Ageplay is one of the few times where I allow myself to be completely relax and watch cartoons, anime or do other silly happy things ^^. It’s like living out those free Sunday mornings again when you were a kid, but I’m wearing a diaper during that Sunday morning cus I used to be a bedwetter as a kid and maybe I’ve wet myself in my sleep ^^;; or something like that
I really like cats and keeping one as a pet. My late cat passed away in November 2019. It made me very sad to say goodbye, but it was in her best interest. After I moved to my new home, I tried to adopt a cat, but she got very ill immediately after I got her and I could not take proper care of her due to lack of time. I made the tough decision to give her back to the shelter, who found a new home for her with someone who did have enough time.
This leaves me without a cat right now. I would like to try again to adopt and house a cat as a pet. I feel that I will have to move again before I can properly house a cat. To move again, I will need a job with better long-term security, as my current job is fixed-term. It’s not that I can’t afford it, but there’s a clear difference between being able to afford something and making a well thought out decision.
xD If I take pictures of a fully-clothed me, the interest in those pictures is very low. For getting people interested in my pictures, and to attain my goal of inspiring people to try out certain diapers and ageplaying activities, I do tend to show a little skin. Though, I have never published lewd photos onto my tumblr blog.
When it’s just me and there’s no need to take pictures for this blog, I do wear pajamas over my diaper. It’s not that I hide my diaper, it’s to complete the outfit and to not be cold ^^. I used to live in the Netherlands, and nowadays I live in Belgium. Neither of these places have particularly warm climates, so for most of the year you do need to wear clothing to be comfortable! So yes, I do prefer to wear soft clothing over my diaper, to be more comfortable
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When Iâm surrounded by soft clean things, I feel really good and comfortable. Iâll be in my bed, with lots of blankets, hugging my plushie, sucking on a pacifier, wearing a diaper and pyjamas and soft socks. I think that doing these things in a crib would only amplify the feelings.
I canât explain it very well. Thereâs a thing inside me that compels me to pretend to be a baby. Initially itâs not even about sexual arousal. I sleep with a plushie because I want to ageplay. I want to put on a diaper because I want to ageplay. I donât necessarily put on a diaper because I want to masturbate, I can also masturbate with a vibe or whatever. When Iâm wearing a diaper, I pee myself because thatâs what adult babies do, not per se for sexual reasons. I do get horny when Iâm diapering myself, because thereâs such a strong association for me. After Iâve diapered myself, the horniness is replaced with a strong feeling of letting go of my adult thoughts and desires. Towards the end of my ageplay session, I do get super horny and I really have to masturbate, and the orgasm in my diaper is very very strong. On this blog, I want to focus on the non-sexual parts of ageplay. I think itâs very cute and it highlights that ABDL is a completely harmless way to have fun by yourself, with your partner or even with a close friend ^^.Â
Iâm single so thereâs limits to what I can do by myself when Iâm ageplaying. What I would like most, I think, is to play baby together with someone, without any humiliation and shame. Iâd need to trust the person fully, and it shouldnât be a sexual thing (until the very end of it, anyway). The thought of wearing my adult baby stuff and snuggling with someone as I fall asleep seems so warm-hearted and loving. Iâd love to wear a Bambino Cloudee, comfy socks, and a kigurumi pyjama as I hug someone and fall asleep in my comfy bed, surrounded by cute soft blankets and my shark plush.  â¤ď¸
Well said. Perfectly relaxed diapered rest đ´ to be loved / wanted and never judged
I wonder whether Iâm loved by anyone. I mean actual love, not only sexual attraction. Though, even the thought that others think that Iâm attractive is weird to me ^^;;
When Iâm surrounded by soft clean things, I feel really good and comfortable. Iâll be in my bed, with lots of blankets, hugging my plushie, sucking on a pacifier, wearing a diaper and pyjamas and soft socks. I think that doing these things in a crib would only amplify the feelings.
