I’d like to keep my littlespace as innocent as possible 💞. I know that diapers are a huge turn-on to some, but I wouldn’t want to mix it with other fetishes. I need to become more pure !!!
What I think works well with ageplay is to wear cute outfits and stuff like thighhigh socks… I should get more cutesy stuff for myself
Have you ever watched Inception? Recursive story telling is a common trope in fiction, though not often appreciated because it’s difficult to follow for some.
What I mean by ‘recursion’ here is when a character describes a fictional character and setting, who itself is describing a fictional character and setting, and so forth. Once you are 2-3 layers deep, it becomes nearly impossible to follow for the majority of readers. The ability to imagine a complex or abstract scenario is probably uniquely human, which can help us to better understand the feelings of others (and thus live harmoniously in a group), but also allow for high-level planning of future events (improving our adaptation). Putting it like this, you can probably hypothesize that ‘sociopathic’ behavior is caused by the inability to imagine complex or abstract scenarios (especially related to the feelings of others), rather than by a willful intent to cause harm in others. Whether this ability is learned or developmental, I don’t know. I appreciate that I have never had difficulties understanding concepts or feelings, though I also look up to others who are able to go even ‘deeper’ than I can.
When I was an actual child, the one thing I feared about growing up was the concept that I’d be gradually unable to learn new things and new skills. I’m not sure where this fear came from; probably my observation that older people had such difficulty adapting to new developments, and my own limitations of not being able to learn a new language. Now I don’t think that this fear was fully grounded. Language development does change while we grow up; it becomes more difficult to learn a completely new language. Learning how to play a musical instrument also becomes more difficult. Though, in contrast, many other things become much easier to learn as we get older due to cumulative experiences. You’re no longer starting from scratch, you already have decades worth of observations in your head. If you remain open to learn new things, and don’t dismiss concepts outright, I think that you will be able to continue learning new things and new skills throughout your life. Herein, your starting point and development obviously affect your rate of learning. Due to working as a biomedical scientist for over a decade, I’m fairly good at working in a medical laboratory, and new techniques come to me as if I’ve done them for years already.
To go back to the question ‘how deep is deep?’. There’s a lot of ways to answer this, depending on context and depending on ‘how deep’ of an answer you want ^^
Thank you Dr. Your little side deeply contrasts with your professional side in intriguing ways that invite acceptance.
Thank you for sharing yourself with us. 🙂🤗
xD Must be strange to hear me say all these weird complicated things, while I’m also just trying to be a good baby.
But I’m not going to roleplay, it’d be too tiring I think. I’m just me and that’s it.
A few years ago I’d probably say “no”, but now I’m wondering whether I’ll ever have a short holiday with @cofftee xD. I’m not sure if he’d want to, but who knows what can happen in the future
It’s not a matter of confidence. I’m confident enough to show you my littlespace and parts of my private life. I censor my face and other identifiable details, because I’d rather not mix my ABDL self with my other endeavors. I am a real person, and very real into ABDL since as long as I can remember. Nonetheless, I also do many other things where abdl would be off-topic so it’s in my best interest not to mix.
It’d feel strange to me to get paid to do something which I would do regardless of being given those things. I do use my private time to take these photos, and post them onto the internet, though this is also something which I enjoy doing. I must mention that @cofftee has given me a lot of gifts over the years, which I am very grateful for.
Here’s a fun little thought: since I buy a lot of abdl stuff for myself anyway, you could give me ideas on what to buy and I’ll consider them ^^. Sometimes, I’m just not aware of available things as I don’t have time to “window shop” online for inspiration
bobbadadee: requincouche: This diaper is so thiiiiick !! I couldn’t stop peeing in it, seeing it grow bigger and bigger Nice ears on a contemplative toddler….🤗🤗 They’re little cat ears with jingle bells on 🔔both🔔 sides ^^ 🐈
Yes, I’ve worn cloth diapers before. By themselves (so only the cloth diaper and plastic pants, without any disposable part), I enjoy wearing cloth diapers to bed, for sleeping in them, without using them. I feel like I can wear a cloth diaper without feeling guilty of producing so much waste.
During ageplay (with or without taking pictures), I like wearing a cloth diaper over a disposable diaper. It makes the overall diaper feel much thicker and more authentic. I feel more secure that I won’t leak, but mostly it helps me to forget that I have to live in an adult body with weird sexual desires. I’d rather just wear a diaper without feeling such a strong urge to rub the diaper’s material against my sensitive parts and eventually come in it. I find it so weird how I can’t make myself disconnected from this.
Great picture, by the way @requincouche! I like the plastic pants you’re wearing. They look good on you. Cheers.
this is a picture from a long time ago (taken on April 1st, 2017), but I think that it’s important to keep old photos, so that I can reuse them from time to time ^^
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I do my best, reacting when I have time for tumblr. Though, sometimes people have to wait for days or even weeks before I can respond to them oops.
