I answer messages through Asks and I (slowly) respond to private messages ^^. Though, don’t expect me to answer “how are you” or related questions, as there’s too many of those already.
My shark gets lots of love every day ^^, but judging from his facial expression I’m still not sure if he likes it!
Hoi, bedankt voor je Ask! Luiers zijn onderdeel van m’n regressie tot babytje, samen met schattige kleertjes (vooral pyjama’s), onesies, fopspenen, flesvoeding, en knuffeldieren (m’n haai). Om het echter te maken, en ook omdat het me een prettig gevoel geeft, plas ik in m’n luier ^^. Al deze dingen samen geven me dan een heel ontspannen gevoel, waardoor ik eventjes alles los kan laten. Dit werkt alleen als ik me veilig en thuis voel. Op dit moment is dat eigenlijk alleen in m’n eigen slaapkamer het geval. M’n voordeur is op slot, m’n kamerdeur is op slot, de gordijnen zijn dicht, ik ben helemaal veilig en kan eventjes weer babytje zijn ^^. Ik heb wel eens geprobeerd om op andere plekken luiers te dragen, zoals onder een cosplay, maar dat geeft me toch een heel ander gevoel.
I like drinking warm infant formulae (or chocolate milk) from a baby bottle. After drinking 2 or 3 bottles, I feel so warm and fuzzy in my tummy, that I might fall asleep for a little nap together with the shark ^^. Formulae has a unique flavor, that is different from regular milk… but I drink it because it’s for babies and I feel like I’m a baby when I’m ageplaying.
I am not sure what this Ask means, I’m afraid. I tried looking up “otter diaper”, but I am only seeing custom Etsy-sold diaper covers for newborns. Is that what you meant, or is it a typo?
I should order more things from Etsy; handmade things in particular. It’d make for much more unique pictures, too ^^
Thank you for the compliment!
Sometimes I wonder whether this blog is helpful to others, and/or helpful to me. It takes some of my time, and some of my energy. I appreciate your interactions, though I am afraid that I cannot answer every “how are you”, and “how are you doing” question that I get, as it’d swamp me in inane messages on a daily basis ^^;;. Is it disrespectful of me to say this, you think? I search for meaningful conversations and depth every time, though this often leaves me disappointed with superficiality. It’s not your fault. It is my fault for not opening up enough to demonstrate topics which interest me
Thank you for this Ask ^^. I think that it’s a waste to wear a diaper without peeing in it at least twice. I like the feeling of wetness down there, and it gives me a strange sense of completeness. As for ‘soaking’ hm; I’m not sure what definition people attach to this. Peeing one or two times is soaking, or does it require more than that? Horniness-fueled weirdness has driven me to take a bath and a shower a few times, while wearing a diaper. That expectedly results in a fully saturated diaper, and me having a massive moaning orgasm xD. Those saturated diapers take up a lot of space in my trash, so I don’t like doing this…
Thank you kindly for the compliment ^^. For tumblr, I try my best to write in a way that seems kind, caring, and involved. I care about you, and I want you to grow and thrive. I’d love for you to wake up energized and full of motivation every day (and maybe wearing a diaper ^^). Ageplay recharges me so that I can handle another week of doing adult stuff. I’m already looking forward to when I’m going to sleep later today, cus I will wear a cloth diaper with a plastic pants, and sleep with my paci and my shark plush!
(I will copy-paste part of this answer, as I’ve recently had it before)
Haruhi, or Railgun, or Yuru Yuri, or Non non Biyori.. Too many to choose from! The common theme among these series that I prefer these shows to be laid-back, without much stress or drama. Slice-of-life anime are fun to watch, and to me they kinda feel like kids shows for teens/adolescents. If you go to anime conventions and you see 20-25 year olds dress up as cute characters from anime shows xD… We all want to retain a bit of the good parts of our childhood, until we are no longer allowed to do so.
In the picture below, I am wearing part of the costume of Homura ^^… I cosplay as her at anime conventions sometimes. Maybe I am wearing a special underwear?
Thank you so much for sending me this ^^. I occasionally request people to submit Asks, so that I get the impression that it is not a one-way thing. Taking pictures of myself and putting them on tumblr with silly annotations is not as gratifying as hearing back from you through these submissions and through chats ! I do have difficulties keeping up with chats, but I try to eventually have all non-inane messages answered
I like to think that I am observant and patient… I dunno if I’m more intelligent than the average Master student. It doesn’t take much to do what I do. When I ageplay, I don’t want to think about any of the stuff that I usually think about. I return to a lil puddle, only able to drink from a bottle and curl up in bed ^^
I don’t think that I am shy. Definitely not at the things that I know best; there I can ‘shine’ instead of be shy xD
Didn’t I say so? I woke up, peed my diaper, and went back to sleep, silly ^^
Enough to make me happy and satisfied ^^. I am the happiest little baby
Having a healthy diet is really really important. You should have breakfast, lunch and dinner every day!
However, this week was very long and tiring. I put on a diaper yesterday evening. I woke up at around 8am this morning. I sat up in my bed, peed myself, and then I turned around to continue sleeping. At around 10am I woke up again, this time I really had to get up to start the day ^^. I read stuff on the internet for about half an hour, and meanwhile I was feeling around my squishy diaper.
I didn’t have breakfast today (even though I should!). For lunch, I made toast with jambon and camembert, also jam and peanut butter (separately). In addition, I had 2 mandarins and tea. This afternoon I drank 2 bottles of infant formulae, and I had chocolate. Later this evening I will eat fresh hamburger-steak with tomatos and rice.
If I’m not careful, my shark will eat me before the end of the evening!
Today I am in littlespace ❤️❤️. If you want to, could you send me a kind Ask? I will try to answer all my messages today ^^. I love you!
Are you sure about that, hun? ^^ He doesn’t get nicely treated by me, most of the time. He’s the best plushie that I ever had, because this shark is the ideal size and shape for an icky adult like me to sleep with. I’m around 1 meter 75 tall (I really wish I was smoller), while the shark is around 1 meter long. I should really add some new plushie filling to him, he has become quite flattened by sleeping with him so often… What do you think, huh?
