I may be at an anime convention called abunai right now š (in my hotel room)
I went to an anime rave party wearing a diaper underneath an abdl onesie and a poofy cosplay uniform š³. I wonder if I was the only guest there wearing such a thing š
YES!!
š¤ š„° š„°
(“Yes!” to celebrate your courage for going out – I’m sure you were not alone wearing a diaper. š¤)
Please tell us more about this adventure.
… (& what’s next?)
Hm well maybe there were also at least 1 other person wearing a diaper… but I will never know. I got very sweaty, but I continued way past my bedtime !!
Whatās next is that I have to post new pictures to my tumblr blog, because Iāve been kind of less active for months already…Ā
Have you ever watched Inception? Recursive story telling is a common trope in fiction, though not often appreciated because it’s difficult to follow for some.
What I mean by ‘recursion’ here is when a character describes a fictional character and setting, who itself is describing a fictional character and setting, and so forth. Once you are 2-3 layers deep, it becomes nearly impossible to follow for the majority of readers. The ability to imagine a complex or abstract scenario is probably uniquely human, which can help us to better understand the feelings of others (and thus live harmoniously in a group), but also allow for high-level planning of future events (improving our adaptation). Putting it like this, you can probably hypothesize that ‘sociopathic’ behavior is caused by the inability to imagine complex or abstract scenarios (especially related to the feelings of others), rather than by a willful intent to cause harm in others. Whether this ability is learned or developmental, I don’t know. I appreciate that I have never had difficulties understanding concepts or feelings, though I also look up to others who are able to go even ‘deeper’ than I can.
When I was an actual child, the one thing I feared about growing up was the concept that I’d be gradually unable to learn new things and new skills. I’m not sure where this fear came from; probably my observation that older people had such difficulty adapting to new developments, and my own limitations of not being able to learn a new language. Now I don’t think that this fear was fully grounded. Language development does change while we grow up; it becomes more difficult to learn a completely new language. Learning how to play a musical instrument also becomes more difficult. Though, in contrast, many other things become much easier to learn as we get older due to cumulative experiences. You’re no longer starting from scratch, you already have decades worth of observations in your head. If you remain open to learn new things, and don’t dismiss concepts outright, I think that you will be able to continue learning new things and new skills throughout your life. Herein, your starting point and development obviously affect your rate of learning. Due to working as a biomedical scientist for over a decade, I’m fairly good at working in a medical laboratory, and new techniques come to me as if I’ve done them for years already.
To go back to the question ‘how deep is deep?’. There’s a lot of ways to answer this, depending on context and depending on ‘how deep’ of an answer you want ^^
Thank you Dr. Your little side deeply contrasts with your professional side in intriguing ways that invite acceptance.
Thank you for sharing yourself with us. šš¤
xD Must be strange to hear me say all these weird complicated things, while I’m also just trying to be a good baby.
But I’m not going to roleplay, it’d be too tiring I think. I’m just me and that’s it.
You ARE a good baby….š¤š„° …
and, I believe, a good scientist.
Balancing both makes you truly outstanding. š„°
Iām not sure about those claims xD. Maybe Iām actually awful at both… But I care and I try my best, and maybe that will make the difference.
I’d like to keep my littlespace as innocent as possible š. I know that diapers are a huge turn-on to some, but I wouldn’t want to mix it with other fetishes. I need to become more pure !!!
What I think works well with ageplay is to wear cute outfits and stuff like thighhigh socks… I should get more cutesy stuff for myself
I’m afraid that too few memories are left for me to grasp whether it was embarrassing to be put into diapers, or to know even who diapered me, or what kind of diapers they were. The memories that remain are about how I am in the bottom part of a bunk bed wearing pajamas and a diaper (I don’t know what kind of diaper), and everything felt complete.
I sometimes wear a diaper to bed now… and in the middle of the night I wake up with a full bladder. Not to train myself that it’s okay to wet the bed, I walk to my bathroom and wet my diaper ^^. It’s really surreal to wake up with a wet diaper (even if I did it consciously), and it’s the hugest turn-on ever for me. If I had a partner, they’d definitely find me at my weakest at that moment. You could do anything to me, probably even a kiss would make me come into my diaper.
Insightful comment on your struggle with your inner baby.
I wish you could just use your diaper with less fuss & get a better sleep.š¤
I wouldn’t want to become reliant on diapers and wet them at night without realising. Diapers are for fun and I want the fun to be on my terms š§”. I really love the sensation of peeing myself and feeling it disappear, and feeling the diaper swell up in response. (Sorry for being weird with this, but it’s just who I am)
Have you ever watched Inception? Recursive story telling is a common trope in fiction, though not often appreciated because it’s difficult to follow for some.
What I mean by ‘recursion’ here is when a character describes a fictional character and setting, who itself is describing a fictional character and setting, and so forth. Once you are 2-3 layers deep, it becomes nearly impossible to follow for the majority of readers. The ability to imagine a complex or abstract scenario is probably uniquely human, which can help us to better understand the feelings of others (and thus live harmoniously in a group), but also allow for high-level planning of future events (improving our adaptation). Putting it like this, you can probably hypothesize that ‘sociopathic’ behavior is caused by the inability to imagine complex or abstract scenarios (especially related to the feelings of others), rather than by a willful intent to cause harm in others. Whether this ability is learned or developmental, I don’t know. I appreciate that I have never had difficulties understanding concepts or feelings, though I also look up to others who are able to go even ‘deeper’ than I can.