There are specific Asks that I think are more fun and interesting than others; specifically the ones which aren’t about me. I’m not all-knowing when it comes to ABDL but I feel that I’ve thought about it a lot. I do truly find it puzzling why I want to be a baby and wear diapers. So when someone asks me an actual question that isn’t about me but about abdl, I will actually do my best to answer it and get some discussion going.
If you’re not sure what to send as an Ask, there are inspirational lists available all over the web. It’s okay if Asks are fantasy-driven. I don’t mind most Asks, as long as the person who asked it isn’t being mean or overly hornii.
Reverse-Asks where I ask people questions don’t work well, because tumblr isn’t made for showcasing such things. The reason why Asks work so well is because the question and the answer are prominently shown, whereas answers written in the comment-box aren’t shown unless you specifically click a button to see comments. Though, I do occasionally send others Asks ^^, to their blog.
I browsed your tumblr blog, but couldn’t find pictures of you to either confirm or deny what you told me xD. What even is my “body type”. Slim no fat no muscle no curves just bones and skin???
Thank you. I’m just not sure what to think when people say such things to me. I look a little androgynous, I know. But abdl isn’t exclusive to women or men; it can be enjoyed by both. Think of me whatever you like. I want to be your inspiration to try out littlespace, to see if you like it.
It’s Summer now, so I won’t be wearing them as they are too warm to sleep in. But I have old pictures where I wear them. (The shark outfit isn’t a kigurumi, it’s just a hoodie modelled after Gura’s first outfit)
Kigurumis are cute. They’re not related to abdl, but their similarity to baby pajamas is quite obvious ^^. I’m glad that people wear them and accept that some babyish clothing is cute and comfy to wear
I was recommended a few places where I can look. Thank you ❤️. Of course, I’d try to squeeze my smol body in it together with the shark ^^. But regardless, he’d be in my arms in bed
Sorry, I had to delete some posts and Asks from my tumblr blog, because they were giving me a “community label adult content”, which hides my blog from public view, I think.
I’m too scared to lose my whole account again. I have most of my posts and pictures backed up on https://coucherequin.com/ and the gallery at https://coucherequin.com/gallery/ , but still. Tumblr gives me the interactions which make it worth my time, whereas wordpress doesn’t really do that.
It’s a super broad question that I can’t answer. If it’s someone who I don’t know, it’ll be really different from when I do know them. And even in the latter case, there’s levels of trust which would define what we’d do.
I’ve never been to an abdl-themed event like capcon, but people told me that it’s really casual and attendees are just normal everyday people…
Then there’s the general code of conduct… Even without this being in writing, you expect the people around you to act a certain way, right? You want to be treated with respect and dignity. The internet gives us a layer of anonymity that isn’t present IRL. The occasional crazy messages that I receive in my DM aren’t the sort of things that I expect anyone would tell me for realsies.
Sorry that I’m going way off topic here. My fears around abdl are insecurities that people would say or do embarrassing or uncomfortable things to me, that’d spoil it for me. Littlespace is a safespace for me. It’s so precious and fragile for me (and maybe also for others?). The pictures that I show you make me vulnerable and expose me to dangers. Rationally, it’d be best that I don’t expose this part of me on the internet, yet here I am?
I’d be on the lookout for a toilet, realistically.
I’ve apologized a couple of times before but I want to apologize again to people who genuinely are reliant on diapers. I love wearing diapers and I love using them for ageplay. However, my opinion is based on wearing them in a safe and comfortable environment and at a time that is convenient for me. Actually needing them at all times, even when it’s hot and when I’m stressed or busy seems very inconvenient. Not only is there always a chance of leaking and dirtying your clothes, you’ll probably be thinking about your ‘underwear’ all day, and there’s a lot of waste in your home. Then there’s also that you can’t just wear any piece of clothing or it’ll be super obvious that you’re wearing a diaper xD. If you’re female, you can wear a long skirt or dress and it wouldn’t be obvious, but guys will have to wear loose fitting pants to not make it obvious.
I say this, considering that if you’re incontinent, you wouldn’t really notice when you’re peeing, I think? Regardless of whether you notice it not, there’s probably a need to check on your diaper regularly to feel how full it is.
So no, I don’t think that diapers are the first thing that I think about xD. Sorry for the fun-killing answer.
It does seem like I’m wearing diapers every day ^^, because I post pictures to my blog every day. But in reality I can only wear a diaper once or twice per week.
To keep the engagement going, I try to post pictures to my blog every day, or multiple times per day if I’m off work. The daily pictures are coming from my picture buffer… It’s like a set of pictures that I all take on one day, while I’m ageplaying, so that I can then post them over the next weeks after that. If I didn’t do this, I’d post 100 pictures on one day and then not post anything for 4 weeks xD. That wouldn’t be very interesting. People come to tumblr every day, and they’d want to see a new post from me every day, I think.
When I’m answering Asks, I’ll use a picture from further in the past. I keep all the pictures that I’ve taken, and they’re fairly well organized.
Underneath this school uniform, I was wearing a biiiiig Littleforbig Little Dreamers ^^, a really nice diaper that will pull you into littlespace !!!