As long as I can continue to be a lil baby, I don’t mind if a partner wants to wear diapers too ^^. I would encourage it, so that we can be ageplay together! I doubt that I would be able to take care of someone (in a littlespace context), though. You can call me egoistic or silly for this, but it would be a big no-no if a partner asks me to stop with littlespace altogether. They would be kindly shown the door, if there’s no opportunity for me to change their mind in the subject.
I understand the criticism around this. When two people love each other, there will never be a perfect match in every single opinion and habit. That wouldn’t be realistic, nor desirable. People are different, and these differences are what makes us better together. Therefore we compromise a lot, right? We don’t have to agree on everything. You could argue that my reliance on littlespace should be treated by a psychologist, as weaning off of it seemingly is deleterious to my mental health. The way I look at it is different, though. I enjoy ageplaying, and by itself it’s not bad for my physique or mental health. At best I’m at a slightly higher risk of getting a skin rash or a UTI, though so far this hasn’t happened. The ‘deleterious’ aspect of my ageplay would then be extrinsically imposed, i.e. someone asks me not to do it which I can’t comply with. If I cannot comply with someone’s wishes, is it my fault and therewith should the issue be fixed in me, or should the issue be fixed in the other person? You can come up with your own answer to this ^^
Happy late Valentines day ^^, I hope that you could eat some delicious chocolate and fruit!
The shark cannot wear diapers, he has a tail that gets in the way ^^. He spends the night in my arms, pressed against me ! The shark gets a lot of love, and I think that he gets photographed more than more other plush sharks
This blog focusses on adult baby stuff, because it plays such a big role in my life. Ageplay is much more to me than a way to make myself cum. It’s my crutch through difficult times, it’s my ultimate fun activity during good times. It makes me feel safe and comfortable. In addition, ever since I’ve started publishing my ageplay photos online, I feel more loved and confident than before. I’ve gained a few friends from this blog, too! I look forward to what the future will bring. I also feel like my photography skill has improved xD. This blog was part of the reason why I chose to get a fullframe camera. Though, I had always been interested in purchasing one.
Yeah, there are a few other things that I like to do, to pull myself over the edge. It’s best that I don’t focus on them, on this blog ^^. If you really want to know, you can send me a private message asking about this.
There’s been numerous times where I went to bed as a baby ^^, though in the grand scheme this tends to be quite rare. I’d do it more often if I had more free time. It happens quite a lot that on Saturday or on Sunday I still need to work on stuff. It feels kinda wasteful to put on a diaper on Friday or Saturday evening, and change out of it in the morning ^^;;. What is your opinion about this?
My first partner breastfed me (dry, it was pretend), while stroking my hair and whispering to me. I would love to experience this again.
Yes, I also think that visiting Antwerp would be a nice day out. From what I have read about the city so far, it is very different from the area of Belgium where I live. It also seems that there is quite a lot of stuff to do, in and around the city! Regardless, I don’t go out often and every opportunity to do so, especially when it’s not by myself, would be good ^^.
Hm well I bought my current laptop second-hand in August 2017, I think it was around 1 year old back then, so it’d be around 5 years old at the time of writing. For now, I don’t need a new one ^^, I’m happy with what I have. Though, I currently don’t have a TV, and I can’t get one due to lack of space. When I move to a bigger place, whenever that’ll be, I’ll consider these things again. Preferably, I also want more space for a crib and more baby stuff. Would you like to have a full adult baby room?
There’s a number of diapers that I like most. At a certain point, diapers tend to become quite similar in their fit and thickness, and the only differentiating factor is their design, I think. Going from a Tena maxi/ultima slip to a Littleforbig diaper is a big jump up in quality. In contrast, the Littleforbig Baby Cuties, the Little Dreamers, and the Rearz lil squirts splash are quite similar as a functional diaper. These fit me really well and they’re all really cute, I think. Unfortunately my shark can’t wear diapers.
Hm but as a bottom note; my opinion on diapers is coming from how they help me with ageplay. I’m not incontinent. I don’t wear diapers while walking outdoors or while working or doing activities. Henceforth, my opinion will likely be different from the opinion of someone who unfortunately is incontinent, or wears diapers while being active. Most of my ageplay pictures are of me in my bed, or otherwise being inside my home. It’s a very controlled (and therefore also comfortable) environment, where I feel safe to express my inner desires to be a little baby. There is nothing wrong with liking or needing diapers, though I try to be considerate of the ‘other side’. If I was incontinent and I was reluctantly reliant on diapers, maybe I would not appreciate any interaction with people who wear diapers for fun ^^.
Thank you ❤️❤️ In the weekends I need to sleep, eat, and rest, and catch up with the week by talking to friends and watching/reading stuff. Sometimes also baby time ^^. It’s my time to charge up again for the coming week. XD I hope that in the future I can take up a job where I only work 3 or 4 days per week, so that I’m not so tired all the time. One can dream. I’d love to spend more time taking photos, writing and doing other things that I enjoy.
My everyday wear is my ‘professional disguise’. I am a baby, but I need to pretend to be a functional adult x_x. It usually consists of a colorful print dress shirt and dark or beige skinny jeans ^^. The last few years, I’ve gone through several backpacks; the only one which survived is one from ikea xD.
I would like to visit Antwerp (and several other Belgian cities) this spring. I’ll ask my sister whether she wants to go together with me. Supposedly, Antwerp has very beautiful locations! What do you think of this idea?
