Have you ever visited Japan or would you like to visit in the future?

I’ve not visited Japan yet. I’m not sure if I ever will visit Japan. I know a little bit about its classic history, but I’m mostly familiar with a niche part of its contemporary culture, i.e. otaku stuff. It’s really dumb of me to focus on only that part. It’s like only knowing America for its fastfood restaurants. There’s so much more to it than that!

With that narrow stereotype in my mind, I can only realistically be disappointed by reality, I’m afraid. What I should be doing is widening my horizon and learning more about the world… I was never the travelling type, but I can still study the world around me through the literature ^^

First of all, thank you for your nice blog and taking your time to answer our questions. Since you mentioned you like to watch animes. What are your 3 favorite animes? Have you watched Swort Art Online?

Thank you for sending me this Ask ^^. I’m glad that I am getting friendly and interesting questions. I tend to watch slice-of-life anime similar to Kobayashi’s Maidragon, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, and shows like that. They make way too many anime each season for me to sit down and tell you which one I liked so much I’d want to rewatch it xD. Why rewatch when there’s always something new to discover?

Sword art online is a very depressing and stressful anime, in my opinion. I watched the first episode and did not continue it.

Where are your favorite places to go cycling?

I love cycling where there’s no cars ^^. Sometimes I think that cars are a transient thing; a concept that has come to humanity fairly recently, but one which will also depart us again in the near future. In contrast, more personal transportation like bikes will stay with us forever. I also think that humans need a bit of daily exercise to stay healthy. Our ancient forefathers got their daily exercise by hunting and scavenging for plants, mushrooms and animals. When you go out for a daily walk or a daily bicycle trip, you may be mimicking what are ancestors did. In Dutch we say “rust roest”, which literally means “rest rusts” in English. Can you think of what that may mean? ^^


First off I love that you answer so many ASK’S you rock, I’m new to your blog but I’m a big ABDL fan. So my ask is what kind of camera do you use when taking your pictures? And do you have someone who helps you with editing or is that you? I’m asking because I think the work is wonderful the pictures look pretty much professional.

Thank you for sending me this Ask. I noticed that people appreciate it when I interact with them through Asks. It adds a personal touch to my messages and I feel that I can write a more elaborate response versus private chats. Also, when people write me an Ask, it tends to have been thought about for more than a few seconds, which is always good xD

I used to use a (aps-c) Canon 100d up until the beginning of 2018, at which point I bought a fullframe Sony A7. I have a 50mm f/1.8 lens for both of these cameras. I retired the 100d to become my webcam for video conferencing. I talk quite often with friends online, so I bought a condenser microphone some years ago. Expectedly, my webcam and audio on Zoom tends to look a lot better than those of my colleagues xD.

I really liked the 100d, though I’ve always wanted to go fullframe to get the most out of photography. The Sony a7 is a deprecated model and even back in 2018 you could get it really cheap (in comparison with other fullframe cams). The A7 is on a whole other level. It is not a rookie camera, but if you know your way around photography then it is a marvelous camera. Limitations of photography (light, light, and light) still apply, so using any random flash will instantly turn any camera into a good camera ^^. If the (sun) light is good, then flash isn’t needed

The picture raws are edited by me in capture one. Thank you for calling the pictures professional-looking ❤️❤️


Do you like to regress with shows and cartoons for younger audiences? If you do what do you watch? (I watch Thomas the tank engine, my childhood fav 🚂)

I really like shows for older kids. My little pony (friendship is magic), Gravity falls, Bob’s burgers, Steven Universe.. but I also watch anime ^^. As long as you feel relaxed while watching it, it’s good!

regarding playdates involving ageplay, if its two littles playing it surely would take a more innocent and playful tone, watching cartoons together, doings arts and crafts and showing it to each other and commenting they look nice, playing with toys together as well, coming up with new games filled with imagination and glee, and even if there is enough trust tickle fights or twister? there is open space for both littles involved in play to display their personality wings and fly<3

Thank you for this Ask.

I apologize for what I wrote in the playdate Ask. I was too cruel and too misandric.

I would love to innocently ageplay with someone who I trust. Watch cartoons together, talk about silly stuff, play simple multiplayer games. The other stuff that you mentioned also sounds pleasant.

I try my best to never get angry or upset, but maybe sometimes I am ^^;;

Have you thought about writing erotic abdl stories? And do you like painting your nails? If yes what color? I hope you have a great day

I have written abdl stories. They’re tagged under ’story’. You can see it here: https://coucherequin.tumblr.com/tagged/story (probably doesn’t work on the mobile app like most of tumblr x_x)

I do want to write more abdl-related stories, but I have trouble finding the time for it. I am a good writer, but it takes me time to get into the right mindset.