For answering this, I’ll assume that you meant ‘playdate’. Is that correct? To me, a playdate would be like spending a day together going to an amusement park or go shopping together while wearing a playful outfit and maybe a diaper underneath. And then at the end of the day, go to someone’s home (or hotel) and ageplay together, but without sexual stuff.
If I know them well enough so that there’s a trusting relationship, and both of us consent, then it’d be okay I think. I’d definitely allow @cofftee to diaper me xD, but maybe he also expects me to do the same
January-April is the best part of the Year, I think. During those months, lots of things are coming back to life, it’s cold but sometimes warm, and there’s a big anticipation for Spring.
When Summer finally starts proper, I have some trouble with hay fever, so it is not my favorite. I agree with you that the hotness of Summer is difficult to feel comfortable in. It doesn’t get as hot as what you mentioned, though heat waves can be brutal nonetheless…
It’s strange to think back of when I bought the shark plush. The first time that I learned about Blahaj was through internet memes of blahaj in human-like situations, like sitting by a business meeting table.
I’ve always been an adult baby. For as long as I can remember, I’ve wanted to ageplay and wear diapers. Though, there’s been several key events that made me indulge into my desires more deeply. In 2015 I started living on my own for the first time, and then I felt more comfortable indulging into ageplay. I regularly bought baby-themed clothing for myself, dummies, baby bottles, baby food, formulae, abdl diapers.
There was an ikea at biking-distance from where I lived. So sometimes I’d just go there to walk through the shop without buying anything. I must have done this a hundred times over the 5 years that I lived there… Walking through the ikea somehow put my mind at ease, and sometimes it’d give me new inspiration and ideas. Just after I saw a bunch of blahaj memes on the internet, I was on the lookout for it at the ikea, though it was usually sold-out. Then, I spotted a random one in the goods warehouse (where you pick up your boxed furniture). I assume that a kid left it behind there, after their parents said he can’t have it or something. It wasn’t in any store-designated basket, it was just sitting in a random spot. That was my blahaj, I bought it and took it home with me.
The shark plush was a good addition to my ageplay feelings. He first just decorated my bed, but I accepted that it was okay to hold him while I slept. I didn’t see myself as a mature adult, anyway xD. I couldn’t take myself serious as an adult, when I was sucking on a paci while wearing a diaper, right.
Maybe due to its shape, or maybe I was conditioning myself, I ended up really loving the shark plush. I sleep on top of him usually, and I have super guilty pleasure with him sometimes😳. I must have come with him more often than with anything else. I don’t own any other big plush, so I only like blahaj in that way.
I try my best to be as honest and genuine as possible, without giving away too much personal info that people could use to spot me in a crowd. I’m glad that it’s been noticed ^^. I hope that you get to have a very loving and understanding partner !!!
You’re talking about fictional characters? I’ve never thought about this before…
It’s difficult to imagine who would be into abdl, from their looks. I’ve never found a correlate. Do you think that something would give it away? I don’t think that anyone could see it in me, right?
The characters who I think would look really cute (I think) when agelaying are:
Cirno Misaka Mikoto (major bedwetting vibes) Gawr Gura (not just because I have the costume xD) D.Va (big ageplay vibes) Selene and Lillie (from Sun/Moon) Takimoto Hifumi (from New Game!) Kafuu Chino (from Gochiusa) Platelets (from Cells at Work) Hibiki (Kancolle)
Thank you for this ask!! Please feel free to send me Asks ^^, I will try to go through as many messages as I can now.
I’m careful with mixing my real identify with my abdl persona. I’m a real person, of course, but exactly because of that I don’t think that mixing up online and offline is a good idea. If you really want to know… I’ve used the name in the story that I wrote xD, because I’m not very creative when it comes to coming up with names.
I don’t mind showing clean unused diapers: they look cute and inviting. I think that showing dirty diapers is one of the reason why outsider people laugh so much at abdl, and think of it as ridiculous. I realize that I do show pictures of myself, while I am wearing a wet diaper… but I’d say that it’s more subtle, especially because I don’t zoom in on my diaper in any of my pictures. My diaper is in frame, together with the rest of my outfit! I would like to show you how cute, fun and innocent ageplay can be ^^, to put it in a positive light and to motivate people to try it out for themselves !!
You answered with the tags: #good answer love#ab/dl#careful this person was in my ask too asking the same thing lol.
So…. I get the impression that there’s someone going around asking the abdl creators whether they want to show their wet diapers xD. As funny as this is, I think that it’s better to paint abdl in an as positive light as possible ^^. Cutesy, comfy, wholesome, innocent fun that a consenting adult does by themselves or together with someone.
I’m afraid that too few memories are left for me to grasp whether it was embarrassing to be put into diapers, or to know even who diapered me, or what kind of diapers they were. The memories that remain are about how I am in the bottom part of a bunk bed wearing pajamas and a diaper (I don’t know what kind of diaper), and everything felt complete.