Yes; I do play a few video games. My 3ds still works (mainly for Pokemon), I have a Switch (Mario Kart, Animal Crossing, new Pokemon). On my phone I play pokemon go sometimes. Oops I may have a little issue with Pokemon xD. Maybe I’ll buy a steamdeck once they start selling those. Should I?
xD you’re saying that because I wear diapers. I’m kinda mediocre when I’m not wearing one. But it’s okay, I feel ‘complete’ when I am wearing a baby-themed diaper ^^, so cute and comfortable
I don’t think that I’ve ever seen the tena slip in blue. I like wearing these diapers, but thinking back of them, they always felt like they were on the small side? And like they can’t handle a second pee
Well I could, but probably I wouldn’t. I’m not a supporter of increasing my chances of exhibiting fetishes to strangers who are not on the lookout for such a thing. I realize that the question was asked in good faith, and that I do ‘expose’ myself to strangers on tumblr, though I’m not the kind of person to do this in public ^^. I’m sorry that I can’t live up to your question.
Who knows, maybe one day I will get what I want in return ^^. Until then, I will do my best to make others happy.
A long time ago. It’s not something that’s on my mind ^^
Oh, is he? He’s still not available around where I live ^^. I don’t know whether I’d get another one, though. Maybe one shark is enough to keep me company in bed!
There’s so many reasons to feel confident about yourself and your accomplishments. Seemingly, it’s easy to dismiss them all, and pretend that we’re someone who we’re not ^^. My blog is direct evidence of that, I guess? (Gasp, I’m not actually a baby, I only pretend to be one !!)
In psychology they will refer to this phenomenon as “imposter syndrome”, disproportionately affecting high-achieving people. I should know all about it, but I don’t. It’s not that I don’t have insecurities, don’t get me know. On most days, my fingernails are bleeding from me constantly biting them. I don’t know why I do that, but I think it’s some low-grade anxiety or at least a really bad habit xD. Regardless of this, I feel that I am generally happy.
I wish that I could give sound advice to my readers. Though, I feel that my experiences are mostly irrelevant to others, seeing how I’ve never had a normal job XD. Why should you take advice from someone who has always worked in an ivory tower? Though, I’m still glad that I can make others happy by being confident and positive ^^.
I don’t currently date ^^. I’m as free as a bird!
It’s been a long time since then, over a year ago ^^. Thank you, nonetheless. It’s increasingly strange to think back of this period in my life.
On the one hand, I contributed to various research projects, of which some have resulted in deliverables in the form of manuscripts. On the other hand, I devoted time to my own scientific development, technical skill, and my career. I feel more confident in myself, and I can tackle complex issues. Given that I already have some peer-reviewed publications to my name, it’s now up to me to either pursue an academic career, or leave academia to do something else entirely. Back in the beginning of 2020, I couldn’t really decide what I wanted to do, so I opted to try my chances as a postdoc. If it doesn’t work out, I can always ‘fall back’ to a non-academic job ^^, is what I thought.
Though, in the back of my mind I do think that contributing to research and development is ultimately more helpful to myself and to the world around me, versus a ‘regular’ production job. I don’t consider myself more or lesser than others, nor do I consider one job lesser than another. Notwithstanding, you’re reading this message because people in the past made all the necessary technological developments to make rich global communication attainable, possible and nowadays instantaneous. Whether you agree or disagree with me on this topic is completely moot and irrelevant when you daily enjoy the fruits of all the r&d happening around you XD.
So what will my future hold? If only I knew.
It’d depend a lot how well I know this friend. There are certain friends who I would love to ageplay with, but also friends who I would rather not do something so personal and vulnerable with. There’s only a few of my friends who know that I am coucherequin…
It’s not the easiest topic to talk about, after all ^^;;
Don’t worry, I’m not an unreasonable person. When I said that I might leave in the future when people get too annoying to me, I might have been a little frustrated. I do love the attention that I get on tumblr, and I hope that I can make others happy with my pictures. It’s a balance, you see? I give and I take. Though, when I feel like I am giving much more than I can take, then tumblr would kinda be like a timesink.
I allow myself to watch YouTube videos or anime maximum 1 hour per day. All my other waking hours are spent either at work, doing my household, or working on my own projects (tumblr being one of them). With such a tight schedule, the things that I do will have to be worth it ^^.
8.) 🎬When you are sad, which children’s movie makes you happy?
Frozen made me really happy ^^, just the right level of cuteness and girlpower
24.) 🍦What snacks make you feel Littlest?
Cakes, pastries, shortcakes, especially with whipped cream on top ^^
3.) 🌽Which veggie is the most icky?
Hm yeah. Definitely onion for me. I don’t mind it when there’s a little bit of onion in my food when I eat at someone’s place, or when I’m at a restaurant, though I avoid it in my own cooking.
But I’m not a fussy eater. I avoid onion and garlic, and stay away from organ meats, but I’ll eat most of everything else ^^. By European standards, of course ^^;; , you will definitely not find me eating shark fin soup
Oh, are they? It still says sold out here, but I’ll make sure to check the stock multiple times from now on, to see if it goes back in stock.
This also reminds me, mine needs his monthly wash soon.
I was awarded my doctorate in September 2020, I have been working as a postdoc ever since. You don’t need to use any titles around me. Ever since, I have more readily deleted silly comments and messages, because it is just not worth my time ^^;. Maybe one day I will simply disappear from this blog, and never come back, when I realize that it is not worth my time any more. I haven’t gotten to that point yet. There are still a few people who I enjoy interacting with.
Yeah, it’s really cute ^^, cat pulling a Blahaj through the room. I am looking forward to when I can share my life again with a furry friend.
Up until then, I’ll enjoy the pets of others!
2.) 📚What’s your favorite children’s book?
XD When I was really a child? Hm that would probably be a Dutch book called Pluk van de Petteflet. I wouldn’t be able to remember it, though. I should re-read it to see if I can recall anything of it.
You should cherish the books that you hold dear ^^. I threw a lot of books away over the years and occasionally I do regret it.
Am I precious? xD Thank you for saying that ^^. I try my best to be a cute lil baby
16.) 🚀Other than stuffies, what other Little toys do you have? Cars? Tea Set? Red Wagon?