I canât explain it very well. Thereâs a thing inside me that compels me to pretend to be a baby. Initially itâs not even about sexual arousal. I sleep with a plushie because I want to ageplay. I want to put on a diaper because I want to ageplay. I donât necessarily put on a diaper because I want to masturbate, I can also masturbate with a vibe or whatever. When Iâm wearing a diaper, I pee myself because thatâs what adult babies do, not per se for sexual reasons. I do get horny when Iâm diapering myself, because thereâs such a strong association for me. After Iâve diapered myself, the horniness is replaced with a strong feeling of letting go of my adult thoughts and desires. Towards the end of my ageplay session, I do get super horny and I really have to masturbate, and the orgasm in my diaper is very very strong. On this blog, I want to focus on the non-sexual parts of ageplay. I think itâs very cute and it highlights that ABDL is a completely harmless way to have fun by yourself, with your partner or even with a close friend ^^.Â
Iâm single so thereâs limits to what I can do by myself when Iâm ageplaying. What I would like most, I think, is to play baby together with someone, without any humiliation and shame. Iâd need to trust the person fully, and it shouldnât be a sexual thing (until the very end of it, anyway). The thought of wearing my adult baby stuff and snuggling with someone as I fall asleep seems so warm-hearted and loving. Iâd love to wear a Bambino Cloudee, comfy socks, and a kigurumi pyjama as I hug someone and fall asleep in my comfy bed, surrounded by cute soft blankets and my shark plush.  â¤ď¸
Hello! Thank you for calling me cute ^^. Iâve been posting pictures for years, now. I try to have a lot of variation in my clothing and in my diapers. Though, I do tend to post pictures of each âsessionâ consecutively. By that I mean that it can be one full month of pictures with diaper x, and then the next whole month pictures with diaper y. The reason I do it like this is because I just donât have the time to wear a diaper and take pictures of myself each day xD.
I think that posting daily is the only way to keep people interested, at least on tumblr ^^;; . If I post 100 pictures in one day, Iâll get lots of interested people on that day. However, the very next day and all days after that (until I post again) thereâll be zero activity, which is kinda sad.Â
Yes, anyone can ask me questions. Every time a diaper leaks, is the worst diaper experience for me. Leaks break the ageplay and I instantly fall back into my dirty adult body with pee on my chair, on the floor or on my bed. Itâs at that point that I realize that Iâm not a baby, and that I need to clean this on my own. My best experience in a diaper is a secret ^^, and way too lewd to post here
coucherequin: coucherequin: Poor sharkie is getting squashed by me (ăá´ă) See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife I love the feeling of something pushing against me down there xD
Uh.. these are pictures of me that I posted to my tumblr blog some years ago. Iâm not sure why youâre sending these to me in an Ask? Did you forget to write an accompanying text with it?
Iâm very naked in those pictures, now that I look at it. Thatâs a little indecent of me x_x. The diaper that Iâm wearing in these pictures is called a Bambino Bellissimo.. I havenât worn one in a long time, they are VERY fun diapers to wear ^^. You should definitely try it!
Hello! Thank you so much for your Ask! And thank you for wishing me a happy new year!
I ageplay (and wear diapers) usually once per week on Saturday or Sunday. My little ageplay âsessionsâ usually lost 4-8 hours before I return to the adult world ^^. This is what it would be like: Iâll quickly shower and wash myself fully. When I get out of the shower, fully naked, Iâll put baby oil and/or crème all over my sensitive area and butt. The diaper is opened up and fluffed up and put on the floor. Iâll sit down onto the diaper and I put some more creme on myself. Also usually I put some baby powder onto my sensitive area. The diaper is taped shut. For some diapers, Iâll apply a layer of clear packing tape on the diaper to make it extra tight and so that I canât take the diaper off easily. When Iâm not taking pictures, Iâll put on tight underwear to keep everything in place, and Iâll wear a soft pyjama over it. For my baby bottle, Iâll prepare some baby formula (milk), and when itâs done Iâll drink it in my bed. Iâll sit upright against the wall, hugging my shark plushie and holding up my bottle. (I feel kinda ill when I drink from a bottle while laying down, oops). In my head I pretend that someone is holding my bottle for me ^^. Maybe Iâll make some more warm formula so that my tummy feels warm and full. After 2 or 3 bottles, this is usually when I feel the most happy and bliss. It is an amazing feeling that I canât describe well. I wish that this feeling would last forever. Iâll lay down on my bed, hugging my plush and sucking on a paci, put the blankets over myself, and doze off a little bit. Thereâs been so many times that Iâve fallen asleep here.. When I do, Iâd wake up an hour later needing to pee. I sit up and let it run into the nappy, feeling it get warm and swell up. Afterwards, I get up, prepare some tea for myself and watch cartoons (or anime) for a bit. Maybe Iâll answer some messages on tumblr, who knows ^^. Unfortunatlely, sitting in a wet diaper turns me on and my adult body eventually forces me to masturbate by rubbing the front of my diaper. For me, this breaks and ends the ageplay and Iâll go to my bed to hump my shark and push a vibrator onto the front of my diaper. After an hour and having a few orgasms, I kinda wonder why I do this.. but itâs okay. Itâs been a fun afternoon, and Iâll go shower and return back to the adult life ^^ Â
Sorry for not answering the Ask and instead writing a short description of my ageplay times. I hope that itâs okay.
