Hmm I thought about it, but probably not. For me, diapers are for ageplay, not really for casually wearing them as if I’m incontinent or something ^^;;. Though, I’ll probably bring my vibe with me to have some naughty ‘relaxing’ time in bed.
Also it’s kind of a pain to throw diapers away secretly at their home. It’d stress me out more than anything xD
xD I don’t fully understand this post, but it sounds like something good happened to you.
You know, what if we’re not actually self-conscious, but more like self-preserving? We protect our bodies instinctively, and when we grow up to become an ‘adult’, we also protect our ego and our arbitrarily-chosen habits and opinions. Do you truly have free thought if your opinions and habits became yours for reasons that you can’t even remember? Why do we even protect our opinions and habits? Are those opinions/habits defining us? If enough of your opinions and memories change, are we still the same person?
If I gave up diapers for good, and threw away my shark plush and all the ABDL stuff that I have, would I still be coucherequin?
There’s a lot of benefits to being single. You don’t have to worry about your partner’s happiness, you don’t have to plan date nights out, or clean up after yourself. You don’t have to cook for two, or remember how your partner wants their eggs done. You don’t have to do anything, in particular. Though, you need to be a much stronger person when you’re by yourself, because there will be no one to take care of you when you need it most. Your friends are amazing, though they’re limited in how much they can help you; especially when they have a partner themselves.
You shouldn’t imagine cuddling me, though. It’d only lead to intense disappointment. I’m a random person you’ve seen pictures of on the internet. I don’t exist for real in your life. I am a real person, though, and I do exist in the lives of some people ^^. I try to be my happy self to my friends and family. And to some extent, my blog tries to make everyone happy.
I’ve only ever worn Attends m8, the ones with only 1 tape per side, and I didn’t like those. Afterwards, I didn’t try other diapers from Attends. Maybe I will, in the future ^^
In terms of incontinence diapers, I like the Abena M3/M4, the bright blue Forma-care X-plus, Betterdry, the pastel-blue Molicare maxi slip, and the Seguna comfort slip maxi. These were all really fun to wear, and I hope that I get to wear them again!
Also.. What would you do if your body looked like mine?
I prefer not to do this. I’ve done it a few times at anime conventions, where I wore a disposable diaper and a plastic pants under a cosplay dress, but that’s it. Diapers are for my ageplay. To go into my littlespace I need to be in the safety of my home, where there’s no danger and no worries ^^. In my home, I can do lots of baby stuff like wearing a onesie with soft thighhigh socks, hugging my big plushie, drinking milk from a bottle, and squirm around on my bed!
Visiting my blog is like coming home? Why is that?
Thank you so much for this Ask! Please feel free to send me any Ask that you’d like to see me answer. I can’t recall any time in my life when I did not want to wear diapers. They’re a really special item to me. It turns me on even thinking about them ^^;;. So, this question is easy for me! My most important discovery was that it wasn’t only diapers that fascinated me so much. I discovered that I really really wanted to be a baby again, in the broadest sense. I’d like someone to take care of me, feed me, diaper me, put me in a crib and tell me it’ll be alright.
xD I know that you are sending me this Ask in good faith, so I want to tell you a little background on what diapers now mean to me.
They’re absorbent undergarments, right? Worn by people who have trouble with incontinence. During my childhood, something must have triggered my fascination for diapers. I wet the bed as a kid until I was about 8 years old. Although I can’t remember the details of it, I did wear XS disposable incontinence diapers for it (tape-on, most likely). It’s likely that these events triggered my fascination for diapers. I’m unsure where my fascination for baby stuff comes from, but it is most likely linked to this period as well. I was also bullied in school during these ages.
I’m much older now and I enjoy wearing diapers for the purpose of ageplaying. Diapers are still items to me, but when I am wearing one they invoke a special kind of feeling. It’s an innocent thing that I do in my free time, in the comfort of my home. No one tells me to do it, and I don’t have to do it for health reasons. The desire sits on my mind, and grows the longer I don’t answer to it. I’m perfectly continent and healthy. Ageplaying is deeply relaxing to me. I try to reduce myself to an infantile mental age by wearing and using a diaper, wearing clothing that resemble baby clothes, sucking on a paci, drinking baby formulae from a bottle, hugging a plushie, watching cartoons. I’m not always successful at unwinding myself, but if everything sits right; I’m able to enter that warm bright fuzzy feeling. Although I’d rather keep this fully non-sexual… but my mind has associated these feelings with very strong sexual arousal. I postpone it as long as I can, but eventually my adult body takes over and I either use my fingers or a vibe to masturbate. The orgasms I have while wearing a diaper feel different from those without diapers. I’m not sure how to explain that. Every feeling is so intense, and it satisfies my desires much more. It’s like a spring that gets compressed to its smallest state, and is suddenly released.
The saddest part is that ikea currently doesn’t sell the BLÅHAJ. It has been out of stock for months now. There’s a few people on other trading platforms that still sell them, though I think that’s all old stock? I kinda wanted to get a second shark, so that I can be extra cozy in bed ^^, but I will have to wait a while. There were some rumors that ikea would entirely stop selling the shark plush, but I don’t think that’s true. Let’s look forward to more friendly sharks to share our bed with ^^
Thank you for sending me an Ask. Please feel free to send me questions or messages via the Ask box ^^.
I’m sorry to hear that you are a long-term single. It’s a positive way to put it, I think? I hope that you can find the person who you are looking for, eventually ^^ Concerning my own pictures; yes I do tend to be happy when I am wearing a diaper. I’m not sure whether my shark would approve of anyone cuddling me °^°
I’m afraid that I can’t help you much. I do like to read erotic abdl stories, but I don’t feel that I have read enough stories to tell you which ones stood out to me. There are stories which make me feel disgusted or embarrassed. Of special note, I strongly disapprove of ABDL stories involving minors. Maybe the issues that I have with ABDL stories aren’t unique to ABDL at all, and it is the case with all sorts of ‘fan-fiction’. I strongly prefer realistic stories, which make me feel emotionally connected to one of the main characters. The best stories are where I feel that I am inside the story, experiencing the scenario myself. Those realistic stories are what ultimately make me climax the hardest; with or without wearing a diaper myself.
