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garryta: coucherequin: Which plastic pants do you like to see on me? ^^ I like them all 😜 Really? But aren’t there other plastic pants designs that you’d rather see me in?

Saturdays are great when I wake up wearing nothing but a fluffy diaper between my legs and a onesie ❤️. Makes me feel like a big baby 🦈🍼, but it also really turns me on and the shark plush gives me that magical feeling in my stomach soon after 😳

Is there anyone you know either in real life or through the internet that you either think would be happier if they wore diapers or would have a higher quality of life by wearing them? I’m especially curious if said person isn’t ABDL at all.

I don’t think that diapers do anything for someone who isn’t into them. With that in mind, wearing diapers probably wouldn’t make them happier or increase their quality of life.

I asked my first partner whether she wanted to share a special intimate time with me, in exchange for doing the same for her. She agreed to that, and we overall had a great time ageplaying. Though, it was one-sided. Later, I asked a close friend whether she wanted to ageplay with me. It was really fun for me to see her like that, but she didn’t like it and asked that I don’t request it again. I recently brought ageplay up with a close (male) friend, and he thought it was strange. He was interested in seeing me in all those pretty dresses, but he also commented that seeing diapers on me did nothing for him.

This Ask brings up a deeper question, though. What compels me (and maybe you?) to want to wear diapers and do other baby stuff. The way that I look at it, ageplay is something that we can acquire during (childhood) development. I think that it is not possible to (fully) acquire it in adulthood. Through association, a partner can maybe begin to enjoy diapers when they’re always used in a safe and romantic way. Though, I don’t have any experience with this. There is at least one person who has been DM’ing me, who is not into diapers, but interested in other aspects of what I post.

I don’t think that I can fully answer your question ^^;;. For sure I can make anyone into ABDL happy by making them wear a diaper, especially if I put them into one! Do you think that I could be a caretaker?



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sissy-baby-joanna​: wharald​: coucherequin​: These are plastic pants worn over my diaper !! Plastic pants are the best very nice Thank you ❤️


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8151mpveit: coucherequin: I was wearing plastic pants underneath my tights! Must try tights over my plastic pants looks lovely .👍🏻 I like the feeling ^^, and it makes me feel more like a lil kid @8151mpveit 


Do you think that my blog is a cry for help? I’ve asked myself
this question numerous times, without being able to formulate an answer.

It seems that I invite others into my life, but push them away
when they finally come to me. I don’t understand why I keep doing this. I’m
sorry if you’ve experienced this while chatting with me. I suspect that I am
afraid of being disappointed, and/or of disappointing others. One way of
avoiding disappointment is to not commit to anyone, right? Though, that’s not a
correct stance to go about. I hide in my bedroom, dreaming of what my life
could become, yet I take no action to get anywhere. I feel lonely, and I don’t
think that anyone wants to interact with me after the novelty of the ‘new
person’ wears off. I should be quick to attempt to change. Before I know it, my
youth is gone, and I’m just another forgotten one.

It’s strange, isn’t it? I claim to understand so much of the
world, yet I understand nothing of myself and of others.


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bramoc: megamacska: coucherequin: Do you like seeing me wear a plastic pants? Yes. Very much. 😍 Very much indeed! One of your best taken pictures showing your plastic pants. Thank you @bramoc for the compliment ^^. Do you think that … Continue reading


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bobbadadee: coucherequin: During my adventure, I will be protected by my shark and by a.. diaper! You surely will. Yes ^^, it will be a biiiig adventure, until I need to take a nap


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peepiou: coucherequin: Do you think that my shark plush dislikes it when I hug him too tight? Never too tight! 😉🥰 @peepiou hihi ^^, sharkie is getting it all, every day

Do you have any good spicy stories you could share about you and your shark?

The funny thing is that I’ve had a lot of dreams where I accidentally took the shark with me to random events. It’d be me, wearing my professional disguise (my adult clothes), carrying the shark in my hands. It doesn’t make much sense why I would feel embarrassed about this scenario and dream about it time and time again. Dreams are weird like that, right?