My least favorite diaper is the Attends Slip Active m8 (and m9). These diapers have one tape on each side (so two tapes in total) and therefore fit me very poorly; i.e. the middle part of the diaper doesnât stay snugly around my thighs and instead narrows up over time. I bought a pack (with 28 diapers) of these diapers in 2013 (I think?) and it took me until at least 2016 to finish it. I did have other diapers in the mean time, of course. At some point I started buying Abena M3 packages and I loved those diapers for their simpleness and effectiveness. Though, this was a time before I started exploring ageplaying, so I was mostly just masturbating in these diapers. I should just have thrown the Attends away instead of wearing them reluctantly, I am not incontinent after all so I donât per se need uncomfortable diapers. What sense does it make to wear bad diapers when youâre doing it for fun? ^^;;
With that in mind, I should really start approaching my diaper choices more âscientificallyâ, so I could have lists of diapers that I can strongly recommend and other diapers which I would recommend more for low budget or something like that xD. But maybe the viewers of my blog just want to see my ass and thin frail body in diapers instead of reading silly analyses of diapers
I second the motion for diaper science. Also: I may have came for the diaper butt, but I stayed for the PERSONALITY! I’m all about the emotional feel behind the padding. I’ve seen tons of diaper butts. But if I see a diaper butt that also showcases someone’s personality and intelligence? Now THAT is a good combination. đ
Hey, Iâm really glad that you said that you stayed for the personality ^^. It is a really important recognition for me, you know.. My blog has almost 2500 messages, and lots and lots of photos (probably close to 5000 photos), but itâs just me, right? In the end, I am a real person and not just an object in a bunch of photos. Itâs like when youâve listened to a ton of songs from someone, and suddenly you realize thereâs a person behind it, or when you realize that your favorite character in a movie is a real person, too!
Anyway, Iâm really glad and thankful.. I should be faster to respond to messages and reblogs that I receiveÂ
xD Thank you for this Ask. This one is going to be hilarious.Â
Iâve taken almost 3000 pictures for this blog, mostly of myself in various adult baby-ish poses and situations. But in reality I almost never take selfies. I play around with Snapchat on my phone, sometimes, but Iâm not the sort of person who would save those kinds of selfies. Itâs not that I lack self-confidence for this; itâs that I donât see a reason to take selfies. I donât know anyone who Iâd send those selfies to ^^;;
I do love taking pictures of people. But the joy of taking pictures, for me, is to showcase a person in a way they donât normally see themselves. Taking a photo and displaying it in the way I want is a form of art, right? A photo, for me, isnât about displaying what reality is like. With a phone, the pictures look very bland to me, exactly how my own eyes see it. With a big camera, I can set it to save RAW files, and edit those raw files on my laptop later. Also, with a big camera I can use a flash, choose a big aperture to play with the background, change the iso, and I donât have to worry about the camera âdecidingâ on the wrong settings like the white balance. I use Capture One to edit my raw files, and I can recommend everyone to look into how to save photos in raw to be able to edit them manually. Because it gives you a lot more room to ârescueâ a photo which you thought had failed into something usable, but also to play around with pictures to make them look more artsy.Â
I thought about it before but I donât think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I donât really want to disappoint anyone. So I think itâs best that itâs just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I donât annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!
@coucherequin thereâs someone for everyone. Just gotta open yourself to the possibility. I mean thereâs lots of communication at first. You donât just start with a ddlg dynamic from the get go. Itâs something that takes work to build that trust but youâd be surprised:) donât extinguish all hope.
Itâs true, with whoever a relationship may be, itâs not realistic to expect there to be a good (or even any)
ddlg dynamic from the very beginning. There would have to be trust, understanding and especially the willingness and ability to be vulnerable around someone else. I expose a lot of my vulnerabilities on this blog, but I am safe because I can control everything. In a real-world situation, if I were to act like I do in my pictures, I would not be able to control the situation if there was another person in the room who could do really anything with my body..Â
I dunno what I want on the long term. I do lay awake at night thinking about it sometimes. On the one hand, I do think it would make my life a lot more enjoyable if I could share it with another girl or boy. On the other hand, it takes effort, humiliation and maybe even pain to try out relationships and statistically it should take several tries before I hit the definitive person. Should I really go through all that effort, humiliation and pain just so that I can share my life with someone? Probably yes, though I havenât overcome that mental hurdle yet.  Â
Nah, she doesnât. This Ask was (likely) sent to me because I mentioned that in the past she found wet diapers in my trash a few times, when I was being lazy and not disposing it properly. She asked me about it and I just answered that I liked wearing them and that Iâm not ill. We never really talked about it. I think itâs fine like this ^^. And as long as I keep censoring my face, the chances of someone finding out about me online are also not very big ^^
I thought about it before but I donât think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I donât really want to disappoint anyone. So I think itâs best that itâs just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I donât annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!