I sometimes wear a diaper to bed now… and in the middle of the night I wake up with a full bladder. Not to train myself that it’s okay to wet the bed, I walk to my bathroom and wet my diaper ^^. It’s really surreal to wake up with a wet diaper (even if I did it consciously), and it’s the hugest turn-on ever for me. If I had a partner, they’d definitely find me at my weakest at that moment. You could do anything to me, probably even a kiss would make me come into my diaper.
Awww~ Sounds like a little babygirl that wants to wake up every day in her crib, wearing her cute baby shark outfits and the like as she groggily rubs her baby hands on her eyes. Waking up with the common sound of lullabies and the sweet scent of her pampers, little couche would probably feel really happy when she felt her pampers being used as intended during the night. Sure, she might forget the feeling after being given thicker and thicker pampers due to her soakings, but that won’t stop her little hands from wandering to give a light squeeze with the other holding onto her sharky~
I’m sure that once the little baby has waken up, she will be very happy to just act like a little one all day~ I’m sure that the lady will be trying to reach the mobile that is too far high for her to reach, cuddle and snuggle her sharky or just smack her drooled fingers on the noisy baby toys that are strapped onto her crib bars~ I’m sure that with enough noise and baby babble, the little fishy will be given a nice greeting from her caretaker, given a well-placed kiss on her forehead and a common squeeze on her bottom as she is judged whether she can go for breakfast or be laid on her changing table before being fed her favourite meals for her breakfest, lunch, or dinner~ After all, and good babygirl will probably be snuggled and tucked in by her caretaker a lot throughout the day and night to make sure that their precious angel is always nice and happy~
Thank you for this messaged reblog. It is quite wholesome and only a little bit weird ^^.
Please feel free to write messages in your reblogs, that way I have the chance to comment on them more specifically, rather than only send a text message. ❤️
No, I don’t think that I should do this. I don’t mind mind showing you the inside of a clean fresh diaper, as I think that they’re cute and inviting. I also don’t mind showing myself wearing a slightly wet diaper, as long as the diaper isn’t the focus of the picture and it’s not off-putting. Though, I draw the line with showing (the inside of) used diapers. People who aren’t into abdl think that the kink is weird or ridiculous. Showing dirty diapers will only lead to more people hating on abdl and using it as an insult/joke. I understand that people will still do this, even if the diaper on me is clean, but maybe I can try to incite some deeper understanding.
I need to focus on the positive side of abdl. Bright, warm, cutesy, innocent; just plain fun and relaxation. I don’t want to scare anyone away. I’d love to encourage you to discover your own littlespace. We were all born as babies and we were all forced to stop being babies. Then, as we grew up, we were forced to stop doing all the things that we once liked so much; playing with toys, running around, watching cartoons, playing videogames, sleeping with stuffed animals, wearing princess/prince outfits. But as adults, we can choose to relive the parts of our childhood which we liked the most.
You don’t have to like every aspect of ageplay. If you love stuffed animals, cartoons, playing with legos, but the thought of diapers or cutesy outfits is weird, then feel free to skip that part. Of course I don’t actually want to become a helpless baby who can’t speak, but ageplaying relaxes me a lot, and I’d love to try out as many things as I can. Ageplaying helps me to unwind and let go of negative thoughts. I’d love to help you to reach the same
I’m so horny right now 🥺😳. I’m in my bed, sucking on a paci, wearing a purple-dotted tena diaper with my shark on top of me. I’m fantasizing about the shark pinning me down, opening my diaper, sticking his thing inside of me, and coming so much that it drips out onto my diaper… Then afterwards the diaper is closed again and I continue to leak out 😳. Would be so hot… But I can’t have these thoughts, I need to be innocent 😇
It’s fine, don’t worry about accidentally asking me a question again ^^. I don’t bite, after all.
The shark doesn’t have a name, but I call him ‘haai’ in a high-pitched voice, which is just Dutch for shark. The names of the dolls are the names of the characters which they’re modeled after.
I really like the shark plush. It puts my mind at ease when I can finally hug him right before falling asleep. I kinda wish that the shark was a little bigger, or at least a little fatter… but he’s still a really big plush that was clearly intended to be (also) used by adults xD
If I have two weeks off work, there’s a lot of backed-up things that I’d like to do. Draw, sing, visit family, visit friends, relax, take care of myself, dentist appointments, hair salon, clean my home, clean my bike, shop for clothes, shop for new shoes, clean out my wardrobe, go out for fancy dinners…
I know you meant well when you asked the question, though I’m afraid to say that my typical weeks are quite busy. I work from ~8-9 am until around 7 pm on mon-friday. After work, I go shopping for food, and I cook my dinner, so that I can eat at 8pm. The ‘dinner’ is also my breakfast and lunch for the next day, to save on time. Dinner gives my body a huge shock, because I’m too thin, so from 8-9pm I feel super sleepy though I try my best to take a shower without falling asleep. From 9pm-midnight I try to relax and maybe read a little bit or watch a video. Still, I tend to be quite tired from the food. During weekends, I do a lot of stuff which I don’t have time for during the week, like my laundry, the dishes, vacuuming my home, doing bigger shopping… My body also forces me to ageplay on Saturday or on Sunday, otherwise I start to have weird feelings during the week. Once every few weeks I try to take a day off, just so that I can sleep a little more and do some chores that are backed up.