He can’t go with me into the big scary world; he needs to stay in my bed to ward off the scary scaaaries.

xD I probably should feel embarrassed about a lot of other things… Getting my diaper exposed in public, wearing childish outfits, accidentally wetting myself… There’s so many seemingly more straightforward things than taking a plushie outdoors.

Hm you asked me about ‘spicy’ stories. I once accidentally wet my bed and and half of it got on the shark. We took a shower together, and then he went into the washing machine, along with my bedsheets hihi. That was a lot of work and really annoying, but you have to look back at these things and smile.


Send Asks, and apology for slow DMs

Hello, it seems that there’s a lot of messages always piling up in my DMs, which I take forever to answer. I’m really sorry about this. I do try to answer everything, eventually. If you want a quicker interaction, that also usually gives a longer answer, you can send me an ASK. Either that, or you can ask for my discord handle (if we know each other well enough) ^^.  🦈🦈🦈


When I see your picture, I notice a tendency for soft textures and fabrics. Is the feeling znd touch of something important to you? I have a strong feeling for all things soft and furry. Wondering if this is the same with you.

Yes, softness and colors are really important for me. At times, the world feels cold, lonely and grey. To escape the big scary world, I have created my own: littlespace. It is a little fantasy land, existing between my ears, materializing itself in my bedroom. There, the world is not cold, lonely and grey. Instead, my little world is warm, comfortable and brightly colored. There’s cute outfits, fun activities, a SHARK, and baby thingies. Isn’t it just the best?


Do you think you’ll ever do more Touhou cosplay? (With or Without diapers!)

I’m going to Japan Expo Paris this July. Most likely, I’ll take a touhou cosplay with me. Though, I haven’t decided yet which one… I can choose between Tenshi, Miko, Utsuho, and Sanae, as these are the touhou costumes that I have ^^. Let’s see what happens, right?


Let’s say you are given a possibility (both financially and workwice) to have a “sabattial” year, i.e. year to do whatever you want to improve yourself. What would you do?

Thank you for this interesting Ask!

I still need to get my driver’s license; that’s something that I’d definitely do in an extended time off. Beyond that, I can’t think of any activity that I’d like to do, which I wouldn’t otherwise be able to do. I don’t talk much about what keeps me busy; but you gotta understand that I’m not really the sort of person who would take long time off ^^… Definitely not a whole year…

But your question runs deeper than this answer, I realize. A sabbatical isn’t per se a holiday. A sabbatical can be used to attain personal goals such as traveling the world, writing a book, recording a music album.. in business terms, high-profile managers may use such a time to get experience at another facility or company… In academic terms, a researcher may use such a time to go to another laboratory to learn new techniques and get acquainted with new ways of thinking. Though, simultaneously, it isn’t called a sabbatical in research, as far as I know.

I feel that I still have a lot to learn, especially in terms of data analysis. Right now, I have a basic grasp of statistics and data analysis ®. Though, I need a lot of help from others, still. There’s also a lot of laboratory techniques which I’m not familiar with. It’s perhaps boring to read about these topics, especially when I talk about more advanced ones. Though, that’s just the way how I am ^^. I am no student any more, after all.

Would probably be a good idea to fill your blåhaj with some more stuffing, he does look a little limp. I’m 186 Cm tall so I do wish he was slightly bigger but he’s still pretty nice to cuddle with :D I named mine Jesper

Thank you for reiterating this ^^. My blahaj is very limp and needs more filling. I think that it’s the effect of washing him every few weeks, and sleeping with him every night…

You’re big! But blahaj is there for you ^^



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tampabaydiaperboy: coucherequin: Do you like seeing me in plastic pants? Love it! Thank you kindly ❤️ 


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diaperedpinoy24: coucherequin: garryta: coucherequin: So many pictures of me wearing plastic pants ^^ Verry nice. Please continue. Of course I will ^^, I try my best to have a new post every day… I have done so for years now! … Continue reading

Out of all the diapers you’ve tried over the years, do you have a favorite one?



Yes. I think I like the Bambino Cloudee, the Rearz Princess Pink, and the Littleforbig Baby Cuties the most.