Hm well, up until the end of January 2020, I rented an apartment, which I shared with 2 other people to keep the costs down. I lived there from the beginning of 2015 onwards. I had my own big room, which the other two people werenât allowed to enter. Unfortunately I had to move and Iâm temporarily living with my parents. As soon as I can (that is, when the corona stuff cools down), Iâll move to a new place, where Iâll live by myself and Iâll have all of my privacy again. In that new place, Iâm not going to live together with anyone (for the time being) cus I really want to be on my own again. Maybe Iâll adopt a cat, who knows.Â
The advantage of sharing my home with those 2 people was many-fold, though. The whole reason I was sharing my home (I did not have to) was because I saw the ups and downs of both and decided there were more ups than downs. What I lost in privacy, I did gain back in being able to more easily receive packages (for instance) and not feeling so alone, among many other things. Of course it was also a lot cheaper like that. If you ask me again after the corona is over and Iâll have moved, Iâll be able to answer how much Iâm enjoying living on my own in that new place ^^. Maybe Iâll feel lonely, maybe Iâll love it.Â
If youâre asking whether I have a partner; no I donât have a partner right now, Iâm single. I take all the pictures by myself using a tripod and my cameraâs built-in timer. I think I got kinda good at taking pictures of myself like this ^^, what do you think?
The clothes I like wearing most when Iâm ageplaying are pyjamas. Iâm sorry about this. ageplaying can be really boring to look at because itâs just me wearing pyjamas watching a cartoon or drinking from a bottle or taking a nap with my shark plushie. None of those things are interesting to take a picture of. So I do take some of my clothes off when I take pictures of myself. I donât like going completely naked (apart from the nappy), but Iâll usually expose my nappy and my legs for pictures. And even still, in a lot of pictures Iâll wear socks or tights/leggings to cover up my legs. Due to tumblrâs policy Iâm not allowed to expose my chest, but itâs better that I donât do that anyway. I do âspiceâ up pictures by wearing some of my dresses and skirts sometimes ^^
Thank you for sending me this Ask.. you want to see me because Iâm thin? Being thin is easy when you donât enjoy eating, you know xD. Food can be delicious, so I can understand how difficult it must be for others to maintain a low body weight. The best advice I can give to maintain a low body weight is to just not buy certain foods and treats. If itâs not in your home, then the threshold will be so high that your desires will just vanish. Thank you for saying that my pictures are wonderful
coucherequin: snuglypampered: coucherequin: When cats imitate their human See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife @coucherequin I love how thick your diapers are! They must feel amazing between your legs đ youâd love to know, huh xD
coucherequin: Poor sharkie is getting squashed by me (ăá´ă) See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife I love the feeling of something pushing against me down there xD
Agh.. I wrote this answer, and pressed post. and then it disappeared. XD the post even said that tumblr is easy to post to, the irony. Iâll try and rewrite it:
I post once per day, with new pictures ^^. Iâve done that for a long time now. Occasionally when I run low on pictures, Iâll put a reblog or an ask in place of the daily post, but it really doesnât happen that often these days. I try to limit the time I spend on this website, cus I donât want it to become a timesink. I do get fun out of posting here, though I also sometimes get weird messages in return. Thereâs other blogs and online platforms that Iâd rather spend my time on. This is a form of art, right? Maybe that last part is stretching it.Â
coucherequin: snuglypampered: coucherequin: When cats imitate their human See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife @coucherequin I love how thick your diapers are! They must feel amazing between your legs đ youâd love to know, huh xD
Oh, dat zijn deze fotoâs ^^;; Dankjewel hoor voor je berichtje! Ik schaam me een beetje dat ik altijd op fotoâs sta met een hele volle luier. Maar het is niet anders, zodra ik mezelf een luier om doe, dan kan ik het gewoon niet meer ophouden
This was supposed to be an Ask, and not a reply, so I am answering it in this way I probably would not wear diapers â24/7âł. For me, the magic kinda wears off after a few hours. Also, I would run … Continue reading →
These are old pictures that are still stuck in Tumblrâs âflagged postsâ thing. I might as well just post them again to see what happens xD I was wearing a Bambino Bellissimo diaper in this picture, a super fun and … Continue reading →
