You’re definitely right. The chances of me finding a partner are not zero. Maybe the inhibitor is myself, huh?
When the facts hit me, I do feel very desperate. I’m really sorry to hear that you also feel lonely. I try to think of positive things, of my friends and of my family. I chat a lot on Discord in various servers, I spend a lot of time in voicechat channels and I really try to engage with people in meaningful conversations that they remember. That’d also be my recommendation for you
It is very distracting to take pictures of myself when I’m ageplaying. Also, it is tiring and it takes away some of my time when editing those pictures and when compiling them into tumblr posts. For that reason, I don’t take pictures during every ageplaying session. So there will be lots of sessions where I don’t take any pictures. The reason that I can post every day is because during one of those ageplay picture sessions, I will take around 100 pictures, which I can choose the best from and post those gradually. I would definitely have a lot more pictures to post, if I did take pictures every single time I wear diapers. However, that would take away some of the fun of ageplaying for me.
As for why I take these pictures at all.. I’m not sure. I can’t remember why I started this blog. I guess that people fap to those pictures of me, that’s okay. I don’t specifically take pictures with the intent that others can fap to me. I’ve been told many times that I look vulnerable in my ABDL pictures. I’m not exactly sure why. Maybe it’s because I’m fairly thin and fragile-looking, and the pictures show my half-naked body up close in bed. The bed adds to the atmosphere that I am letting you into my private life. Know that I don’t mind. I don’t feel like I’m in danger. As long as I hide my face (and thereby identity), I doubt that anyone would ever harm me for this. The ill-intended messages I do get, I can just ignore them (and I do). That I look vulnerable is maybe a sign that my pictures are well-taken ageplay pictures! When my diaper is on display, and I am wearing a cute outfit that no adult would wear, I am fully admitting myself to ageplay!
Taking ABDL pictures and publishing them here has become a habit for me. I enjoy interacting with others here, and helping them to feel more at ease with diapers and adult baby stuff. I am your (catless) crazy cat lady that you can write to (via Asks) for emotional support ^^
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I always try to have a wonderful and energetic week ^^
Each morning I wake up to the reality which is adult life, and I have to leave my shark in my bed, while I cycle to work and do weird adult stuff that no one but a few people on earth will understand. When I return home, I have to clean up all my mess, prepare food for that evening and food for the next day breakfast and lunch. Afterwards, I’ll sit down to have a little bit of social interaction with people on the internet. Kinda sad to write a summary like this, but you have to make the best of it. The rona didn’t even change my routine all that much. I work a practical job so I can just go to the lab to do my thing without needing someone’s permission or something. I’m not the sort of person who went clothes or shoe shopping very often, beyond the necessity. Nowadays I do that even less. I don’t even order stuff online that often, because I feel that I already own everything that I want to own ^^. Maybe I’ll purchase a new laptop at the end of this year, but it’s probably not even necessary. What do people even do with their money each month? Mine goes to the little bit of rent that I pay, the food that I eat, and the remainder goes to my savings account.. What do you do?
Hm I think I answered a similar question in the last few days? No, I don’t wear diapers all the time. I only wear a diaper on Saturday or on Sunday for a few hours. I am not incontinent. The only reason that I wear diapers is to ageplay. I can’t ageplay unless I’m completely free of other tasks and I’m inside my own home and left alone. Consequently, I only ageplay (and therefore only wear diapers) when it’s not a work day and I have nothing else planned ^^. It’s my private time, you know? It’s not an outfit that I can put on and enjoy, it’s a mood that I need to get into. I do think the desire to age regress builds up over time, and if I can’t do it for a few weeks it gets kind of annoying in my head, but usually it’s okay to do it once every 1-2 weeks..
I’m sorry. I’m not wearing one right now ^^.. I usually don’t wear a diaper during the week, because I feel that there isn’t enough time for it without rushing. Which one should I wear, you think? I’ve worn so many different diapers already, though xD
Thank you for this Ask! I should probably marry one day xD. But I think I need a partner before I can marry. I don’t have a partner right now.
Hm but in seriousness. I really don’t know. When I try to think about these topics my mind kinda wanders between the immense responsibility I’d have to carry when I’m in a relationship with someone (I have had relationships in the past), and the joy of actually being in a relationship. I’m 29 right now so there’s some pressure from others that I should probably figure it out.. but what if I can’t figure it out? Will I have failed if I’m single and childless by the time I’m 45? Some people have mentioned to me that I should see a psychologist. I do think they’re suggesting that out of kindness and goodwill, though this is a topic that I need to find out by myself, I feel. It’s not even about diapers or ageplay; those come way down the priority list and don’t define me as a person nor do they determine my choices in life.