I bite my nails pretty badly and that makes them kinda ugly so I haven’t ever painted them. Thank you for wishing me a great day!


Would you ever consider play dates in the future, or do you like keeping your in person little space to yourself?

I’m not sure what play dates are. You’re either talking about something similar to an actual date, a one night stand, or something like akin to ageplaying together for a day.

But I’ll assume this is really about ageplaying and not about any other possible meaning…

In that case, I really don’t know if I want to get involved in that sort of thing. I keep telling people in DMs that I’m a real person because I sometimes feel like I’m not being seen as one. I realize that I mostly publish pictures of myself to this blog, but I also try my best to let a personality shine through. It’s not only a diaper, it’s me wearing a diaper. I am telling you this because I feel that a ‘playdate’ centered around diapers or ageplaying would be exactly that. Where does my personality, my thoughts and feelings and intellect come in?

I can tell a boy to undress and lay down onto my bed. Take away all his manhood by tickling him and making him giggle. It’s you, you know? I’ll rub baby oil onto your skin, and apply powder to your crotch as you lay down onto a big baby diaper. You’ll get a dummy pushed into your mouth, and I’ll gently tape the diaper shut and tease you a little bit by slowly rubbing the front of the diaper. I’ll whisper sweet words into your ears, and prepare a bottle of formula for you. I’ll take my time to have you drink it slowly, as you lay against my chest. Afterwards, I’ll hug you tightly; one hand on your back and one on your head. I’ll kiss your forehead and tell you that you’ve done good, and that it’s naptime now. I’ll make you wear a onesie and also one of my cute pajamas! But before it’s time to sleep, I have one last present for you. My hand enters your pajama pants and firmly grabs the front of your diaper snugly. You must have wet yourself at some point, because your diaper feels a little swollen. Repeatedly my hand goes up and down; first slowly and gradually getting faster. I stick a dummy into your mouth again, and I interlock your hand with my other hand and hold onto you firmly. Your diaper is getting rubbed really intensely now. The wet padding is getting rubbed against your skin. You’re a good little boy, you know that? I whisper into your ear, telling you how proud I am of you. Excitingly you make an intense moan as you climax into your wet swollen diaper, you have your eyes shut. Oh oh you shot so much! Your diaper has absorbed all of your cum, so there is no cleanup to worry about. I give you one last kiss and wish you a good nap.

I realize that it’d be a dream come true if I were to do this with someone, or a nightmare, depending on who you ask XD…

But who am I in this? I don’t even know what I want xD

Are you able to have a relatively vanilla sex life or are diapers the dominant side of the sex you have?

xD that’s a very personal question.

I’d rather keep sex and diapers separate. Maybe it’d be nice to be diapered after sex to bliss out ^^ , but I’ve never done this. Who knows what will happen in the future!


Hiya.. when was the last time you went on a date ?



A long time ago..

Not really a date; but in about 2 weeks from now, a really good friend is going to visit my home and we’ll do lots and lots of things together! I am looking forward to it, and we will make the best of it by trying to visit restaurants, walking around the neighborhoods around my home, maybe visiting Brussels and Maastricht (do you know these cities?)

Maybe I should get a little oven for in my home, so I can prepare some baked stuff too ^^ (I only have a stove and a microwave). What do you suggest that I serve for food to my friend?

Is it a male or female coming too visit ?

I’m sure the are many restaurants and places too visit while they stay with you and your have a lot fun together… I’ve never been too Brussels but would love too visit 1 day

I wouldn’t bother with home cooking as it’s so much easier too eat out , hope you and your friend have a lovely time x

A female friend is going to visit me in my home. But it wouldn’t matter anyway because we don’t do anything sexual to each other. 

Yeah, I will draft a lil plan for what we’re gonna do during our holiday. I could visit Brussels cus it’s only like 20 min away from me, but I’ll have to think about it.. And as for home cooking, well I’ll probably still do breakfast, lunch and evening snacks cus otherwise it gets wicked expensive and complicated. Dinners can be outdoors for sure ^^

Did you see The new Suicide movie? And what did you think of king shark?

That does not sound like something that I would watch. You’re making it sounds SUPER bad, but I assume you’re talking about “The Suicide Squad”. I really hate the S word, and I hate it that they used it to name this film. Hm but no, I just watched the trailer and it looks really dumb in my opinion ^^;; I’m sorry.