One day I’ll have my nursery room, with my own crib and all the other baby thingies that my heart desires. For now, my ‘crib’ is my bed, my diapers, onesies, soft fleece socks, pajamas, my shark plush and fleece blankets. I have several adult dummies, and several baby bottles to drink from. In terms of toys, I don’t have anything in my own home, unfortunately. I used to play a lot with legos, building and rebuilding the same few boxes that I had. I do still have the legos, though they’re in my old room at my parents’ home. (XD also I think all the kits got mixed up into one big box… oops. Good luck following the instructions now!)
20.) 🍼Do you drink milk? What kind?
I like drinking chocolate milk, both from a regular drinking glass, as well as from a baby bottle. I also like drinking infant formulae, specifically from a bottle. I’ve never drank formulae from a glass, before (😂). Formulae makes me feel very little. It tastes different from milk, and when you first taste it (as an adult), it can even be a little off-putting. I do recommend that others who are into littlespace give a bottle and formulae a chance. I realize that formulae comes in huge packages (usually 800 g), enough to make 6 liters of formulae… I’m not a full-time baby, but I’m still a really big baby. I make myself 3 or 4 bottles of formulae, so my tummy feels all warm and fuzzy ^^. It’s a lot of milk, and I kinda feel sleepy afterwards. In my ultimate caretaker-baby fantasies, I’d be bottle-fed several times throughout the day !!
1.) ⛺Are you scared of the dark?
Not of the dark, but I feel uncomfortable when my laptop is off 😭. I keep it switched on all the time, so that there’s a little bit of light and background noise in my room. Thereby, it also stays connected and I feel connected to the internet at all times. On my nightstand there’s also my phone, which is also always connected… Do you feel like this, too?
14.) 👑Do you ever feel bratty in Little space? If so, what do you do when you feel bratty?
Hm I hate this but when I am very sad, I drink a whole bottle of wine, wear a diaper, get really angry at myself for being so stupid/stubborn/annoying/whatever, cry my eyes out, pee myself, and fall asleep. I’ve only had to do this a few times, now. It does help, I feel. When I wake up again I feel like I can start over (after a shower XD).
Probably the Mosasaurus ^^. There could be a big fish plush made out of it, too!
I logged into netflix, went to this particular episode and scrolled through the episode to find that scene, at 10:30 min into the episode. Yes, it’s the same BLÅHAJ from ikea. Though, the one in the episode is clean and new and not squashed to a pancake like mine.
Also, my shark plush is unique in that it is my support to get through difficult times ^^. He also helps me release magic feelings into my diapers.
I didn’t do anything for my birthday, unfortunately. Though, the next few days I’m still off work, or at least I should be… (but I’m kinda not)
I’ve never skied or used a snowboard, so I don’t have an opinion of it. I’m afraid that I’ve never even seen it for real; so for all I know it doesn’t even exist xD. Snow and snow-sports are not for me. I’ve lived all my life in places where winters are long, dark and grey and consequently life takes place indoors during those months. I don’t get Winter depression, or something like that, but I recognize that I have less energy and motivation during Autumn and Winter. I wonder if others recognize this, as well
Thank you for wishing me a merry Christmas. I am looking forward to 2022, and achieving many new things ^^
I want to submit more science manuscripts, so that I can contribute to science! I currently have 5 peer-reviewed first-author papers, and I am a co-author on 4 more papers ^^.
But there’s many more things that I would like to do and learn in 2022. Let’s see what will be possible and what I will achieve!
Well during Christmas I usually visit my parents to help them around their house, and stay there between Christmas and New Year. Usually I would not bring any diapers with me, because it’s kinda difficult to discretely throw the diaper away afterwards, especially if it’s a colorful ABDL diaper ^^;. This year I will also go there to help them out, probably not taking any diapers. But I haven’t decided yet… I will travel there tomorrow (24th of December) in the afternoon, and I need to hurry up to pack my bags.
Of course I would love to ageplay in my old room, and be reminded of the amazing childhood and teenage years that I spent there, while surrounded by family and friends.
What do you think that I should do? Regardless of what I do, I would probably not take my tripod with me, because it’s huge. (I use a tripod and a camera flash while taking ageplay pictures of myself)
More importantly… I need to make sure that my travels go well, and that I can visit friends during the Christmas holidays.
I don’t have my driver’s license. I never took lessons. It’s on my long-term list to do ^^;;
I’m very European with cars. I would most likely buy a Citroen C1 as a useful everyday car. At some point I would like to own a Citroen 2CV ^^. They are the most adorable cars, in my opinion.
But hm. I’m not sure if I am even capable of getting a driver’s license. On a bicycle, I feel fine and safe, and I think that I am following all the traffic rules, though I’ve never even tried to operate a large vehicle. As a kid I went cart racing a few times, which was fun; if driving a car is anything like that then I should get going xD.
This Christmas, I wish for you to be happy <3. Not you, the Asker, specifically; but anyone who is reading this ^^. Please find the abundant happiness in your life, and be inspired by the beauty that you see all around you. Read a book, watch a movie, listen to music, do whatever it takes to gain back the vigor and motivation that you used to have. Our bodies age, though our motivation potential stays unchanged until the very end.
I am turning 31 soon (oh no), on January 3… But I won’t let it stop me from being myself. My body feels the same as 10 years ago, though right now I am a lot happier and I understand a lot more of the world around me. I feel more confident in my own skin, and I speak out more often. I want to continue to grow like that, while maintaining my health and fitness!
Though, my looks will probably continue to deteriorate as I age xD. My picture style, diapers and clothing will have to compensate for that.
In adulthood, huh. Not yet ^^. I would really like to be babied by someone, though there needs to be a lot of trust before that can happen! The inside of my diaper is very sensitive and needs to be protected.
I don’t even want horni stuff, because I can do that by myself. I would like to have my ultimate caretaker babycore fantasies come true ♡ ♥💕❤
Thank you @differentauthorexpertbat for sending me 2 questions. Please feel free to send as many as you wish ^^. I will try to answer as many as I can!