In the future I’d like to work less, so that I can plan my day better. I don’t think that I can upkeep this rhythm forever, after all. Not by myself, anyway.
Yes, I’ve worn cloth diapers before. By themselves (so only the cloth diaper and plastic pants, without any disposable part), I enjoy wearing cloth diapers to bed, for sleeping in them, without using them. I feel like I can wear a cloth diaper without feeling guilty of producing so much waste.
During ageplay (with or without taking pictures), I like wearing a cloth diaper over a disposable diaper. It makes the overall diaper feel much thicker and more authentic. I feel more secure that I won’t leak, but mostly it helps me to forget that I have to live in an adult body with weird sexual desires. I’d rather just wear a diaper without feeling such a strong urge to rub the diaper’s material against my sensitive parts and eventually come in it. I find it so weird how I can’t make myself disconnected from this.
Which costumes, or which conventions? xD I do have a lot of cosplays. I actually don’t want to connect my real identity with my online identity. I hope that you can understand that I do wish to keep some privacy for myself. Though, I also understand that I’ve already given out a lot of personal details, with which a dedicated person could put the dots together hm..
I should be more careful with giving out personal details and where I’m going. Sorry that I keep teasing you. I just want to give out positive energy, and motivate you to try out littlespace for yourself. And, if you end up not liking it, that’s fine too!
Hm I should cut my hair short. It’d make wearing wigs much easier. My own hair is super thick, too.
No, I don’t think so. Thunderstorms rarely occur, where I live. It’s kinda special when a thunderstorm does occur. I do worry about my laptop, though. Probably, if I had my own house, I’d investigate if it’s possible to protect my electric thingies somehow. I’m not sure if it’s necessary these days? But it’s a lot of money gone if something gets damaged. Nowadays I also have one of those storage box devices to store my pictures and other digital files on it; that was also really expensive, but necessary because I take too many pictures (not just for this blog).
I browse tumblr for looking at (anime style) artwork. It’s sometimes difficult to tell the difference between an artist account and a repost account, so it’s less ideal compared to browsing other places like pixiv. But browsing tumblr feels kinda magical and explorative, because the website is so poorly searchable through keywords and tags; the only realistic way to find stuff is to stumble onto it xD
Though the same goes for people who post abdl pictures, I think. It can be difficult to tell the difference between original content and a repost account, unless it’s a really prolific reposter or a really prolific original content poster. If it’s like ¼th original content and 3/4th reblogs, then hm what is it xD. So on my own tumblr blog, I try to reblog as little as possible, so that you know that all the content is mine
I have one bicycle in Leuven… one bicycle at my parents’ house, and one bicycle in the previous city where I used to live. But I think that the latter bike was eventually removed by the city cleaners because it’s abandoned. I wanted to take it with me when I moved, but I didn’t and I never returned for it. I should buy a new bike, cus my current one isn’t very good. I kinda would like to have one which has electric support, but I’d get lazy if I had such a thing xD, maybe I’d even gain weight !!!
Thank you, it’s one of my most favorite cosplays! It fits my body type really well; the character herself is also really slim like me. Though, I don’t think that she wears diapers xD. This is an old picture of me, trying out the costume together with a diaper. I might have worn diapers at anime conventions underneath my costume, who knows? xD
I haven’t worn the ABU Cushies before, I think. There’s a lot of abdl diapers which I haven’t worn before, that I do wish to try! I really like the design of the carousel diaper, from the abdl-shop. … And the original Bambino diaper (with the blocks on the front) has been kinda like a dream diaper, because it was the first abdl diaper that I saw, at which time I was amazed that they even made diapers specifically for abdl…
I’m so happy that they do, though. I wouldn’t mind just wearing incontinence diapers… but adult baby diapers fill up my heart and make me feel so close to my inner baby. When I combine an abdl diaper with a cute outfit, a dummy, drinking milk from a bottle, wearing fluffy socks… my heart melts and I’m in heaven ❤️
I kinda wish that the shark was a little bit fatter. He got so flat from me sleeping on top of him almost every day
I like to pretend that he loves me. It kinda turns me on when he’s on top of me. Maybe one day I’ll give him a strap-on so that the shark can go inside me xD. But oops this is way too lewd. I just want to have innocent fun.
It takes me around an hour. I’m always concerned that my pictures are boring, and that no one is interested in seeing them, as they’re mostly the same with little variation. I try my best to add variation, by wearing different diapers and different outfits… but it’s always just me in my bedroom on my bed
Your words help define you & add meaning to what you show us. 😔
Maybe that’s a good way to look at it ^^ @bobbadadee . As to not just be a picture blog, but show that I’m also a real person ^^. The person in the pictures is real, cus it’s me !!!!