Hiya.. when was the last time you went on a date ?

A long time ago..

Not really a date; but in about 2 weeks from now, a really good friend is going to visit my home and we’ll do lots and lots of things together! I am looking forward to it, and we will make the best of it by trying to visit restaurants, walking around the neighborhoods around my home, maybe visiting Brussels and Maastricht (do you know these cities?)

Maybe I should get a little oven for in my home, so I can prepare some baked stuff too ^^ (I only have a stove and a microwave). What do you suggest that I serve for food to my friend?

Is there anything you like to do you feel you don’t do well? Wonderful pictures, great choice in diapers (you need more plastic pants), enjoyable videos while travelling, Shared your cute kittys, cute stuffies… look out SHARK!What other interests do you have or do feel are developing as you grow up? (I know you say you are 30 but really just a mere three now). And speaking of growing up. Will you ever be or do you want to be potty trained?

I wish that I was a lil better at socializing and making new friends. There’s very few people who I consider as true friends, and it takes me a long time before I would consider someone as a friend. I’m unsure if it’s trust issues, previous bad experiences, my own social clumsiness or any combination of these. I’d never blame others for it. Regardless of what’s the cause, the result of it is that I’m a lil lonely sometimes (and probably why I’m still single). Those who tried chatting with me on tumblr have probably realized that I’m quite difficult to talk to…

I do have many other interests. I’m a very busy person and there’s a lot of things that I want to get done and that I want to learn. It’s too much to discuss here ^^. I do still need to develop my career to where I have a long-term contract instead of a temporary one. That also goes hand in hand with my desire to have my own apartment (so I don’t rent). It comes down to wanting to have a lil more stability in my life. For the time being, it’s okay that a lot of long-term things are uncertain, but it’s not sustainable.

I do want to develop my photography skills further. I realize that I am good at it, but I’m definitely not a professional. There’s many things that I still need to learn and I do really want to improve further.

Your last question.. just to be clear, abdl and littlespace is a fun thing for me, I am not incontinent and I don’t wear diapers all the time. I have set up my tumblr in such a way that it posts a new post every day, which makes it seem like I wear diapers every day, but that is not the case. But no, I wouldn’t want to grow out of diapers ^^. Wearing diapers makes me happy and I’ll continue doing it for as long as I am healthy. And in case I end up in a relationship where my partner is not okay with me wearing diapers, well there’s the door ^^, goodbye.

What are your favorite animes to start out with? I really dig the drawing style, but the whole “magic and fights” thing just isn’t my cup of tea I’m afraid 😅

If you’re not into fighting and magic stuff, there’s many other categories more suitable ^^.

You can take a look at “slice of life” shows and other non-action shows, like Kobayashi’s Maidragon, Yuru Yuri, Haruhi Suzumiya, Blend S, Chi’s Sweet Home (kids show), Fruits Basket, GochiUsa, Cells At Work (Hataraku Saibou), Hikaru No Go, Initial D, Ichigo Mashimaru, Inuyasha, Kemono Friends, K-On!, Non Non Biyouri, New Game!, Yuri on Ice, Wolf & Spice, Wolf and Spice, Watamote, Toradora, Saki, Rozen Maiden, etc.

I could list a lot more shows.. but it’s kinda pointless cus it’s not possible to watch them all xD. and some of these shows are already kinda ‘dated’ in that they’ve been surpassed by many newer shows. The animation styles changed a lot over the years and generally got a lot better and more detailed. Though, this also depends on the available budget. A show like “Girls’ Last Tour” had a tiny animation budget and is a lot less detailed compared to the comic books. But then there’s shows like “Puella Magi Madoka Magica” or “Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood” which did have a big animation budget..

Thus protected, you can enjoy the diaper much longer. And the sticking of the plastic pants on the skin constantly reminds you that you are hiding a little secret under your clothes.

This ask is a continuation on your previous Ask, I believe. It sounds like you’re trying to give me your experience with wearing plastic pants ^^. I appreciate to hear your insight! I definitely have a long way to go before I understand everything about ABDL and how other people enjoy it in their own way.

Long term mammalian health… So, if you had to guess, do you think comfortable human life spans exceeding 300 years are possible for people born this century?

Hm well, without going into too much detail; there’s a difference between average lifespan and maximum lifespan. So far, what medical sciences has tried to do is increase (healthy) average lifespan. This endeavor has been fairly successful at increasing the average lifespan from 30-50 years in pre-history to its current 80-90 years. We know that humans are capable of becoming at least 122 years old. In terms of medical advances, the average lifespan could then still be increased up to (at least) 122 years.