But I like lots of different diapers. By now I must have worn at least 30 different brands ^^, and right now I’ve photographed myself during littletime on 54 different occasions! I take a lot of pictures, also non-abdl of course, so I try to keep everything sorted, so that I can use them again when I feel like it.. for instance this is me cumming my brains out into a bambino cloudee.. so lewd XD. My coucherequin folder is super big now, almost 75 gb of just me wearing diapers XD, so weird. 


Must admit I think it’s amazing when I see women interested in nappies.

Thank you for this message ^^. I don’t think that ABDL is biased towards men or women. We all wore diapers when we were actual babies, I think? And when we need a lil more time before we can stay dry at night, both sexes are put in bedwetting diapers… which can potentially trigger an attachment to diapers. Whatever the reason for AB and/or DL is, I don’t think that it inherently occurs (much) more often in males or females.

What I do think is a big difference between women and men, is how they approach their presence and exposure online. I get some weird messages and photos sent to me, sometimes, which kinda discourage me to continue to expose myself onto the internet. In contrast, when males post pictures of themselves online, they seem to get much less attention, unless their body is very toned or hyper-masculine. It’s really unfair, isn’t it? The ones who get attention, receive the wrong kind of attention ^^;;. I don’t mind the mixed attention that I get. I try to focus on the positive!

Do you accept gifts or donations for AB things. If so, how can this be done? I noticed an old site (donating “coffee”), is it still active? For European givers only?

If you tell me what it is, I could get it for myself ^^. I really like ageplay, after all..! My friend @cofftee has sent me gifts in the past, for which I am very grateful. I’d chat with him even without the gifts xD, but he knows it. If you send me a DM you can tell me what it is.

Concerning the thing.. I think that it is still active. Though, I stopped promoting it when I realized that it’s not like me to ask anything in return for what I love doing. My pictures are a window into my life, rather than a commercial or promotional product. I have a paying job, so I don’t think that I need to earn anything with abdl pictures ^^

No matter what you think of me, at the very least I want to be seen as authentic and real. Because I am!

It was nice to hear from you😊



I’m sorry if I disappointed you. I try my best to be friendly to everyone ❤️. I’m convinced that you’re a kind and loving person. I hope that you can enjoy the coming weekend wearing a diaper and a cute soft pajama ^^


I can’t wait to see you again soon

Yeah ^^, I should take new photos soon… But not this weekend. I really need to rest and be in babyspace all day, without a camera or other distractions. I should get new diapers, too! 

You should work on your stories, and publish them on a story website for more exposure, I want to know what happens next!

Thank you for this Ask and for the motivation. I also owe this to @itmustbefun . I’m so sorry, I’ve had so little time the last few weeks that I just can’t open up the document to work on it. I do have a lot of ideas for storylines that I want to write out to evaluate if they fit the sort of feelings that I want to go for. It’s no secret that one of the characters is based on myself, right? xD I can think of a lot of scenarios, but I don’t think that I’m very creative when it comes to characters. She’s literally me (albeit with a few details different) and a dear friend of mine.


Got my own Blåhaj recently, it’s impressive how much he improved my quality of sleep! I now understand why you love yours so much.

Thank you for this Ask, sorry for not answering Asks in quite some time… I’m glad to hear that you got yourself a shark plush, and that you are enjoying it in bed! To me, it feels like the shark plush was created for larger children and teenagers. It is still the right size for smol adults. (hm maybe if it was a little bit bigger… but I don’t mind)

Mine is really squashed from daily sleeping with him for the past 5 years… I wonder if I should put new filling inside. What do you think? 



