a65232-joshywoshy: coucherequin: I put on different pyjamas ^^ Different pajamas? Trying to hide something, perhaps? Hmm? HMMM??? š I did switch pyjamas between these two photos! But I did not change what I was wearing underneath those pyjamas ^^ : … Continue reading →
kimimerc: coucherequin: poor thing..Ā Iāll take his place š No, you canāt ^^. I love my shark and we sleep together almost every night. Sharkie is a plushie so I am safe around him, which makes me feel very happy … Continue reading →
mister Shark would be the closest thing to that. He does get hugged/strangled by me each night. And sometimes I pretend to kiss the shark good night ^^. Poor thing
This is adorable. Im in love.
Iām also in love with wearing diapers ^^.. Iāll stop being a shitty person to my blog readers and try to go back to posting. Iām so sorry. I like wearing diapers, I like taking pictures, I like ageplaying and āmeltingā into my baby underwear, and I love pretending to be a little kid and drinking from a bottle and sucking on a pacifier and watching anime while doing that, and so many other things Ā°^Ā°!! Iām sorry, again.. Iāll pamper my inner baby extra much this weekend. Iāll purchase a few extra abdl thingies, like a new onesie or something else. I want a new dress, too. Iām lonely af, but at least Iāll be happy being by myself, until I know what I want. I need to stay as positive as possible and enjoy every day.Ā Ā
Hm well I guess Iād be a logical thinker. Photography and making music is probably a creative process, but I think Iām approaching both in a logical way. I kind of assume that the people who claim theyāre creative thinkers unknowingly are applying the same tricks and ground rules to (for instance) photography as those who learn about it in a logical way. If that makes sense? But donāt take this as a truth, I could be completely wrong ^^;;
I do wonder whether all my photo effort is appreciated? Are my blog posts liked because of how well the pictures are taken, or because of my body? … Maybe I shouldnāt be surprised if it was only the second option, though itās difficult for me to believe
These are the last pictures of this set ^^. Petting my cat.Ā If you live in Europe, you should try out Betterdry diapers. Theyāre very cheap, very thick and although theyāre not ABDL diapers, I think they are very fun … Continue reading →
Poor shark plush, always getting squashed by me. It gives me a nice feelingĀ ādown thereā when Iām pressing myself against this plush, thoughĀ Ā°^Ā°, Iām so sorry.Ā
xD Hm I wonder whether itās sharks or cats. Or maybe both? Itās not even that I like sharks that much, theyāre just the right shape to hug in bed and just the right amount of weirdness to be funny.Ā This is me wearing a Bambino classico v2 with thighhighs and hugging my shark:
Thank you for the Ask! If I am ever able to purchase a home, and have a stable long-term job, I will probably look into the possibilities of having a room dedicated to my nursery. I have mentioned before, and others have remarked on it as well, that my bed and sleeping area is already a bit like a nursery, and if you think about it what really is a nursery? In my pictures I mostly show myself in my bed or in my bathroom, cus I think itād be a bit boring to show myself in the kitchen or in the hallway.Ā
If youāre able to decorate your sleeping area in a cute way with bright colors, with stuffies soft pillows and with other things that remind you of your youth, then is that not a nursery already? When people talk about adult baby nurseries, I guess what theyāre talking about is more than what Iām suggesting here. Theyāre talking about an adult baby crib, and other AB furniture like a high chair, a playpen, soft carpeting or those rubber mats on the floor, nursery decorations on the wall, babyroom-themed curtains and a babyroom-themed lamp. Thatās way more than what I have in my sleeping area.
I donāt know how far I would take it with the nursery. Iām usually happy with the bare minimum and even right now Iām fairly happy with my room and with how babyish it is. But I deserve something, right? I think if I were to have myĀ āABDL paradiseā, I would definitely want to have a large crib that I can comfortably sleep in, Iād like to have cute babyish dresses and tights (and diapers of course), soft carpeting and toys to play with ^^. Probably I would like to be taken care of by a person, who treats me like a baby girl and who plays with me as if Iām a real baby, and who feeds me and changes my nappy. With all those things, I would have satisfied all my ABDL desires. This is what my bed would usually look like; with brightly colored bedsheets, my shark plushie, and (although itās not shown in the picture) usually extra blankets and pillows. Also of course Iām diapered and out-of-my-mind melting away in my littlespace ^^
I like this pyjama dress ^^. itās very airy and (fortunately for you) it shows my diaper very well whenever Iām ageplaying. That latter thing isĀ a little bit embarrassing
This is already the last picture in this set.. I hope you can try out a Crinklz Astronauts diaper for yourself; thatās the name of the diaper which Iām wearing in this photo ^^. Very fun and colorful diaper with … Continue reading →
xD I have no privacy with this cat. I sit on my bed to take ageplaying pictures, and all she does is come to me and give me head bumps. Cats will be cats ^^
xD Thank you for this Ask. This one is going to be hilarious.Ā
Iāve taken almost 3000 pictures for this blog, mostly of myself in various adult baby-ish poses and situations. But in reality I almost never take selfies. I play around with Snapchat on my phone, sometimes, but Iām not the sort of person who would save those kinds of selfies. Itās not that I lack self-confidence for this; itās that I donāt see a reason to take selfies. I donāt know anyone who Iād send those selfies to ^^;;
I do love taking pictures of people. But the joy of taking pictures, for me, is to showcase a person in a way they donāt normally see themselves. Taking a photo and displaying it in the way I want is a form of art, right? A photo, for me, isnāt about displaying what reality is like.Ā With a phone, the pictures look very bland to me, exactly how my own eyes see it. With a big camera, I can set it to save RAW files, and edit those raw files on my laptop later. Also, with a big camera I can use a flash, choose a big aperture to play with the background, change the iso, and I donāt have to worry about the cameraĀ ādecidingā on the wrong settings like the white balance. I use Capture One to edit my raw files, and I can recommend everyone to look into how to save photos in raw to be able to edit them manually. Because it gives you a lot more room toĀ ārescueā a photo which you thought had failed into something usable, but also to play around with pictures to make them look more artsy.Ā
Thank you for this Ask and for saying that about supporting me ^^. Iām not so sure if everyone supports me, but I am glad that some people do support me, which Iām very grateful for ! ^^.. We should all care about others a little more, it would make the world a little better overall. I definitely need to make more time to spend with my friends and family, and to take better care of myself while Iām at it !