You can increase your own long-term health by applying fairly basic living styles: eating fruit and vegetables daily, keep meat to a minimum, no trans fats, keep BMI around 18.5-20, no smoking, low salt intake, minimal or no alcohol, daily 15-30 min exercise, enough daily sleep and rest, minimize stress. These things all seem to obvious, but simultaneously it appears nearly impossible to maintain.

Attempts at actually increasing maximum lifespan are rare and afaik none are applicable to humans at this moment.

So to answer your question; a 300 year lifespan would mean increasing maximum lifespan, and this is not possible at this moment. I can suggest you to read Mikhail V Blagosklonny’s manuscript on pseudoprograms. It goes over misconceptions surrounding ageing and offers an alternative more likely way of approaching it.

Which parts of science do you find interesting? Do you believe we’ll figure out everything eventually? Which recent development excites you the most?Also, how do magnets work? It’s like magic.

“Science” is huge, though as far as I understood it, most money is in medical sciences / pharmaceutical, chemical, physics and electrical/RF stuff. I’m strictly into medical sciences, and in particular long-term mammalian health. I couldn’t really tell you what I exactly work on cus you could google my name in 5 seconds. I’m an author on 9 peer-reviewed publications now and I’m working / collaborating on several manuscripts which will be submitted at some point.

I like the recent advances in DNA/RNA sequencing technologies. It has become so cheap that it is almost a mundane lab technique. Its cheapness also is leading to creative ways to apply the technology which were previously prohibitively expensive. Even on a consumer level you can get your whole genome read at high quality for like 500€, it is really astonishing. You could use that data now and in the future whenever new discoveries are made.

I dunno how magnets work. It is some sort of permanent charged state that can interface with electrical fields. It makes no sense to me but of course it has a good physics explanation.

Do you like swimming? What’s more fun, a swim in the ocean or a swim in a lake?If you could travel to any beach in the world, where would you go?

I’m not fond of swimming, sorry. I know it’s ironic considering the shark theme of this blog. The reason I don’t like swimming is because I am a little bit germophobic, which means being afraid of germs (not Germans). Last time I swam in the sea must have been when I was 10 years old. I swam in a lake for the last time when I was 20, I think. It also must be years ago since I last swam in a swimmingpool. To answer your question; I’d rather not swim in the sea nor in the ocean, though maybe the sea is a little cleaner… Keep in mind, though, that I’m very biased by only knowing the North Sea. Its water is kinda brown/grey. The lake I swam in was Lago Maggiore in Italy which also had kinda brown water, yuck. I’ve never seen a tropical beach with clear water. If those places actually exist, then maybe that’d be okay to swim in ^^.

I’d love to visit Mont Saint-Michel. This is a little French community on a tidal island off the coast of Bretagne. Have you been there before?

Let’s assume I’m a 6 year old boy, who meets the great scientist woman, i.e. you. Please explain to me, in concepts that 6 year old boy understands: how the electric bike works and why you don’t get electric shock from it, if you ride when raining?

xD Who are you talking about? You mean this diaper-wetting baby shark? I dunno how an electric bike works, but sometimes I wish I had one.

The battery makes the little pixies dance and flow through the wire towards the electric motor. The dance excites the electric motor and it start to spin to release its happiness!!


Asks (26 june 2021)

Could you send me an Ask, please?

I fell off my bike a few days ago (oops) and I have an unappetising wound on my leg so I can’t take new abdl pictures right now. It’d be fun to stay active by answering Asks.

Ideas for Asks: previous holiday, live abroad, what’s upsetting, how is the Belgian azerty treating ypu, how do magnets work, do you like My little Pony / Gravity Falls / Steven Universe / Bob’s Burgers / other shows, should your shark plush get a buddy, what about pull-up diapers, which topics in science do you find interesting, can you computer program, who is the person in your avatar, do you wear jewelry, would you get a tattoo, which big cities do you like

That should be enough ideas 😊. You can send an Ask by clicking on the link on the top of my tumblr blog. Thank you!

Do you have a favorite Pokémon?I like Magikarp because of its evolution into Gyarados. It’s a rather poetic tie-in to an old Japanese myth of carps leaping over the Dragon Gate and being rewarded by transforming into dragons.

I wasn’t aware that Magikarp’s evolution was a reference to a Youkai mythology. That’s definitely something that gets completely lost in translation xD.

