Why are you so cute?

itohseloh:

coucherequin:

xD I don’t know. I’m not so sure I’m actually cute. But apparently I’m good at pretending

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Great pictures. I do love the plastic pants peaking out from under your skirt.

uh huh ^^. and I like pretending to be a little kid, so it goes nicely together!

Why are you so cute?

coucherequin:

xD I don’t know. I’m not so sure I’m actually cute. But apparently I’m good at pretending

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Hi couchrequin, in many pics you posted recently you are wearing thigh-high socks, and I wonder how you feel about wearing them. To me, they are a kind of sex symbol that makes a woman look sexy. You, on the other hand, seem to wear them to get into little space. Do you also feel that ambiguity, or are they just “little attire” for you?

tsugie:

coucherequin:

kimimerc:

coucherequin:

Thank you for this Ask! I’ve worn thigh-highs, tights and leggings during little time for as long as I can remember. I think tights and leggings go nicely together with ageplay because it can look super childish and it keeps my diaper snugly in place. Now with thighhigh socks I do see the ambiguity.. I personally think thighhighs are really cute (in like anime-ish cute: moe), so I wouldn’t consider them a sex symbol on myself. With those semi-transparant sheer thighhighs it’s kinda less cute I guess and more ‘sexy’. But xD I just can’t see myself as ‘sexy’. Do people fap to me? xD I would think that that’s really weird, if that’s the case I’m not that kind of person, I think? I’m only showing my littlespace in pictures

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Haha you know people fap over you 😀

But you shouldn’t x_x… I take my pictures for fun and play, not for sexual reasons

(for reals tho.. I’m still not really sure what to think and how to feel about the possibility that someone may fap over me.. What should I feel about this, even?)

@coucherequin you can feel however you’d like about it, honestly. I think (ideally) the best way would perhaps be flattered that people find you attractive, 😊. Some people find they really enjoy knowing that they get others excited, but that’s entirely up to you! Alternatively, if you really really don’t want to be engaged in those sorts of comments you could put a note on your page to that effect, and warn/block people who don’t respect that. Unfortunately, you’ll never be 100% successful in that (let’s be real, people are pervs), so I personally recommend embracing it, rather than fighting it! But again, you should decide what you’re comfortable with, don’t let others tell you what to do!

Thank you for commenting on this, @tsugie ! Hm well I don’t think I’m flattered by it, really. It just makes me wonder why because I don’t see myself like that, right? I’m not going to embrace it, or fight it, I’m rather indifferent to it. However, I usually don’t respond to lewd messages. You can call it ‘fighting’ against it, but xD I don’t think it takes me any effort to simply ignore a message by not responding to it. Maybe this is a nice middle-ground: I post my pictures to show my littlespace, people can fap to me if they feel like it, and spill their cum everywhere, but I’m not going to talk lewd to them in DMs. This way, everyone is happy ^^. What do you think?

What is your spirit animal?

xD Hm I wonder whether it’s sharks or cats. Or maybe both? It’s not even that I like sharks that much, they’re just the right shape to hug in bed and just the right amount of weirdness to be funny.  This is me wearing a Bambino classico v2 with thighhighs and hugging my shark:

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Avent bottles are on of my all time favorites. Do you ever drink milk or formula on your bottle. Can we see a pic please :)

Yes, I agree. (also I answered this exact ask a few days ago, didn’t I?) The Avent bottles are better than random-brand bottles ^^. I do have two other random-brand bottles and I wouldn’t prefer them. The teat on the Avent is quite big, and the bottle itself fits nicely in my hand and even makes my hands feel smol because it’s a thick&short bottle (and not thin & long like adult water bottles). 

I do drink formula from my bottle sometimes ^^, or tea. I don’t think I’ve ever taken a picture of myself while drinking from a bottle. I’ll try to take a picture of that next time I ageplay. 

(also little fun fact. the camera I’m holding in the picture below, together with the lens and the flash, weigh around 1.4kg together, or 3.1 pounds.. When I’m taking these selfies, I’m holding the weight with 3 fingers xD.. I’m one of those people who never uses a camera strap)

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We wanna see you poop your diapers!

This question pops up quite often in my Asks and in my private messages. If you’re into this and you’re looking for super cute pictures of a girl doing this, please have a look at @asiandiapercutie  ‘s blog. I’m sorry, I’m not into this myself ^^.  I am into wearing cosplays while ageplaying, though! Cute, isn’t it? 

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With 2020 nearing its end (kind of).. do you feel that you’ve accomplished what you wanted to accomplish this year?

Thank you for this Ask! (Also, my Ask queue is empty right now, so feel free to ask me stuff ^^)

A couple of years ago, I told myself that I wanted to finish my PhD before I was 30 years old (when I started it, I was 24 years old, so that was entirely reasonable). Albeit with a little bit delay, I was able to complete my doctoral thesis and defend it and attain my doctor (PhD, not medical) title in 2020. Seeing that I’m still 29 at the moment of writing this, it seems that I was successful ^^.