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I really needed this night, it’s been too long since it was just me, my shark, fully in babyspace. I took a shower, washed my hair, put on a diaper and a onesie and went to sleep with a paci and with the shark. I woke up with the urge to pee, and it all went into the diaper 😊. Now I’m waking up rested, and sharkie just gave me that funny feeling in my stomach, because he rubbed on my diaper ❤️. All I would want right now is for someone to come and give me a bottle of formula. 🍼


hey how your day?

xD I assume that this Ask should be “How was your day?”. Maybe I’m just dumb for fundamentally not really understanding these kinds of chit-chat questions. Almost every day is the same when you start working full-time. Monday to Friday, it’s all the same to me. I wake up at around 7:30 am, I have breakfast with 2 slices of brown bread, covered with peanut butter and jam. I brush my teeth & floss, and leave my home by bike at around 8:30 am. At 12:30 I have lunch, and at around 18:00 I leave from work. Once every 2 days, I stop at the supermarket on my way home, to buy fresh vegetables, fruit, meat, and bread. I have dinner at around 19:00, I shower, and during the evening I have my free time. On the weekends, I wake up at around 10 am, and spend my days either with family, or resting ^^. It doesn’t occur often that I go out to ‘do’ something. Maybe I would be happier if my days were more varied, or maybe I wouldn’t be and I’m fine.


If you had a partner that lived with you, and wanted to help your tumblr project and abdl side of your life, would you let them get involved and how would you like them to help?

Thank you for sending me this Ask. It feels nice to receive an insightful question like this !

I have not thought about this situation before. I do have some activities that I do, such as this tumblr blog, which maybe would seem out-of-place in a relationship. For instance, the time that I spend taking pictures of myself could instead be spent with a partner! The time that I spend writing out messages could be spent watching a movie together. I can envision that a partner would also feel uncomfortable with some of the things that I do. After all, do I not seem like an e-thot, doing this blog? The question of whether a partner would ‘join’ in those pictures would entirely rely on their personality. It’d be unreasonable to demand it, anyway. 

As for what I’d want, regardless of whether the partner would ‘join’, is to be loved. Doesn’t everyone want this? ^^ Nothing else matters, to me.



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amandas-diapered-boy: coucherequin: Shark fits perfectly into my backpack ^^ I’ve heard of a monkey on your back, but never a shark on your back I’d take him everywhere, if I could! 


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Do you think that my shark plush dislikes it when I hug him too tight?

Hi! Welcome back! Do you mind if I use some of your photos on my blog? I occassionally like to make photo collages, and I just posted one that has a picture of you. I sincerely try to give credit to the owners of the pictures, and for yours, I included a separate link (also inserted it in your pic).I want to promote you (and others)…not steal. Please let me know how you feel about this, and, of course, I’ll remove it from my collage if you want.Again, welcome back!🙂

Thank you for wishing me a warm return from my holiday.

Hm well I’ll try to answer your Ask in a positive way, as I feel that you’re acting in good faith. Thank you for wishing to help me, by linking to my tumblr blog from your own. However, I don’t think that it’d make me happier per se to be ‘promoted’. Of course, I don’t mind it when people do so, though it’s better for them (and for you) if you reconsider why you wish to do so. I’ll try to elaborate on this topic, a little bit, and we can further discuss it either through DM, through Asks or through whichever means is most suitable for you.

There are numerous reasons why someone would want to start a blog, and why they would continue to publish content to it. The first reason, at least for me, is that it’s fun and gives a sense of accomplishment / fulfilment / whatever you wish to call it ^^. Some will do it to inspire their audience, or to improve their own (writing / photography) skills. Maybe some folks do it to confront their own fears, to document their own progress, who knows? Some folks may do so to mentally support themselves. I.e., be the centre of attention, feel the satisfaction of advising others, or even as simple as feeling desired. Beyond that, some folks do it to generate (extra) income.

The question now is why do I have a tumblr blog? Which of my reasons would benefit from being promoted by others? I’m not 100% sure why I started my blog, and why I keep doing it. I do enjoy taking photos and writing passages of text. I have much to learn in life and feel that tumblr may help me herein. The site itself will not teach me what I want to know, but the people who I interact with may. My own personality is way too stubborn to need real support from others 😂. You will not see me in a melancholic mood, asking for hearts and hugs xD. You could see this as a definite weakness, though. Stubbornness is still a threshold for self-improvement. Anyway, I need to mention that I don’t want to earn money through sharing pictures of myself. So, to achieve these goals, do I really need to be promoted by others? I feel that the enjoyment of sharing my littlespace and my thoughts is independent of the number of visitors. The likelihood of learning from others does increase with the number of people who I interact with. Though, I feel that I have long reached the point where I am the bottleneck, and not the number of people who wish to interact with me xD. I don’t mean to be disrespectful, but there are a lot of private messages and Asks which remain untouched for too long, before I can find the time to answer them. I’m not saying that I don’t appreciate the attention that I get. Upon starting a blog, I could never have envisioned that so many of you would be interested in my pictures and my personality.