As for my opinion of marriage between other people.. well good for them ^^, I hope they can stay happy forever!
This is me wearing a Lil monsters diaper underneath tights ^^ :
You mean Rearz Lil Monsters? You can get them at lots of places like amazon , saveexpress, or eurodl. I don’t know where you live so I can’t tell you which online shop is good for you. Diaper packages are big and heavy so it’s always best to choose a shop that’s relatively close to you. Lil monsters are decorated like abdl diapers and they’re really thick so for me they are really fun! I feel like a big baby when I’m wearing one ^^
xD I’m sorry to disappoint you, I am average at best. I’m fully aware of this. It’s just that this is such a small niche ‘fetish’ and there are not that many people who actively post content online. There’s even fewer people who post content online regularly. AFAIK I’m the only one that posts daily (do you know of others?). So lots of people lunge at my blog. I feel that the pictures I take and the time I put into this blog appear to have a positive effect on others. So, I think it’s worth it, for now. And I love wearing diapers xD
The pictures that I take of myself and post here on this blog seem to make people happy. I tried taking videos of myself, but they’re boring I think. There isn’t anything that I can do in a video that’d be interesting to watch, I think ^^;;.. Usually I don’t “flood” my nappy when I’m peeing, cus I pee small amounts each time, so I think you couldn’t even see it if I did record myself peeing a nappy. Besides, there’s lots of other people who have already made and posted videos of themselves wetting a diaper. My pictures are special (to me) because it shows my regression into my own little space. I’ll try to continue doing that for as long as I can
babysitterbear: coucherequin: bom2104: coucherequin: I shouldn’t show these types of pictures on this blog.. But just one is okay, right? See my archive | Donate lekker genieten! ja, heel soms ^^ @bom2104 , mag dat denk je? Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequin’s blogFetlife Good … Continue reading →
I used to use a canon 100d, but I use a sony a7 now. I occasionally take pictures with my phone, but I don’t like it that much cus it doesn’t allow to me edit the pictures in the way I like. Also I can’t put my phone on a tripod XD
huggablam: coucherequin: huggablam: coucherequin: huggablam: coucherequin: babyandy22: coucherequin: What do you think? You wanna be in the spot where the plushie is? See my archive | Donate I’d love to be in the plushie’s spot xD I’m sure you’d want to be … Continue reading →
huggablam: coucherequin: huggablam: coucherequin: babyandy22: coucherequin: What do you think? You wanna be in the spot where the plushie is? See my archive | Donate I’d love to be in the plushie’s spot xD I’m sure you’d want to be there Coucherequin … Continue reading →
evelynstinky: coucherequin: Do you prefer white or black leggings? See my archive | Donate I think tights are the best diaper cover and I like them all as long the opacity isn’t to big. I love white tights and leggings ^^ , … Continue reading →
huggablam: coucherequin: babyandy22: coucherequin: What do you think? You wanna be in the spot where the plushie is? See my archive | Donate I’d love to be in the plushie’s spot xD I’m sure you’d want to be there Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequin’s … Continue reading →
helping-hand-and-harming-scythe: coucherequin: helping-hand-and-harming-scythe: coucherequin: babyandy22: coucherequin: What do you think? You wanna be in the spot where the plushie is? See my archive | Donate I’d love to be in the plushie’s spot xD I’m sure you’d want to be there Coucherequin … Continue reading →
middlemommy: coucherequin: This isn’t very discrete, is it? See my archive | Donate I think it’s fine. No one will say a thing. xD well you certainly wouldn’t say anything bad.. But other people might!
Do my parents know I wear diapers? I’m sure they do xD, they are my parents after all. Your parents know everything about you, even if you don’t tell them something. That said, I don’t talk about it with them
I took a couple of pictures of myself wearing a Lil’ Monsters diaper from Rearz that was given to me by @cofftee °>°. Thank you! See my archive | Donate Coucherequin on InstagramCoucherequin’s blogFetlife
I received a gift from a friend °^° @cofftee . Thank you very much for sending me this! Please tell me what I can do in return for you!! It’s a post item containing a crinklz (on the left) and … Continue reading →