Are you always wearing cosplays when little

Not always, right? You can see in lots of my pictures that I’m just wearing pajamas or a onesie ^^

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What aspects of ageplay do you enjoy most?

When I’m surrounded by soft clean things, I feel really good and comfortable. I’ll be in my bed, with lots of blankets, hugging my plushie, sucking on a pacifier, wearing a diaper and pyjamas and soft socks. I think that doing these things in a crib would only amplify the feelings.

I can’t explain it very well. There’s a thing inside me that compels me to pretend to be a baby. Initially it’s not even about sexual arousal. I sleep with a plushie because I want to ageplay. I want to put on a diaper because I want to ageplay. I don’t necessarily put on a diaper because I want to masturbate, I can also masturbate with a vibe or whatever. When I’m wearing a diaper, I pee myself because that’s what adult babies do, not per se for sexual reasons. I do get horny when I’m diapering myself, because there’s such a strong association for me. After I’ve diapered myself, the horniness is replaced with a strong feeling of letting go of my adult thoughts and desires. Towards the end of my ageplay session, I do get super horny and I really have to masturbate, and the orgasm in my diaper is very very strong.  On this blog, I want to focus on the non-sexual parts of ageplay. I think it’s very cute and it highlights that ABDL is a completely harmless way to have fun by yourself, with your partner or even with a close friend ^^. 

I’m single so there’s limits to what I can do by myself when I’m ageplaying. What I would like most, I think, is to play baby together with someone, without any humiliation and shame. I’d need to trust the person fully, and it shouldn’t be a sexual thing (until the very end of it, anyway). The thought of wearing my adult baby stuff and snuggling with someone as I fall asleep seems so warm-hearted and loving. I’d love to wear a Bambino Cloudee, comfy socks, and a kigurumi pyjama as I hug someone and fall asleep in my comfy bed, surrounded by cute soft blankets and my shark plush.  ❤️

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If you could, would you like to be able to age play 24/7 or at least more often than not?

No, I wouldn’t like to wear diapers all the time. I really don’t want to anger anyone who is incontinent with what I’m about to write. I genuinely feel sorry for incontinent people, and I hope that they can find ways to improve their situation. I pray for their recovery in the long term.

Diapers are very inconvenient when you’re commuting, working a (semi-) active job and doing stuff around the house like hoovering or doing the dishes. My own work is semi-active in that I do a lot of walking, getting up from one place and sitting down at another, etc. Unfortunately it does make me sweat a lot during the day. I can understand that people want to extrapolate the brief moments of fun that they have with diapers to a whole day, and maybe for others this does work out. For me, it just wouldn’t be practical ^^…

That said, I would definitely like to ageplay a little bit more often. When I’m particularly busy, sometimes I could go 3-4 weeks without ageplay. If I had a little bit more control over this, I would like to have less working hours during the week, so that I can relax a bit more. Then I would definitely ageplay on a weekly basis ^^, and maybe I would even be able to take pictures every week! Right now, I don’t take pictures during every ageplay session. Sometimes, I run out of new pictures xD

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Have you told someone you know IRL about your little side?

Yes ^^. My previous partner knew about it and we ageplayed together a few times. Right now, there’s also a close friend who knows about my ageplay; we have done it once together! Maybe if I can gather enough courage, I’ll tell another close friend, who once told me one of his super secret fetishes. Well, it’s not that I’m ashamed about ageplay, but I don’t want to bother people with it. Friends don’t need to know my fetishes. They’ll start to ask themselves whether I poop myself or something like that. That could really change friendships for the worse. Anyway, I (fictionally) compare it with a friend telling me that they’re into dragon dildos. Unless they’re super-super close friends, that’s probably not something that I would want to know 

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3yobbg: coucherequin: Such a cute nappy design ^^ …Yep…and ‘puffy’ in all the right places… xD and what would those “right” places be? I’d rather be a flat baby than curvy… but hm well I’m unfortunately an adult and my adult body … Continue reading

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xD so weird, almost artful to have these patterns all together.. I am very happy when I’m wearing a diaper ^^

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xD This diaper is so thick, I can barely move around in it.. but it’s okay, because I am a little kid and I don’t need to move around much, I just need to lie down in my bed and … Continue reading

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I will reveal my diaper to you.. underneath my pyjamas, I am wearing a really thick Little Dreamers diaper!

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a65232-joshywoshy: coucherequin: I put on different pyjamas ^^ Different pajamas? Trying to hide something, perhaps? Hmm? HMMM??? 😆 I did switch pyjamas between these two photos! But I did not change what I was wearing underneath those pyjamas ^^ : … Continue reading

If you had more free time, what would you spend it on?

If I had more free time, I would definitely try to visit family and friends more often. They deserve it, I enjoy seeing them, and what’s the purpose of living without spending time with others? ^^;; That last thing is my opinion, please don’t be offended by it. I’d love to spend more time on making and arranging music.. Also of course I enjoy learning new stuff, so I would also love to spend a lot of time on that! It’s a weird Ask. This Ask makes me realize that I may be spending my time on the wrong things, right? Why am I doing anything, if I am not spending time on the things I like doing? So weird. Something for me to think about

If I had more spare time, I would probably also take more pictures. Not necessarily more ageplay pictures but probably also more of those kinds of pictures ^^. I would probably also ageplay more often, cus I don’t do it as often as I want to right now.. I want to melt into a puddle, and pamper my inner baby with the cutest and softest outfits! But there’s just too many other stuff that I have to spend my time on

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It’s embarrassing when my diaper is so well visible x_x , don’t stare at me please

Would you be interested in having a daddy?

diaperedpinoy24:

coucherequin:

I thought about it before but I don’t think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I don’t really want to disappoint anyone. So I think it’s best that it’s just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I don’t annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!