This brings me to your reasons for wanting to promote others. What are your reasons, exactly? Is there something that you wish to receive in return, for helping others? There’s nothing that I could do for you, I think.

I don’t have a question I was looking at some of your older pics and wanted to say that I think you look really cute in the Tykables Little Rawrs

Thank you kindly for looking at my older pictures! I’m sorry for posting quite a lot, making it difficult to navigate my tumblr blog. On your computer, you could go to to have a better overview of my older posts

The Tykables little rawrs were really nice to wear ^^. They look a lot like they’re modelled after actual baby diapers. I should get more of them, I’m not sure if I still have any…

I may move houses again towards the end of this year, or the beginning of next year, so it’s better if I don’t accumulate a lot of stuff in my home ^^;;. Diapers do tend to take up some space, when you buy them as a full package.


Does it feel good too be back in diapers after your vacation …. Did you miss wearing them ?

Thank you kindly for this Ask! It’s okay, I didn’t miss wearing diapers, I wasn’t away for long ^^. I did miss my shark, because he’s kind of like a body pillow which allows me to sleep more comfortably on my side or on my belly. Whenever I’m not at home, and when he’s in the wash, I sleep on my back or differently on my side.

Hm in case it is not obvious, when I post new pictures, it doesn’t mean that I’ve worn that diaper on the day of posting. The series I’m posting right now, where I am wearing a diaper called a “super seni”, were taken on the 9th of April. I will take pictures of myself, and post them on my tumblr blog over the course of a few weeks. I don’t have time to wear a diaper and take pictures every single day ^^;;, it’d be impossible to do anything.

Is it more fun to wear the simpler pattern pamps than ones with fancy designs?

Thank you kindly for this Ask. You have a lot of choice, with regards to diapers, nowadays. Even among incontinence-geared diapers, you can choose between budget options and more expensive high capacity ones. Concomitantly, you can choose between plastic-backed and cloth-backed diapers, depending on what texture you prefer ^^. The various brands of incontinence diapers do have ‘designs’, in that there will either be (dotted) patterns printed on them, or the whole diaper will have a solid color. I assume that this is done specifically to make incontinence diapers not resemble baby diapers. Though, the helplessness of incontinence appears to be an aesthetic onto itself…

Once you decide that you’d like to try out ABDL-geared diapers, you will find out that your options are even broader! Among abdl diapers, you can choose between fancy designs, scented diapers, and even diapers modelled in a way to make them better resemble resized actual baby diapers. ABDL diapers share some of the same constraints as incontinence diapers, in that they cannot be too expensive or too impractical to wear. However, abdl diapers do not have any design constraints ^^. In fact, I love it when diapers resemble baby diapers, as they make me feel like one. That’s the whole point!

To answer your question; I prefer diapers with ‘fancy’ designs, that make me feel more like a baby. Though, I have also worn incontinence diapers and ones with simpler designs, in the past. In the two pictures below, I am wearing a Rearz Incontrol, and the one below it I am wearing a Lil Squirts Splash. 


I think it’s about time you took more pictures with plastic panties on 😀You look so cute and sexy in them

Hm you’re right… I do need to take more pictures. Thank you for the compliment. You’ve mentioned a couple of times that you appreciate very much the photos of me where I am wearing plastic pants. I balance those with pictures where my diaper is visible, and where I am wearing pyjamas.

I currently have around 3500 pictures taken for this blog. Is it too much, or not enough? The comment that I appreciate the most is when it is mentioned that my personal contribution is valued. I am a real person, after all, not a photo model ^^. Of course, this being a picture blog, the photos do play a major role. Though, I like to interact with you, and have fun conversations together.



