(I feel so guilty for this…)

I feel so guilty for what I do with my shark plushie, sometimes 😳. I hope that he loves me the same way that I love him. I kinda fantasise that he could wrap his fins around me, and hold my thin weak body tightly in a strong grip, while we ride back and forth until we climax together. I need to be held down by a biiig strong shark on top of me, so that I cannot move or go anywhere. I really would like him to cum inside me. So much that I need to be diapered afterwards not to dirty my bed sheets 😵. I’m writing this to you while I’m super hornii, so I apologise for being way too lewd 💥💥💥

There’s a few Asks in my inbox 📩📬. I will answer them today, when I’m no longer horni ❤️🍼

I remember that I really liked the feeling of being wet and not wanting to be changed. Something about the smell, sound and feel of diapers have always made me happy.

xD I got another horni ask. I knew that it was a bad idea to answer one.

Please treat me like a real person, because I am real and I have feelings. My blog is not a LARP thing.

Gura

Did I ever tell you that I sometimes wear a diaper and my Gawr Gura outfit while I’m answering Asks and writing messages for this blog?? Right now (eve of 16 oct ‘21), I’m wearing a tena ultima slip right now, my pajamas and the Gura sweater. I look so dorky xD

I want to get more serious into story-writing. I will have to reserve more time for it ^^. Please follow me on tumblr and I’ll make an update on this topic in the near future. I will likely start writing stories more frequently, and publishing them on tumblr as well as on a story-dedicated site. Let’s see. I will of course keep on taking pictures ^^, but I’m afraid that I’ll become too old in the future to keep doing that. What a weird dichotomy to take baby pictures of myself while I’m 30 years old and feeling uncertain about my looks xD. 

Would you ever consider play dates in the future, or do you like keeping your in person little space to yourself?

I’m not sure what play dates are. You’re either talking about something similar to an actual date, a one night stand, or something like akin to ageplaying together for a day.

But I’ll assume this is really about ageplaying and not about any other possible meaning…

In that case, I really don’t know if I want to get involved in that sort of thing. I keep telling people in DMs that I’m a real person because I sometimes feel like I’m not being seen as one. I realize that I mostly publish pictures of myself to this blog, but I also try my best to let a personality shine through. It’s not only a diaper, it’s me wearing a diaper. I am telling you this because I feel that a ‘playdate’ centered around diapers or ageplaying would be exactly that. Where does my personality, my thoughts and feelings and intellect come in?

I can tell a boy to undress and lay down onto my bed. Take away all his manhood by tickling him and making him giggle. It’s you, you know? I’ll rub baby oil onto your skin, and apply powder to your crotch as you lay down onto a big baby diaper. You’ll get a dummy pushed into your mouth, and I’ll gently tape the diaper shut and tease you a little bit by slowly rubbing the front of the diaper. I’ll whisper sweet words into your ears, and prepare a bottle of formula for you. I’ll take my time to have you drink it slowly, as you lay against my chest. Afterwards, I’ll hug you tightly; one hand on your back and one on your head. I’ll kiss your forehead and tell you that you’ve done good, and that it’s naptime now. I’ll make you wear a onesie and also one of my cute pajamas! But before it’s time to sleep, I have one last present for you. My hand enters your pajama pants and firmly grabs the front of your diaper snugly. You must have wet yourself at some point, because your diaper feels a little swollen. Repeatedly my hand goes up and down; first slowly and gradually getting faster. I stick a dummy into your mouth again, and I interlock your hand with my other hand and hold onto you firmly. Your diaper is getting rubbed really intensely now. The wet padding is getting rubbed against your skin. You’re a good little boy, you know that? I whisper into your ear, telling you how proud I am of you. Excitingly you make an intense moan as you climax into your wet swollen diaper, you have your eyes shut. Oh oh you shot so much! Your diaper has absorbed all of your cum, so there is no cleanup to worry about. I give you one last kiss and wish you a good nap.

I realize that it’d be a dream come true if I were to do this with someone, or a nightmare, depending on who you ask XD…

But who am I in this? I don’t even know what I want xD

Did you see The new Suicide movie? And what did you think of king shark?

That does not sound like something that I would watch. You’re making it sounds SUPER bad, but I assume you’re talking about “The Suicide Squad”. I really hate the S word, and I hate it that they used it to name this film. Hm but no, I just watched the trailer and it looks really dumb in my opinion ^^;; I’m sorry.