Hello @autonomous17 , thank you for this Ask and for your congratulations ^^; thatās really sweet of you!Ā
Well the reality is that I really did want to graduate much earlier (spring of 2020, before any lockdowns were known or in effect). My thesis had been approved and printed in anticipation of that earlier date. The introduction page even mentions that early-Spring date and time. But the books were never distributed. The physical books were just sitting in a bunch of boxes in an office at the hospital, waiting to be handed out to friends, family and colleagues. So, I have to disappoint you that I didnāt technically finish my PhD duringĀ āthese conditionsā xD. Thatās a detail for the history books, though. I mean it was still a little bit difficult with my original defense being cancelled, no one knowing what to do (for some time), me refusing to do a defense via Skype, and rescheduling it all the way to the end of Summer. After planning the new date, no one still wasnāt quite sure if it could even happen. The reception and party, which I planned for after the original ceremony, were of course also cancelled. Come the second time I really didnāt want to plan anything big any more. The reason for the latter wasnāt even the pandemic, it was my own mental exhaustion from still having to do PhD stuff even though it had been over half a year that I had moved away from that place. The average reader of this blog wonāt be fully aware of how much work went onĀ ābehind the scenesā. Doing a PhD is (unfortunately and fortunately) not an ordinary job. I spent thousands of hours of my own unpaid free time writing, rewriting, and revising manuscripts, preparing them for journal submission, receiving a rejection the week after, more revisions, submit to another journal, get rejected again but offered a transfer to another journal, receive peer review, answer the reviewerās comments in the best way I can, resubmit, etc. There were times when I thought that it would be an eternal cycle of writing and revising and that I just wasnāt good enough at writing scientific manuscripts. It wasnāt the case. About a month prior to my defense, to my own surprise, my 5th (and last) PhD manuscript was accepted for publication. It was a happy ending. I do still have a few collaborations running from during my PhD, which should probably end up in publication (and coauthorships) one day, but thatās for another time xD. Also in reference to a certain shark V-tuber, and due to my seeming success in science, Iāll be calling myself an apex predator from now on xD.Ā This diapered apex predator had a lot of help from others but also helped a lot of other researchers in doing analyses.Ā
To comment on the other stuff in your Ask.. thank you forĀ āadmiringā my blog xD. You donāt have to, though. I like taking pictures with lots of colour and Iām glad that I can make others happy with my pictures. Iām not so fond of wearing diapers to sleep unless theyāre thin diapers. Iām not entirely sure why this bothers my sleep, but it does. If I did, I would still wear pyjamas over my diaper, though. Also when Iām ageplaying, I would usually wear a pyjama over it. I take off my pyjamas for taking pictures, because otherwise no one can see my diaper ^^;;.Ā Ā I have a few adult-sized pacis that I enjoy sleeping with, sometimes.Ā Ā
Thank you for this Ask! xD I have a funny relationship with formula, but I can only tell this secret to people who I know really well! Anyway, yes I like drinking formula from a bottle. Iāll lay down in my bed (but slightly sit up against the wall with a pillow in between), hug my shark plush and reach my arm around the plush to hold the bottle to my mouth. I have an Avent bottle (before they changed the design of it, maybe I should get another one). I like to pretend that someone else is holding the bottle for me.. but thatās coucherequin dreaming ^^;;.Ā Maybe Iāll drink up half the bottle, feel that my tummy is getting all warm and full, and later finish the other half.Ā
I also like drinking green tea from my bottle.. I really like this, but a word of caution from this diapered apex predator: tea stains the plastic and the nipple of the typical bottle. But if youāre ok with that, then go for it ^^. In the past Iāve also drank juices from a bottle but it doesnāt give me that babyish feeling (although it is very tasty).