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kimimerc: Perfect 😀 Thank you for the compliment ❤️❤️ If you want to, please send me an Ask, and I will try to answer it today ^^, it is my free day today!

I hope you’re having a lovely trip!! ^-^

Thank you kindly ❤️. I have travelled back home now. I’ve been absent from tumblr for a long time, it feels. I hope that I did not miss anything!


Do you mind to explain how do you diaper yourself? Are you laying down, imagine someone else is diapering you like a baby? Or are you doing it in an upright position? Like it is shown on the diaper packages? Or is someone putting you into diapers?Thank you for your blog and the effort :)

Thank you for sending me this Ask! You are actually reminding me that I want to buy a changing mat for myself. Currently I put a fleece blanket on the floor, spread out the diaper, and lay down onto it. It is really important that you fluff up your diaper before putting it in! Fluffing up a diaper means that you make the fluffy stuff inside the diaper less dense, by grabbing onto the diaper with two hands, and pushing your hands closer together, forcing the diaper into a U-shape. When you’ve done this several times, the previously densely-compressed fluffy stuff will be less compressed and even more fluffy, making the diaper overall more thick !

It is really important to put diaper cream on your skin ! It helps me to get into the mood, and usually it has a nice scent to it. ABDL is a special time, so feel free to apply a lot of cream! After you’ve taped on your diaper, you can also put on a plastic pants, to enhance further the babyish feeling. What I like to do is put transparent packing tape 2 or 3 times around my waist (on the diaper), to convince my mind that I am not taking off the diaper, and to provide a little bit extra tightness (I am too thin).

I am not pretending that someone is diapering me… that’s something which I will try next time ^^, thank you for the suggestion.


Hi there,You may already have answered this but it strikes me that all your pictures are taken in your flat. Feeling safe seems important to you. Yet wouldn’t it be exciting to take a (small) risk and go out diapered ? Are you not willing to add an extra thrill to your fantasy ? Wouldn’t it be naughty ?Anyway, keep going. Your blog is great.

What do you mean by exciting? Sexually? Potentially embarrassing?

I’d rather keep my littlespace safe and without humiliation ^^, as that’s the way how I prefer it. From reading a lot of abdl-themed stories, I do understand that humiliation and (near) exhibitionism is a big turn on for some people… In stories and fantasies, this is fine. However, I would not want to get into real scenarios where others can see that I am wearing a brightly pink-coloured diaper with princesses printed on it xD. Maybe if I was wearing a regular incontinence diaper, at least no one would bother me after an exposure event. Though, it still wouldn’t sit right with me to expose others to such a scenario. Diaper fetishism has a really bad image, and I don’t want to contribute to making it even worse, you know? Through positivity and safety, I’d rather attempt to make ABDL seem much better ^^. You see? I want to inspire you and others to explore your littlespace, and inspire you to have a lot of fun being a little baby ! Only through repeatedly demonstrating that my littlespace is safe, warm, fun, not humiliating and not hyper sexualized, do I feel that I can convince others to try it for themselves


Diaper check time !

I will answer it for this time ^^. I am wearing a Rearz Princess Pink, right now. I am melting into my littlespace, and melting a little bit into my diaper in the process. I’m still kinda horni, and I wish that I could put something inside me… but I need to focus on my happy littlespace ❤️


What a super duper cutie you are!! Hope you e been doing well

Thank you kindly for this compliment 💖💖

I am doing well ^^. I am going to visit Budapest (in Hungary) soon, and I am looking forward to that! I should be reading into the history and culture of that city, a little bit more, to make sure that I am well-prepared. I wonder if I should take a few (non-abdl) diapers with me in my suitcase? I wouldn’t feel comfortable taking abdl diapers, in case that there’s a random baggage check; that’d be too humiliating, whereas incontinence diapers are okay I feel.

It’s ironic, right? For the same reason, I wouldn’t take my vibe with me when I am flying xD. I guess that people sort of expect that I have one? But still I don’t want them to know that I do. It’s sad that I will have to sleep without my shark plush for several days… but I will manage ! I can be a grown up for a few days, if I set my mind to it !