diaperboy1983: coucherequin: These are the last pictures of these series ^^, hope you can also try out this diaper, it’s called the Baby Cuties from LittleforBig Looks beautiful Does it really look “beautiful”? XD But I’m just a baby, I … Continue reading →
kimimerc: coucherequin: poor thing.. I’ll take his place 😀 No, you can’t ^^. I love my shark and we sleep together almost every night. Sharkie is a plushie so I am safe around him, which makes me feel very happy … Continue reading →
mister Shark would be the closest thing to that. He does get hugged/strangled by me each night. And sometimes I pretend to kiss the shark good night ^^. Poor thing
This is adorable. Im in love.
I’m also in love with wearing diapers ^^.. I’ll stop being a shitty person to my blog readers and try to go back to posting. I’m so sorry. I like wearing diapers, I like taking pictures, I like ageplaying and ‘melting’ into my baby underwear, and I love pretending to be a little kid and drinking from a bottle and sucking on a pacifier and watching anime while doing that, and so many other things °^°!! I’m sorry, again.. I’ll pamper my inner baby extra much this weekend. I’ll purchase a few extra abdl thingies, like a new onesie or something else. I want a new dress, too. I’m lonely af, but at least I’ll be happy being by myself, until I know what I want. I need to stay as positive as possible and enjoy every day.
Hm so this is a text post which is not so fun to write, for me. Around this time last year (in 2019), I got my late cat euthanized due to severe chronic illness. If you’ve been following me for long enough, you will probably have seen my cat in some of my older pictures. Nowadays I tend not to use those pictures any more, because it reminds me too much of her. Around that period, there were many stressful things happening, because my work contract also expired, and I was planning to move to another city (but still inside the Netherlands). Anyway, right after I moved, the corona thing just started and everything became very difficult; this was difficult for everyone.
When I got a new job, I moved again to another city (this time taking very few possessions with me, because the situation was still quite difficult and I moved to another country). When I had established myself in my new home in Belgium, and I was a little bit more comfortable, I thought about adopting a cat again. In my recent pictures, you may have seen her. Purely by coincidence, she looks quite similar to my late cat, but that wasn’t the reason why I adopted her. Trust me, her personality is very different from my late cat’s ^^. I would never dare to compare these two cats, otherwise my late cat will come back from the grave to scratch me or sit on my face in my sleep. Anyway, the cat which I recently adopted is quite thin and frail. I thought that she was just a little thin from the situation at the shelter, but she wasn’t really gaining any weight while living with me, and I was worried. I took her to the vet and they diagnosed the cat with hyperthyroidism, prescribing medication to be taken daily. Despite my experience with animals and especially with cats, I had mixed results administering this pill to her. I discussed it with the vet and with the shelter, and they suggested it may be best to rehome the cat. I tried a while longer to administer this medication to my cat, but I was just not successful and it wasn’t really in the interest of my cat to keep living with me. That’d be selfish. So I brought her back to the shelter, and they immediately found a new owner who was very experienced in giving pills. She is living in a nursing home now (xD sorry I’m not joking, a nursing home for people, one of the nurses gives the medication to the cat once per day).
Although I’m happy that the story has a happy ending for the cat, the story doesn’t have a happy ending for me, I think? I’m back where I started: sitting alone in my apartment talking to people over the internet. I’m having a lot of difficulties understanding what I really want in my life. Pets can be really good friends or housemates, and I really like sharing my life with a cat. It gives me happiness and it takes away a lot of my loneliness. But the presence of a cat is rather transient. And they’re not really sentient in the same way people are. What should I even do? Lately I’ve been asking myself more what I’m even doing and where I should be going. The decisions I make around my current age may have a big effect on the long term, right? I’m turning 30 years old in a few weeks. Should I try dating a person to fill the loneliness in my life? I don’t think you’re supposed to partner up with someone to fight your loneliness…, or should you? I would have no idea where to start. However, part of me also tells me not to take any drastic decisions. So I think I’m going to lay low for a while. I’m sorry, I’ll stop posting to this blog for a few days. I won’t go away, don’t worry ^^. Your friendly apex predator shark isn’t going anywhere. If you want to, maybe you could tell me some advice?