So far, I liked the Bambino Bellissimo the best! I think I currently donât have any left.. I should get new ones! The reason I think theyâre the best (so far) is that for me they were really oversized, without actually being too big! What I mean is that the Bellissimo was a very wide diaper, which made me feel like my whole body was smaller than it is.. I felt like such a big baby while wearing it, and maybe I even came a little in it ^^;;Â
curiouskinkcollection: coucherequin: more silly mirror pictures.. I needed a change so badly, but there was no one to help me out XD đŚ, so Iâll have to be a wet fish for the remainder of the day See my archive | Donate … Continue reading →
I like cuddling with my shark plush. Itâs soft and itâs a fish so itâs like a body pillow, without any of the negative associations of a body pillow⌠cus itâs a giant shark XD. There really arenât any down-sides to it. I wish it was slightly bigger, but then again it was made for kids so maybe Iâm a couple of sizes too big for it
snuglypampered: coucherequin: When cats imitate their human See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife @coucherequin I love how thick your diapers are! They must feel amazing between your legs đ youâd love to know, huh xD
I think I answered this one before.. But for some reason, this ask is still in my inbox.. Feel free to send me any ask you like ^^, Iâll try and answer everything eventually!
Anyway, No I donât feel shame for having a diaper fetish ^^. Maybe Iâm a little freak, but cus I strictly limit my littlespace to my own room where I donât bother anyone with it, I doubt I pose any harm to anyone. Without harm, thereâs no need to feel ashamed I think
xD there are shark onesies (kigurumis) and Iâve seen âm before. I currently have 4 kigurumis and I should downscale (or clean up) before getting even more, I think. My wardrobe is already bulging from my regular clothes, from cute outfits, pyjamas, and cosplays.
My fav combination of diapers and an outfit is actually kigurumis, like that stitch one I have! However, because they cover up my whole body, I can understand that itâs kinda boring to look at. I tend to settle with wearing comfy pyjamas, so that I can feel like a smol little kid, and the pictures still are interesting to look at ^^. Cute pyjamas tend to be shorts (or removed shorts), so then I have to cover up my legs with socks. Itâs all so weird and makes no sense. As long as I can feel like a kid, and it doesnât make the pictures look boring, it should be okay I think
bom2104: coucherequin: See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife super leuke foto! volle luier? of is deze luier erg dik? Dat wil je wel weten, hèh? ^^ @bom2104
^^ Still about Valentines day, huh.. Sorry, I didnât realize itâs such an important day to others, I literally did nothing special and for me it was just another day, just like the 13th and the 15th.Â
kimimerc: coucherequin: When cats imitate their human See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife Can I slip in behind you đ Only if youâre a cat!
this is the last picture in this series.. Iâll take new pictures soon. Thank you ^^ See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife
I think I set the flash wrong x_x, looks like I aimed it to the right, instead of against the ceiling, so the illumination is really shitty, Iâm sorry See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife
I was wearing a big bambino bellissimo diaper underneath the kigurumi all this time! áâęâá See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife
Of course I tried to behave the best I could ^^. But Iâm no perfect person.. In the New Year, Iâll start over again to do my best,okay? Iâll try to take lots of fun pictures and try to keep my blog from getting banned. I hope to have lots of fun and engaging conversations with you guys on PM..
you can see the other socks lying besides me in bed °.°, oops I should clean up between photo series See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife
thank you. I have my reasons to have self doubt.. But maybe everyone does XD. But I think that others can have it much worse sometimes, I would never down-play the feelings of others for my own self pity. I am a shark, after all đŚđŚđŚ
I told you, youâre allowed to see my underwear ^^, but donât stare please See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequinâs blogFetlife
You can see my tripod in the pictures °v°… I should really buy a new tripod. this one isnât strong enough to hold my cam in place when itâs pointing down (like pointing down onto my bed).. cus itâs quite … Continue reading →
these pictures took me forever to take xD, cus I have to get up to check the camera each time, then set the timer again, lay down, and wait for the picture to be taken.. but itâs fun to do … Continue reading →
Update:Â I think non-pornographic ABDL content should be fine on Tumblr for the time being. Iâm going to be more careful with what I post, but I think Iâll stay on Tumblr. Just in case, you can also find me … Continue reading →