I’m not a good storywriter by any stretch of the imagination. In addition, I feel that I cannot spend enough time to properly flesh out my own ideas and stories. Nonetheless, it is something that I want to get into.
Hm I dunno. There’s a few separate things that I have in mind which would push a lot of my buttons. It’s not very likely that I will get to do any of it for real any time soon. I could type out one scenario.
Caretaker scenario: In my own owned place; be it an apartment or a house, I’d love to have one room dedicated to ABDL. That room would be my nursery; with the floor covered in soft carpeting, the ceiling covered in light panels (xD I’d still want to take pictures of myself, I need lots of light). There’d be a crib large enough to fit me and a second baby. In addition, there’d be a small sofa that can also serve as a place for me to use my laptop, a closet to store my diapers and all the outfits that I wear, and lots of babyish decorations and touches that’d make anyone feel at home. Of course, the nursery would have a minor shark theme ^^. There’d be a good air filter inside, and a comfy room temperature so that everyone feels comfortable without being too hot or cold. I’d love to invite ABDL friends over, so that we can ageplay together in my nursery. Perhaps I’d like to invite a mommy or daddy over, so that I can be taken care of ❤️. I’d love to be told to undress and sit down onto a changing mat on the floor. My caretaker would get me one of my favourite diapers; a Rearz Princess Pink, and put it down onto the floor besides me, together with skin cream, a print onesie, soft cotton thigh-high socks, and a pyjama set. After a proper diapering session and a short snuggle, I’m hand-guided into my crib and given a huge shark plush and a paci. After a few minutes, my caretaker comes back into the nursery room with a baby bottle containing freshly-prepared warm infant formulae. The bottle’s volume and nipple are adult sized. I’m guided to the sofa, and sit on my caretaker’s lap, in such a way that I can be comfortably bottle-fed. Afterwards, I slightly change my body posture so that I can comfortably sit on their lap while we watch an episode of a cartoon. Occasionally, they hug me and press their face into my hair, to tell me that I’ve been a good baby. My diaper is slightly wet when it’s time to take a nap. I’m guided back into my crib, and tenderly kissed on the forehead to signal that it’s soon time to go to dreamland. However, before departure, my caretaker has a final gift for me. While standing next to my crib, they slip their hand into my pyjama pants and unbutton the onesie. I’m looking right into their eyes, as they start rubbing the front of my slightly swollen pink diaper. My toes curl up as I feel an almost magical tingle in my stomach. We start to kiss, quickly turning into an extended French kiss. They pause for a short moment to get inside the crib and lie down besides me. It feels so warm and comfy. We hug and press our cheeks together, before continuing where we left off. I’ve been keeping my pee in for some time, already. The bottle was big, and my bladder cannot take it much longer. I couldn’t take it anymore, and my pee slowly starts to leak into the pink diaper. The combined stimulation of kissing, our warm and humid breaths filling the near vicinity, our bodies touching, the intense rubbing of the front of my wet diaper and the pee coming out of me makes me climax hard and long. I stop kissing to let out several long and loud moans, and my body completely tenses up. My caretaker takes their hand out of my pyjamas and hugs me tightly, telling me I did well. I feel totally bliss. Shortly afterwards, I fall asleep, knowing that I have everything that I ever hoped for.
No I have no difficulty keeping a good online presence, as I’m online every day. My laptop sits on my desk and I never turn it off or take it anywhere. My time is limited, so I focus on tumblr for my baby stuff. I don’t spend any time on instagram, fetlife, adisc, ab-dl-tb-club, and twitter for abdl stuff. I find that fragmenting my time between several platforms is not very productive, cus I may end up repeating myself over and over.
In your situation where you focus on your other friends instead of online contacts; it’s admirable and probably preferable to do it that way. Everyone has priorities in life, and your priorities seem right on point. I don’t see any problem with what you do, and I should take notice of it and learn to prioritize better!
Probably not. My goal with this blog is to give you ideas and inspiration on how to explore your own little space, by showing you my relaxation and fun. You can fap to me if you like, but I don’t consider anything that I post to be porn per se.
I’m sorry to hear that you don’t have as much time for tumblr as you used to… Life can get busy sometimes. I try to post something every day, though to be able to post a new picture I need to still have them. Right now, I don’t have any new pictures. I’ll try my best to take new pictures as soon as possible ^^. In the meantime, I’ll be active in other ways.
Does it happen often that people become online ghosts?
Oh you can also see a copy of my tumblr blog and my pictures on this website: https://coucherequin.com/ (there is a small delay for posting, because I need to import them from tumblr from time to time)
There’s a few diapers that stand out for me right now. In particular I want to highlight the Bambino Cloudee, the Rearz princess Pink, Littleforbig Little Dreamers, and the Littleforbig Baby Cuties. These are all really good diapers for me in that they make me feel very little and helpless.
As for holding the most, I dunno. All of the ones I mentioned don’t leak on me even after 3 pees, and that is good enough for me ^^. By the third pee, my mind will have melted to that of a little baby, and my adult body is screaming at me that it needs its fun. My ageplay sessions don’t last all day ^^;;, usually around 4 hours, maybe 6 hours maximum. Do you do it for longer than 6 hours? Maybe if I had a parttime job, or more free days, I’d be able to relax more and give myself more time for my ageplay sessions.