Nappy is supposed to be the British word for diaper. I’m not British, though I sometimes call them as such because I think that it is cute! There was a brief time in my teenage years when I wanted to learn more British phrases. Typically I do tend to write British-style English, though I realize nowadays that I should be more neutral in this, although it is not entirely possible to be neutral.
In etymology, I think that ‘nappy’ (a person who takes many naps) is also closer in meaning to the Dutch ‘luier’ (lazy person) than ‘diaper’ is (I don’t even know what this word is supposed to mean, originally).
Someone recently told me that a group of sharks is called a ‘shiver’ 😂 . I did not know about this, so until the next shark fact, this will be my favorite one. Does my shark make you shiver? He just wants to put me in diapers and sleep with me ^^
Thank you for wishing me a merry Christmas. I love you 💖💖💖. Make the best of it and don’t overeat !!
Also check out my website, which is like a shadow-copy of my tumblr blog ^^: https://coucherequin.com/
Hmm I thought about it, but probably not. For me, diapers are for ageplay, not really for casually wearing them as if I’m incontinent or something ^^;;. Though, I’ll probably bring my vibe with me to have some naughty ‘relaxing’ time in bed.
Also it’s kind of a pain to throw diapers away secretly at their home. It’d stress me out more than anything xD
I wouldn’t be able to wet my pants on command, but I can pee myself while wearing a diaper no problem ^^. It’s almost an instinct !
My nappies get filled with comfort, littlespace, and love 🛏️🍼❤️
xD I don’t fully understand this post, but it sounds like something good happened to you.
You know, what if we’re not actually self-conscious, but more like self-preserving? We protect our bodies instinctively, and when we grow up to become an ‘adult’, we also protect our ego and our arbitrarily-chosen habits and opinions. Do you truly have free thought if your opinions and habits became yours for reasons that you can’t even remember? Why do we even protect our opinions and habits? Are those opinions/habits defining us? If enough of your opinions and memories change, are we still the same person?
If I gave up diapers for good, and threw away my shark plush and all the ABDL stuff that I have, would I still be coucherequin?
I’ve only ever worn Attends m8, the ones with only 1 tape per side, and I didn’t like those. Afterwards, I didn’t try other diapers from Attends. Maybe I will, in the future ^^
In terms of incontinence diapers, I like the Abena M3/M4, the bright blue Forma-care X-plus, Betterdry, the pastel-blue Molicare maxi slip, and the Seguna comfort slip maxi. These were all really fun to wear, and I hope that I get to wear them again!
Also.. What would you do if your body looked like mine?
I prefer not to do this. I’ve done it a few times at anime conventions, where I wore a disposable diaper and a plastic pants under a cosplay dress, but that’s it. Diapers are for my ageplay. To go into my littlespace I need to be in the safety of my home, where there’s no danger and no worries ^^. In my home, I can do lots of baby stuff like wearing a onesie with soft thighhigh socks, hugging my big plushie, drinking milk from a bottle, and squirm around on my bed!
Visiting my blog is like coming home? Why is that?
Thank you so much for this Ask! Please feel free to send me any Ask that you’d like to see me answer. I can’t recall any time in my life when I did not want to wear diapers. They’re a really special item to me. It turns me on even thinking about them ^^;;. So, this question is easy for me! My most important discovery was that it wasn’t only diapers that fascinated me so much. I discovered that I really really wanted to be a baby again, in the broadest sense. I’d like someone to take care of me, feed me, diaper me, put me in a crib and tell me it’ll be alright.
We can all dream, right?
xD I know that you are sending me this Ask in good faith, so I want to tell you a little background on what diapers now mean to me.
They’re absorbent undergarments, right? Worn by people who have trouble with incontinence. During my childhood, something must have triggered my fascination for diapers. I wet the bed as a kid until I was about 8 years old. Although I can’t remember the details of it, I did wear XS disposable incontinence diapers for it (tape-on, most likely). It’s likely that these events triggered my fascination for diapers. I’m unsure where my fascination for baby stuff comes from, but it is most likely linked to this period as well. I was also bullied in school during these ages.
I’m much older now and I enjoy wearing diapers for the purpose of ageplaying. Diapers are still items to me, but when I am wearing one they invoke a special kind of feeling. It’s an innocent thing that I do in my free time, in the comfort of my home. No one tells me to do it, and I don’t have to do it for health reasons. The desire sits on my mind, and grows the longer I don’t answer to it. I’m perfectly continent and healthy. Ageplaying is deeply relaxing to me. I try to reduce myself to an infantile mental age by wearing and using a diaper, wearing clothing that resemble baby clothes, sucking on a paci, drinking baby formulae from a bottle, hugging a plushie, watching cartoons. I’m not always successful at unwinding myself, but if everything sits right; I’m able to enter that warm bright fuzzy feeling. Although I’d rather keep this fully non-sexual… but my mind has associated these feelings with very strong sexual arousal. I postpone it as long as I can, but eventually my adult body takes over and I either use my fingers or a vibe to masturbate. The orgasms I have while wearing a diaper feel different from those without diapers. I’m not sure how to explain that. Every feeling is so intense, and it satisfies my desires much more. It’s like a spring that gets compressed to its smallest state, and is suddenly released.
The saddest part is that ikea currently doesn’t sell the BLÅHAJ. It has been out of stock for months now. There’s a few people on other trading platforms that still sell them, though I think that’s all old stock? I kinda wanted to get a second shark, so that I can be extra cozy in bed ^^, but I will have to wait a while. There were some rumors that ikea would entirely stop selling the shark plush, but I don’t think that’s true. Let’s look forward to more friendly sharks to share our bed with ^^
Thank you for sending me an Ask. Please feel free to send me questions or messages via the Ask box ^^.
