t really want to disappoint anyone. So I think it’s best that it’s just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I don’t annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!
I’m not incontinent ^^, and I would not want to be incontinent, either. I sympathize with others who are incontinent. I hope that people who are incontinent can (partially) recover over time, or at least get to deal with their health issues in a positive way.. I have the luxury of wearing diapers for my own enjoyment and changing out of them after a I’ve had my fun. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind that some ABDL people are interested or into that “24/7″ thing where they wear diapers for a long time, but that’s not something that I would enjoy, I think. I like to put on a diaper, pretend I’m a little baby, hug my plushies, suck on a pacifier, drink from a bottle, eat babyish foods, wear pyjamas, maybe I’ll wet myself, who knows? After a few hours I will have satisfied whatever compels me to this this, I will masturbate a few times and then I’ll shower and change out of the diaper. That’s usually what I do. Sometimes I take pictures while doing those things, and sometimes it’s just me in my littlespace without anyone else knowing what I’m doing ^^. I hope you’re doing okay and you’re well
Thank you for this interesting Ask. There was a period in my life when I really wanted to have children. I was kinda devastated when I found out that I was infertile. That revelation was already a few years ago, and I think right now I’ve accepted that my purpose on this world isn’t that. I need to contribute in another meaningful way, and any way I can think of invariably is immeasurable in its success. One foolproof way would be to adopt children, and the thought passed my mind numerous times. However, in the country in which I live, singles (in practice) cannot adopt. With the low self-esteem that I have, I don’t see myself suitable for relationships. With those things in mind, I suspect that my contribution to this world will instead be creative and/or intellectual. If I’m not successful at that, then there will be no proof that I was ever here, right? To blog readers, I am a nobody. Even if my pictures momentarily give you fun, they leave no lasting impression, I think. Nonetheless, it gives me some peace of mind knowing that my creative products find a use
Which websites do I use? Well lots of different ones! I use YouTube, facebook, discord, deviantart, twitter, soundcloud, danbooru, gelbooru, bandcamp, crunchyroll, MAL, and a few forums. Most of my time online goes to YouTube and tumblr, though.
Hm well I probably do, compared to others. But this is a baby blog so I don’t think it’s the right place for me to spew my stupid opinions on random topics XD. It’s not why people visit my blog. I’m not even sure if anyone would read a piece of text on my blog if it was too long.
Well I have a lot of presence on other websites, but not as coucherequin. I like to keep my online ‘identities’ separate as much as possible, so I can’t tell you publicly about the account names that I use on YouTube or Discord. If I get to know people, I usually give them my discord handle cus it’s easier to chat on compared to tumblr messaging.
If I assume that you’re Asking me about coucherequin in particular; then I have to be honest that I am not really active anywhere else apart from on tumblr. I have coucherequin.com , which is kind of like a mirror of my tumblr account, there’s nothing unique on it. I have a reddit account with the same name, but I don’t use it. I have an instagram account with the same name, but I think instagram sucks so I don’t really use it. I have an account on abdlz.nl , a Dutch ABDL forum, but I also don’t post on it. I have a fetlife account, but I also don’t actively use it.
I’m sorry I’m such a killjoy XD. Taking pictures and maintaining a presence here on tumblr already takes a big enough toll on my free time so I think I’m good!
Thank you for this Ask! Hm it’s an interesting Ask.