Let’s assume I’m a 6 year old boy, who meets the great scientist woman, i.e. you. Please explain to me, in concepts that 6 year old boy understands: how the electric bike works and why you don’t get electric shock from it, if you ride when raining?

xD Who are you talking about? You mean this diaper-wetting baby shark? I dunno how an electric bike works, but sometimes I wish I had one.

The battery makes the little pixies dance and flow through the wire towards the electric motor. The dance excites the electric motor and it start to spin to release its happiness!!

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What are some of your favorite pieces of art and why do you like them?

You’re asking me about my photos? I’m not sure if photos can be art, nowadays. The average attention span is so short that photos stand no chance. I guess that music is the true modern art, because it’s actively enjoyed by so many, every day. I refuse to acknowledge that advertisement can be art, though. 

Anyway, I dunno which ones of my own art I’d consider favorite. I don’t promote myself ^^;;. bleh

No need to excuse for being away for a bit. You keep being you :)

It’s true, there’s no need for me to excuse myself. 

However, I think that I should be responsive to messages and Asks, and have an engagement with the people who choose to follow me and read my blog ^^. I think that the difference between a whole bunch of ABDL pictures, and a real person is when the person chooses to interact.

When I disappear for a while (or for good), then maybe my blog falls back to just being a whole bunch of (meaningless) ABDL pictures. I think that would be very sad.

Hello, very good job your work in Tumblr. I have some questions for you :How many languages do you talk?What is the name of your stuffy shark?What is your favorite pastry?In the little world, why did you wear again diaper at your age?Do you prefer diaper for girl or any diaper with baby print or simply diaper?Have a nice dayShark kiss

xD you attached a weird photo to this Ask. It distracts me a lot. So let’s get this Ask over with before I lose my mind.

Thank you for saying that I am doing a good job on my “work” in Tumblr. Keep in mind that I do this for fun ^^. I accept donations (in the form of diapers, or even money), but despite my gratefulness of these things, I would take my pictures and write my messages also without those. I can remind you (and others reading this) that I do have a website: coucherequin.com , which is like a copy of my tumblr blog and all my pictures, maybe you’ll find it more easy to navigate ^^

I only know Dutch and English. I would love to be able to learn French, but my skills in languages are very poor and thus I will probably never speak French properly. I’m sorry. I know that the name of my blog is in French, which suggests that I speak it, but I don’t oops 

The shark plush doesn’t have a real name. In Dutch, the word for shark is “haai”, which is pronounced like “hiiii”. Saying hello to a Dutch shark is kinda funny XD. On my blog, I call the plushie “sharkie” for lack of a better name. By now, it’s too late to give it a name. I sleep with it every night, so I also wash it in the washing machine every few weeks. When it is drying, after his swim in the washing machine, I have to sleep one night without it and it bothers me more than it should. Also, when I sleep at a different place than my own bed, it bothers me a lot that I cannot hold my fish in my sleep   :<   There are LITTLE problems

xD There are too many pastries for me to choose from, to choose a favourite. I like lots of different pastries. Flan Breton, Éclairs, Madeleines, Financier, Chouquettes, Mille-Feuille (which the Dutch also copied as tompouce / tompoes), but also more normal stuff like pain au chocolat, and regular flan. There are many more pastries that I would like to try, especially Breton pastries 

Hm I’m not sure what you’re asking, but I think you’re asking me why I am wearing diapers during my ageplay sessions, in which I’m around 3~ish years. I can’t be sure what it was exactly like, being a real toddler. I only have a few clear memories of those times. As a toddler I wore diapers during the day until around age 3 (I think), and during the night I still needed diapers until I was around 7 or 8 years old. After that, I distinctively remember wanting to wear diapers again to satisfy my inner desires. As a teen and adult there’s also the sexual aspect, and some of my most intense orgasms have been in a diaper. But I dunno, I just want to wear diapers? Maybe one day I will figure it out. We moved two times, when I was a young kid. For that, I switched primary schools once (second move was closer by). The friends I had as a kid were all gone, and I wouldn’t even know their names now. At my new primary school, I had to make new friends but I was also bullied a lot. I suppose that these things are somehow connected to me wanting to continue wearing diapers. I tend to ageplay once per week, or sometimes once per two weeks, and this is enough to control my desires. It’s not a big problem for me, and I will not seek psychiatric help for it ^^. My diaper wearing and ageplay are like self-medicating, I think?