Regardless of what you’re doing, you should drink a lot of water throughout the day, if you can ^^. Your pee shouldn’t have a strong smell or a strong color. It’s better for your health to stay hydrated
I don’t particularly drink less or more when I’m ageplaying. I have a big glass that I keep filling with tap water, from which I drink whenever I’m home. It’s MJÖD from Ikea, I think. I haven’t seen it for sale for years now; I should look for a few more of those glasses. I used to have 4 of them, but I broke one, and I had to leave 1 behind when I moved, so I have only 2 of them left. It’s silly to get emotional over a drinking glass, but sometimes you have to cherish the little things from your past. You may forget who you used to be, and the mistakes you used to make, if you don’t remind yourself of the past.
But well, I drink quite a lot of water and normally I tend to use the toilet once per two hour or so. When I’m ageplaying, it’ll go into my nappy, maybe °^°. But I also drink formulae when I’m ageplaying
Do you think that I’m selfish for interacting with people to feel more in touch? I’m a little bit afraid of coming over as selfish, hence my counter question ^^;; Taking pictures and writing silly messages to go along with them can feel a little weird and maybe even feel fake at times. I’m trying my best to appear as a genuine person, so that I get treated at one. Part of that is actually interacting with others ^^. Doing it through Asks (versus private chats) leaves behind the ‘evidence’ of those interactions, and perhaps it can be fun to read.
Or maybe I’m slowly going insane from years of diapers, sharks and loneliness. Who knows xD. I don’t feel sad or depressed, and on a day-to-day basis I feel happy and glad to be alive. If anything, I want to do my best to make others feel happy, kinda forgetting about myself.
I do put out a lot of diaper pictures xD. I’m still really not sure if anyone actually likes my pictures, but maybe by now it is safe to assume that some do.
xD thank you kindly for this message. Not to spam people’s askboxes, I think I’ll break the chain, but I am confident that the chain of messages can survive without me ^^
There’s something special about being called a beautiful person. 💕 it’s not about looks, it’s about being kind, right? If everyone could be kind, honest and genuine to one another, the world would be such a beautiful place. Let’s work on that, one person at a time. I will try my best to live by what I say.
I think you’re asking me what’s my favorite sweets? Hm for Halloween I think people give out packaged sweets and things like cookies? The sort of thing that doesn’t make your hands dirty with choco sauce xD. Over here, sweets also includes a lot of stuff that are better eaten from a plate with a fork!
I really like chocolat eclairs, but also things like macarons, madelaines, and fruit cakes ^^. If I’m not careful, for sure I will one day gain weight!!
Ageplay is one of the few times where I allow myself to be completely relax and watch cartoons, anime or do other silly happy things ^^. It’s like living out those free Sunday mornings again when you were a kid, but I’m wearing a diaper during that Sunday morning cus I used to be a bedwetter as a kid and maybe I’ve wet myself in my sleep ^^;; or something like that
I’ve never celebrated Halloween before. Where I come from, we do the dressing up part during Carnaval! But I also like ‘dressing up’ for anime conventions, where this is called cosplay. There’s been a few times where I very secretly was wearing a diaper underneath my cosplay ^^. If you see a cosplaying schoolgirl, she may be wearing a diaper underneath her uniform xD
I’m not sure which of those two I like most. The white ones have a little bit of cloth material inside, which make them more comfortable to wear. The colored ones have a really cute design, and are partially see-through so you can see which diaper (or panties xD) that I am wearing. If I had to wear diapers during the night for bedwetting, I would probably wear the white plastic pants on top. To me, it also feels like it would last longer. Did I ever tell you that I struggled a lot with bedwetting as a kid? Unfortunately, I don’t remember the details of it and what kind of diapers I wore for it.
To avoid confusion regarding plastic pants… I don’t wear plastic pants by themselves directly on my skin. Underneath my plastic pants, I am wearing a disposable or a cloth diaper ^^. I’ve received a few messages which mentioned that some people like to wear plastic pants without anything underneath. That’s where the confusion may have come from?
Your skin perspirates all the time, and your clothing naturally absorbs it and wicks it away. The point of plastic pants is to keep the fluids inside them, including your sweat. My diaper absorbs the sweat ^^.
As a side note… I wear diapers to regress to an infant age. As an adult baby, I lay in my bed hugging my shark plush, sucking on a paci, drinking from a bottle. I’ll sit by my table to watch cartoons and anime. I’m not physically active while wearing a diaper. I can totally imagine that being physically active makes you sweat more, which makes wearing diapers uncomfortable. I don’t envy people who are incontinent; having to wear diapers all the time or even just during the night seems like a big nuisance. I am fortunate to be in good health, and I occasionally enjoy ageplay for my own fun ^^. Thank you so much for looking at my pictures and for interacting with me.
Nooo don’t say that. As far as I can tell, North American culture is very rich with landmarks, fauna, flora, unique local culture, and many other things. I understand that there’s a lot of stereotypical stuff like fast-food, big tech businesses and ugly unoriginal buildings and such, but I’m open-minded enough to look beyond those things ^^.
I’ve visited the USA once; I went to San Diego and although I stayed inside the city, I visited a lot of places. I attended a scientific conference at the SD convention center (same one where Comic con is held), I visited the SD zoo, the Natural history museum, the Fleet science center (there was an exhibition on Mythbusters with a lot of their originals props!!), and the USS Midway. Also while I was there I went to a few bars and restaurants ^^. It was super fun and I got to see a lot of interesting things. I can’t know for sure whether I will ever return to the USA, but I learned about some of its culture while I was there and now I can better empathize.
I’ve not visited Japan yet. I’m not sure if I ever will visit Japan. I know a little bit about its classic history, but I’m mostly familiar with a niche part of its contemporary culture, i.e. otaku stuff. It’s really dumb of me to focus on only that part. It’s like only knowing America for its fastfood restaurants. There’s so much more to it than that!
With that narrow stereotype in my mind, I can only realistically be disappointed by reality, I’m afraid. What I should be doing is widening my horizon and learning more about the world… I was never the travelling type, but I can still study the world around me through the literature ^^
Those shark-themed cloth diapers look really really cute ^^. I think that I’m good in terms of abdl stuff right now. My home is getting a little full of all my stuff. There’s a lot of diapers that I still would like to try out and take pictures with !! Half my closet is diapers and abdl stuff right now xD, I’m such a happy little.