When I was an actual child, the one thing I feared about growing up was the concept that I’d be gradually unable to learn new things and new skills. I’m not sure where this fear came from; probably my observation that older people had such difficulty adapting to new developments, and my own limitations of not being able to learn a new language. Now I don’t think that this fear was fully grounded. Language development does change while we grow up; it becomes more difficult to learn a completely new language. Learning how to play a musical instrument also becomes more difficult. Though, in contrast, many other things become much easier to learn as we get older due to cumulative experiences. You’re no longer starting from scratch, you already have decades worth of observations in your head. If you remain open to learn new things, and don’t dismiss concepts outright, I think that you will be able to continue learning new things and new skills throughout your life. Herein, your starting point and development obviously affect your rate of learning. Due to working as a biomedical scientist for over a decade, I’m fairly good at working in a medical laboratory, and new techniques come to me as if I’ve done them for years already.
To go back to the question ‘how deep is deep?’. There’s a lot of ways to answer this, depending on context and depending on ‘how deep’ of an answer you want ^^
Thank you Dr. Your little side deeply contrasts with your professional side in intriguing ways that invite acceptance.
Thank you for sharing yourself with us. šš¤
xD Must be strange to hear me say all these weird complicated things, while I’m also just trying to be a good baby.
But I’m not going to roleplay, it’d be too tiring I think. I’m just me and that’s it.
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What I can distill from your Ask, is that you’re interested in ABDL stories. I find that they’re difficult to write well, without going into unnatural situations. I read stories written by others. Humiliation seems to be a huge trigger… You even suggest it in your ask; public diaper wearing, exposing oneself to a (somewhat) stranger.
What really triggers me when I read stories is unreasonable stuff, illogical events, plot holes, etc. … It doesn’t make sense to me why a crib would become unavailable for 12 months if it’s not picked up today. It’s a story element used to create urgency and it attempts to make that urgency sound logical. But I think that it’s kinda disrespectful of readers to assume that they’re just going to accept the plothole as-is. Readers are smart people, and they want a good realistic story… It can still contain improbable stuff, as long as they’re logical, I think.
In the background, I am writing an ABDL story about two friends who have a strong love interest for one another, where one of them is a full ABDL like me, and the friend being supportive but not fundamentally interested in it. I think that this is the most likely scenario when it comes to relationships where ABDL plays a role yet not both partners are into ABDL.
I may be at an anime convention called abunai right now š (in my hotel room)
I went to an anime rave party wearing a diaper underneath an abdl onesie and a poofy cosplay uniform š³. I wonder if I was the only guest there wearing such a thing š
XD wearing diapers is supposed to be embarrassing?
I’ll answer the question for real. In a lot of abdl stories, embarrassment and public exposure seems to be a recurring theme, even beyond language barriers. By the latter, I mean that you also see it in Japanese abdl comics, and in Dutch abdl stories. So, it’s not exclusive to English abdl stories. That’s reassuring, right? Also outside of abdl, embarrassment seems to be a huge turn-on in certain situations.
As for why embarrassment and abdl would be linked… I can only hypothesize. Embarrassment is a strong emotion that allows us to remember stuff in huge detail for a long time. You tend to forget the mundane stuff, but you remember those really embarrassing things, as well as the really exciting memories. So I kinda hypothesize that the initial trigger that eventually leads to infantilism is probably related to a strong emotion such as embarrassment/humiliation. I can’t tell you what ‘causes’ abdl, because there’s probably a unique event for each one of us, though it converges to similar endpoints. My own hypothesis is that abdl is caused by a number of events where diapers co-occur with fear, anxiety, humiliation, embarrassment, anger and/or strong criticism from a parent or elder, specifically during a sensitive age window (probably 6~8 years age). The sexual element of diapers would then probably be established because of the intimate nature of getting diapered by an elder. Though, even diapering yourself at that age can probably cause the same link. People are usually out of diapers by those ages, so they likely don’t develop abdl. Continued bedwetting (and therefore use of diapers) or similar stuff probably increases the likelihood of making the association.
I’m not sure if I like embarrassment. I do like the ‘thrill’ of talking about embarrassing things. It’s hype exciting, and it makes me look forward to something. Though, if the topic of abdl is already disclosed to a partner, it’d probably lose its embarrassment quickly?? My ultimate fantasy is that I’d like to be treated as a helpless baby… Sleep in a crib wearing nothing but a diaper, onesie and socks, with a paci in my mouth. My food for the whole day would be thick infant formula given through a baby bottle, and I have to use my diaper. My caregiver plays with me, makes me color a drawing and watch cartoons, and changes my diaper. Before sleep, there’s a ‘special’ diaper change where I’m allowed to come in my diaper, but afterwards I need to sleep in my crib with a paci in my mouth and a big shark plushie in my arms š. I can’t even imagine how it’d feel to release a whole day of sexual tension into a wet diaper. Best feeling ever?
The delightful fantasy that you painted is indeed enjoyable to imagine if there always remains some ‘safe’ embarrassment to overcome. Ā Of course, boundaries need to be respected.