I think my mom knows that I ageplay, or at least she knows part of it? I’m not sure. She found wet diapers in the trash in the past and asked me about it. I answered that I liked wearing them, which is a pretty clear-cut answer, right. Though, I’m not sure she fundamentally understood my answer. We never talked about it. She’s also seen some of my other stuff, like a paci and all the super girly kid pyjamas and bedsheets I usually have. I honestly would not bother my sisters or parents with my ageplaying ‘secret’, though. I’m not ashamed of ageplaying, I just think it’s not something that I should bother them with. I can’t describe my parents or sisters accurately. They’re my family. I’ve outgrown them in career, I don’t let them much into my life, yet I feel welcomed into their lives. I take pictures of them at family gatherings
There are a few friends who know that I ageplay and who know about this blog, though I don’t want to bother them too much with it. I know ageplay is weird and I don’t want to anger them with the weirdness ^^;;
(Also gosh my baby bottle is so dirty in that picture. I do dish-wash it after use, but some drinks really stain the plastic)
Yeah, of course ^^. I don’t really like travelling, but still I’ve been all over Europe and even to the USA once! Those travelling trips have been for numerous reasons, like for work (visiting scientific conferences) or for fun primarily to see friends who live abroad. I’ve also been to anime conventions abroad a few times. I even ageplayed abroad together with a friend once in her apartment °^° !! But that’s a secret so shhh!
This is my big bum in an ID slip super in my pyjamas:
Hm well I’d love to share exactly what I did during my research, cus it is my genuine passion. But then anyone could just look up my name and link my tumblr blog to my real identity. I don’t want that XD. My manuscripts are primarily about nutrition and hepatology. The work was preclinical.If you genuinely want to know what the research was about, then send me a message and maybe I’ll tell you more about it XD.
If you’re looking for advice on starting a PhD, I do advice you to visit the PhD subreddit or join their discord server viahttps://discord.gg/gKPb8qF to get a more insightful answer than what I can tell you. I’m only one person with one story, after all ^^. And maybe my reasons for doing what I did are objectively wrong. When I finished my university studies, I took a 6 month holiday (like August-January). I moved to a different city and then started a PhD. It took me just over 5 years to finish the PhD, of which 6 months were unpaid. When I finished my PhD and my doctoral thesis (a few weeks ago, at the time I’m writing this), I decided to take a few months holiday prior to starting a postdoc (so right now are those few months holiday, at the time of writing). I could have looked for jobs outside of academia, I could have done something wildly different. But some professors see something in me, and suggested that I pursue a scientific career. Whether anything I did was the right thing to do, I can’t say. I don’t think it ultimately matters that much if you are chasing a passion. Like I’m also passionate about photography, and it gives me a lot of joy to capture someone or something perfectly on a photo !
This Ask is a reference to two things. A few weeks ago (well actually it was in January) I was asked by a friend to wear a diaper to bed. Incidentally this was the last time I wore a diaper before I moved out of my apartment to a new place. I decided to wear a “MyDiaper Pink” cus they’re really cute and not too thick. In the past when I tried to sleep with a diaper, the thickness of the diaper kinda bothered me in my sleep, so I thought it was okay to try a thinner one. The diaper still kinda bothered me in my sleep (as in, I woke up a few times more often than I usually do) but it wasn’t as bad as the other times in the past when I tried it ^^. Maybe I’ll try it again with a thinner diaper like a tena or molicare maxi slip, or an abena m3.. (also I guess abena M2 and M1 also exist? I’ve never actually seen them for sale anywhere). So in summary, it was okay to sleep in a MyDiaper Pink! I woke up dry, cus I don’t bedwet, but I did do my morning pee in bed and thankfully it didn’t leak. Afterwards I chatted online on my phone in bed and I eventually got up for breakfast. I think I changed out of the diaper and washed myself early in the afternoon.
The second thing, about whether I ageplay more now, is asking me what I’m doing now that we have less freedom to do outdoor stuff with the pandemic going on. Well there’s a lot of things that went on for me. I moved out of my apartment and I temporarily moved back in with my parents cus I was starting a new job and I needed to ‘hop’ from livingspace to livingspace. Unfortunately corona happened which meant that I have not been able to make the second ‘hop’ yet. I was only supposed to stay with my parents for a few weeks, but it’s now been 3 months already and I don’t really see when I’ll be able to move to my new place. I’ve generally been very busy. In the meantime I completed my doctoral thesis and I submitted several manuscripts to scientific journals. In the weekends I’d reconnect with my siblings, cus I haven’t seen them much in the past few years while I was doing that PhD. Ageplaying has always been something that I did in the weekend and with all of these things going on, I haven’t really done it much lately. I’ll get back to it, don’t worry ^^
xD I’m really not sure what you’re asking. Has there been a time when I had to pee but had to wait until I found a bathroom? Yes of course? Every time you visit a place away from home, like when you visit another town or when you’re on holiday, you’ll encounter a situation like that.