Hello, thank you kindly for your Ask! I will try to answer it as much as I can ^^. I don’t mind personal questions.
Unfortunately I don’t want to link to my music from this blog, because the music is released under my real name ^^;;. I do the music for fun, though I wanted to associate it with my own identity.
I’m living in Belgium, but I’m Dutch. Almost the same, but still very different. In my pictures I tend to go for that Japanese otaku aesthetic, but it’s not who I really am. I dress more normally outside of this blog
(I am sorry, Mrs. Kittycat, that we could not be together longer. I miss you every day. Rest in peace).
Ah oops, I’ve been a little inactive the last few days…
Thank you for your Ask, nonetheless. I’ve worn dozens of different diapers but nowadays I really prefer ABDL diapers like the Rearz Princess Pink, Littleforbig Baby Cuties, Little Dreamers, Bambino Cloudee, Rearz Lil Squirts Splash, etc. I’ve had some of my most intense orgasms in these diapers because they press all the right buttons for me in terms of ageplaying and being able to wet them.
Don’t feel intimidated by stuff for being ‘new’, though ^^. It’s all supposed to be for your enjoyment! I can have fun in regular incontinence diapers that don’t cost as much. I do keep a package of tena slip maxi/ultima in my closet for when I want to wear a simple diaper for a few hours. I’m not into pull-ups myself, but others do enjoy these a lot and they’re easy to get, as well. Occasionally I’ll put on a cloth diaper and wear it to bed, without wetting it. Wearing a cloth diaper with a plastic pants, sucking on a paci, wearing a cute pajama and sleeping with my shark plush makes me forget that I’m an adult !!!
I love drinking baby formulae ^^. It’s really tasty and it has a very distinct flavor from regular milk! If you haven’t tried it already, I can recommend it. Though, the packages do tend to be fairly large, because of their intended use. I make my milk thicker than what you’re supposed to, so that I can finish the powder before it spoils. Infant food is also really tasty, but here I find that I can cook similar stuff on my own cus they’re just vegetables and fruit usually.
Thank you for sending me this Ask ^^. I’m glad that I am getting friendly and interesting questions. I tend to watch slice-of-life anime similar to Kobayashi’s Maidragon, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, and shows like that. They make way too many anime each season for me to sit down and tell you which one I liked so much I’d want to rewatch it xD. Why rewatch when there’s always something new to discover?
Sword art online is a very depressing and stressful anime, in my opinion. I watched the first episode and did not continue it.
xD I feel a little ashamed to say that I’ve never photographed a cookie before. I actually went to look into my photo archive, but could not find anything with cookies. I have occasionally photographed food, though. The pic below contains a Halloween-themed Éclair on top of a hand-painted boerenbont plate. xD I have such classic tableware
I love cycling where there’s no cars ^^. Sometimes I think that cars are a transient thing; a concept that has come to humanity fairly recently, but one which will also depart us again in the near future. In contrast, more personal transportation like bikes will stay with us forever. I also think that humans need a bit of daily exercise to stay healthy. Our ancient forefathers got their daily exercise by hunting and scavenging for plants, mushrooms and animals. When you go out for a daily walk or a daily bicycle trip, you may be mimicking what are ancestors did. In Dutch we say “rust roest”, which literally means “rest rusts” in English. Can you think of what that may mean? ^^
I really like cats and keeping one as a pet. My late cat passed away in November 2019. It made me very sad to say goodbye, but it was in her best interest. After I moved to my new home, I tried to adopt a cat, but she got very ill immediately after I got her and I could not take proper care of her due to lack of time. I made the tough decision to give her back to the shelter, who found a new home for her with someone who did have enough time.
This leaves me without a cat right now. I would like to try again to adopt and house a cat as a pet. I feel that I will have to move again before I can properly house a cat. To move again, I will need a job with better long-term security, as my current job is fixed-term. It’s not that I can’t afford it, but there’s a clear difference between being able to afford something and making a well thought out decision.
When I go to bed, I wear a pajama, sometimes I wear a onesie underneath, sometimes a cloth diaper (only for comfort). Sometimes I’ll sleep with a dummy, though I’ve never been able to wake up with it still in my mouth. I always sleep with my shark plush, unless he’s in the laundry. It’s very sad when my shark plush is being washed, because he needs to dry for 1 or 2 days, which means that I have to sleep without him for 1 or 2 nights 😭
Anyway.. it makes me feel at ease to hold the shark plush in my arms when I sleep.. I think that’s the most important aspect ^^
Thank you for sending me this Ask. I noticed that people appreciate it when I interact with them through Asks. It adds a personal touch to my messages and I feel that I can write a more elaborate response versus private chats. Also, when people write me an Ask, it tends to have been thought about for more than a few seconds, which is always good xD
I used to use a (aps-c) Canon 100d up until the beginning of 2018, at which point I bought a fullframe Sony A7. I have a 50mm f/1.8 lens for both of these cameras. I retired the 100d to become my webcam for video conferencing. I talk quite often with friends online, so I bought a condenser microphone some years ago. Expectedly, my webcam and audio on Zoom tends to look a lot better than those of my colleagues xD.
I really liked the 100d, though I’ve always wanted to go fullframe to get the most out of photography. The Sony a7 is a deprecated model and even back in 2018 you could get it really cheap (in comparison with other fullframe cams). The A7 is on a whole other level. It is not a rookie camera, but if you know your way around photography then it is a marvelous camera. Limitations of photography (light, light, and light) still apply, so using any random flash will instantly turn any camera into a good camera ^^. If the (sun) light is good, then flash isn’t needed
The picture raws are edited by me in capture one. Thank you for calling the pictures professional-looking ❤️❤️
It’s difficult to say, because I haven’t ever lived without wanting to wear diapers. This question is better suited for someone who found out that they liked diapers and/or ageplay well into their 20s versus having grown up with it.