I’ve worn lots of different diapers! I enjoy cute pink-printed diapers the most. But I will not complain if there are only medical diapers to wear ^^; it doesn’t give the same babyish feeling, but I suspect that little bedwetting coucherquin also didn’t wear baby diapers at age 7 XD. My parents probably put me in XS medical diapers.Unfortunately I have no clear memories of this. So yes I have my weird preferences ^^, but I won’t complain. Sorry for the long Ask post. I hope I can receive more Asks in the future!

My apologies for being a little absent, lately. It’s related to my recent post, where I exposed my uncertainties regarding my long-term plans, but also due to general inexcusable laziness from my end XD. I do have a new photoset to post to my blog, so I should probably prepare this and add it to my blog some time soon.. Sorry for all the trouble. 

If I can ask you, would you be interested in reading stories that I wrote? I have a lot of ideas for fictional stories, but I’m not sure whether enough people are interested.. I’ll try to write a short story (soon), and see what sort of responses I get from it ^^, that should be an o-kay plan!

Goodbye for a while…

Hm so this is a text post which is not so fun to write, for me. Around this time last year (in 2019), I got my late cat euthanized due to severe chronic illness. If you’ve been following me for long enough, you will probably have seen my cat in some of my older pictures. Nowadays I tend not to use those pictures any more, because it reminds me too much of her. Around that period, there were many stressful things happening, because my work contract also expired, and I was planning to move to another city (but still inside the Netherlands). Anyway, right after I moved, the corona thing just started and everything became very difficult; this was difficult for everyone. 

When I got a new job, I moved again to another city (this time taking very few possessions with me, because the situation was still quite difficult and I moved to another country). When I had established myself in my new home in Belgium, and I was a little bit more comfortable, I thought about adopting a cat again. In my recent pictures, you may have seen her. Purely by coincidence, she looks quite similar to my late cat, but that wasn’t the reason why I adopted her. Trust me, her personality is very different from my late cat’s ^^. I would never dare to compare these two cats, otherwise my late cat will come back from the grave to scratch me or sit on my face in my sleep. Anyway, the cat which I recently adopted is quite thin and frail. I thought that she was just a little thin from the situation at the shelter, but she wasn’t really gaining any weight while living with me, and I was worried. I took her to the vet and they diagnosed the cat with hyperthyroidism, prescribing medication to be taken daily. Despite my experience with animals and especially with cats, I had mixed results administering this pill to her. I discussed it with the vet and with the shelter, and they suggested it may be best to rehome the cat. I tried a while longer to administer this medication to my cat, but I was just not successful and it wasn’t really in the interest of my cat to keep living with me. That’d be selfish. So I brought her back to the shelter, and they immediately found a new owner who was very experienced in giving pills. She is living in a nursing home now (xD sorry I’m not joking, a nursing home for people, one of the nurses gives the medication to the cat once per day).

Although I’m happy that the story has a happy ending for the cat, the story doesn’t have a happy ending for me, I think? I’m back where I started: sitting alone in my apartment talking to people over the internet. I’m having a lot of difficulties understanding what I really want in my life. Pets can be really good friends or housemates, and I really like sharing my life with a cat. It gives me happiness and it takes away a lot of my loneliness. But the presence of a cat is rather transient. And they’re not really sentient in the same way people are. What should I even do? Lately I’ve been asking myself more what I’m even doing and where I should be going. The decisions I make around my current age may have a big effect on the long term, right? I’m turning 30 years old in a few weeks. Should I try dating a person to fill the loneliness in my life? I don’t think you’re supposed to partner up with someone to fight your loneliness…, or should you? I would have no idea where to start. However, part of me also tells me not to take any drastic decisions. So I think I’m going to lay low for a while. I’m sorry, I’ll stop posting to this blog for a few days. I won’t go away, don’t worry ^^. Your friendly apex predator shark isn’t going anywhere. If you want to, maybe you could tell me some advice? 

Hi can u speak german

I can speak a little bit German, though I prefer to talk in English or Dutch if it’s possible ^^. I’m not that good with languages, though.. I don’t read enough (literature) books. One of my friends, who is a translator/interpreter for a living, gets very angry at me when I use google translate to help me with languages (sometimes I also use it with English, but generally I’m okay without)

Have you ever thought about adopting children?