I’m not that sexually attracted to peeing, just to be clear. It’s just part of my ageplaying… I wouldn’t wear a diaper when I can’t ageplay. So I wouldn’t wear a diaper outside of my room.
Couche Requin means “diaper shark”. A reference to an IKEA shark plushie called ‘BLÅHAJ’. I have the big shark plush from there, which I sleep with (and strangle while doing that). I’m not a very tall adult (around 1 meter 70) and I think the ikea shark is just the right size for me! It’s like Ikea thought of ageplayers when they released plushies ^^. But I think also lots of non-ageplaying adults enjoy plushies and I wouldn’t judge someone for having one. I’m not sure why I named my blog after that shark, though. It’ll remain a mystery for forever °^°
xD what? I’m not sure what this Ask is supposed to mean. Please be careful and take good care of yourself… I’ll post a picture of myself wearing a ‘Playdayz classic blue” diaper. Gosh I remember that one as being really fun to wear and I could fill it all the way!
The first ~300 posts of my blog contained pictures that were taken with a Canon 100d. So these are the pictures where I wore the following diapers: Abena M3, Euron Form, Abena S4, Dotty the Pony, Crinklz, Forma Care X plus, tena Maxi Slip and Betterdry M10.
After that (starting from approximately May 2018), I got myself a second-hand Sony A7. Yes, I’m using a full frame camera to take diaper pictures with XD. That’s crazy right? XD With that camera, I’ve taken pictures of myself wearing the following diapers: Molicare maxi slip, ID slip super, Drylife super, Seguna comfort slip maxi, Bambino Bellissimo, Crinklz, Tena Ultima slip, Forma Care X plus, Bambino Cloudee, Playdayz Classic Pink/Green/Blue, Rearz Lil Monsters, Nona classic slip extra, Rearz Princess Pink, Crinklz Astronauts and Mydiaper Pink.
Some of those diapers were given to me by @cofftee , which I’m very grateful for, and I am glad that we became good friends (for much more than just the diapers) cus I enjoy talking to him a lot and he takes really good pictures whenever he goes out cycling ^^. Maybe one day I’ll find a way to properly categorize all the diapers I’ve worn.. I’ve been really careful to put the name of the diaper I’m wearing underneath every picture I post, but tumblr is a mess regardless oof. In the two pictures below I was wearing a Tena ultima slip:
I’m sorry I’m not into omorashi (that thing where people hold in their pee until they can’t take it any more). Wearing diapers for me is for ageplaying and I can only ageplay when I’m in my own home, so I don’t disturb anyone ^^. I need my bed and my shark plushie and my dummy and my cute outfits or pyjamas. And when I do, sure I can just pee and pee whenever I want to!! I don’t need the bathroom when I ageplay ^^
I felt sexually attracted to diapers for as long as I can remember. I dunno why the sexual attraction exists in me. I don’t blame anyone for it. I don’t see it as a bad thing, just a bit weird. As a kid there were a few times I could steal a diaper from a (toddler) nephew/niece and I would masturbate with the diaper. As a teen I bought bedwetting and baby diapers with my own money so that I could masturbate with them. Much later as a teenager I bought adult diapers for the purpose of masturbating in them. Also around that time I got myself a vibrator and that made it a lot more exciting. The last few years I had my own home and a lot more freedom so I explored ageplaying and found out that I like it more than the sexual side of wearing diapers. I mean I still do masturbate in diapers, but ageplaying is something that gives the experience of wearing a diaper more purpose and meaning. It’s also very relaxing.