I think that I accept myself liking diapers and ageplay entirely? I’m not preventing myself from doing it. If anything, I want to make time for it more often. As you grow older and your life stabilizes in terms of relationships and jobs, I suspect that you’ll feel more at ease with yourself. Job- and money wise I’m super safe right now, and my future prospects are relatively good. I still have big desires like wanting to start a relationship and a family with someone, wanting to purchase a house, and wanting to have a long-term job contract, but none of this is being affected by me liking diapers. I’m at the stage of my life where I still think that I will live forever. At some point, that illusion will have to be shattered, but I still have some time left. I’m a healthy well-rounded adult ^^, until I ageplay then I become a little.
I really like shows for older kids. My little pony (friendship is magic), Gravity falls, Bob’s burgers, Steven Universe.. but I also watch anime ^^. As long as you feel relaxed while watching it, it’s good!
For ABDL diapers, I especially like the Rearz Princess Pink, Rearz lil squirts Splash, Littleforbig little dreamers, Littleforbig Baby cuties, the Bambino cloudee, and the Bambino Classico. You can see me wear these on my blog, though I’ll attach a picture of the classico and the princess pink. I don’t think that I could easily choose between any of these. I love wearing all of these diapers.
It’s fine ^^. People can send me any Ask that they’d like. I may ignore some particularly toxic, personal or lewd Asks, but they’re very rare nowadays. Answering messages and interacting with you makes me happy and I feel that it also contributes to my wish to make others happy.
The thing that is missing from my littlespace that I would like to have most is a crib. You can tell from many of my pictures that I value my bed a lot when it comes to ageplaying. If I had a crib that I could sleep in every day, I think that I would be really really happy.
Though, I dunno if I would actually get a crib ever. I do try to weigh my ageplaying desires with keeping my home look kinda normal for when friends visit. A few plushies here and there is kinda strange but still cute. Childish pajamas same thing. However, once you get into obvious baby stuff like toys, a crib, a highchair, then it really becomes an inherent unavoidable part of your home. You wouldn’t leave your vibrator on your nightstand when your mom is coming over, either x_x.
Thank you for this Ask! But I’m sorry, I don’t really travel for the purpose of seeing places. Instead, I would like to visit some of the people who I have met on the internet. The vice versa, me wanting to welcome those internet friends in my own home, is also true ^^.
I understand the built-in desire to see places, but there’s an aspect about my personality that is a lil strange. I would really like to produce content for the enjoyment of others. I take photos, I make music, I write, I learn, I do scientific work, etc. Being outdoors for the purpose of seeing stuff competes with the time that I can spend on the aforementioned. Of course, seeing friends also competes with that, but to me they are way more worth it than seeing old cathedrals ^^. My opinion regarding this may change in the future, though for now this is it. I do still want to go Disneyland…
Initially I was a lurker on adisc, and also a Dutch-speaking forum. Though, I don’t find forums very useful because I feel that it’s a too ‘sterile’ place void of personality. Maybe these characteristics are a side-effect of trying to make those places safe for its members, i.e. not creepy. I’m not saying that the people on forums are such, I am saying that these are limitations of the platforms.
xD If I sign up under ‘coucherequin’ for a forum or website nowadays and post a message, I get a few PMs asking if I want to chat. Out of respect of my own time, and out of convenience, you can interact with me publicly and privately on tumblr and I’ll answer whatever message you send me in my free time ^^. Though, I simply cannot reply to every “how r u” or every “what u up 2 today” message, as I’d be chatting inane nonsense all the time. I feel that chit-chat is for getting to know a person from a blank canvas. Seeing that I have typed out an insane amount of blog posts already, you can read any or all of my blog posts to gauge where my interests lie. From there, a meaningful, lively and especially fun conversation can follow.
Anyway, so I lurked on forums for a while, then I lurked on tumblr for a while. For reasons that I don’t remember, I started posting messages and pictures to tumblr, which caught on and here we are ^^. Me showing you my diapered bum, and trying to make you happy!
I’m not sure what play dates are. You’re either talking about something similar to an actual date, a one night stand, or something like akin to ageplaying together for a day.
But I’ll assume this is really about ageplaying and not about any other possible meaning…
In that case, I really don’t know if I want to get involved in that sort of thing. I keep telling people in DMs that I’m a real person because I sometimes feel like I’m not being seen as one. I realize that I mostly publish pictures of myself to this blog, but I also try my best to let a personality shine through. It’s not only a diaper, it’s me wearing a diaper. I am telling you this because I feel that a ‘playdate’ centered around diapers or ageplaying would be exactly that. Where does my personality, my thoughts and feelings and intellect come in?
I can tell a boy to undress and lay down onto my bed. Take away all his manhood by tickling him and making him giggle. It’s you, you know? I’ll rub baby oil onto your skin, and apply powder to your crotch as you lay down onto a big baby diaper. You’ll get a dummy pushed into your mouth, and I’ll gently tape the diaper shut and tease you a little bit by slowly rubbing the front of the diaper. I’ll whisper sweet words into your ears, and prepare a bottle of formula for you. I’ll take my time to have you drink it slowly, as you lay against my chest. Afterwards, I’ll hug you tightly; one hand on your back and one on your head. I’ll kiss your forehead and tell you that you’ve done good, and that it’s naptime now. I’ll make you wear a onesie and also one of my cute pajamas! But before it’s time to sleep, I have one last present for you. My hand enters your pajama pants and firmly grabs the front of your diaper snugly. You must have wet yourself at some point, because your diaper feels a little swollen. Repeatedly my hand goes up and down; first slowly and gradually getting faster. I stick a dummy into your mouth again, and I interlock your hand with my other hand and hold onto you firmly. Your diaper is getting rubbed really intensely now. The wet padding is getting rubbed against your skin. You’re a good little boy, you know that? I whisper into your ear, telling you how proud I am of you. Excitingly you make an intense moan as you climax into your wet swollen diaper, you have your eyes shut. Oh oh you shot so much! Your diaper has absorbed all of your cum, so there is no cleanup to worry about. I give you one last kiss and wish you a good nap.
