Ah oops, I’ve been a little inactive the last few days…
Thank you for your Ask, nonetheless. I’ve worn dozens of different diapers but nowadays I really prefer ABDL diapers like the Rearz Princess Pink, Littleforbig Baby Cuties, Little Dreamers, Bambino Cloudee, Rearz Lil Squirts Splash, etc. I’ve had some of my most intense orgasms in these diapers because they press all the right buttons for me in terms of ageplaying and being able to wet them.
Don’t feel intimidated by stuff for being ‘new’, though ^^. It’s all supposed to be for your enjoyment! I can have fun in regular incontinence diapers that don’t cost as much. I do keep a package of tena slip maxi/ultima in my closet for when I want to wear a simple diaper for a few hours. I’m not into pull-ups myself, but others do enjoy these a lot and they’re easy to get, as well. Occasionally I’ll put on a cloth diaper and wear it to bed, without wetting it. Wearing a cloth diaper with a plastic pants, sucking on a paci, wearing a cute pajama and sleeping with my shark plush makes me forget that I’m an adult !!!
garryta: coucherequin: Standing by my kitchen countertop ! I almost cold not see it, but you are wearing plastic pants! How sweet. Secretly i believe, tell me. You surprised me! xD you’re joking, you can definitely see it.
I love drinking baby formulae ^^. It’s really tasty and it has a very distinct flavor from regular milk! If you haven’t tried it already, I can recommend it. Though, the packages do tend to be fairly large, because of their intended use. I make my milk thicker than what you’re supposed to, so that I can finish the powder before it spoils. Infant food is also really tasty, but here I find that I can cook similar stuff on my own cus they’re just vegetables and fruit usually.
Thank you for sending me this Ask ^^. I’m glad that I am getting friendly and interesting questions. I tend to watch slice-of-life anime similar to Kobayashi’s Maidragon, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, and shows like that. They make way too many anime each season for me to sit down and tell you which one I liked so much I’d want to rewatch it xD. Why rewatch when there’s always something new to discover?
Sword art online is a very depressing and stressful anime, in my opinion. I watched the first episode and did not continue it.
xD I feel a little ashamed to say that I’ve never photographed a cookie before. I actually went to look into my photo archive, but could not find anything with cookies. I have occasionally photographed food, though. The pic below contains a Halloween-themed Éclair on top of a hand-painted boerenbont plate. xD I have such classic tableware
I love cycling where there’s no cars ^^. Sometimes I think that cars are a transient thing; a concept that has come to humanity fairly recently, but one which will also depart us again in the near future. In contrast, more personal transportation like bikes will stay with us forever. I also think that humans need a bit of daily exercise to stay healthy. Our ancient forefathers got their daily exercise by hunting and scavenging for plants, mushrooms and animals. When you go out for a daily walk or a daily bicycle trip, you may be mimicking what are ancestors did. In Dutch we say “rust roest”, which literally means “rest rusts” in English. Can you think of what that may mean? ^^
I really like cats and keeping one as a pet. My late cat passed away in November 2019. It made me very sad to say goodbye, but it was in her best interest. After I moved to my new home, I tried to adopt a cat, but she got very ill immediately after I got her and I could not take proper care of her due to lack of time. I made the tough decision to give her back to the shelter, who found a new home for her with someone who did have enough time.
This leaves me without a cat right now. I would like to try again to adopt and house a cat as a pet. I feel that I will have to move again before I can properly house a cat. To move again, I will need a job with better long-term security, as my current job is fixed-term. It’s not that I can’t afford it, but there’s a clear difference between being able to afford something and making a well thought out decision.
When I go to bed, I wear a pajama, sometimes I wear a onesie underneath, sometimes a cloth diaper (only for comfort). Sometimes I’ll sleep with a dummy, though I’ve never been able to wake up with it still in my mouth. I always sleep with my shark plush, unless he’s in the laundry. It’s very sad when my shark plush is being washed, because he needs to dry for 1 or 2 days, which means that I have to sleep without him for 1 or 2 nights 😭
Anyway.. it makes me feel at ease to hold the shark plush in my arms when I sleep.. I think that’s the most important aspect ^^
Thank you for sending me this Ask. I noticed that people appreciate it when I interact with them through Asks. It adds a personal touch to my messages and I feel that I can write a more elaborate response versus private chats. Also, when people write me an Ask, it tends to have been thought about for more than a few seconds, which is always good xD
I used to use a (aps-c) Canon 100d up until the beginning of 2018, at which point I bought a fullframe Sony A7. I have a 50mm f/1.8 lens for both of these cameras. I retired the 100d to become my webcam for video conferencing. I talk quite often with friends online, so I bought a condenser microphone some years ago. Expectedly, my webcam and audio on Zoom tends to look a lot better than those of my colleagues xD.