I like Eevee and the Eeveelutions, Litten, Roselia/Roserade, Rowlet, and Vulpix

I’m still only level 34 on PoGo ^^;;

What is your opinion on second chances?

Thank you for this serious Ask!

Forgiveness is the best gift that you can give someone, in my opinion. You go to bed tired, with a headache, grumpy, upset, and you wake up fresh and full of energy ready to take on another day. Your body gives you new chances all the time. You wouldn’t like it if the bruise on your arm didn’t heal. Make the right choice; give others another chance. 

Poor sharky. He looks like he had a hard life. 😜 Do you think about changing sharky out with a guy or girl in the future?

Thank you for this Ask! Please do send me an Ask when you want to contribute something. 

I dunno if anyone would like me. I just have no idea how to start a serious relationship with someone. I’m quite socially awkward. It seems that I am good at writing blog posts and appearing socially well-adapted on the surface, giving the false impression that I am like that always. I’ve had relationships in the past but no one stuck around. I’m 30 now, so it’s about time I settle down with a long-term relationship or else potentially face long-term loneliness ^^;;. 

Do you cum harder when you wear diapers and with sharky between you legs, than without the two?

This is private between my shark and me ^^


Have you ever thought about going or been to any ABDL events? I know they’re more popular in the USA but wondering if there’s any in Europe at all

I would rather not attend such real-life things. As far as I know there’s no big events around abdl in Europe. If there are, please tell me! There’s smaller gatherings of abdl internet forums, for sure. @emma-abdl organizes small gatherings in Amsterdam, if you’re interested in that

Hiii!! What’s your favorite genre of music, an do you have a favorite artist, band, or song??

I like listening to piano music when I want to feel at ease. My fav artist is Ludovico Einaudi, when it comes to piano music. I do listen to all sorts of other music. I am a big fan of Nightwish. But I also listen to a lot of Touhou music ^^. If you don’t know what Touhou means in this context, then I can strongly recommend it !!

You have mentioned occasional ageplay with others. Do you find you enjoy that more than solo ageplay? I have tried it, and I find it never synchs up well. Maybe our lottle ages are too far off, or we just play different. Never satisfying unless one partner stays in a parent role.

I can’t answer this in detail. The few times I did this, it was kinda awkward. I’ll probably try it again if there’s an opportunity, but maybe it will be just as awkward :/ 

Comment more than an ask: I appreciate your comments on the problems of incontinence. I have been AB/DL for decades, but a mild spinal injury combined with age has left me with moderate incontinence issues. VERY difficult, and I don’t mind diapers. I cannot even imagine full incontinence, especially for someone outside the community.

Thank you for this serious Ask. I want to write a more elaborate answer this time, because I have a few minutes to spare.

I’m 30 years old right now, and I’ve been using the internet since I was around 12. I mention this because as a teenager I found the internet fascinating. In those years, forums were much more commonly used compared to right now (as opposed to new websites like Yahoo Answers, Quora, or even Discord). I looked up so many topics and keywords, sometimes just to see what was written on it. Occasionally I combined keywords like “diapers”, “masturbation”, “fingering”, “fapping”, “bedwetting”, and “incontinence”, (or the Dutch equivalent of those terms) just to see what was written about it on various forums. I thought it was questionable and kinda appalling to see that there was clear sexual roleplay (or roleplay soliciting) going on at forums involving incontinence, secondary school education, and magazines for teenagers. The roleplay soliciting usually involved some form of description involving “I was forced to wear diapers by my mom for bedwetting, but I ended up really liking it, is this normal, what should I do??” There is a slim chance that some of these messages were genuine. Though, especially now that I’m a little bit older, I suspect that these messages were most likely written by horny adults. Don’t get me wrong; there’s nothing wrong with being a horny adult among other horny adults XD. Stories can be a big turn-on, and there are dedicated platforms for exchanging erotic (ABDL) stories and for roleplaying. However, typing out horny (ABDL) messages on support forums for teenagers, bedwetting, or for incontinence is unacceptable, in my opinion. The former is problematic due to the presence of minors. The latter two is (in my opinion) problematic because it confronts people who have a medical issue with the fact that others enjoy diapers for non-medical reasons. Although that latter part is not bad per se, I suspect that it’s in the best interest of everyone that ABDL only minimally interacts with the bedwetting/incontinence people, to avoid any conflict. The reason that I have this opinion is that I would most likely not want to interact with anyone who has an amputee fetish, if my leg is amputated for medical reasons. 