I realize that it’d be a dream come true if I were to do this with someone, or a nightmare, depending on who you ask XD…
But who am I in this? I don’t even know what I want xD
Ah oops, I am a little bit behind on answering Asks. The delay is from the 5~ days that I was ill in bed and from my own laziness. Sorry about that.
The comfort versus maximum capacity question you’re asking me is probably a false dichotomy xD. I wear diapers as part of regressing to a young age; for pretending that I’m a little kid. A good diaper is one that helps me to feel small and helpless. But the thing is that I don’t remember which diapers I wore as a baby and as a (bedwetting) child. I’m from the 90s, so they were probably disposable with a plastic outside. But I would not be able to know which brand or which design it was ^^. I’m too young to have used real cloth diapers with pins. I’ve tried lots of different diapers. The ones that I feel most ‘at home’ in have 4 tapes (2 on each side), a plastic outside, a white fluffy inside, and enough absorbance for 2 big pees. This makes my inner baby all happy and satisfied ^^. Turns me on just thinking about it, so maybe I’ll wear a diaper this weekend
No I don’t think so. I’m a responsible adult; I pay my bills, do my household chores and keep myself healthy with good food. But ‘ageplay’ is a big part of my life in that you can see it in some of my clothing, in my home’s decorations, in what I watch, in my hobbies and in the amount of time that I spend having fun on tumblr. I wouldn’t say that it’s a box underneath my bed that gets opened once per week for an hour. I am coucherequin for real. I’m not fully convinced whether it’s a completely separate persona. But to ease the discussion; I don’t think that there’s anything physically or mentally wrong with me. I am not going to seek out a therapist to discuss this topic. I’m very resilient to stress and I can laugh at my own mistakes. Ever since I obtained my doctorate, I feel that I have become even more carefree. I do still deeply care about doing my work and my hobbies to the best of my abilities, but I now also realize that opportunities will come and go all the time. You’ll spill a lot of milk in your life ^^.
I do wonder what it’d be like if I wasn’t single. Maybe I would want to be less of a kid and more of an adult. Maybe that’s the reason why I’m single, anyway. Deep down my motivator is probably sexual arousal. Maybe if someone had sex with me and made me orgasm once every few days, I wouldn’t want to ageplay any more.. Who knows. If my body would stop producing hormones, maybe I would also stop wearing diapers.. But that’s a topic for a separate Ask.
You’re right, the girl in my avatar is Utsuho ^^, she’s so cute! I have several Touhou outfits, including Utsuho’s and Miko’s, who I cosplay as during anime conventions. You can make a guess whether I wear a diaper underneath my skirt when I’m at an anime convention !!
I can’t play the games, they are too difficult for me, but I really like the characters and the music
I’m sorry, I can’t answer this Ask on my tumblr blog. You could send me a private message if you really want to know my thoughts.
There’s nothing wrong with your question, but I think that it isn’t compatible with the purpose of my tumblr blog ^^. I would like to give you positive energy, and inspiration to further discover your ABDL side. I do this by showing you my little adventures and my own genuine fun. No paid models, no Amazon affiliate links, no Patreon or OnlyFans subscriptions, no paid Snapchat, just the real me.
I had to think about this, but I don’t think that I have any shortalls, dungarees or rompers right now.. I should do some clothes shopping for Fall soon.. Thank you for reminding me ^^
Though I tend to wear clothing that I prerogative call an “adult disguise” consisting of beige or grey trousers and a light coloured blouse. If you were to pass me on the street, you’d never be able to tell that I am Coucherequin, the producer of thousands of ABDL pictures ^^;;
I wear one diaper innocently until it’s full. So weird, I didn’t know I leaked so much into it !! Then I will get aroused and help myself either with the shark plush, with a vibe or both ^^. Afterwards, I feel kinda done with ageplay and I go to have a half hour long shower and then sleep.
xD Why am I so cute? I wonder if I am actually cute. I wear adult diapers, and pretend that I’m a baby.
I wonder about that second question… I mentioned it before that a partner who isn´t okay with me wearing diapers will be shown the door by me. It´s a very selfish thing to say of me, but it´s probably for the better.
I undress myself, put an unfolded and fluffed-up diaper on the floor, sit down onto the diaper, lay down onto my back, make sure that the front and back of the diaper are at equal height, then I first tape the bottom two tapes, then the top two tapes.
In the past I put the bottom tapes around my thighs, but I switched to putting them halfway the front of the diaper. I think that this leads to less leaks. The top tapes should go near the top of the front of the diaper!
When placing each second tape (of the bottom and top), I lift my bum and pull both sides together, so there’s a little tightness. If you’ve diapered yourself a few times, you’ll know where to play the first tape, to make sure that the diaper is perfectly centered on you ^^ !!
xD If I take pictures of a fully-clothed me, the interest in those pictures is very low. For getting people interested in my pictures, and to attain my goal of inspiring people to try out certain diapers and ageplaying activities, I do tend to show a little skin. Though, I have never published lewd photos onto my tumblr blog.
When it’s just me and there’s no need to take pictures for this blog, I do wear pajamas over my diaper. It’s not that I hide my diaper, it’s to complete the outfit and to not be cold ^^. I used to live in the Netherlands, and nowadays I live in Belgium. Neither of these places have particularly warm climates, so for most of the year you do need to wear clothing to be comfortable! So yes, I do prefer to wear soft clothing over my diaper, to be more comfortable
I don’t remember why I went with the shark theme. I remember laughing a lot at the blahaj memes, where those shark plushies are sitting by office tables having high-profile discussions, and other funny unexpected scenarios. I got myself a blahaj plush and I ended up loving it. It’s the perfect shape and size for me, for hugging it while sleeping (and for humping it, oops). Somehow, the shark theme also became popular in Japan, and it eventually led to the creation of Gawr Gura xD, who I now have the uniform of. What a strange time to be alive.