I’m sorry to hear that you are a long-term single. It’s a positive way to put it, I think? I hope that you can find the person who you are looking for, eventually ^^ Concerning my own pictures; yes I do tend to be happy when I am wearing a diaper. I’m not sure whether my shark would approve of anyone cuddling me °^°
xD you’re acting like I never wet my diapers. I’m so soaked each time I wear. My fish could almost swim in my diaper
I’m afraid that I can’t help you much. I do like to read erotic abdl stories, but I don’t feel that I have read enough stories to tell you which ones stood out to me. There are stories which make me feel disgusted or embarrassed. Of special note, I strongly disapprove of ABDL stories involving minors. Maybe the issues that I have with ABDL stories aren’t unique to ABDL at all, and it is the case with all sorts of ‘fan-fiction’. I strongly prefer realistic stories, which make me feel emotionally connected to one of the main characters. The best stories are where I feel that I am inside the story, experiencing the scenario myself. Those realistic stories are what ultimately make me climax the hardest; with or without wearing a diaper myself.
I’m not a good storywriter by any stretch of the imagination. In addition, I feel that I cannot spend enough time to properly flesh out my own ideas and stories. Nonetheless, it is something that I want to get into.
Be huggeth or be goneth xD
Hm I dunno. There’s a few separate things that I have in mind which would push a lot of my buttons. It’s not very likely that I will get to do any of it for real any time soon. I could type out one scenario.
Caretaker scenario: In my own owned place; be it an apartment or a house, I’d love to have one room dedicated to ABDL. That room would be my nursery; with the floor covered in soft carpeting, the ceiling covered in light panels (xD I’d still want to take pictures of myself, I need lots of light). There’d be a crib large enough to fit me and a second baby. In addition, there’d be a small sofa that can also serve as a place for me to use my laptop, a closet to store my diapers and all the outfits that I wear, and lots of babyish decorations and touches that’d make anyone feel at home. Of course, the nursery would have a minor shark theme ^^. There’d be a good air filter inside, and a comfy room temperature so that everyone feels comfortable without being too hot or cold. I’d love to invite ABDL friends over, so that we can ageplay together in my nursery. Perhaps I’d like to invite a mommy or daddy over, so that I can be taken care of ❤️. I’d love to be told to undress and sit down onto a changing mat on the floor. My caretaker would get me one of my favourite diapers; a Rearz Princess Pink, and put it down onto the floor besides me, together with skin cream, a print onesie, soft cotton thigh-high socks, and a pyjama set. After a proper diapering session and a short snuggle, I’m hand-guided into my crib and given a huge shark plush and a paci. After a few minutes, my caretaker comes back into the nursery room with a baby bottle containing freshly-prepared warm infant formulae. The bottle’s volume and nipple are adult sized. I’m guided to the sofa, and sit on my caretaker’s lap, in such a way that I can be comfortably bottle-fed. Afterwards, I slightly change my body posture so that I can comfortably sit on their lap while we watch an episode of a cartoon. Occasionally, they hug me and press their face into my hair, to tell me that I’ve been a good baby. My diaper is slightly wet when it’s time to take a nap. I’m guided back into my crib, and tenderly kissed on the forehead to signal that it’s soon time to go to dreamland. However, before departure, my caretaker has a final gift for me. While standing next to my crib, they slip their hand into my pyjama pants and unbutton the onesie. I’m looking right into their eyes, as they start rubbing the front of my slightly swollen pink diaper. My toes curl up as I feel an almost magical tingle in my stomach. We start to kiss, quickly turning into an extended French kiss. They pause for a short moment to get inside the crib and lie down besides me. It feels so warm and comfy. We hug and press our cheeks together, before continuing where we left off. I’ve been keeping my pee in for some time, already. The bottle was big, and my bladder cannot take it much longer. I couldn’t take it anymore, and my pee slowly starts to leak into the pink diaper. The combined stimulation of kissing, our warm and humid breaths filling the near vicinity, our bodies touching, the intense rubbing of the front of my wet diaper and the pee coming out of me makes me climax hard and long. I stop kissing to let out several long and loud moans, and my body completely tenses up. My caretaker takes their hand out of my pyjamas and hugs me tightly, telling me I did well. I feel totally bliss. Shortly afterwards, I fall asleep, knowing that I have everything that I ever hoped for.
Please send Asks, if you want to 😁
Today I have to work on a big Work document, but I can take short breaks in between to contribute to my tumblr blog !!
I’m not sure if I can help. Friends and family never really ask me questions about abdl. What is the problem, though? If someone did ask me about it, and I didn’t want to answer them, it’s up to me to say that I don’t want to talk about that topic cus it’s private. I pretend to be a baby, but I’m still an adult in charge of my own thoughts, time and what I share with others.
If you wanna talk about it in private, feel free to send me a DM on tumblr. Or if you wanna, you can ask me for my discord handle in a DM (I can’t promise that I’m any faster on discord compared to tumblr, though at least it has a better overview)
At a fluent and professional level; only English and Dutch. Asking for directions and counting to ten isn’t what I’d consider speaking a language 😂
No I have no difficulty keeping a good online presence, as I’m online every day. My laptop sits on my desk and I never turn it off or take it anywhere. My time is limited, so I focus on tumblr for my baby stuff. I don’t spend any time on instagram, fetlife, adisc, ab-dl-tb-club, and twitter for abdl stuff. I find that fragmenting my time between several platforms is not very productive, cus I may end up repeating myself over and over.
In your situation where you focus on your other friends instead of online contacts; it’s admirable and probably preferable to do it that way. Everyone has priorities in life, and your priorities seem right on point. I don’t see any problem with what you do, and I should take notice of it and learn to prioritize better!
Probably not. My goal with this blog is to give you ideas and inspiration on how to explore your own little space, by showing you my relaxation and fun. You can fap to me if you like, but I don’t consider anything that I post to be porn per se.
I am the biggest smollest baby ❤️
Thank you kindly for calling me adorable ❤️
I’m sorry to hear that you don’t have as much time for tumblr as you used to… Life can get busy sometimes. I try to post something every day, though to be able to post a new picture I need to still have them. Right now, I don’t have any new pictures. I’ll try my best to take new pictures as soon as possible ^^. In the meantime, I’ll be active in other ways.