Going back to the original point on incontinence; I want to be supportive when needed and otherwise not mention it. I suspect that adults who become incontinent probably at some point find out that ABDL is a real thing. It’s then their choice to read into it, or ignore it. I would not want to be incontinent, I would not wish incontinence onto anyone else. ABDL and incontinence can co-exist without ever interacting. Nowadays, the existence of ABDL-themed diapers underlines my opinion about this. How I understood it, incontinent folks prefer fabric-backed diapers. Plastic-backed diapers are mostly a fetish thing. So, the existence of ABDL-themed (plastic backed) diapers (to me) means that ABDL and incontinence has diverged their separate ways and are not reliant on one another. If a cure-all for incontinence was discovered tomorrow, and incontinence-oriented diapers would disappear, then ABDL would not necessarily be affected by this. If ABDL were to disappear, then incontinence-oriented diapers would also not be affected. Likewise, the design decisions in either only minimally affect one another. When it comes to AB stuff like onesies, adult pacis, I suspect that there’s even less interaction with the non-ABDL side as these products are uniquely made for ABDL. 

All in all, it’s my opinion that I shouldn’t purposely interact with non-ABDL incontinence folks, because I don’t wish to bother others. My ABDL blog should not interact with minors at all (and I don’t, AFAIK). If my presence on tumblr would bother others, then I should change the way that I write my posts. Right now, I think I’m doing okay in that my followers specifically follow me because they want to see my ABDL-themed pictures. Before I contact someone (on tumblr), I do check if they have 18+ in their description. That’s the least I can do

How much Money do you spend on diapers, onesies etc. per month? I find it really hard to justify spending money for things like that (and things that are solely for pleasure in general) since I don’t make that much in the first place… So I thought you might be able to share a little bit of life experience with the younger adults that follow you :)

I’ve learned to take “I don’t make that much” with a grain of salt. Especially when I see other people using crazy expensive phones and laptops. But anyway, what people actually mean when they say that phrase is that they don’t want to spend a lot of money on the topic that they were discussing. It’s perfectly understandable that someone has a 1500€ telephone, but thinks that the €2 dishwash soap is expensive. In reality, that’s absurd, but in human psychology I guess it makes sense. Money is a weird thing, you know. Some people will spend all their lives chasing it, and others spend all their lives swimming in it. If you think too much about it, maybe you’ll turn into a scrooge !

What I’m getting at is that ageplay is important to me. I don’t mind spending money on the things that I enjoy. I’m not going to use numbers to indicate what I spend on my little side. Instead, let’s say that I tend to use around 4-10 diapers per month, and my AB clothing (onesies, cloth diapers, plastic pants) are maybe 5% of my total wardrobe ^^. That last part, I do cheat a little bit. I tend to look for clothing that I can wear casually but are still kinda childish, and every soft pajama is an AB outfit to me. 

My advice is to prioritize, anyway. Life necessities go first; housing, food, your health, travel (to see family and friends), internet connectivity. Fun things should take second place to necessities. If I had less money available for abdl, I would probably only use cloth diapers instead of disposable ones.  

Hm yeah, as a side note, make sure that you’re an adult if you do follow me on tumblr. I don’t check who follows me, but it’s best that minors don’t interact with me. I’m not a pornblog, and technically I’m SFW, but I do tend to discuss 18+ topics occasionally. 


I ask not a question but a favour. one day please enjoy a lovely Lambic and some Leonidas chocolate. for I miss them so

Thank you for the favour. You’re talking about Lambic-style beer? I like Lindemans Kriek; this is a lambic-style beer containing bittery cherry. There’s many other Lambic beers, but I have not yet tried them. Now that I am living in the world capital of beer, I should probably try out more different ones xD. I love Leonidas chocolate. 

So many exciting new flavors to try out and share with friends ^^. I hope that you can visit Belgium and experience its beverage/chocolate culture at some point soon!

Have ever wore a diaper outside of your home? If not, would you to try someday?

Usually I do make it clear that I don’t ageplay outside of my home. Ageplay is like a mental thing that you need to fully devote yourself to, and embarrassment would prevent me from fully indulging myself. But well, aside from ageplay, I do like the feeling of diapers by themselves, as well. So occasionally when I am at an anime or comic convention cosplaying a character with a big dress or skirt, I’ll wear a diaper under my cosplay uniform ^^. That said, I haven’t been to an anime convention since 2019, for reasons that won’t have escaped you. I wonder if conventions will ever be a thing, again. I’m sorry, I think it is so sad. 