Thank you for this Ask ^^, it’s a very good one! When I haven’t worn a nappy for some time, the desire to wear does grow. Though, I try not to let it bother me to the point where it would harm me.
It’s like when you haven’t eaten your favourite dish in a while. You remember its flavour and how it makes you feel. You want to eat it again, and you look forward to the next time the opportunity rises ^^
A secondary form of appearance..? You even specified human, so I cannot say shark. I would eat so many people alive xD
I dunno. I’m generally quite happy with my body’s appearance. Due to my personality and also my career, I value my intelligence and abilities a lot more than my physical appearance. I may be a young investigator, but I am an author/ co-author on 10 peer-reviewed scientific articles right now. It may not be apparent what that means to you, but let’s say that my career is seemingly having a useful output. Both looks and intelligence will eventually fade away, and both these attributes can result in new content. I would not argue one is more important than the other, but I personally value intellectual and especially scientific output to be more valuable than content produced from appearances.
In a way, ‘coucherequin’ is my secondary form; like a persona. Of course, coucherequin is real, i.e. it’s me. Ageplay is something that I enter and exit, like what you described. That doesn’t answer your Ask, though. I doubt that I would want to temporarily shift into a different age, if that would involve me losing part of my mind. Though, I think that I’d look cuter if I could shift into a smaller version of myself ^^. My Dutch heritage made me a little tall. Through the magic of photography, I try to make myself look smaller and cuter than what I am. (Though I don’t edit my pictures with photoshop or anything like that). If I was able to become the smoller and cuter version of myself for real, this would all be a lot easier!!
Hm yeah I am back from my time off. I didn’t mention this cus I’m not some sort of celebrity xD. I’m back when I’m back, and I doubt anyone is bothered by my presence or absence. My holiday was spent together with a good friend, who slept over at my place. This meant that I continued to sleep with my shark throughout the time. Though, I wouldn’t want to (and didn’t) bother her with anything more than that. When my friend went home, I did diaper myself almost immediately oops. Am I addicted to ageplay? Who knows
I have a few adult-sized baby pacifiers. Some of them were given to me by a friend @cofftee , which I’m really grateful for! I’m not so into my thumb.. just reminds me that my hands are those of an adult xD. Sometimes I sleep with a dummy in, though I’ve never been able to wake up with one still in my mouth, they tend to fall out during sleep.
His best friend is probably me ^^, we sleep together every day! But you’re asking about plushies, probably. No, I don’t sleep with any other plushies. I do have other plushies, but they’re like decoration of my house, sitting or standing on furniture, like the rodents on my table who stare at me when I eat °.°
I don’t mind answering stuff again. I have over 3000 blog posts on my Tumblr blog; I can’t expect anyone to read it all before interacting with me ^^. Also, years have gone by; I live and learn! My answers to similar questions may change from year to year as I learn about new things and go through difficult and fun activities! Stagnating your own development or solidifying your opinions too much is probably not a good thing.
The shark plush is BLÅHAJ from ikea. They have the large 1 meter one, which I have, and two smaller versions. You can either get it directly from them, or through a bunch of resellers on online shopping platforms ^^. Though, there are also similar shark plushies for sale. Supposedly, there are also larger shark plushies which were created based on blahaj, but I find them too expensive ^^;;
Hm well when I apologize, usually it’s because I tent to take very similar-looking pictures and I rarely make any sort of selection of them. When I take 100 pictures of myself for this blog, maybe I’ll throw away a few of them, but I’ll post the 90 other ones xD. So it happens quite often that some of them will look quite similar, cus they’ve been taken consecutively
Regardless of that, most of my pictures are taken in my bedroom or in my livingroom or kitchen, there is not much variation between different “photo shoots”.. The main difference would be in the diaper that I’m wearing, and the outfit that I chose to wear ^^. I try my best to vary the outfit and the diaper, but apart from that there’s not much variation between photos
Hm well I was talking about the way that I live and work. Like cycling to work, carrying heavy delicate stuff, changing into medical outfits, performing micro surgeries, operating med machines. I’m glad that it works for you, but for active days I don’t think that wearing a diaper would be comfortable
Are you asking me whether or not you need a shark outfit? Or are you asking if I can get you one?If you’re asking the latter, I’m afraid I only have 1 shark outfit and it’s mine ^^, I would die a little if I gave my shark outfit away, cus I love it. If you were asking the former; well I dunno if you also feel like a little shark. Do you? I got mine online, there’s several sellers on websites like amazon that have it for sale!
Hm well every diaper will leak if you wear it long enough, but probably you’re asking about unreasonable leaks like when you’ve barely used it..
The “rearz incontrol elite hybrid” leaked almost immediately on me. Also the “attends slip 9M” leak very quickly on me due to their poor thigh fit (it only has 1 tape on each time). The tena ultima slip can only take one pee and then they’re full, the cloth-backed Abena diapers (like m3 and m4) eventually let a little bit of pee through the fabric and into your clothing (do other cloth-backed diapers do this, too?). Cloth diapers are also only good for one pee, but that’s okay, you wouldn’t want to stay in a cloth diaper for a long time anyway
Hm what surprises me the most is that you can’t really be active when you’re wearing a diaper, without being uncomfortable or even leaking. I feel really bad for people who have to use diapers for their incontinence or other medical reasons (and I wouldn’t ever want to be incontinent myself). Please know that my tumblr blog isn’t a parody of your medical condition and I don’t wear diapers to make fun of anyone. I don’t do this out of bad faith or spirit ^^;;. I feel strongly attracted to wearing diapers, but the desire is gone for a while after I’ve worn one for a few hours. When I put on a diaper, I feel the strong urge to pee a little bit into it, because it gives me a big rush when I feel the wetness on my skin and then feeling the wetness disappear. Despite the weirdness, I don’t think that I am harming anyone when I’m publishing my pictures online. If you do feel that I should change something about my pictures, please tell me in a PM or in an (anonymous) Ask.