There could also be equal or more incredible allure with no embarrassment with the thrill of surrendering to being dependent and vulnerable.Ā
I think this is just another way of saying what you did.
But it’s not a fantasy… It’s what I’d actually like to experience ^^. Is it that much to ask for? It seems innocent and cute, to me!! I’m not asking for anything outlandish, I think???
I think the desire to live your (our) fantasy is a necessary part of finding happiness. Embrace it, let it thrive, & make it fit in your (our) world.
I think we are singing the same song. š«
(PS. Don’t make your formula too thick, it will clog the nipple in your baby bottle. Of course, the hole can be enlarged…but not so big that your formula will dribble out if the bottle falls on the floor…or your crib mattress. š¤)
I kinda wish that the shark was a little bit fatter. He got so flat from me sleeping on top of him almost every day
I like to pretend that he loves me. It kinda turns me on when he’s on top of me. Maybe one day I’ll give him a strap-on so that the shark can go inside me xD. But oops this is way too lewd. I just want to have innocent fun.
“Innocence is moral goodness” & sharing with adults that you enjoy pleasuring yourself is not immoral. ….although announcing this to your parents could be embarrassing..š
I don’t know what your quote is referring to, what was it about?
Though, bdl is probably not something that you’d have to tell your parents, I think? I don’t think that it should harm anything, and maybe your mom would say “I always knew it”, but it’s just one of those things that they don’t necessarily need to know about. What do you think?
My quote was intended to just support your desire to have innocent fun, and that what you say is not too lewd, IMO. Sorry for being so vague.
I wish your shark was fatter. Perhaps you could put better stuffing in him and give him new life. I know there is something out there that would keep him fatter longer. š„
My reference to “parents” was “tongue-n-cheek” humor…š. For me, with my parents, I think it would have been extremely embarrassing & non-supportive. However, my mom may have just shrugged it off as…“it’s just one of those things” (which she often did say). š
Thank you for your support <3
Yes, thereās plushie stuffing that is for sale, specifically to fill up pillows and stuffed toys. Itād do my shark well if he got some new stuffing. but the thought of opening him up frightens me. What if I mess up and I can never sleep with him again??? I canāt replace him, heās mineĀ š
Well my mum knows, because she saw me throw away diapers a couple of times, and sheās seen some of my baby stuff on accident. I never specifically asked her anything about it, as I think itās very awkward.. But Iām convinced that she would be supportive, if such a conversation ever came up. Itās my choice, itās harmless, it puts my mind at ease. And somehow I think that there must have been plenty of clues in my early childhood… Iām not going to ask, too embarrassingĀ
Huh, wow! A box of diapers arrived at my doorstep. It must mean that I need diapers… šš
I was gifted these diapers by an anonymous person. There was a note attached, with a private message (which I won’t show here), and signed by a nickname. I don’t know whether I can share the message, or the nickname, so here is the hint which the person who sent it may understand:š.
Thank you so much for gifting me this!! I wear diapers, and post pictures onto tumblr even if I was never given anything in return. I don’t expect anything in return; I genuinely enjoy wearing diapers and ageplay, taking pictures, and I’ve gotten to enjoy showing other people my littlespace. That way, I can inspire you to try out your own littlespace, and see how far you wish to go. I made an amazon wishlist when someone specifically asked for this in a tumblr Ask. I didn’t want to be rude and decline this offer, so I went with it and made a short list… I hope that you can see my reasoning, and see that I have good intentions in what I do
I can’t wait to wear this and show you!! I wonder whether I can make them leak xD
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I’m a little bit late with this.. but I was very happy to receive an amazon wishlist gift containing 2 plastic pants šš
It must have been a little bit strange for the person to pack this, to see an incontinence pants being used as a gift xD… But luckily there’s lots of different people out there, and some of them (me included) just happen to enjoy littlespace and ageplay !!! And there’s nothing wrong with littlespace. It is innocent, self-care and fun ^^
I’ve already worn these to bed, which is what I use plastic pants for, and they feel really soft and cute ^^. I’m so glad. Thank you Anonymous person for gifting these to me !! I am 99% sure who it is, but amazon does not show any names so it is an Anonymous gift
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I’ve never played that game, I’m afraid. When I was younger, I played a really really cute online game called “Ragnarok online”. And when I was a lil older I also played Minecraft and Pokemon !!
I’m not that big on playing videogames, as I just don’t have enough time for it. But maybe one day, I will be able to enjoy it a lil more ^^
I kinda wish that the shark was a little bit fatter. He got so flat from me sleeping on top of him almost every day
I like to pretend that he loves me. It kinda turns me on when he’s on top of me. Maybe one day I’ll give him a strap-on so that the shark can go inside me xD. But oops this is way too lewd. I just want to have innocent fun.
“Innocence is moral goodness” & sharing with adults that you enjoy pleasuring yourself is not immoral. ….although announcing this to your parents could be embarrassing..š
I don’t know what your quote is referring to, what was it about?
Though, abdl is probably not something that you’d have to tell your parents, I think? I don’t think that it should harm anything, and maybe your mom would say “I always knew it”, but it’s just one of those things that they don’t necessarily need to know about. What do you think?
