xD I don’t know. I was probably horny af when I was doing that. I do enjoy masturbating in diapers. When I look back at these pictures right now I think it looks really silly and stupid (and not sexy at all). I’m such a weirdo, sometimes.
But you’re right.. diapers are for ageplay for me. I really wish I didn’t feel the sexual arousement and I could focus on the fun of my littlespace exclusively. but this is an unfortunate part of being an adult; living orgasm to orgasm.
Thank you for this Ask! I should probably marry one day xD. But I think I need a partner before I can marry. I don’t have a partner right now.
Hm but in seriousness. I really don’t know. When I try to think about these topics my mind kinda wanders between the immense responsibility I’d have to carry when I’m in a relationship with someone (I have had relationships in the past), and the joy of actually being in a relationship. I’m 29 right now so there’s some pressure from others that I should probably figure it out.. but what if I can’t figure it out? Will I have failed if I’m single and childless by the time I’m 45? Some people have mentioned to me that I should see a psychologist. I do think they’re suggesting that out of kindness and goodwill, though this is a topic that I need to find out by myself, I feel. It’s not even about diapers or ageplay; those come way down the priority list and don’t define me as a person nor do they determine my choices in life.
As for my opinion of marriage between other people.. well good for them ^^, I hope they can stay happy forever!
This is me wearing a Lil monsters diaper underneath tights ^^ :
I’m kinda wondering whether you’re asking me about streaming a video game, or streaming ageplaying or something like that. If you asked me about ageplaying then I’m afraid that I couldn’t do that. Ageplay is a personal time for me and it sounds like a lot of work to set up a stream xD. As for video games.. xD I’d be a very boring person to watch. I’m not good at any of the games that I play and my personality sucks. I’m really sorry this answer isn’t what you were hoping for…
Here are two up-close-and-personal pictures of me in bed with my shark:
I think you’re asking me this in light of some public scenario? I’m not into humiliation or exhibitionism, I’m afraid. I don’t think that I would enjoy wearing a diaper in public, especially not if it was obvious to everyone that I was wearing a diaper ^^;;;. Hm but really, a see-through dress? Wearing leggings without a skirt or shorts on top? XD No one would wear that in public, even without a diaper. I’m afraid to disappoint you, I mostly wear jeans or skinny jeans and a shirt or a blouse when I’m outside. You would never be able to tell from my public appearance that I’m a diaper-wearing dork.
I like wearing diapers in my bedroom so that I can feel like a little kid. It’s difficult to explain what compels me to do this, but the desire to ageplay and especially to wear diapers is there and it doesn’t subside until I’ve done it. But also sleeping with a plushie (my shark xD) and a pacifier (once every few nights) already satisfies some of my desire to ageplay.
Sorry for not answering your question with what you were hoping for.. I do wanna keep this blog as non-sexual and non-fetishist as possible, apart from the diapers.
I’m glad that you recognized that, though I’m not sure how? Around 10 years ago a friend introduced me to the music of it and it grew on me, I think? I like the characters, the music and a lot of the fan-made works. Nowadays it’s kinda impossible to browse the internet and not come into contact somehow with touhou.. though if you don’t recognize it, you’ll never see it. It’s a fun internet secret, otherwise, though nowadays quite a part of my life and my fun
Thank you for this Ask! I’ve worn thigh-highs, tights and leggings during little time for as long as I can remember. I think tights and leggings go nicely together with ageplay because it can look super childish and it keeps my diaper snugly in place. Now with thighhigh socks I do see the ambiguity.. I personally think thighhighs are really cute (in like anime-ish cute: moe), so I wouldn’t consider them a sex symbol on myself. With those semi-transparant sheer thighhighs it’s kinda less cute I guess and more ‘sexy’. But xD I just can’t see myself as ‘sexy’. Do people fap to me? xD I would think that that’s really weird, if that’s the case I’m not that kind of person, I think? I’m only showing my littlespace in pictures
hm I wrote an answer to this Ask but my laptop restarted itself to update while I was gone.. x_x. I really wish I could disable that feature while I’m working on stuff. I’ll try to write my message again. Thanks for this Ask, though. I’ll answer it without forwarding it to other people, if that’s okay? Five things that make me happy, in no particular order, would be:
1. Learning about mammalian biology (sorry that’s really specific, welp). Really anything about it, any detail, any mechanism, and any possible underlying reason why it is how it is. It’s kinda silly, because I’ll never be able to get any reasonable grasp of even any minor subpart. But what is there to live for if you can’t dream big?
2. Making others happy. Someone else’s smile is worth more than mine, right? Seeing friends and family can make me very happy. I don’t even have to do anything together with them. Seeing them and talking with them can be enough for me ^^
3. Otaku stuff. Watching anime, reading manga, listening to the music, going to the conventions, cosplaying, talking to people about these things, being a weird weeb. I think these things are very fun and they make me happy.