If I had more free time, I would definitely try to visit family and friends more often. They deserve it, I enjoy seeing them, and what’s the purpose of living without spending time with others? ^^;; That last thing is my opinion, please don’t be offended by it. I’d love to spend more time on making and arranging music.. Also of course I enjoy learning new stuff, so I would also love to spend a lot of time on that! It’s a weird Ask. This Ask makes me realize that I may be spending my time on the wrong things, right? Why am I doing anything, if I am not spending time on the things I like doing? So weird. Something for me to think about
If I had more spare time, I would probably also take more pictures. Not necessarily more ageplay pictures but probably also more of those kinds of pictures ^^. I would probably also ageplay more often, cus I don’t do it as often as I want to right now.. I want to melt into a puddle, and pamper my inner baby with the cutest and softest outfits! But there’s just too many other stuff that I have to spend my time on
Hm well I guess I’d be a logical thinker. Photography and making music is probably a creative process, but I think I’m approaching both in a logical way. I kind of assume that the people who claim they’re creative thinkers unknowingly are applying the same tricks and ground rules to (for instance) photography as those who learn about it in a logical way. If that makes sense? But don’t take this as a truth, I could be completely wrong ^^;;
I do wonder whether all my photo effort is appreciated? Are my blog posts liked because of how well the pictures are taken, or because of my body? … Maybe I shouldn’t be surprised if it was only the second option, though it’s difficult for me to believe
These are the last pictures of this set ^^. Petting my cat. If you live in Europe, you should try out Betterdry diapers. They’re very cheap, very thick and although they’re not ABDL diapers, I think they are very fun … Continue reading →
I always try to have a lovely week ^^, thank you! Life is what you make of it, right? ^^ (though I don’t envy the hardships of others, and I wish everyone well!)
Poor shark plush, always getting squashed by me. It gives me a nice feeling ‘down there’ when I’m pressing myself against this plush, though °^°, I’m so sorry.
I probably can take a short video of that, but I’m not sure if people are really interested in it?
You should definitely fluff up a diaper before you wear it! Diapers are very strongly compressed before they’re packaged, to make them easier and cheaper to transport and mail ^^. Before you wear a diaper, you should fluff them up to bring them back to their original thickness. That’s one reason why my diapers are always so thick! But I also usually use a stuffer to make my diaper thicker. I can also recommend you to use stuffers! I use disposable stuffers, but more often reusable ones. I have a few absorbent cotton sheets, which were sold as cloth baby diapers, which I fold into a long sheet to use as a reusable stuffer. Cotton stuffers do get dirty if you pee in them, so you can soak them in water for a few hours to get rid of most pee and then wash them with your other towels at 60°C. See? Lots of diaper tips from this Apex Predator!
I think I answered this Ask before? I’m not sure if something happened to the Ask. The answer is that yes I do use bottles and pacifiers. Here’s a picture of some of the ones that I have. This bottle got a little dirty from drinking tea from it. I think I scrubbed it clean later but there’s still some discoloration from it. I think babies shouldn’t drink tea from a bottle xD.
Thank you for this Ask! I’ve worn thigh-highs, tights and leggings during little time for as long as I can remember. I think tights and leggings go nicely together with ageplay because it can look super childish and it keeps my diaper snugly in place. Now with thighhigh socks I do see the ambiguity.. I personally think thighhighs are really cute (in like anime-ish cute: moe), so I wouldn’t consider them a sex symbol on myself. With those semi-transparant sheer thighhighs it’s kinda less cute I guess and more ‘sexy’. But xD I just can’t see myself as ‘sexy’. Do people fap to me? xD I would think that that’s really weird, if that’s the case I’m not that kind of person, I think? I’m only showing my littlespace in pictures
Haha you know people fap over you 😀
But you shouldn’t x_x… I take my pictures for fun and play, not for sexual reasons
(for reals tho.. I’m still not really sure what to think and how to feel about the possibility that someone may fap over me.. What should I feel about this, even?)
@coucherequin you can feel however you’d like about it, honestly. I think (ideally) the best way would perhaps be flattered that people find you attractive, 😊. Some people find they really enjoy knowing that they get others excited, but that’s entirely up to you! Alternatively, if you really really don’t want to be engaged in those sorts of comments you could put a note on your page to that effect, and warn/block people who don’t respect that. Unfortunately, you’ll never be 100% successful in that (let’s be real, people are pervs), so I personally recommend embracing it, rather than fighting it! But again, you should decide what you’re comfortable with, don’t let others tell you what to do!