When I checked my mailbox this afternoon, there was a package inside that I didn’t order myself… It was even kinda stuck inside my mailbox xD, cus those amazon packages are exactly the same size as my mail box oops. It was an anonymous gift, selected from my amazon gift list ā¤ļøā¤ļø
Thank you so much !!! It is a black onesie with a black skirt accompanying it. The shoulder part is a mesh. I’m a lil busy so I can’t pose with it myself right now, but I briefly put it on my shark for a picture xD. What do you think of it??? Do you have a onesie, yourself?
XD wearing diapers is supposed to be embarrassing?
I’ll answer the question for real. In a lot of abdl stories, embarrassment and public exposure seems to be a recurring theme, even beyond language barriers. By the latter, I mean that you also see it in Japanese abdl comics, and in Dutch abdl stories. So, it’s not exclusive to English abdl stories. That’s reassuring, right? Also outside of abdl, embarrassment seems to be a huge turn-on in certain situations.
As for why embarrassment and abdl would be linked… I can only hypothesize. Embarrassment is a strong emotion that allows us to remember stuff in huge detail for a long time. You tend to forget the mundane stuff, but you remember those really embarrassing things, as well as the really exciting memories. So I kinda hypothesize that the initial trigger that eventually leads to infantilism is probably related to a strong emotion such as embarrassment/humiliation. I can’t tell you what ‘causes’ abdl, because there’s probably a unique event for each one of us, though it converges to similar endpoints. My own hypothesis is that abdl is caused by a number of events where diapers co-occur with fear, anxiety, humiliation, embarrassment, anger and/or strong criticism from a parent or elder, specifically during a sensitive age window (probably 6~8 years age). The sexual element of diapers would then probably be established because of the intimate nature of getting diapered by an elder. Though, even diapering yourself at that age can probably cause the same link. People are usually out of diapers by those ages, so they likely don’t develop abdl. Continued bedwetting (and therefore use of diapers) or similar stuff probably increases the likelihood of making the association.
I’m not sure if I like embarrassment. I do like the ‘thrill’ of talking about embarrassing things. It’s hype exciting, and it makes me look forward to something. Though, if the topic of abdl is already disclosed to a partner, it’d probably lose its embarrassment quickly?? My ultimate fantasy is that I’d like to be treated as a helpless baby… Sleep in a crib wearing nothing but a diaper, onesie and socks, with a paci in my mouth. My food for the whole day would be thick infant formula given through a baby bottle, and I have to use my diaper. My caregiver plays with me, makes me color a drawing and watch cartoons, and changes my diaper. Before sleep, there’s a ‘special’ diaper change where I’m allowed to come in my diaper, but afterwards I need to sleep in my crib with a paci in my mouth and a big shark plushie in my arms š. I can’t even imagine how it’d feel to release a whole day of sexual tension into a wet diaper. Best feeling ever?
The delightful fantasy that you painted is indeed enjoyable to imagine if there always remains some ‘safe’ embarrassment to overcome. Ā Of course, boundaries need to be respected.
There could also be equal or more incredible allure with no embarrassment with the thrill of surrendering to being dependent and vulnerable.Ā
I think this is just another way of saying what you did.
But it’s not a fantasy… It’s what I’d actually like to experience ^^. Is it that much to ask for? It seems innocent and cute, to me!! I’m not asking for anything outlandish, I think???
I don’t think that I’ve had such a dream before. That’d be kinda strange. I have dreamt of diapers in peculiar situations… I have some difficulty recalling dreams from the past. I think that I’ve had numerous dreams of wearing diapers to school and being found out.
What is your experience? Have you dreamt of diapers in any way?
friendlylittlebean: requincouche: friendlylittlebean: requincouche: Would you like to join me in my bed? Youād have to wear the same as me, and you arenāt allowed to touch your diaper ^^Ā Yes yes yes!!!! But no touching your diaper, or my … Continue reading →
As an adult, I’ve never been diapered by someone other than myself ^^… It is a really really high-trust thing so it has to be with a special someone.
And even with that special someone, I’d probably be really embarrassed the first time. Wouldn’t you be? š³ They’d have to put diaper cream on me, rub it onto my skin, thighs, bum… They’d see my embarrassed face, trying to hide behind a paci and my shark… But my bellybutton would also be exposed. Everything would be exposed; my hips, thighs, legs, feet… But the onesie stays on, so at least my chest is covered
Thank you for the offer. I’m glad to hear that you’re doing well and you’re in good financial standing.
I’ve mentioned before that I do tumblr for fun without an expectation for compensation. I mean that I’d do it even if no one ever gave me anything in return. I just genuinely enjoy helping others, spreading positivity, spreading good vibes on littlespace, infantilism, ABDL, wearing diapers as an adult, and ageplay. I enjoy taking photos, and of course I am fully genuine ABDL myself.
But I also don’t want to be rude or thankless when I am offered something. There is real joy in giving, and I wouldn’t want to take away that joy.
