The relaxation? Wearing diapers? I dunno. I don’t think I can properly answer this. I don’t understand why I enjoy it so much to act like a baby. Do you know? I just want to wear a big soft cute-looking diaper, melt a little bit into it, and suck on a pacifier while hugging my shark plush ^^. Very soft and warm, maybe it’s like the memories which I have of my own youth? Who knows