In this year, I also wanted to get an answer from myself what I’d be doing with my future. A PhD is not per se a university education, but in a way it is. Therefore, at some point you will want to know what’s next. I was unfortunately not able to get a clear answer from myself what I’d like to do the next decade or so. Instead, I essentially postponed the decision by applying for a postdoc position, and somehow managing to get a postdoc job offer. To be clear, the options which one has after a PhD are quite broad; from continuing in academia (via a postdoc), to joining a pharmaceutical company as a researcher or program manager/director, all the way to working as a (medical) writer or even starting up your own company. Of course, one can choose to completely exit the whole field and do a random job xD. Though,  if you choose not to use the acquired skillset, you may feel guilty for having used up so much public research funding, which was essentially spent on you to train you to become a scientist. 

I told myself that after finishing my PhD, I’d like to move back to where I was born, or at least closer to it, to reconnect with family and friends. This bullet point is a little bit difficult, because I do live closer by, but pandemic fear has increased our distances. I was successful at finding a job closer to where I was born, and I can in fact visit family and friends more often. Though, some of my friends don’t wish to see me, because they are afraid of becoming ill. I won’t further comment on this ^^;;;, let’s see how this will evolve. 

I kinda wanted to get my driver’s license in 2020, but I doubt I’ll do it this year. Maybe next year? Who knows. I can still bike whenever and wherever I want to xD. 

As with any year, I wanted to learn more about photography and I’d like to improve my photography skill. Especially taking timed photos of myself. You can be the judge of that xD. I’ll stop for now, this message is too long and won’t be read.

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Would you be interested in having a daddy?

diaperedpinoy24:

coucherequin:

I thought about it before but I don’t think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I don’t really want to disappoint anyone. So I think it’s best that it’s just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I don’t annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!

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@coucherequin there’s someone for everyone. Just gotta open yourself to the possibility. I mean there’s lots of communication at first. You don’t just start with a ddlg dynamic from the get go. It’s something that takes work to build that trust but you’d be surprised:) don’t extinguish all hope.

It’s true, with whoever a relationship may be, it’s not realistic to expect there to be a good (or even any)

ddlg dynamic from the very beginning. There would have to be trust, understanding and especially the willingness and ability to be vulnerable around someone else. I expose a lot of my vulnerabilities on this blog, but I am safe because I can control everything. In a real-world situation, if I were to act like I do in my pictures, I would not be able to control the situation if there was another person in the room who could do really anything with my body.. 

I dunno what I want on the long term. I do lay awake at night thinking about it sometimes. On the one hand, I do think it would make my life a lot more enjoyable if I could share it with another girl or boy. On the other hand, it takes effort, humiliation and maybe even pain to try out relationships and statistically it should take several tries before I hit the definitive person. Should I really go through all that effort, humiliation and pain just so that I can share my life with someone? Probably yes, though I haven’t overcome that mental hurdle yet.   

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itohseloh: coucherequin: itohseloh: so cute in wet diapers Nuh-uh °^°  I am never wet!!! if you are never wet why are your diapers always so swollen and thick? … I don’t know!! But I am an adult, I don’t wet … Continue reading

If I was to give you a penguin, what would you name it?

I would name it “why did someone give me a penguin, that makes no sense, put that back where you found it”

because I’m a fun-killer.

this is me on my bed wearing a big diaper, but you can’t see it cus I’m wearing pyjama shorts over it:

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How many languages do you know? I don’t mean just fluent. I think I’ve seen you speak French and some Japanese. You are very linguistically talented!

Thank you for this Ask ^^. I mentioned it to you in chat before, your avatar looks a bit like a shark jumping out of the water with its mouth open, if you look at it from far away xD. But it’s not, it’s a planet with dust rings

Well I only really speak English and Dutch. And Limburgs, if you consider that a language. My friend helps me with French, whenever I need to write something in French. I’ve never used Japanese, maybe you’ve seen it in a reblog. Most of my blog is composed of my own-written messages, but I’ll occasionally reblog a message from someone else, especially if it’s art ^^. Though the diapered person is always me. I wouldn’t say that I’m linguistically talented. Some people tell me that I tend to talk the way that people write, when I’m speaking English. So what they perhaps mean is that it’s not very natural-sounding? Who knows. 

This is me wearing a bambino bianco, a very fun diaper:

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Does your mom ever talk to you about your diaper love or she just ignores it?

Nah, she doesn’t. This Ask was (likely) sent to me because I mentioned that in the past she found wet diapers in my trash a few times, when I was being lazy and not disposing it properly. She asked me about it and I just answered that I liked wearing them and that I’m not ill. We never really talked about it. I think it’s fine like this ^^. And as long as I keep censoring my face, the chances of someone finding out about me online are also not very big ^^

this is a Bambino Bellissimo diaper: 

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Hi couchrequin, in many pics you posted recently you are wearing thigh-high socks, and I wonder how you feel about wearing them. To me, they are a kind of sex symbol that makes a woman look sexy. You, on the other hand, seem to wear them to get into little space. Do you also feel that ambiguity, or are they just “little attire” for you?

kimimerc:

coucherequin:

Thank you for this Ask! I’ve worn thigh-highs, tights and leggings during little time for as long as I can remember. I think tights and leggings go nicely together with ageplay because it can look super childish and it keeps my diaper snugly in place. Now with thighhigh socks I do see the ambiguity.. I personally think thighhighs are really cute (in like anime-ish cute: moe), so I wouldn’t consider them a sex symbol on myself. With those semi-transparant sheer thighhighs it’s kinda less cute I guess and more ‘sexy’. But xD I just can’t see myself as ‘sexy’. Do people fap to me? xD I would think that that’s really weird, if that’s the case I’m not that kind of person, I think? I’m only showing my littlespace in pictures

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Haha you know people fap over you 😀

But you shouldn’t x_x… I take my pictures for fun and play, not for sexual reasons

(for reals tho.. I’m still not really sure what to think and how to feel about the possibility that someone may fap over me.. What should I feel about this, even?)

Greetings. List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. Learn to know your mutuals and followers.

a65232-joshywoshy:

coucherequin:

hm I wrote an answer to this Ask but my laptop restarted itself  to update while I was gone.. x_x. I really wish I could disable that feature while I’m working on stuff. I’ll try to write my message again. Thanks for this Ask, though. I’ll answer it without forwarding it to other people, if that’s okay? Five things that make me happy, in no particular order, would be:

1. Learning about mammalian biology (sorry that’s really specific, welp). Really anything about it, any detail, any mechanism, and any possible underlying reason why it is how it is. It’s kinda silly, because I’ll never be able to get any reasonable grasp of even any minor subpart. But what is there to live for if you can’t dream big?

2. Making others happy. Someone else’s smile is worth more than mine, right? Seeing friends and family can make me very happy. I don’t even have to do anything together with them. Seeing them and talking with them can be enough for me ^^

3. Otaku stuff. Watching anime, reading manga, listening to the music, going to the conventions, cosplaying, talking to people about these things, being a weird weeb. I think these things are very fun and they make me happy.

4. Organizing and making things tidy ^^. Sorry I’m running out of ideas cus it’s late and I’m a lil tired as I’m writing this. My apartment was kinda messy visually but you’ll have to trust me that once in a while I did organize all my stuff and put everything in the right places

5. Diapers? In the big picture they’re really not that important.. but ageplaying does make me happy so.. there it is. Ho-hum. I admit, I like diapers.You caught me red-handed 

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Perfect! Arigato, couche-san! I’ve been meaning to finish watching Fairy Tale sometime, but I never have free time. ☺

Well then you should ^^. Make some time for it and go for it!

Do you like the idea that people fap over your pictures 😔

Well not particularly. For me, that’s not something which I would be proud of. But I can’t know whether my pictures are suitable for that. Regardless, I can’t tell people not to do that. I’m just showing you into my little world filled with diapers, sharks and costumes ^^

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When you’re age playing do you ever make up stories that you play out while you’re age playing? Or is that just a me thing?

I used to do that when I was a teenager; make up little stories in my mind and play them out with whatever babyish things I had available. I think I did that because I didn’t have proper diapers or a cutesy place to be a baby in. Nowadays when I ageplay, I can wear real diapers, and cute clothes or pyjamas, a big plushie, an adult pacifier, a baby bottle, cute bedsheets and blankets. I feel that I don’t need to imagine anything, when I’m surrounded by so many real things that feed into my desire to act like a little baby. There are abdl-related things which I don’t currently have, like a crib and other stuff that’d be in a nursery. I think I consider my home/bedroom to be my nursery sort of, because that’s where I keep all my baby stuff, but who knows what I’ll be able to do in the future ^^

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Do you have trouble fastening the tapes on the front of your diapers? I know it varies with different kinds, but sometimes I can’t get them all the way around to the front. They end up closer to the sides. For the record, my butt is kind of huge so that must be part of the problem.

It’s a lil unfortunate that ‘small’ sized diapers are really small whereas ‘medium’ size is quite large (at least on me). I think this is what you’re referring to? I think the tapes aren’t supposed to be all the way to the front, but should really be more towards the sides for a nice fit. On the two pictures below, you can see that the top tapes on my diaper are all the way to the front. 

What I’ve noticed is that some people paste the bottom-tapes also on the front of the diaper. I don’t know how you’re supposed to put them, but I tend to fasten them in such a way that the diaper is tight around my thighs, if that makes sense? My thighs are kinda big so the diaper never quite sits flat on that part of me. It’s also usually where it leaks on me. 

applying a little bit of clear packaging tape makes the diaper fit more tightly and I like that feeling. Also it makes it impossible to take off the diaper without scissors so I’m stuck in it x_x. Hope this answer is helpful somehow

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How did you get into Touhou?

I’m glad that you recognized that, though I’m not sure how? Around 10 years ago a friend introduced me to the music of it and it grew on me, I think? I like the characters, the music and a lot of the fan-made works. Nowadays it’s kinda impossible to browse the internet and not come into contact somehow with touhou.. though if you don’t recognize it, you’ll never see it. It’s a fun internet secret, otherwise, though nowadays quite a part of my life and my fun 

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I’m so sorry for this shark plushie.. humping it and rubbing it against my diaper gives me a ton of fun..