I’m sorry that it takes me so long to respond to messages, especially private messages ^^;; I know that you try your best to start a conversation with me, many people try it. The best advice that I can give you, if you’d like to have a serious answer from me, is to send in an Ask, so that I can give myself some more time to write up a reply. If I receive a PM with just “how are you” in it, I’m kinda inclined just to reply “I’m okay” and then click the box away to move on to the next one. I understand that it’s typically used to start a conversation, though in this case I just want to make sure that everyone gets an answer from me before I log out again. SO I open up a chat, write a reply, and close it again oops. I’m really sorry that it has to be this way.
Lately I’ve been super busy and also after this weekend (right now it’s 22nd of April) I again have a really busy week, also for travelling somewhere and back. I do still have plenty of pictures to post to my blog, so at least that’s settled
Don’t forget that Mother’s day is coming up soon!!! I could never be one, cus I’m too big of a baby
XD wearing diapers is supposed to be embarrassing?
I’ll answer the question for real. In a lot of abdl stories, embarrassment and public exposure seems to be a recurring theme, even beyond language barriers. By the latter, I mean that you also see it in Japanese abdl comics, and in Dutch abdl stories. So, it’s not exclusive to English abdl stories. That’s reassuring, right? Also outside of abdl, embarrassment seems to be a huge turn-on in certain situations.
As for why embarrassment and abdl would be linked… I can only hypothesize. Embarrassment is a strong emotion that allows us to remember stuff in huge detail for a long time. You tend to forget the mundane stuff, but you remember those really embarrassing things, as well as the really exciting memories. So I kinda hypothesize that the initial trigger that eventually leads to infantilism is probably related to a strong emotion such as embarrassment/humiliation. I can’t tell you what ‘causes’ abdl, because there’s probably a unique event for each one of us, though it converges to similar endpoints. My own hypothesis is that abdl is caused by a number of events where diapers co-occur with fear, anxiety, humiliation, embarrassment, anger and/or strong criticism from a parent or elder, specifically during a sensitive age window (probably 6~8 years age). The sexual element of diapers would then probably be established because of the intimate nature of getting diapered by an elder. Though, even diapering yourself at that age can probably cause the same link. People are usually out of diapers by those ages, so they likely don’t develop abdl. Continued bedwetting (and therefore use of diapers) or similar stuff probably increases the likelihood of making the association.
I’m not sure if I like embarrassment. I do like the ‘thrill’ of talking about embarrassing things. It’s hype exciting, and it makes me look forward to something. Though, if the topic of abdl is already disclosed to a partner, it’d probably lose its embarrassment quickly?? My ultimate fantasy is that I’d like to be treated as a helpless baby… Sleep in a crib wearing nothing but a diaper, onesie and socks, with a paci in my mouth. My food for the whole day would be thick infant formula given through a baby bottle, and I have to use my diaper. My caregiver plays with me, makes me color a drawing and watch cartoons, and changes my diaper. Before sleep, there’s a ‘special’ diaper change where I’m allowed to come in my diaper, but afterwards I need to sleep in my crib with a paci in my mouth and a big shark plushie in my arms 💞. I can’t even imagine how it’d feel to release a whole day of sexual tension into a wet diaper. Best feeling ever?
You’ve been in contact with me for years already. I’m glad that I’m able to maintain contact ^^. It kinda means that I’m doing something right, I think? At least it means that I’m not so annoying that I scare people away.
Thank you for saying that you have enjoyed the conversations. Feel free to send in any Ask, or send me any private message. Though, I’m sorry that it does take me a long time to respond to stuff. I’d rather make others happy than give myself a lot of time
You’ve been in contact with me for years already. I’m glad that I’m able to maintain contact ^^. It kinda means that I’m doing something right, I think? At least it means that I’m not so annoying that I scare people away.
Thank you for saying that you have enjoyed the conversations. Feel free to send in any Ask, or send me any private message. Though, I’m sorry that it does take me a long time to respond to stuff. I’d rather make others happy than give myself a lot of time
I like eating chocolate with praline, coconut-filled stuff, cherry cake, flan, frangipane, hamburgers, salmon with lots of sauce, curry-chicken with rice, pasta ravioli, pasta bolognese, fried banana (pisang goreng), spring rolls (lumpia), vegetables soups… It’s a miracle that I’m as thin as I am. I used to be thinner when I had worse eating habits
Over the years I have had a few dreams where I was peeing in a diaper. But when I was woken up by something, it turned out I had wet my bed oops. I dislike this, there’s nothing fun about this. Having to get up from my bed to remove my pajamas, underwear, bedsheets and take a quick shower with all of these things is a real hassle. Then afterwards I have to sleep without my shark (because he got wet, too). My previous mattress had a stain on it and so does my current one, it’s yucky. I should get a mattress protector, though it’s already too late for this one.
The feeling I like most is when I close the 3rd and last tape. It’s the start of a lovely time, where I can forget being an icky adult and melt away into my diaper 🧡. The second best part is when I make myself come in it, but that is my little secret.