Thank you for this interesting Ask. There was a period in my life when I really wanted to have children. I was kinda devastated when I found out that I was infertile. That revelation was already a few years ago, and I think right now I’ve accepted that my purpose on this world isn’t that. I need to contribute in another meaningful way, and any way I can think of invariably is immeasurable in its success. One foolproof way would be to adopt children, and the thought passed my mind numerous times. However, in the country in which I live, singles (in practice) cannot adopt. With the low self-esteem that I have, I don’t see myself suitable for relationships. With those things in mind, I suspect that my contribution to this world will instead be creative and/or intellectual. If I’m not successful at that, then there will be no proof that I was ever here, right? To blog readers, I am a nobody. Even if my pictures momentarily give you fun, they leave no lasting impression, I think. Nonetheless, it gives me some peace of mind knowing that my creative products find a use

“Well I have a lot of presence on other websites, but not as coucherequin. I like to keep my online ‘identities’ separate as much as possible, so I can’t tell you publicly about the account names that I use on YouTube or Discord. If I get to know people, I usually give them my discord handle cus it’s easier to chat on compared to tumblr messaging. Which websites do you have other identities identities on? You don’t need to tell me you identity but it would interesting to know all of these sites

Which websites do I use? Well lots of different ones! I use YouTube, facebook, discord, deviantart, twitter, soundcloud, danbooru, gelbooru, bandcamp, crunchyroll, MAL, and a few forums. Most of my time online goes to YouTube and tumblr, though. 

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Hey requin, hoewel oude franchise als zelda veelal gedragen zullen worden door oudere spelers, zijn ze makkelijk op te pakken voor hedendaagse kinderen. De fortnite-achtige spelletjes van nu zijn online en wanneer de updates stoppen snel vergeten worden. Veel plezier met animal crossing en ik hoop dat je na de wuhan-hoest snel weer een eigen woning vind met een verse start voor de toekomst! Heb je nu een sabbatical van abdl?

Ah oeps. Ik had een antwoord geschreven op deze Ask, maar ik was naar bed gegaan en m’n laptop had zichzelf opnieuw opgestart waardoor m’n antwoord verdwenen was XD. Sorry hiervoor..

XD Wat zeg jij nou? Ik heb toch geen sabbatical van ABDL? Ik plaats elke dag een berichtje; soms een reblog van mezelf, soms een reblog van iets schattigs, soms een antwoord op een Ask, en soms gewoon een stukje tekst van mezelf. Maar ik plaats elke dag wel iets, al jaren lang! Het klopt wel dat ik de laatste maanden een beetje achter loop met nieuwe foto’s nemen, waardoor ik meer oude foto’s gebruikt heb. Je mag me wel suggesties geven voor nieuwe ideeën voor foto’s, hoor. Of me een luier aanraden die ik nog niet gedragen heb en die de moeite waard is!

Animal Crossing is heel erg leuk ^^. Vergeet niet dat spelletjes gewoon tijdsverdrijf zijn, echter. Ik voel me een beetje slecht als ik aan ‘t eind van de dag of ‘t eind van de week niets nieuws heb gemaakt. Hoe kan ik anders bewijzen dat ik ooit bestaan heb, als ik niks gemaakt heb?

What is your family like? How would you describe your parents, and would you ever consider telling them about your lifestyle?

Thank you for this Ask! Hm it’s an interesting Ask.

I think my mom knows that I ageplay, or at least she knows part of it? I’m not sure. She found wet diapers in the trash in the past and asked me about it. I answered that I liked wearing them, which is a pretty clear-cut answer, right. Though, I’m not sure she fundamentally understood my answer. We never talked about it. She’s also seen some of my other stuff, like a paci and all the super girly kid pyjamas and bedsheets I usually have. I honestly would not bother my sisters or parents with my ageplaying ‘secret’, though. I’m not ashamed of ageplaying, I just think it’s not something that I should bother them with. I can’t describe my parents or sisters accurately. They’re my family. I’ve outgrown them in career, I don’t let them much into my life, yet I feel welcomed into their lives. I take pictures of them at family gatherings

There are a few friends who know that I ageplay and who know about this blog, though I don’t want to bother them too much with it. I know ageplay is weird and I don’t want to anger them with the weirdness ^^;;   