4. Organizing and making things tidy ^^. Sorry I’m running out of ideas cus it’s late and I’m a lil tired as I’m writing this. My apartment was kinda messy visually but you’ll have to trust me that once in a while I did organize all my stuff and put everything in the right places
5. Diapers? In the big picture they’re really not that important.. but ageplaying does make me happy so.. there it is. Ho-hum. I admit, I like diapers.You caught me red-handed
it’s true, I have some issues with self-esteem. I don’t think it’s related to me liking diapers and ageplay. Maybe it’s just my way of looking at life? Though despite that, I’m generally a happy person. I’ve been single for a long time, but I don’t really care that much about it, I think. I would really like to talk to interesting people more than I do now, though. I seem to attract mostly the “how are u” and not so much real conversations, but perhaps it’s my mistake to expect more than chit-chat.
I’m against medicalization of human behavior, though. I would not go to a psychologist for having low self esteem. To me, that sounds absurd. I learned the hard way that it’s best not to be critical of psychologists. I’m still kinda skeptical, you know? I’ve always solved my own issues. The concept that someone could help me with a deep personal issue, in a very limited time, sounds totally bizarre to me. I personally consider the placebo effect to be a major contributor in the efficacy of psychologists. But again, I’m careful with this.. if a psychologist helps you, by all means don’t listen to me ^^
Thank you for this Ask! I do really enjoy getting Asks and I will answer (almost) all of them in due time ^^
Ik een luier ontwerpen? XD. Dat gaat nooit goedkomen. Qua ontwerp vind ik luiers met een licht (pastel) kleurtje heel erg leuk. Een luier hoeft voor mij ook niet heel dik te zijn; gewoon ongeveer tena maxi slip dikte ofzo, net genoeg om er 2 of 3 keer in te plassen. Voor mij moet de buitenkant van een luier wel van plastic zijn, want de stoffen-buitenkant luiers die ik tot nu toe gedragen heb lekken na een tijdje een beetje door de stof heen? Dat vind ik vies want dan trekt ‘t ook langzaam in je kleren. De Bambino Cloudee is eigenlijk precies wat ik bedoel; die luier heeft een plastic buitenkant en is zó leuk en schattig dat ik wel kan smelten °^°. Alhoewel ik niet kan smelten wordt die luier toch nat van mij, gek of niet? Ik weet niet waardoor dat komt
Yes, you´re right, I recently moved out of my apartment and I´m currently living in a temporary living space until I can move into my new apartment. I wasn´t planning on sharing my home with others this time around, so I wonder what it´s gonna be like ^^. For five whole years I was sharing my home with others to share the costs of living, but I think I should be fine this time around as far as costs are concerned. I mean, I am almost 30 years old and although I do still worry about finances, I think it is less of a concern nowadays compared to 5 years ago when I had quite a lot of debt from my studies and from having to do the initial purchases of furniture and appliances. Most of those furniture and appliances turned out to be useless, but eh you live and learn ^^;;.
In any case, because it’s gonna be only me in that place, I am looking forward to turning the whole apartment into my littlespace, with baby stuff everywhere, so I could wear diapers more often and ageplay more often. In the past I’d only do it once per week, and sometimes more like once every 2 weeks, but I wanna be a baby every single day
I thought about it before but I don’t think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I don’t really want to disappoint anyone. So I think it’s best that it’s just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I don’t annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!
Hm ja misschien is ‘t niet realistisch van mij om te verwachten dat er heel veel verschil zit tussen luiers in, omdat ‘t allemaal eigenlijk een soort broekje is, en er zullen misschien niet heel veel fabrikanten zijn voor volwassen luiers ^^;; Tena (maxi slip) zit ook voor mij heel erg fijn. Ze zijn niet heel dik, ‘t zijn denk ik praktische luiers die je echt zou kunnen dragen als je lekt of incontinent bent!
I’m not incontinent ^^, and I would not want to be incontinent, either. I sympathize with others who are incontinent. I hope that people who are incontinent can (partially) recover over time, or at least get to deal with their health issues in a positive way.. I have the luxury of wearing diapers for my own enjoyment and changing out of them after a I’ve had my fun. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind that some ABDL people are interested or into that “24/7″ thing where they wear diapers for a long time, but that’s not something that I would enjoy, I think. I like to put on a diaper, pretend I’m a little baby, hug my plushies, suck on a pacifier, drink from a bottle, eat babyish foods, wear pyjamas, maybe I’ll wet myself, who knows? After a few hours I will have satisfied whatever compels me to this this, I will masturbate a few times and then I’ll shower and change out of the diaper. That’s usually what I do. Sometimes I take pictures while doing those things, and sometimes it’s just me in my littlespace without anyone else knowing what I’m doing ^^. I hope you’re doing okay and you’re well
Thank you for this interesting Ask. There was a period in my life when I really wanted to have children. I was kinda devastated when I found out that I was infertile. That revelation was already a few years ago, and I think right now I’ve accepted that my purpose on this world isn’t that. I need to contribute in another meaningful way, and any way I can think of invariably is immeasurable in its success. One foolproof way would be to adopt children, and the thought passed my mind numerous times. However, in the country in which I live, singles (in practice) cannot adopt. With the low self-esteem that I have, I don’t see myself suitable for relationships. With those things in mind, I suspect that my contribution to this world will instead be creative and/or intellectual. If I’m not successful at that, then there will be no proof that I was ever here, right? To blog readers, I am a nobody. Even if my pictures momentarily give you fun, they leave no lasting impression, I think. Nonetheless, it gives me some peace of mind knowing that my creative products find a use
Ja, je hebt wel gelijk dat ik de laatste paar maanden (toen ik dus steeds oude foto’s aan het plaatsen was) niet op dezelfde manier berichtjes plaatste ten opzichte van daarvoor.