Would you like to live something like the storie you and @itmustbefun wrote together?

The story on Ann and Odi? (ah oops @itmustbefun I need to work out an idea for a possible follow-up of that story)

You know, the thing is, I find a lot of abdl stories unrealistic. The stories will be overly embarrassing or will put too much emphasis on the coom, in my opinion. I think that stories are written like this because the writer has no experience with relationships, or has difficulties translating their real-world experiences with relationships into empathetic stories. Of course, abdl stories are written for the coom, so it’s inevitable for it to contain some paragraphs on sex or masturbation (preferably with diapers or ageplay).

I’m talking about ABDL-related stories here, though probably my opinion on this topic can extent to other categories as well. I have watched most of Marvel’s movies, and honestly it just makes me wonder why they made those movies. If you compare those kinds of movies with (for instance) Le Fabuleux Destin d’Amélie Poulain, Coco Before Chanel, Life of Pi, or Friends (tv show), the difference in audience involvement is probably off the charts. I’m not sure that I am getting my point across. 

Regardless, stories don’t have to narrate unrealistic scenarios, I think. If they describe a happy world, filled with happy people doing fun things and encountering normal problems, it will make us want to escape to that world. Ultimately, that’s what I think makes for a good story; empathetic characters and an atmosphere which fosters the desire to be in the story’s world. The story on Odi visiting Ann’s place in Antwerp is fully fictional. However, I’d be lying if I said that I would hate being in Ann’s shoes ^^. I’m also not very creative; so my own real name is kinda similar to one of those two girls’ names. 

What are some of your favorite pieces of art and why do you like them?

You’re asking me about my photos? I’m not sure if photos can be art, nowadays. The average attention span is so short that photos stand no chance. I guess that music is the true modern art, because it’s actively enjoyed by so many, every day. I refuse to acknowledge that advertisement can be art, though. 

Anyway, I dunno which ones of my own art I’d consider favorite. I don’t promote myself ^^;;. bleh

Visit to Antwerp Zoo (story)

@itmustbefun wrote a story for me (doing 95% of the work). I provided the description of the characters, events and overall feel, and they provided the details of the story. I did the final editing. If you want to write a story together with me, please e-mail coucherequin@gmail.com

Short ABDL story, ~2000 words, 10 minutes reading.

She was on her way to Antwerp to meet
Ann. About 5 years ago, Odile met Ann at university and their friendship quickly
grew and blossomed after a wild night out. The years at university brought them
closer together, and they became best friends. After graduating, they kept in
touch through letters (secretly written like love letters), chat messages and
frequent visits. After her studies, Odile moved back to the Netherlands and
kickstarted her career as an independent psychologist. Mentally taking care of
others was her strong point, befitting her caregiver-like personality. She was
always making sure that accompanying friends and family were having a good
time. In contrast. Ann was more of a freewheeler; taking life as it came
without long term plans. After her studies, she stuck around and without
further ado her coffee bar student job turned full-time. The pay was mediocre,
but the customers were fun, and her Antwerp city center studio was surprisingly

was so excited; she was nearly bouncing on her couch. Odile’s presence (or Odi as she called her) always
made her feel happy. Odi always knew about fun things to do and Ann just went
along, happy being in her friend’s presence. “Oops, it’s nearly time to hurry
to the station!!” Ann thought to herself when she realized that she had been
spending the whole morning in her pajamas. It was a sunny day so she just put
on her dungaree shorts and a cotton top. Some white sneakers finished the
playful attire and off she went. Odi was admiring the view from the train when
entering the main train station. The station was built in the 18th
century and looked a lot like the New York Grand Central Terminal. Located in
the city center, the last few miles provided a nice view on the city. When the
train stopped, Odi quickly noticed Ann as she was frantically waving her arms
while sporting a big smile on her face. “She’ll never grow up”, Odi thought.
Odi got out of the train and gave her friend a big hug. With Ann being more
than one foot smaller than Odi, she could really snuggle into her arms. She
loved Odi’s embrace; her maternal warmth, trust, and the feeling of safety. Fully
aware of this, and enjoying the maternal feeling, Odi held her just a tad bit
longer than others would.

 “We have the whole afternoon in front of
us. Anything you want to do?”, Ann asked. “I’ve heard the zoo is pretty
impressive here. What about a visit?”. Ann loved the idea. It’s been ages since
she last went to a zoo and she really loved the whole ambiance.