A friend has gifted me wonderful gifts in the past, for which I am really grateful. Last Christmas, I gifted him something in return, which I hope he appreciated. Before, I didn’t have an amazon wishlist, but as an exception for now, I’ve created one. The things on it, I’d probably buy for myself at some point, and are things that I’d actually like to have. If nothing gets bought ever, that’s fine, I’d just get it for myself eventually xD. In case I made a mistake in setting up such a list, I’m really sorry and please send me a DM or an Ask. I know that I’m slow to answer, I’ll try my best to improve. I’m sorry if it’s inconvenient that it’s on the Netherlands amazon. Please take take and thank you for reading ā¤ļø
I take all photos by myself, without help from others.
Please feel free to give me tips on how to improve my photos ^^. I think that my photos are kinda boring, as it’s always just me in my bed / bathroom / kitchen. I rotate outfits, and diapers, to add variation. Though, it’s not much variation, ultimately.
It’d be too long to describe in a post (sorry, I’m kinda tired right now…). The perfect little day would rely a lot on what is available. My dream littlespace experience would be to have a nursery with a crib.
I’d wake up in my crib, with a big plush in my arms. My diaper is wet, and I’m wearing a print onesie. My partner would come see me, put their hand on my face and tell me that today will be a good day. I’m changed, and get to watch early morning cartoons and play with legos on the floor. During lunch, I’m spoon-fed and after lunch I get to run around on the grass in the garden. When I’m tired, I get to take a short nap, and afterwards I clumsily help out with household chores and help cook dinner together with my partner. After dinner, I get to take a bath and play with splashy splash splash toys in the bath tub… After bath, I sit on my partner’s lap while I try to watch tv… but I quickly doze off to sleep cus the movie is too difficult for me to understand xD. I’m guided to my crib. I’m handed a huge shark-shaped plush, which instantly puts me into a trance once I hug it… But there’s one final surprise. During the diaper change into my night-time diaper, I’m allowed to have an orgasm ā¤ļø. It’s super super strong from a whole day of ageplay… Afterwards, I blissfully fall asleep.
Please, there’s no need to feel envy over me. That is not the kind of feeling that I’d want to give to anyone.
You are a real person, just like me. You have loving family and friends, and every one of your days is a time for new adventures where you can discover something new. Every day is a new day upon which you can meet a new friend, or even meet your partner for life. Take good care of yourself, and you will be able to start every day with tons of energy and motivation!!! You are loved
I don’t know what “blushiest” means, here. The one that makes me feel the most embarrassed? I doubt that I would be sharing that xD. And what does “fantasy” mean, here? Just any imaginary thought, or specifically an erotic one? So many counter-questions to this Ask, sorry.
The thought of being diapered would probably score the highest for me. It’s such a high-trust personal thing… I wouldn’t even ever show it on pictures, it’s just too personal and vulnerable
What do you mean by “cold turkey without diapers”?
In case you’re under the impression that I wear diapers every day, and thus it’d be “cold turkey” to quit wearing them even for just a few days, maybe there is some misconception. I don’t wear diapers every day; I wear a diaper normally once per week on Saturday or Sunday, and sometimes a cloth diaper to bed. If I’m busy and I have to skip a weekend, so be it.
As for quitting diapers entirely for months, years, or for good… I haven’t done that in years, probably ever, ever since I started living on my own almost 10 years ago. I don’t see a reason why I’d stop wearing diapers ^^. They are a little weird to enjoy, but otherwise harmless fun. Take this also for yourself; diapers are harmless and you can enjoy them whenever you like !!! If it relaxes you or makes you feel better, by all means put on a diaper when you like and when you can, there’s nothing to be ashamed of š. Same thing with other littlespace-related attributes. If you like sleeping with a plushie, then feel free to do so !!! If you like cute pajamas, go ahead! Live your life the way you want, and enjoy anything that you like.
I went to go and see a movie š, did you think that I’d see Barbie, huh?
Instead, I went to see Oppenheimer!!!
But I will probably also go and see the Barbie movie, when the hype is a lil over and the theatre isn’t packed. This was actually the first time ever that I went to a movie where I bought the last seat… The hall was entirely full !!
I think that I’ve given out too much details on this topic, already. I’m sorry. I’m not the sort of person who gets drunk or starts acting weird. And I’m not going to wet my bed…
I like drinking wine. Most days one glass is enough. Sometimes one bottle goes inside me all in one day. I’m fine, I’d never overdo it. I drink plenty of water and I try to eat a healthy diet.
I think that this Ask is referring to what I said about a holiday with @cofftee. Is that correct? It’d depend on what he wants to do, I think. If he wants to go into nature, then I’d have to bring clothes that are suitable for that. If he just wants to see me as a baby, then I’d only pack baby clothes for myself and one set to travel with xD. I wonder how he’d like to see me…
Yes, please feel free (at any time) to send me an Ask on tumblr ^^. At worst, I’ll take a few days before I can properly respond, but I try my best to respond to everything.
I never noticed this, but apparently my right foot is 1 cm shorter compared to my left foot… I wonder what that means xD. Maybe it means that I’m actually a magical fairy
White wine straight from a baby bottle? xD I might have done that a few too many times.