I really liked the 100d, though I’ve always wanted to go fullframe to get the most out of photography. The Sony a7 is a deprecated model and even back in 2018 you could get it really cheap (in comparison with other fullframe cams). The A7 is on a whole other level. It is not a rookie camera, but if you know your way around photography then it is a marvelous camera. Limitations of photography (light, light, and light) still apply, so using any random flash will instantly turn any camera into a good camera ^^. If the (sun) light is good, then flash isn’t needed
The picture raws are edited by me in capture one. Thank you for calling the pictures professional-looking ❤️❤️
It’s difficult to say, because I haven’t ever lived without wanting to wear diapers. This question is better suited for someone who found out that they liked diapers and/or ageplay well into their 20s versus having grown up with it.
I think that I accept myself liking diapers and ageplay entirely? I’m not preventing myself from doing it. If anything, I want to make time for it more often. As you grow older and your life stabilizes in terms of relationships and jobs, I suspect that you’ll feel more at ease with yourself. Job- and money wise I’m super safe right now, and my future prospects are relatively good. I still have big desires like wanting to start a relationship and a family with someone, wanting to purchase a house, and wanting to have a long-term job contract, but none of this is being affected by me liking diapers. I’m at the stage of my life where I still think that I will live forever. At some point, that illusion will have to be shattered, but I still have some time left. I’m a healthy well-rounded adult ^^, until I ageplay then I become a little.
I really like shows for older kids. My little pony (friendship is magic), Gravity falls, Bob’s burgers, Steven Universe.. but I also watch anime ^^. As long as you feel relaxed while watching it, it’s good!
For ABDL diapers, I especially like the Rearz Princess Pink, Rearz lil squirts Splash, Littleforbig little dreamers, Littleforbig Baby cuties, the Bambino cloudee, and the Bambino Classico. You can see me wear these on my blog, though I’ll attach a picture of the classico and the princess pink. I don’t think that I could easily choose between any of these. I love wearing all of these diapers.
It’s fine ^^. People can send me any Ask that they’d like. I may ignore some particularly toxic, personal or lewd Asks, but they’re very rare nowadays. Answering messages and interacting with you makes me happy and I feel that it also contributes to my wish to make others happy.
The thing that is missing from my littlespace that I would like to have most is a crib. You can tell from many of my pictures that I value my bed a lot when it comes to ageplaying. If I had a crib that I could sleep in every day, I think that I would be really really happy.
Though, I dunno if I would actually get a crib ever. I do try to weigh my ageplaying desires with keeping my home look kinda normal for when friends visit. A few plushies here and there is kinda strange but still cute. Childish pajamas same thing. However, once you get into obvious baby stuff like toys, a crib, a highchair, then it really becomes an inherent unavoidable part of your home. You wouldn’t leave your vibrator on your nightstand when your mom is coming over, either x_x.
Thank you for this Ask! But I’m sorry, I don’t really travel for the purpose of seeing places. Instead, I would like to visit some of the people who I have met on the internet. The vice versa, me wanting to welcome those internet friends in my own home, is also true ^^.
I understand the built-in desire to see places, but there’s an aspect about my personality that is a lil strange. I would really like to produce content for the enjoyment of others. I take photos, I make music, I write, I learn, I do scientific work, etc. Being outdoors for the purpose of seeing stuff competes with the time that I can spend on the aforementioned. Of course, seeing friends also competes with that, but to me they are way more worth it than seeing old cathedrals ^^. My opinion regarding this may change in the future, though for now this is it. I do still want to go Disneyland…
Initially I was a lurker on adisc, and also a Dutch-speaking forum. Though, I don’t find forums very useful because I feel that it’s a too ‘sterile’ place void of personality. Maybe these characteristics are a side-effect of trying to make those places safe for its members, i.e. not creepy. I’m not saying that the people on forums are such, I am saying that these are limitations of the platforms.
xD If I sign up under ‘coucherequin’ for a forum or website nowadays and post a message, I get a few PMs asking if I want to chat. Out of respect of my own time, and out of convenience, you can interact with me publicly and privately on tumblr and I’ll answer whatever message you send me in my free time ^^. Though, I simply cannot reply to every “how r u” or every “what u up 2 today” message, as I’d be chatting inane nonsense all the time. I feel that chit-chat is for getting to know a person from a blank canvas. Seeing that I have typed out an insane amount of blog posts already, you can read any or all of my blog posts to gauge where my interests lie. From there, a meaningful, lively and especially fun conversation can follow.
Anyway, so I lurked on forums for a while, then I lurked on tumblr for a while. For reasons that I don’t remember, I started posting messages and pictures to tumblr, which caught on and here we are ^^. Me showing you my diapered bum, and trying to make you happy!
I’m not sure what play dates are. You’re either talking about something similar to an actual date, a one night stand, or something like akin to ageplaying together for a day.