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(Also gosh my baby bottle is so dirty in that picture. I do dish-wash it after use, but some drinks really stain the plastic)

Het controller aspect kan ik goed inkomen. sinds de NES en SNES geen console meer gehad en speelde soms iets op de pc .. toen kwam BotW uit en was weer verliefd op tloz. daar zit je dan met een controller met 2 thumbsticks .. duurde een tijdje voor de coördinatie er ingestampt zat. De lore is vrij simpel (vergeet de tijdslijn) afijn als je geen probleem heb met open-world is botw een prima introductie. Waarschijnlijk heb ik gemist wat je wel speelt

Hoi, bedankt voor deze Ask! Wacht, heb je speciaal voor Breath of the Wild een wiiU/Switch gekocht? Ik heb als kind nooit een Zelda spelletje gespeeld, dus ik voel die nostalgie niet die anderen wel hebben. Soms vermoed ik dat heel veel nieuwe spelletjes het echt moeten hebben van nostalgische volwassenen en niet zo zeer van kinderen. Ik heb als kind bijvoorbeeld wel Donkey Kong Country gespeeld, en ik kijk er met plezier op terug. Ik speel nu alleen schattige spelletjes xD. Nu dus Animal Crossing!

Pokemon 🗡/🛡 or Temtem?

Until I received this Ask, I had never heard of Temtem before oops. I’m not sure how willing I would be to learn the names and characteristics of 500 more non-existing creatures xD. Digimon also tried their best to be a Pokemon clone, but where are they now? Maybe everyone will have forgotten about Temtem in 5 years from now, maybe it’ll be a huge success, who knows.

Anyway, the real answer is that I don’t know because I had never heard of Temtem until now so I’ve also not played it nor seen any videos of it.  

Are you a Zelda fan by any chance?

I’ve never played a Zelda game, I think. I tried Breath of the Wild in the store when it was released, but I found the controls very difficult. Combined with the absence of any nostalgia (I don’t remember having played any Zelda games as a kid), there was no reason for me to get BotW and spend the necessary time in it to get acquainted with the controls. It’s not that I think the game is bad or anything, I’ve just never played a 3d game with a controller (only with a mouse and laptop) so it feels very unnatural and unintuitive to me. Maybe one day I’ll realize all the amazing things I’ve been missing out on… 

Hitachi magic wand and a diaper? Yay! Or nah?

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100% yay! Literally did this with imagine yesterday! Feels so fucking good! Also the womanizer may be even higher on my list than the wand

Oh I can relate to this. I love that feeling in a (wet) nappy

with a wand. For me, that feeling is better than doing it without a nappy. Definitely a ‘Yay!’ for me

Hello.. My account is automatically posting pictures that I took previously. But I wanted to tell you a little thing.

This week I’m gonna move to a different place. And it’s been very tiring for me to pack my stuff, clean, and make all the necessary arrangements. Unfortunately at some point I will run out of pictures that I took in this house, and maybe you’ll see me in a different room. This is quite an emotional time for me because lots of things are changing and there isn’t anyone that I can readily talk to (or want to talk to, anyway).

I’m not responding to tumblr messages as quickly as before. (Also if you do choose to send me a message, please understand that “how are you” or a variant of that is not really that nice of a conversation starter as it places the burden of introducing a topic on me whereas I’m not the initiator of that conversation..)

I will return, don’t worry ^^. Maybe I’ll buy myself a few new costumes when I’m settled and I have a new job. Who knows. 

Do you always ride your bicycle diapered? And when you do, do you prefer a special diaper for that activity?

I’m sorry, I don’t wear diapers outside of my own room, and I don’t have a bicycle trainer or anything like that inside of my home.

I don’t mind so much that others wear a diaper for abdl-related reasons outside of their home. but when you do, please please make sure that no one ever sees it. Adult diapers are medical items and there’s nothing wrong with using medical items, but when you do it, you are (also) doing it for abdl-related reasons and that implies you’re exposing others to your kink, which is frowned upon ^^;; 

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What if.. wearing diapers was the norm and wearing underwear and relieving yourself in a dedicated spot was a rare thing. Would you still choose diapers over underwear? And why?

Right now, I would rather live in a society where nudity is the norm and clothes are aberrant. It was 40°C at one point today. When I got home today, my arms and legs were both sticking to my clothes. and my clothes have discolored patches on it now, gross. There aren’t enough showers in my house to wash this feeling away