Does it happen often that people become online ghosts?
Oh you can also see a copy of my tumblr blog and my pictures on this website: https://coucherequin.com/ (there is a small delay for posting, because I need to import them from tumblr from time to time)
I dunno, I’ve never done that before! What does it mean?
There’s a few diapers that stand out for me right now. In particular I want to highlight the Bambino Cloudee, the Rearz princess Pink, Littleforbig Little Dreamers, and the Littleforbig Baby Cuties. These are all really good diapers for me in that they make me feel very little and helpless.
As for holding the most, I dunno. All of the ones I mentioned don’t leak on me even after 3 pees, and that is good enough for me ^^. By the third pee, my mind will have melted to that of a little baby, and my adult body is screaming at me that it needs its fun. My ageplay sessions don’t last all day ^^;;, usually around 4 hours, maybe 6 hours maximum. Do you do it for longer than 6 hours? Maybe if I had a parttime job, or more free days, I’d be able to relax more and give myself more time for my ageplay sessions.
Regardless of what you’re doing, you should drink a lot of water throughout the day, if you can ^^. Your pee shouldn’t have a strong smell or a strong color. It’s better for your health to stay hydrated
I don’t particularly drink less or more when I’m ageplaying. I have a big glass that I keep filling with tap water, from which I drink whenever I’m home. It’s MJÖD from Ikea, I think. I haven’t seen it for sale for years now; I should look for a few more of those glasses. I used to have 4 of them, but I broke one, and I had to leave 1 behind when I moved, so I have only 2 of them left. It’s silly to get emotional over a drinking glass, but sometimes you have to cherish the little things from your past. You may forget who you used to be, and the mistakes you used to make, if you don’t remind yourself of the past.
But well, I drink quite a lot of water and normally I tend to use the toilet once per two hour or so. When I’m ageplaying, it’ll go into my nappy, maybe °^°. But I also drink formulae when I’m ageplaying
Probably Haruhi, or Railgun, or Yuru Yuri, or Non non Biyori..
Too many to choose from!
Do you think that I’m selfish for interacting with people to feel more in touch? I’m a little bit afraid of coming over as selfish, hence my counter question ^^;; Taking pictures and writing silly messages to go along with them can feel a little weird and maybe even feel fake at times. I’m trying my best to appear as a genuine person, so that I get treated at one. Part of that is actually interacting with others ^^. Doing it through Asks (versus private chats) leaves behind the ‘evidence’ of those interactions, and perhaps it can be fun to read.
Or maybe I’m slowly going insane from years of diapers, sharks and loneliness. Who knows xD. I don’t feel sad or depressed, and on a day-to-day basis I feel happy and glad to be alive. If anything, I want to do my best to make others feel happy, kinda forgetting about myself.
I do put out a lot of diaper pictures xD. I’m still really not sure if anyone actually likes my pictures, but maybe by now it is safe to assume that some do.
xD thank you kindly for this message. Not to spam people’s askboxes, I think I’ll break the chain, but I am confident that the chain of messages can survive without me ^^
There’s something special about being called a beautiful person. 💕 it’s not about looks, it’s about being kind, right? If everyone could be kind, honest and genuine to one another, the world would be such a beautiful place. Let’s work on that, one person at a time. I will try my best to live by what I say.
I think you’re asking me what’s my favorite sweets? Hm for Halloween I think people give out packaged sweets and things like cookies? The sort of thing that doesn’t make your hands dirty with choco sauce xD. Over here, sweets also includes a lot of stuff that are better eaten from a plate with a fork!
I really like chocolat eclairs, but also things like macarons, madelaines, and fruit cakes ^^. If I’m not careful, for sure I will one day gain weight!!
Ageplay is one of the few times where I allow myself to be completely relax and watch cartoons, anime or do other silly happy things ^^. It’s like living out those free Sunday mornings again when you were a kid, but I’m wearing a diaper during that Sunday morning cus I used to be a bedwetter as a kid and maybe I’ve wet myself in my sleep ^^;; or something like that
I’ve never celebrated Halloween before. Where I come from, we do the dressing up part during Carnaval! But I also like ‘dressing up’ for anime conventions, where this is called cosplay. There’s been a few times where I very secretly was wearing a diaper underneath my cosplay ^^. If you see a cosplaying schoolgirl, she may be wearing a diaper underneath her uniform xD
Asks on 24 Oct 2021
if you want to, could you send me an ASK, please?? I’m sitting by my kitchen table on this Sunday evening, wearing a diaper, and I am a little bored ^^
xD Yeah I know. I feel so adorable in it.
I’m not sure which of those two I like most. The white ones have a little bit of cloth material inside, which make them more comfortable to wear. The colored ones have a really cute design, and are partially see-through so you can see which diaper (or panties xD) that I am wearing. If I had to wear diapers during the night for bedwetting, I would probably wear the white plastic pants on top. To me, it also feels like it would last longer. Did I ever tell you that I struggled a lot with bedwetting as a kid? Unfortunately, I don’t remember the details of it and what kind of diapers I wore for it.
To avoid confusion regarding plastic pants… I don’t wear plastic pants by themselves directly on my skin. Underneath my plastic pants, I am wearing a disposable or a cloth diaper ^^. I’ve received a few messages which mentioned that some people like to wear plastic pants without anything underneath. That’s where the confusion may have come from?
Your skin perspirates all the time, and your clothing naturally absorbs it and wicks it away. The point of plastic pants is to keep the fluids inside them, including your sweat. My diaper absorbs the sweat ^^.
As a side note… I wear diapers to regress to an infant age. As an adult baby, I lay in my bed hugging my shark plush, sucking on a paci, drinking from a bottle. I’ll sit by my table to watch cartoons and anime. I’m not physically active while wearing a diaper. I can totally imagine that being physically active makes you sweat more, which makes wearing diapers uncomfortable. I don’t envy people who are incontinent; having to wear diapers all the time or even just during the night seems like a big nuisance. I am fortunate to be in good health, and I occasionally enjoy ageplay for my own fun ^^. Thank you so much for looking at my pictures and for interacting with me.