I don’t mind showing clean unused diapers: they look cute and inviting. I think that showing dirty diapers is one of the reason why outsider people laugh so much at abdl, and think of it as ridiculous. I realize that I do show pictures of myself, while I am wearing a wet diaper… but I’d say that it’s more subtle, especially because I don’t zoom in on my diaper in any of my pictures. My diaper is in frame, together with the rest of my outfit! I would like to show you how cute, fun and innocent ageplay can be ^^, to put it in a positive light and to motivate people to try it out for themselves !!
I like the feeling for a short time, maybe 2-4 hours, and then I want to go back to normal clothes. But, there have been times when I stayed in it for 12+ hours, like during the night + morning + afternoon, and really made it full ^^. I don’t think I’ve ever worn a 2nd diaper, it’d feel really wasteful. Using diapers makes me feel guilty, as I don’t need them and they make a lot of waste. Though, if I don’t wear a diaper for a long time, like multiple weeks, I get big cravings for it and start dreaming about it.
He gets my uninterrupted attention every night ^^, cus I sleep with him in my arms or on top of him. What’s your favorite plush, and do you sleep with it??
I like to watch children’s cartoons like My Little Pony, but also slice-of-life anime. As long as it is cute !! I hope that you can enjoy some cartoons as well, or at least other littlespace activities
My most favorite activity while I’m diapered is ageplay: hugging my plushie, drinking from a baby bottle, watching cartoons, reading little stories. (and taking pictures of myself) You should try out various littlespace activates, to see which ones you like!!
And at the end of my ageplay session, my adult body wants to get that magic feeling inside my diaper 😳🎉
You mean the Littleforbig Little Dreamers? I really really love them! They’re a super thick and comfy abdl diaper that fit my body really well. They’re cute, look good in pictures, and I feel like a little baby in them cus of their feel and shape. If you can, I definitely recommend that you try them out !!!
I’ve seen a lot of pictures of abdl combined with (light) bondage, so it seems to be a common theme. The caretaker-baby dynamic is a kind of power-play, right? With the caretaker telling exactly what the baby is allowed to do. So, the combination makes sense.
Trying to emulate that dynamic with self-bondage would make sense, though I’m not sure if it’s for me. A big fantasy is to actually have a real caretaker-baby relationship going, where I can fully trust and let go ^^. Maybe I’ll get a locking plastic pants, but I already think that tape-on diapers make me ‘stuck’ in them until they’re full (or until I make magic happen in them).
Hello, sorry for answering this Ask with a big delay. Thank you for calling my responses cute
I think about being a helpless baby when I’m wearing a diaper xD. Strange, isn’t it? I’ve been thinking a lot about the scenario where there’s 1 boy and 1 girl, both being little babies, and another person serving as their mommy or daddy. It’s a really interesting dynamic, I think, and lends itself well for an abdl-themed story.
I’m not sure. I say 3, but it’s a mix of baby and young child. Cus I want to wear a diaper and drink from a bottle, but I still want to crawl and play with stuff and watch cartoons. Diapers, pacis and bottles are a big cue for my mind to slip away. A caretaker would have to spoonfeed me, put me to bed, brush my hair, and help me in the bath tub…
xD I just want to be taken care of, so that I am safe, warm, comfortable, and worry-free. Outside of the perceived ‘weirdness’ of littlespace, I really think that those desires aren’t so strange. Who wouldn’t want to be safe + warm + comfi + worry-free? I think that if diapers and other littlespace stuff were to be introduced to a naive adult in a positive way, they’d probably really enjoy the experience. It wouldn’t be the same as someone who grew up with it, but who knows. Maybe it all clicks together at that point.
It takes me around an hour. I’m always concerned that my pictures are boring, and that no one is interested in seeing them, as they’re mostly the same with little variation. I try my best to add variation, by wearing different diapers and different outfits… but it’s always just me in my bedroom on my bed
From looking at pictures after searching for those 2 terms, mine looks most like an “innie”. Do you think that it correlates with some kind of personality trait?
I wouldn’t show it cus I blur my face in my pictures, but my eyes are grey. Maybe that means that I’m a boring person xD
I’m afraid that too few memories are left for me to grasp whether it was embarrassing to be put into diapers, or to know even who diapered me, or what kind of diapers they were. The memories that remain are about how I am in the bottom part of a bunk bed wearing pajamas and a diaper (I don’t know what kind of diaper), and everything felt complete.
I sometimes wear a diaper to bed now… and in the middle of the night I wake up with a full bladder. Not to train myself that it’s okay to wet the bed, I walk to my bathroom and wet my diaper ^^. It’s really surreal to wake up with a wet diaper (even if I did it consciously), and it’s the hugest turn-on ever for me. If I had a partner, they’d definitely find me at my weakest at that moment. You could do anything to me, probably even a kiss would make me come into my diaper.
