Thank you for this Ask! I should probably marry one day xD. But I think I need a partner before I can marry. I don’t have a partner right now.
Hm but in seriousness. I really don’t know. When I try to think about these topics my mind kinda wanders between the immense responsibility I’d have to carry when I’m in a relationship with someone (I have had relationships in the past), and the joy of actually being in a relationship. I’m 29 right now so there’s some pressure from others that I should probably figure it out.. but what if I can’t figure it out? Will I have failed if I’m single and childless by the time I’m 45? Some people have mentioned to me that I should see a psychologist. I do think they’re suggesting that out of kindness and goodwill, though this is a topic that I need to find out by myself, I feel. It’s not even about diapers or ageplay; those come way down the priority list and don’t define me as a person nor do they determine my choices in life.
As for my opinion of marriage between other people.. well good for them ^^, I hope they can stay happy forever!
This is me wearing a Lil monsters diaper underneath tights ^^ :
it’s true, I have some issues with self-esteem. I don’t think it’s related to me liking diapers and ageplay. Maybe it’s just my way of looking at life? Though despite that, I’m generally a happy person. I’ve been single for a long time, but I don’t really care that much about it, I think. I would really like to talk to interesting people more than I do now, though. I seem to attract mostly the “how are u” and not so much real conversations, but perhaps it’s my mistake to expect more than chit-chat.
I’m against medicalization of human behavior, though. I would not go to a psychologist for having low self esteem. To me, that sounds absurd. I learned the hard way that it’s best not to be critical of psychologists. I’m still kinda skeptical, you know? I’ve always solved my own issues. The concept that someone could help me with a deep personal issue, in a very limited time, sounds totally bizarre to me. I personally consider the placebo effect to be a major contributor in the efficacy of psychologists. But again, I’m careful with this.. if a psychologist helps you, by all means don’t listen to me ^^
Thank you for this Ask! I do really enjoy getting Asks and I will answer (almost) all of them in due time ^^