Nooo don’t say that. As far as I can tell, North American culture is very rich with landmarks, fauna, flora, unique local culture, and many other things. I understand that there’s a lot of stereotypical stuff like fast-food, big tech businesses and ugly unoriginal buildings and such, but I’m open-minded enough to look beyond those things ^^.
I’ve visited the USA once; I went to San Diego and although I stayed inside the city, I visited a lot of places. I attended a scientific conference at the SD convention center (same one where Comic con is held), I visited the SD zoo, the Natural history museum, the Fleet science center (there was an exhibition on Mythbusters with a lot of their originals props!!), and the USS Midway. Also while I was there I went to a few bars and restaurants ^^. It was super fun and I got to see a lot of interesting things. I can’t know for sure whether I will ever return to the USA, but I learned about some of its culture while I was there and now I can better empathize.
I’ve not visited Japan yet. I’m not sure if I ever will visit Japan. I know a little bit about its classic history, but I’m mostly familiar with a niche part of its contemporary culture, i.e. otaku stuff. It’s really dumb of me to focus on only that part. It’s like only knowing America for its fastfood restaurants. There’s so much more to it than that!
With that narrow stereotype in my mind, I can only realistically be disappointed by reality, I’m afraid. What I should be doing is widening my horizon and learning more about the world… I was never the travelling type, but I can still study the world around me through the literature ^^
Those shark-themed cloth diapers look really really cute ^^. I think that I’m good in terms of abdl stuff right now. My home is getting a little full of all my stuff. There’s a lot of diapers that I still would like to try out and take pictures with !! Half my closet is diapers and abdl stuff right now xD, I’m such a happy little.
Hello, thank you kindly for your Ask! I will try to answer it as much as I can ^^. I don’t mind personal questions.
Unfortunately I don’t want to link to my music from this blog, because the music is released under my real name ^^;;. I do the music for fun, though I wanted to associate it with my own identity.
I’m living in Belgium, but I’m Dutch. Almost the same, but still very different. In my pictures I tend to go for that Japanese otaku aesthetic, but it’s not who I really am. I dress more normally outside of this blog
(I am sorry, Mrs. Kittycat, that we could not be together longer. I miss you every day. Rest in peace).
Ah oops, I’ve been a little inactive the last few days…
Thank you for your Ask, nonetheless. I’ve worn dozens of different diapers but nowadays I really prefer ABDL diapers like the Rearz Princess Pink, Littleforbig Baby Cuties, Little Dreamers, Bambino Cloudee, Rearz Lil Squirts Splash, etc. I’ve had some of my most intense orgasms in these diapers because they press all the right buttons for me in terms of ageplaying and being able to wet them.
Don’t feel intimidated by stuff for being ‘new’, though ^^. It’s all supposed to be for your enjoyment! I can have fun in regular incontinence diapers that don’t cost as much. I do keep a package of tena slip maxi/ultima in my closet for when I want to wear a simple diaper for a few hours. I’m not into pull-ups myself, but others do enjoy these a lot and they’re easy to get, as well. Occasionally I’ll put on a cloth diaper and wear it to bed, without wetting it. Wearing a cloth diaper with a plastic pants, sucking on a paci, wearing a cute pajama and sleeping with my shark plush makes me forget that I’m an adult !!!
I love drinking baby formulae ^^. It’s really tasty and it has a very distinct flavor from regular milk! If you haven’t tried it already, I can recommend it. Though, the packages do tend to be fairly large, because of their intended use. I make my milk thicker than what you’re supposed to, so that I can finish the powder before it spoils. Infant food is also really tasty, but here I find that I can cook similar stuff on my own cus they’re just vegetables and fruit usually.
Thank you for sending me this Ask ^^. I’m glad that I am getting friendly and interesting questions. I tend to watch slice-of-life anime similar to Kobayashi’s Maidragon, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, and shows like that. They make way too many anime each season for me to sit down and tell you which one I liked so much I’d want to rewatch it xD. Why rewatch when there’s always something new to discover?
Sword art online is a very depressing and stressful anime, in my opinion. I watched the first episode and did not continue it.
That’d probably be Pokemon ^^. The aesthetics of X/Y and also that of Alola is really relaxing. I also played so much of those games on DS.. I should start a new game in Alola…
xD I feel a little ashamed to say that I’ve never photographed a cookie before. I actually went to look into my photo archive, but could not find anything with cookies. I have occasionally photographed food, though. The pic below contains a Halloween-themed Éclair on top of a hand-painted boerenbont plate. xD I have such classic tableware
I love cycling where there’s no cars ^^. Sometimes I think that cars are a transient thing; a concept that has come to humanity fairly recently, but one which will also depart us again in the near future. In contrast, more personal transportation like bikes will stay with us forever. I also think that humans need a bit of daily exercise to stay healthy. Our ancient forefathers got their daily exercise by hunting and scavenging for plants, mushrooms and animals. When you go out for a daily walk or a daily bicycle trip, you may be mimicking what are ancestors did. In Dutch we say “rust roest”, which literally means “rest rusts” in English. Can you think of what that may mean? ^^
I really like cats and keeping one as a pet. My late cat passed away in November 2019. It made me very sad to say goodbye, but it was in her best interest. After I moved to my new home, I tried to adopt a cat, but she got very ill immediately after I got her and I could not take proper care of her due to lack of time. I made the tough decision to give her back to the shelter, who found a new home for her with someone who did have enough time.
This leaves me without a cat right now. I would like to try again to adopt and house a cat as a pet. I feel that I will have to move again before I can properly house a cat. To move again, I will need a job with better long-term security, as my current job is fixed-term. It’s not that I can’t afford it, but there’s a clear difference between being able to afford something and making a well thought out decision.