Hm well, I don’t really want to talk about sexual stuff, cus I want to show you all the fun that you can have with littlespace. But, I’ve had this question before, so maybe it’d be okay if I at least mention it in short.
Maybe it’s all intertwined, but I really like the feeling of wetness ‘down there’. I like wetting myself (also without a diaper). I love the feeling of doing that in a wetsuit, yoga pants, leggings, skinny/stretch jeans… Before I wash that shark plush, I rinse him in the shower, and then I have a super guilty pleasure of getting off by rubbing his wet body against me. Related to diapers, it sounds super hot to me to be put into someone’s already-wet diaper, or for someone to pee into my diaper…
I think that this is enough frustrated teasing for one day, oops. I’m sorry for writing about this. Of course I have these kinds of feelings, but I don’t want to give you the impression that that’s what my blog is about 😅
Hello, thank you for the Ask! I am very frugal, and will use no more than 1 or 2 diapers. I use them until they are full, and then I go back to being an icky adult.
I kinda wonder how incontinent people do this. It has to produce a lot of waste?
Well… maybe not any question, but I am generally fairly open to discuss topics. The ones which I typically don’t answer are the ones which contain personal info (like an e-mail address or name) of the Asker. There is no way for me to change the text in an Ask, although I could screenshot it and blur out stuff. However, I wouldn’t want to appear that I’m editing people’s Asks, especially if it’s a non-anon Ask
Yes, I would say that I am quite socially awkward. I do have lovely friends, who have stuck around for more than a decade, and with whom I’d love to share several more decades. Though, I’ve also lost contact with some friends over the years, despite my best intentions to stay in touch. I say that I find it difficult to form meaningful friendships. I think that it’s because I have a fairly closed personality, in that I wouldn’t open up and readily talk about my inner feelings to just anyone. It takes a long to warm up. This has protected me from humiliating situations, though probably it has also prevented me from making some friends.
No, I wouldn’t say that I have any brain or developmental disorders. Probably, I wouldn’t cope a single week in the area that I work in, if I wasn’t fully in control of my faculties. I’d say that I just have certain personality traits which don’t make me a particularly pleasant person at first glance. Though, looks are deceiving, and this can work either ways.
No, this isn’t something that I would do. I don’t mean to offend anyone by saying this, but being diaper-dependent seems really inconvenient and maybe it even limits you in what you can do. Cus I’ve liked diapers for as long as I can remember, I’ve tried all sorts of things to see if I liked it. So, I have tried wearing diapers while clothes shopping, while at university, while with friends (who didn’t know). Although some aspects did give me a thrill of “oh no I’m wearing a wet diaper and no one knows!!”, it isn’t as fun as pretending to be a baby which would be much harder to do outside of my home.
When a diaper is worn underneath cute pajamas, while I am sucking on a paci and hugging a big plushie in bed, I feel happy and bliss. I know that I have an adult-sized body, but I’d like nothing more than to pretend that I’m still a little kid without any responsibilities or worries. Looking forward to each new day, where everything is bright, warm, and fun!!
Hello, thank you for your Ask! You didn’t ask a question, but I like receiving such messages as well, so that I can comment on it and provide my insight. I realize that the ikea shark has become sort of a meme. Though, I bought it for myself because I just started living by myself, I was kinda lonely, and I wanted to have a big stuffed animal to sleep with at night. The shark was really big and it looked really cute to me! It was only much later that I found out that people on the internet were using it for jokes and pictures.
Now he sleeps with me almost every night. I don’t take him with me when I’m travelling or visiting my parents, and there’s 2 nights per month that he’s in the wash/drying. I really love him! He makes me feel comfortable and safe at night. I like to sleep on my belly and so I sleep on top of the shark. Though, sometimes he also helps me to get a magic feeling
I’m not sure how I feel about it. I know it’s me, but it doesn’t look like me. The angles used in the pictures aren’t ones in which I’d naturally see myself. The style of the photos isn’t what I’d use for non-abdl pictures, either. I’d never show myself this bare and vulnerable in any other situation. Sometimes I wish that the person in the pictures was someone else, so that I had someone to hug and put into a diaper.
Thank you for this Ask! It’s not even abdl that gets me worried about relationships. I’m worried per se that I will never be able to have a stable relationship…! I’m very socially awkward and it’s difficult for me to make friends, and even more difficult for me to keep in touch with those friends. It’s my fault, of course, but I don’t know how to change it.
I’ve had relationships wherein abdl was accepted, yes. It’s really no big deal, I think. Getting a relationship in the first place is the hard part!!
For a lot of the variety, I have to thank @cofftee, because he gifted me a number of diapers that I didn’t have yet. I’m still doing my best to keep the variety up, but it’s difficult if you have to buy full packs of diapers ^^;;
My diaper “stash” is partly with my pajamas and partly in a paper box beneath my shirts. Right now I don’t have much left. I have ordered new diapers, and they’ll arrive next week I think. I don’t have much storage space in my home, so I can’t have a big diaper stash here, though I also have to be careful not to run out or I’ll crave it too much. Thank you for your Ask