But hm I don’t have much preference. I buy formulae for myself, but I’ll also just eat fruits, choco, milk, yoghurt… As much as I like baby stuff, I kinda don’t want to buy food that comes with lots of packaging cus I think that it’s a waste. Diapers make me feel guilty because they produce so much waste !!! (But no way that I’ll stop wearing diapers)
Pastel ššā¤ššā¤ļø (okay there’s no actual pastel-colored emoji that I can use oops…). You can tell from the way how I edit my pictures, I think? I like it when photos have that high-HDR-but-still-low-contrast look to them, with colors popping out from between the bland white and grey. It’s difficult to put into words, as it’s so natural for me to edit the raw photos into my style…
Though, when I say “edit photos”, I’m not talking about changing the composition or anything, it’s purely about the colors and lighting. The way a camera sees a scene, and how our eyes interpret that same scene are quite different. And, more importantly, how we envision a scene to be gets into the artistics.
Thank you ā¤ļø. I think that I am going to see a film tomorrow, one that was recently released.
Between Barbie and Oppenheimer, which film do you think I am most likely going to see? xD (“both” could also be an answer here, I think). Which one would you go and see, huh?
A few years ago I’d probably say “no”, but now I’m wondering whether I’ll ever have a short holiday with @cofftee xD. I’m not sure if he’d want to, but who knows what can happen in the future
There’s a lot of characters to choose from. I like Flandre, Cirno, Remilia, Okuu, Orin, Miko, Reimu, Marisa, Tenshi…
To cosplay, I like Miko the most, as she has exactly the same body type as me so it fits really well. If I had a smoller / cuter body, I’d love to be Flandre ā¤ļøš®
It’s not a matter of confidence. I’m confident enough to show you my littlespace and parts of my private life. I censor my face and other identifiable details, because I’d rather not mix my ABDL self with my other endeavors. I am a real person, and very real into ABDL since as long as I can remember. Nonetheless, I also do many other things where abdl would be off-topic so it’s in my best interest not to mix.
It’d feel strange to me to get paid to do something which I would do regardless of being given those things. I do use my private time to take these photos, and post them onto the internet, though this is also something which I enjoy doing. I must mention that @cofftee has given me a lot of gifts over the years, which I am very grateful for.
Here’s a fun little thought: since I buy a lot of abdl stuff for myself anyway, you could give me ideas on what to buy and I’ll consider them ^^. Sometimes, I’m just not aware of available things as I don’t have time to “window shop” online for inspiration
It was okay-ish. It was 25-30Ā°C indoors. My cosplays did get really dirty from wearing them in these temperatures. I washed them this evening and they’re hang-drying right now. But I’ll probably wash them again this week to try and make them fully white again ew.
Though, right now in south Europe it’s like 40+Ā°C, so I’m glad that I’m not there.
As far as I know, there’s nothing wrong with my health. I eat 3 meals every day, and I try my best to keep my diet varied. In the morning I eat a slice of bread as breakfast. For lunch, I tend to take last night’s leftovers, and for dinner I do cook almost every day… I like eating rice and pasta dishes with lots of veggies and fish. I do eat red meats, but not very often…
I do see myself in the mirror and I recognize that I am thin. I’m not sure why that is. Though, as long as I don’t feel fatigued, I don’t think that it matters ^^. If I did sports, then for sure I’d have more muscle
Yes! The anime convention from from Thursday until Sunday (13-16 July). I traveled back today, though I’ll go to my own home tomorrow, cus I still want to go and stay over at my parents’ place to see them.
It was sooooo fun!!! When I’m home proper, I’ll be able to show some pictures of it. I also spent way too much money on this holiday, so now I am very poor xD. But I still have a lot of diapers at my home, so at least I can be a baby as much as I like the coming while… And I do have a really big desire to ageplay cus I haven’t done it in over a week oops.
I should indulge in better foods. I’m super thin and my eating habits aren’t so good. I tend to eat rice with vegetables and fish, or pasta with lots of vegetables and sauce… Sometimes my mind tells me that my belly is too big, but I don’t have an unhealthy low weight, I think.
I do have house plants, they’re kalanchoes, and spider plants.
I’m sorry, I’m super busy at work + preparations for my holiday + creative stuff + other projects. Tumblr is unfortunately the first thing that I’ll sacrifice time on. Also, my computer has been really slow lately and I dunno what to do about that
No, that place was an oven every single time I went. France doesn’t do AC in the majority of (public) places, and they have really good weather during Summer, so it’s 30+Ā°C inside trains, stations, convention centers, restaurants, etc. I don’t mind the heat, but diapers would make it more uncomfortable. (and I’m glad that I don’t mind the heat, because I’m in good health. If my health was bad, for sure I’d struggle in that kind of heat). Though, still, it’s unfortunate that it tends to be so hot during that convention; people are sluggish and less energetic, or they’ll skip wearing a cosplay.
The next one will be Japan Expo š. It’s always mega hot there, so I don’t think that I want to wear anything but the loosest blouse and shorts. Or maybe a skirt or short dress. I still have to decide on what to bring.
This is a strange question… but I’ll assume that it was asked in good faith. No I have never had a real penis inside of me. I’ve dated a girl in the past, but I am open to both sexes, I think. Right now, I’m okay being single. It’s been like this forever, and I’m very socially awkward; so probably it won’t change any time soon.
I wasn’t sure what this was, and whether such a thing was actually celebrated… and I’m still not really sure whether I understand it.