But I’ll assume this is really about ageplaying and not about any other possible meaning…
In that case, I really don’t know if I want to get involved in that sort of thing. I keep telling people in DMs that I’m a real person because I sometimes feel like I’m not being seen as one. I realize that I mostly publish pictures of myself to this blog, but I also try my best to let a personality shine through. It’s not only a diaper, it’s me wearing a diaper. I am telling you this because I feel that a ‘playdate’ centered around diapers or ageplaying would be exactly that. Where does my personality, my thoughts and feelings and intellect come in?
I can tell a boy to undress and lay down onto my bed. Take away all his manhood by tickling him and making him giggle. It’s you, you know? I’ll rub baby oil onto your skin, and apply powder to your crotch as you lay down onto a big baby diaper. You’ll get a dummy pushed into your mouth, and I’ll gently tape the diaper shut and tease you a little bit by slowly rubbing the front of the diaper. I’ll whisper sweet words into your ears, and prepare a bottle of formula for you. I’ll take my time to have you drink it slowly, as you lay against my chest. Afterwards, I’ll hug you tightly; one hand on your back and one on your head. I’ll kiss your forehead and tell you that you’ve done good, and that it’s naptime now. I’ll make you wear a onesie and also one of my cute pajamas! But before it’s time to sleep, I have one last present for you. My hand enters your pajama pants and firmly grabs the front of your diaper snugly. You must have wet yourself at some point, because your diaper feels a little swollen. Repeatedly my hand goes up and down; first slowly and gradually getting faster. I stick a dummy into your mouth again, and I interlock your hand with my other hand and hold onto you firmly. Your diaper is getting rubbed really intensely now. The wet padding is getting rubbed against your skin. You’re a good little boy, you know that? I whisper into your ear, telling you how proud I am of you. Excitingly you make an intense moan as you climax into your wet swollen diaper, you have your eyes shut. Oh oh you shot so much! Your diaper has absorbed all of your cum, so there is no cleanup to worry about. I give you one last kiss and wish you a good nap.
I realize that it’d be a dream come true if I were to do this with someone, or a nightmare, depending on who you ask XD…
But who am I in this? I don’t even know what I want xD
Ah oops, I am a little bit behind on answering Asks. The delay is from the 5~ days that I was ill in bed and from my own laziness. Sorry about that.
The comfort versus maximum capacity question you’re asking me is probably a false dichotomy xD. I wear diapers as part of regressing to a young age; for pretending that I’m a little kid. A good diaper is one that helps me to feel small and helpless. But the thing is that I don’t remember which diapers I wore as a baby and as a (bedwetting) child. I’m from the 90s, so they were probably disposable with a plastic outside. But I would not be able to know which brand or which design it was ^^. I’m too young to have used real cloth diapers with pins. I’ve tried lots of different diapers. The ones that I feel most ‘at home’ in have 4 tapes (2 on each side), a plastic outside, a white fluffy inside, and enough absorbance for 2 big pees. This makes my inner baby all happy and satisfied ^^. Turns me on just thinking about it, so maybe I’ll wear a diaper this weekend
No I don’t think so. I’m a responsible adult; I pay my bills, do my household chores and keep myself healthy with good food. But ‘ageplay’ is a big part of my life in that you can see it in some of my clothing, in my home’s decorations, in what I watch, in my hobbies and in the amount of time that I spend having fun on tumblr. I wouldn’t say that it’s a box underneath my bed that gets opened once per week for an hour. I am coucherequin for real. I’m not fully convinced whether it’s a completely separate persona. But to ease the discussion; I don’t think that there’s anything physically or mentally wrong with me. I am not going to seek out a therapist to discuss this topic. I’m very resilient to stress and I can laugh at my own mistakes. Ever since I obtained my doctorate, I feel that I have become even more carefree. I do still deeply care about doing my work and my hobbies to the best of my abilities, but I now also realize that opportunities will come and go all the time. You’ll spill a lot of milk in your life ^^.
I do wonder what it’d be like if I wasn’t single. Maybe I would want to be less of a kid and more of an adult. Maybe that’s the reason why I’m single, anyway. Deep down my motivator is probably sexual arousal. Maybe if someone had sex with me and made me orgasm once every few days, I wouldn’t want to ageplay any more.. Who knows. If my body would stop producing hormones, maybe I would also stop wearing diapers.. But that’s a topic for a separate Ask.
You’re right, the girl in my avatar is Utsuho ^^, she’s so cute! I have several Touhou outfits, including Utsuho’s and Miko’s, who I cosplay as during anime conventions. You can make a guess whether I wear a diaper underneath my skirt when I’m at an anime convention !!
I can’t play the games, they are too difficult for me, but I really like the characters and the music
I realize that there’s not that much variation between my pictures right now, because my house is a little small, but I’ll try my best to compensate it with different outfits and lots of different diapers ^^..