That does not sound like something that I would watch. You’re making it sounds SUPER bad, but I assume you’re talking about “The Suicide Squad”. I really hate the S word, and I hate it that they used it to name this film. Hm but no, I just watched the trailer and it looks really dumb in my opinion ^^;; I’m sorry.
I’m using a bike which the university lent to me. It’s a standard women’s bike with a 7-speed hub gear °^°
I need to return it at the end of my contract, probably. I do have my own bike, but it’s in a different city right now. It’s fine for now. If something breaks on the uni bike, I can bring it to the uni’s bike workshop and they’ll fix it for me! They care a lot about their employees and making sure that everything works fine.
I don’t have a full picture of the bike, but well it’s a bike so you can use your imagination ^^. It says the name of the uni on the side.
Not really a date; but in about 2 weeks from now, a really good friend is going to visit my home and we’ll do lots and lots of things together! I am looking forward to it, and we will make the best of it by trying to visit restaurants, walking around the neighborhoods around my home, maybe visiting Brussels and Maastricht (do you know these cities?)
Maybe I should get a little oven for in my home, so I can prepare some baked stuff too ^^ (I only have a stove and a microwave). What do you suggest that I serve for food to my friend?
I dunno why I started my tumblr blog. I can’t remember. I think that I just wanted attention. I was definitely successful at getting attention. I now get more messages than I have time to answer, unfortunately.
Right now, the goal of my blog is to make as many people happy ^^. So I must expose my ageplaying and tell you about my little world!
Am I, huh? That’s really kind of you to say that !!
I hope that I can continue looking “adorable” for a little while longer.. I’m slowly getting old ^^;;; But it’s okay.. I’m happy with the way that my body looks like, and I’m grateful for being healthy. Health is such an amazing thing to have and to cherish.
I’m not really familiar with real baby diapers, because I can’t wear them and I don’t buy them. Sorry, I can’t directly answer your Ask.
Medical diapers are cute in their own way, and ABDL diapers have their own lil charm and they’re designed really cutely ^^. I like it when a diaper is bulky from being wet, so that I notice the diaper pressing against me all the time and with every movement that I make. I can’t close my legs, I can’t cross my legs, the diaper is there and I’m responsible for it being so wet ^^. I’m no grownup, I’m just a lil helpless baby
I wish that I was a lil better at socializing and making new friends. There’s very few people who I consider as true friends, and it takes me a long time before I would consider someone as a friend. I’m unsure if it’s trust issues, previous bad experiences, my own social clumsiness or any combination of these. I’d never blame others for it. Regardless of what’s the cause, the result of it is that I’m a lil lonely sometimes (and probably why I’m still single). Those who tried chatting with me on tumblr have probably realized that I’m quite difficult to talk to…
I do have many other interests. I’m a very busy person and there’s a lot of things that I want to get done and that I want to learn. It’s too much to discuss here ^^. I do still need to develop my career to where I have a long-term contract instead of a temporary one. That also goes hand in hand with my desire to have my own apartment (so I don’t rent). It comes down to wanting to have a lil more stability in my life. For the time being, it’s okay that a lot of long-term things are uncertain, but it’s not sustainable.
I do want to develop my photography skills further. I realize that I am good at it, but I’m definitely not a professional. There’s many things that I still need to learn and I do really want to improve further.
Your last question.. just to be clear, abdl and littlespace is a fun thing for me, I am not incontinent and I don’t wear diapers all the time. I have set up my tumblr in such a way that it posts a new post every day, which makes it seem like I wear diapers every day, but that is not the case. But no, I wouldn’t want to grow out of diapers ^^. Wearing diapers makes me happy and I’ll continue doing it for as long as I am healthy. And in case I end up in a relationship where my partner is not okay with me wearing diapers, well there’s the door ^^, goodbye.
Thank you for this Ask. It is a fair question, I am a lil reluctant to show lewd stuff. I’m not a porn blog and my pictures aren’t pornography.
This is my littlespace and how I relax in my free time. I am showing you pictures of it, in order to give you ideas to do the same ^^. I show you which diapers I like, ABDL outfits, cute pajamas, stuffers, skirts, plastic pants, cloth diapers, plushies, blankets, dummies, bottles, soft thighhigh socks, etc.
All those ABDL thingies are meaningless objects until they’re placed in a certain context. A sofa is but a seating area, until you start to associate it with relaxation movie time, family time and friends. A diaper is but an absorbent undergarment until you realize that you can wear it (by itself or together with other stuff) to feel relaxed or sexually aroused.
I don’t mind when someone faps to my pictures, though I’m not convinced that many do cus there’s so many others who are a lot cuter than me. I primarily hope that my pictures give you ideas to further explore your own littlespace!
The perfect vacation is spending time with family or friends (or both).
Sunshine, the sea, mountains, landscapes, big cities, night life etc are distractions from what I think is important in life; spending time together. Even when the weather sucks, when it’s cold or hot, when it’s dark or grey outside, you can exchange stories or discuss fun topics with those that you love ^^. I’d say; don’t fall into the trap of always wanting to “do” stuff, when in reality you really just want to see your friend.
Thank you very much for saying those nice things about me.
I’m a total baby when I’m in the mood for ageplaying ^^. If I had to diaper someone and dress them up, I think that I’d get very very jealous and frustrated that it’s not me. I want to wear a diaper and a cute outfit and drink a lot of warm milk from a bottle and fall asleep with a full warm tummy while sucking on a paci and hugging my plushie ^^. And then wake up and pee myself, totally helpless. I couldn’t take care of someone else like that.