But in that weekend, I went to see my parents, and I attended a wedding of a friend. The weather was really nice, the food was reaaaallly good, and I had a great time during the whole day! I took some pictures for the couple, because apparently my friends recognize that I take good pictures xD. I wonder whether that’s true…
I’m sorry that I mentioned it on several occasions. I don’t mean to appear as some horni slot cumm!ng to a vibrat0r all the time.
Yes, I keep my diaper on after the magic happens. Because the magic needs to happen several times for all my built up frustration to leave my body. And then I still keep my diaper on, until it’s the end of the evening and I want to take a shower and go to sleep. I’d love to not have to make myself have an orgasm in my diaper, and just enjoy ageplay as innocently as possible, but diapers are my biggest turn-on ever, since my earliest memories. There’s no way that I could diaper myself for an evening of ageplay and not make myself have several orgasms. I don’t feel shame over this, I just wish that I could enjoy ageplay differently some time. Maybe under the right circumstances it’s possible.
You don’t have to feel shame over what you yourself do. Wear diapers how you wish, and do in them what you like best. You don’t need diapers, they’re just for fun.
I’m not sure if I understand your question correctly. Is there a limit to my fetish, at which point I’d shut down? You mean, if my partner would be more into abdl than me, would I tell them to take it slower?
If that’s the case… I’d love to do some of that abdl “playing” once in a while ^^, where my partner tells me to meet up but I must wear a diaper and a discrete onesie instead of a t-shirt… It’d be our little secret that I am a baby in a disguise. But maybe at some point it’d start feeling like bullying. I don’t want to wear a diaper 24/7, I don’t want to be humiliated publicly.
I’m not someone’s fetish. I’m a real person. That’s how everyone should see themselves. Respect yourself. If you can’t think straight because of horniness, give yourself an orgasm and then ask yourself again how much you value yourself and how much others value you.
bobbadadee: requincouche: I am wearing a plastic pants ^^ Very nice!Ā And covering a nice puffy diaper too! š¤š« It was a reeeeaaalllly thick diaper, too!
bobbadadee: requincouche: peepiou: requincouche: Donāt stare pleaseĀ š«£š«£š§ xD I wonder what your message was supposed to be? It just shows as blocks to me āDonāt stare pleaseāā¦.š¢ā¦ ThatāsĀ like asking a baby to not stare at a cute kitty or … Continue reading →
Thank you, it’s one of my most favorite cosplays! It fits my body type really well; the character herself is also really slim like me. Though, I don’t think that she wears diapers xD. This is an old picture of me, trying out the costume together with a diaper. I might have worn diapers at anime conventions underneath my costume, who knows? xD
Humm..
Youmighthave worn diapers to an anime convention?!! š¤š¤
….or conventionS?!! š²
Is there something wrong with that? xD As long as I’m not bothering anyone, and no one can see it, it should be okay I think @bobbadadee
bobbadadee: requincouche: This diaper is so thiiiiick !! I couldnāt stop peeing in it, seeing it grow bigger and bigger Nice ears on a contemplative toddlerā¦.š¤š¤ Theyāre little cat ears with jingle bells on šbothš sides ^^Ā Ā š
bobbadadee: requincouche: friendlylittlebean: requincouche: Would you like to join me in my bed? Youād have to wear the same as me, and you arenāt allowed to touch your diaper ^^Ā Yes yes yes!!!! But no touching your diaper, or my … Continue reading →
I placed an order for myself. Iād like to have another onesie, but also a new vibe because my other one stopped working oops. Maybe I used it too much or for too long??Ā When I use it on a … Continue reading →
Yes, I’ve worn cloth diapers before. By themselves (so only the cloth diaper and plastic pants, without any disposable part), I enjoy wearing cloth diapers to bed, for sleeping in them, without using them. I feel like I can wear a cloth diaper without feeling guilty of producing so much waste.
During ageplay (with or without taking pictures), I like wearing a cloth diaper over a disposable diaper. It makes the overall diaper feel much thicker and more authentic. I feel more secure that I won’t leak, but mostly it helps me to forget that I have to live in an adult body with weird sexual desires. I’d rather just wear a diaper without feeling such a strong urge to rub the diaper’s material against my sensitive parts and eventually come in it. I find it so weird how I can’t make myself disconnected from this.
Great picture, by the way @requincouche! I like the plastic pants you’re wearing. They look good on you. Cheers.
this is a picture from a long time ago (taken on April 1st, 2017), but I think that it’s important to keep old photos, so that I can reuse them from time to time ^^
I’m afraid that too few memories are left for me to grasp whether it was embarrassing to be put into diapers, or to know even who diapered me, or what kind of diapers they were. The memories that remain are about how I am in the bottom part of a bunk bed wearing pajamas and a diaper (I don’t know what kind of diaper), and everything felt complete.
I sometimes wear a diaper to bed now… and in the middle of the night I wake up with a full bladder. Not to train myself that it’s okay to wet the bed, I walk to my bathroom and wet my diaper ^^. It’s really surreal to wake up with a wet diaper (even if I did it consciously), and it’s the hugest turn-on ever for me. If I had a partner, they’d definitely find me at my weakest at that moment. You could do anything to me, probably even a kiss would make me come into my diaper.
