You’re definitely right. The chances of me finding a partner are not zero. Maybe the inhibitor is myself, huh?

When the facts hit me, I do feel very desperate. I’m really sorry to hear that you also feel lonely. I try to think of positive things, of my friends and of my family. I chat a lot on Discord in various servers, I spend a lot of time in voicechat channels and I really try to engage with people in meaningful conversations that they remember. That’d also be my recommendation for you