Die doos onder m’n bed bracht herinneringen naar voren? Maar heb jij dan je luiers op de keukentafel liggen? Zelfs in m’n eigen appartement zaten ze in een kartonnen doos in m’n kledingkast XD, want ik wilde ze een beetje beschermen tegen het stof enzo. Ik heb in deze kamer geen kledingkast, dus m’n luiers zitten inderdaad in een doos onder m’n bed. Em ja ‘t is m’n oude slaapkamer. Een beetje krapjes nu al m’n appartement spulletjes erin gepropt zijn.
Ik heb heel veel verschillende luiers gedragen, ja! Maar er zijn nog heel veel luiers die ik nog wil proberen! Die MyDiaper x-plus M4 wat jij noemt ziet eigenlijk heel doorsnee uit? Het ziet eigenlijk uit als een Bambino Bianco? Alhoewel de ‘betere’ luiers allemaal wel een beetje hetzelfde zijn van vorm XD, alleen de print wat erop staat is leuker en schattiger bij sommigen
Thank you for sending me this Ask ^^. Please send me an Ask whenever you feel like it, and I’ll answer (almost) any question eventually.
I actually only have one shark plush. A few years back ikea only had one size shark but I think nowadays they also have a smaller sized one? I can’t find it on their website right now, but one of my friends has it so it must have been sold at some point. I also saw it in their stores with my own eyes, but that was months ago. Anyway, my shark plush has gotten quite flat from sleeping with it all this time. I’ve been meaning to get plushie filling so I can fill the shark up with more filling and to make it former to sleep with. Maybe I can even put a diaper on that shark XD, I’ve seen people do that with plushie bears.. Sorry for all the rambling on stuffed animals. It’s a big part of my little space, but I understand it might not be for others
This is an older picture of me wearing a Molicare maxi slip. They discolor a little bit when they’re wet x_x. I promise, I don’t wet myself!!
Thank you for this Ask! My experiences with my plushie shark are ‘real life experiences’ ^^. But you’re likely asking me about real sharks which are made of flesh and blood. Only at zoos, I’m afraid. Or maybe I should say fortunately, seems not the sort of animal that you want to pet. Just like people shouldn’t take me for a little innocent person xD. I may be a little diaper-wearing dork when I’m ageplaying, but outside of that I’m a formidable intellectual foe!
This is me wearing a Bambino Cloudee diaper. I think it’s a really fun diaper and definitely one of my most fav!
Hm well I don’t have much free time to play videogames so I tend not to devote myself to large story games. I don’t have an xbox or a playstation, but I do have a 3ds and a Switch (and a laptop of course). I like to play Mario Kart when I invite friends to visit me, I like Pokemon (I still play Ultrasun, and Sword, and Go), and I started with Animal Crossing (New Horizon) when it came out. Right now I’m not playing anything else. Would you recommend me something, huh?
Which websites do I use? Well lots of different ones! I use YouTube, facebook, discord, deviantart, twitter, soundcloud, danbooru, gelbooru, bandcamp, crunchyroll, MAL, and a few forums. Most of my time online goes to YouTube and tumblr, though.
Ah oeps. Ik had een antwoord geschreven op deze Ask, maar ik was naar bed gegaan en m’n laptop had zichzelf opnieuw opgestart waardoor m’n antwoord verdwenen was XD. Sorry hiervoor..
XD Wat zeg jij nou? Ik heb toch geen sabbatical van ABDL? Ik plaats elke dag een berichtje; soms een reblog van mezelf, soms een reblog van iets schattigs, soms een antwoord op een Ask, en soms gewoon een stukje tekst van mezelf. Maar ik plaats elke dag wel iets, al jaren lang! Het klopt wel dat ik de laatste maanden een beetje achter loop met nieuwe foto’s nemen, waardoor ik meer oude foto’s gebruikt heb. Je mag me wel suggesties geven voor nieuwe ideeën voor foto’s, hoor. Of me een luier aanraden die ik nog niet gedragen heb en die de moeite waard is!
Animal Crossing is heel erg leuk ^^. Vergeet niet dat spelletjes gewoon tijdsverdrijf zijn, echter. Ik voel me een beetje slecht als ik aan ‘t eind van de dag of ‘t eind van de week niets nieuws heb gemaakt. Hoe kan ik anders bewijzen dat ik ooit bestaan heb, als ik niks gemaakt heb?
Hm well I probably do, compared to others. But this is a baby blog so I don’t think it’s the right place for me to spew my stupid opinions on random topics XD. It’s not why people visit my blog. I’m not even sure if anyone would read a piece of text on my blog if it was too long.