Awww~ Sounds like a little babygirl that wants to wake up every day in her crib, wearing her cute baby shark outfits and the like as she groggily rubs her baby hands on her eyes. Waking up with the common sound of lullabies and the sweet scent of her pampers, little couche would probably feel really happy when she felt her pampers being used as intended during the night. Sure, she might forget the feeling after being given thicker and thicker pampers due to her soakings, but that wonāt stop her little hands from wandering to give a light squeeze with the other holding onto her sharky~
Iām sure that once the little baby has waken up, she will be very happy to just act like a little one all day~ Iām sure that the lady will be trying to reach the mobile that is too far high for her to reach, cuddle and snuggle her sharky or just smack her drooled fingers on the noisy baby toys that are strapped onto her crib bars~ Iām sure that with enough noise and baby babble, the little fishy will be given a nice greeting from her caretaker, given a well-placed kiss on her forehead and a common squeeze on her bottom as she is judged whether she can go for breakfast or be laid on her changing table before being fed her favourite meals for her breakfest, lunch, or dinner~ After all, and good babygirl will probably be snuggled and tucked in by her caretaker a lot throughout the day and night to make sure that their precious angel is always nice and happy~
Thank you for this messaged reblog. It is quite wholesome and only a little bit weird ^^.
Please feel free to write messages in your reblogs, that way I have the chance to comment on them more specifically, rather than only send a text message. ā¤ļø
A very nice story. š¤
Seems more like an erotic fantasy rather than a story xD.
saltypaddedgame: bobbadadee: requincouche: friendlylittlebean: requincouche: Would you like to join me in my bed? Youād have to wear the same as me, and you arenāt allowed to touch your diaper ^^Ā Yes yes yes!!!! But no touching your diaper, or … Continue reading →
Hm.. my posts are getting community labels for adult content. I just deleted a post, and Iām uploading the picture again in this post. Am I showing too much skin in this picture? Itās just me wearing a pajama, a … Continue reading →
I do my best, reacting when I have time for tumblr. Though, sometimes people have to wait for days or even weeks before I can respond to them oops.
There are specific Asks that I think are more fun and interesting than others; specifically the ones which aren’t about me. I’m not all-knowing when it comes to ABDL but I feel that I’ve thought about it a lot. I do truly find it puzzling why I want to be a baby and wear diapers. So when someone asks me an actual question that isn’t about me but about abdl, I will actually do my best to answer it and get some discussion going.
If you’re not sure what to send as an Ask, there are inspirational lists available all over the web. It’s okay if Asks are fantasy-driven. I don’t mind most Asks, as long as the person who asked it isn’t being mean or overly hornii.
Reverse-Asks where I ask people questions don’t work well, because tumblr isn’t made for showcasing such things. The reason why Asks work so well is because the question and the answer are prominently shown, whereas answers written in the comment-box aren’t shown unless you specifically click a button to see comments. Though, I do occasionally send others Asks ^^, to their blog.
I browsed your tumblr blog, but couldn’t find pictures of you to either confirm or deny what you told me xD. What even is my “body type”. Slim no fat no muscle no curves just bones and skin???
xD I bought even more dolls for myself, oops. My shark and other plushies helped me to unpack it and judge it Do you know who the characters are???? (I do)
Thank you. I’m just not sure what to think when people say such things to me. I look a little androgynous, I know. But abdl isn’t exclusive to women or men; it can be enjoyed by both. Think of me whatever you like. I want to be your inspiration to try out littlespace, to see if you like it.
I don’t want to give you the wrong impression. The yellow discolorations in those white plastic pants are from washing. I think that it looks a little yucky. I wouldn’t want to give the impression that I don’t wash my stuff. Cleanliness is really important to me, and I wash all my stuff after wearing it. After littlespace, everything that I wore goes into the wash, in case some scent got into it.
ABDL needs to be portrayed in a positive light by me. Innocent, safe, respecting, fun. I don’t expose my littlespace to unknowing people, and I don’t take it out of my home often. Others can do whatever they like, but I hold myself to high standards and I do my best to follow those.
I’m glad to hear that you love cooking ^^. It seems like a great hobby, and in the end you’ll have a great meal for yourself or to share with others!!! It’s important to have a proper big meal at least once per day, so that you get all your nutrients
Summer starts on the 21st of June, I can’t wait for Summer. I’m a little allergic to pollen right now, but I try my best not to let it ruin my mood.
It’s Summer now, so I won’t be wearing them as they are too warm to sleep in. But I have old pictures where I wear them. (The shark outfit isn’t a kigurumi, it’s just a hoodie modelled after Gura’s first outfit)
Kigurumis are cute. They’re not related to abdl, but their similarity to baby pajamas is quite obvious ^^. I’m glad that people wear them and accept that some babyish clothing is cute and comfy to wear
I was recommended a few places where I can look. Thank you ā¤ļø. Of course, I’d try to squeeze my smol body in it together with the shark ^^. But regardless, he’d be in my arms in bed
Sorry, I had to delete some posts and Asks from my tumblr blog, because they were giving me aĀ ācommunity label adult contentā, which hides my blog from public view, I think.
Iām too scared to lose my whole account again. I have most of my posts and pictures backed up onĀ https://coucherequin.com/Ā and the gallery at https://coucherequin.com/gallery/Ā , but still. Tumblr gives me the interactions which make it worth my time, whereas wordpress doesnāt really do that.Ā