Thank you for commenting on this, @tsugie ! Hm well I don’t think I’m flattered by it, really. It just makes me wonder why because I don’t see myself like that, right? I’m not going to embrace it, or fight it, I’m rather indifferent to it. However, I usually don’t respond to lewd messages. You can call it ‘fighting’ against it, but xD I don’t think it takes me any effort to simply ignore a message by not responding to it. Maybe this is a nice middle-ground: I post my pictures to show my littlespace, people can fap to me if they feel like it, and spill their cum everywhere, but I’m not going to talk lewd to them in DMs. This way, everyone is happy ^^. What do you think?
Thank you for this Ask! It’s a little bit personal.. I cried a lot after I had my previous cat euthanized, but this is already almost a year ago (29-11-2019) so it’s not something which is recent.
Sometimes I wonder whether I’m making the right choices in life. I’m not being successful in a regular way, am I? I don’t have a partner, I don’t own a house, I don’t own a car, I don’t even have a driver’s license, I don’t have kids, I don’t often go on holiday. What do I even have? I rent an apartment, I ride my bike, and I am lonely. Usually I am too busy to worry about these things, and I feel that I accomplish enough other things to make up for my downfalls. Though, occasionally it hits me in the face that my life lacks things which the majority of other people find more important than creative and scientific accomplishments. I’ll lie down in my bed to cry for an hour, and then I drink a bottle of wine and get drunk and do other stupid things. What do you think about this?
peepiou: coucherequin: What do you think, huh? Une couche utilisée à fond ! A well-used diaper? xD But I don’t wet myself, I swear. It happens on its own!!
xD Hm I wonder whether it’s sharks or cats. Or maybe both? It’s not even that I like sharks that much, they’re just the right shape to hug in bed and just the right amount of weirdness to be funny. This is me wearing a Bambino classico v2 with thighhighs and hugging my shark:
Thank you for the Ask! If I am ever able to purchase a home, and have a stable long-term job, I will probably look into the possibilities of having a room dedicated to my nursery. I have mentioned before, and others have remarked on it as well, that my bed and sleeping area is already a bit like a nursery, and if you think about it what really is a nursery? In my pictures I mostly show myself in my bed or in my bathroom, cus I think it’d be a bit boring to show myself in the kitchen or in the hallway.
If you’re able to decorate your sleeping area in a cute way with bright colors, with stuffies soft pillows and with other things that remind you of your youth, then is that not a nursery already? When people talk about adult baby nurseries, I guess what they’re talking about is more than what I’m suggesting here. They’re talking about an adult baby crib, and other AB furniture like a high chair, a playpen, soft carpeting or those rubber mats on the floor, nursery decorations on the wall, babyroom-themed curtains and a babyroom-themed lamp. That’s way more than what I have in my sleeping area.
I don’t know how far I would take it with the nursery. I’m usually happy with the bare minimum and even right now I’m fairly happy with my room and with how babyish it is. But I deserve something, right? I think if I were to have my “ABDL paradise”, I would definitely want to have a large crib that I can comfortably sleep in, I’d like to have cute babyish dresses and tights (and diapers of course), soft carpeting and toys to play with ^^. Probably I would like to be taken care of by a person, who treats me like a baby girl and who plays with me as if I’m a real baby, and who feeds me and changes my nappy. With all those things, I would have satisfied all my ABDL desires. This is what my bed would usually look like; with brightly colored bedsheets, my shark plushie, and (although it’s not shown in the picture) usually extra blankets and pillows. Also of course I’m diapered and out-of-my-mind melting away in my littlespace ^^
I ate this dessert when I was ageplaying ^^. I’m not sure if it has a specific name, but it was really tasty and it looked very artsy, don’t you think?
I like this pyjama dress ^^. it’s very airy and (fortunately for you) it shows my diaper very well whenever I’m ageplaying. That latter thing is a little bit embarrassing
When diapers are packaged, they compress them very hard so they take up less space.. If you fluff them up with your hands, they can become really thick again so it’s more fun to wear them ^^. You can do … Continue reading →
This is already the last picture in this set.. I hope you can try out a Crinklz Astronauts diaper for yourself; that’s the name of the diaper which I’m wearing in this photo ^^. Very fun and colorful diaper with … Continue reading →