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@coucherequin there’s someone for everyone. Just gotta open yourself to the possibility. I mean there’s lots of communication at first. You don’t just start with a ddlg dynamic from the get go. It’s something that takes work to build that trust but you’d be surprised:) don’t extinguish all hope.

It’s true, with whoever a relationship may be, it’s not realistic to expect there to be a good (or even any)

ddlg dynamic from the very beginning. There would have to be trust, understanding and especially the willingness and ability to be vulnerable around someone else. I expose a lot of my vulnerabilities on this blog, but I am safe because I can control everything. In a real-world situation, if I were to act like I do in my pictures, I would not be able to control the situation if there was another person in the room who could do really anything with my body.. 

I dunno what I want on the long term. I do lay awake at night thinking about it sometimes. On the one hand, I do think it would make my life a lot more enjoyable if I could share it with another girl or boy. On the other hand, it takes effort, humiliation and maybe even pain to try out relationships and statistically it should take several tries before I hit the definitive person. Should I really go through all that effort, humiliation and pain just so that I can share my life with someone? Probably yes, though I haven’t overcome that mental hurdle yet.   

What got you interested in this hobby

Hi ^^, Are you asking me about abdl? Or did you mean photography / posting pictures of myself on a tumblr blog?

I dunno what made me interested in diapers. I kinda always had the desire to wear them. In the past I did it only to masturbate in them. Later, I discovered about myself that I get a lot of fun from ageplaying so I started exploring abdl more and more. Now I’m just a big baby in my make-believe nursery. And one day I’ll have my very own nursery room with lots of soft colors, a crib that I can sleep in, lots of toys and my diapers ^^. I’ll be the happiest baby.

If you were asking me about photography.. well I think everyone enjoys it, right? There’s so many wannabe photographers now, because smartphones and apps with builtin picture filters have made it really easy to take good-looking pictures. Some people are just able to better envision which shots are going to look good and which shots are not, maybe? I wouldn’t say that I’m either good or bad at it, but I’m also not deaf to all the people that tell me they’d like to get their picture taken by me ! Maybe I’ll one day decide that life is too short and I’ll do some portrait photography work on the side, who knows?  

About this blog in particular. I’m not sure why I started doing it. I’m not an attention-seeking person, I think. It doesn’t particularly give me a kick, knowing that I hit a certain number of ‘likes’ or ‘reblogs’. I get to practice taking photos, this way. I think it’s fun to interact with people about abdl a little bit. So far I’ve made one new friend on tumblr, which is really nice ^^ @cofftee  . I also learn about all the diapers which I didn’t know about, and I do see a lot of super cute pictures on tumblr which give me inspiration for my own! But regardless, I’m happy that I’m not getting ignored and I’m glad that I still have the time and energy to post pictures here ^^

this is me wearing a Seguna comfort slip maxi: 

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When you’re age playing do you ever make up stories that you play out while you’re age playing? Or is that just a me thing?

I used to do that when I was a teenager; make up little stories in my mind and play them out with whatever babyish things I had available. I think I did that because I didn’t have proper diapers or a cutesy place to be a baby in. Nowadays when I ageplay, I can wear real diapers, and cute clothes or pyjamas, a big plushie, an adult pacifier, a baby bottle, cute bedsheets and blankets. I feel that I don’t need to imagine anything, when I’m surrounded by so many real things that feed into my desire to act like a little baby. There are abdl-related things which I don’t currently have, like a crib and other stuff that’d be in a nursery. I think I consider my home/bedroom to be my nursery sort of, because that’s where I keep all my baby stuff, but who knows what I’ll be able to do in the future ^^

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Would you do streams if you got a proper setup?

I’m kinda wondering whether you’re asking me about streaming a video game, or streaming ageplaying or something like that. If you asked me about ageplaying then I’m afraid that I couldn’t do that. Ageplay is a personal time for me and it sounds like a lot of work to set up a stream xD. As for video games.. xD I’d be a very boring person to watch. I’m not good at any of the games that I play and my personality sucks. I’m really sorry this answer isn’t what you were hoping for…

Here are two up-close-and-personal pictures of me in bed with my shark:

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I was peeing x_x but luckily I was wearing a diaper!

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I was wearing a diaper underneath these pyjama shorts ^^

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coucherequin: What do you think of my belly? I’ve been trying to get my bodyweight under control for some while now.. XD and of course my room is as messy as ever, with the laundry visible in the picture, cus … Continue reading

Would you be interested in having a daddy?

I thought about it before but I don’t think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I don’t really want to disappoint anyone. So I think it’s best that it’s just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I don’t annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!

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Veel luiers komen uit dezelfde fabriek maar met een kleine tweak. Mijn eerste adult luier was tena en ben na ongeveer 40 andere merken en varianten verder weer full circle. Lkkr afgezaagd maar tena glijd tenminste niet van me ‘heupen’ :) Wat rot voor je dat je geen kinderen kan krijgen! Ik kan me goed inkomen dat dat knaagt aan de fundatie voor je rol int leven. Maar cijfer jezelf niet weg! vele vinden hun rol in ouderschap, andere (en ik) in iets anders. Dikke knuffel!

Hm ja misschien is ‘t niet realistisch van mij om te verwachten dat er heel veel verschil zit tussen luiers in, omdat ‘t allemaal eigenlijk een soort broekje is, en er zullen misschien niet heel veel fabrikanten zijn voor volwassen luiers ^^;; Tena (maxi slip) zit ook voor mij heel erg fijn. Ze zijn niet heel dik, ‘t zijn denk ik praktische luiers die je echt zou kunnen dragen als je lekt of incontinent bent! 

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