With the zoo being just next to the
station, it was but a few minutes’ walk. Ann couldn’t contain her excitement
and was running back and forth between the exhibits and her friend; frantically
pointing, giggling, and often out of breath. Odi knew how she was and let Ann
be Ann. Having calmed down a bit, Odi held Ann’s hand as they were walking
towards the food court. Over lunch, Ann shared funny stories of the coffee
place, while Odile talked about her experiences at the practice, being careful
and excluding personal details. Over time, the conversation drifted towards
their time at uni. Odi was thinking back to a wacky evening after one of the exams.
Things got way too silly that evening and they never spoke about it afterwards.
She remembered how right that night felt; like a jigsaw puzzle falling into
place. Perhaps she could bring up this story later today. Right now, she was
enjoying the stories Ann was telling. Her enthusiastic naivety always got her
in the weirdest situations.

 At around 4 o’clock, they decided to head to Ann’s
apartment for dinner. All the excitement got the better of Ann and she felt
quite tired. Once at the apartment, Ann handed over her bag to Odi “ Here, you
open my door, I’m too tired to find my keys”, as she leaned against the wall.
Inside, Odi again realized how much Ann’s studio represented her personality.
Plush animals were sitting side-by-side on the couch, pillows and blankets
littered the seats and there was an overall playful atmosphere. Odi made a
quick bathroom break and when she came back, she found Ann lying on the couch.
She sat beside her friend, gently caressing her hair, and noticed Ann falling
asleep. Grabbing a soft pink blanket from a nearby chair, she tucked her friend
in and noticed she slowly brought her thumb to her mouth. ‘Excellent’, Odi
thought. With her friend taking a nap, her maternal instincts told her that it
was her duty to prepare dinner. Glancing in the fridge and cupboards, it seemed
that all the ingredients were there to prepare a lasagna. While building up the
layers, she couldn’t get her mind off of the memories of the wacky evening they
had some years ago. When she put the fresh made lasagna in the oven, she
glanced over at Ann; now curled up into a ball, still fast asleep. There was
little less than an hour to set everything up for what might become an evening
to never forget. She entered Ann’s bedroom and recognized the wooden storage
box that sat at the end of the bed. “She doesn’t even hide it nowadays”, Odi
quietly said to herself, giggling, as she opened the lid. She was happy to see
what was inside; “Still my little girl”. Inside, there were several soft cotton
and flannel onesies, bottles, dummies, powder, and one and a half packages of
pink-colored diapers. “Hm, these look a lot nicer than the ones she had at
uni”, she thought. She folded one open and was happily surprised by how soft
and thick they felt. She quietly fluffed one up and enjoyed the crinkly sound.
“Sweet memories…”. She grabbed a few items from the box and took them to the
living room, quietly hiding them behind the couch. “This is going to make her
really happy”, she thought as she sat down by the kitchen table with a glass of

 “Trrring” The oven timer sounded;. the
lasagna was ready. Grabbing oven mittens, Odi placed the dish on the table as
she glanced over to the couch where Ann slowly awoke from the sound. “Hi there,
sleepy head. You dosed off there.”. Ann opened one eye and looked directly into
the smiling face of Odi. “You silly girl. Dinner is ready”. After stretching
her arms and legs, and rubbing the sleep from her eyes, she stood up and sat
down by the kitchen table. Odi served Ann a piece of the lasagna. “Careful,
it’s still hot. I´ll cut it for you” she said with a smile. “Yes, please”, Ann
responded. She was pleasantly surprised that her friend offered to cut her
food. Would she still be interested in playing? She decided to play along and
see how far Odi would go. Pushing her food around the plate with her fork, she
spilled some food on the table. “It’s difficult to eat lasagna with a fork.”,
she whined in a childish voice. “Everybody eats lasagne with a fork. I already
cut it for you so you should be fine”, Odi responded in a motherly tone. “I
think it’s still too difficult!”, Ann said as she purposefully spilled a piece
of food on her clothes. She knew exactly which buttons to push, and it seemed
to have its desired effect. With a smile on her face, Odi got up and sat right
next to Ann. “In that case, I will spoonfeed you” Odi said as she revealed a
green plastic kids spoon, that she had hidden underneath her napkin. Ann’s eyes
got really big as she exclaimed “Yay! Yes, please, mama” with a high-pitched

 After dinner, Odi looked at Ann and said
“Such a messy eater. I think I need to put you in the shower first to get you
all clean again.” She took Ann’s hand and guided her to the bathroom. Ann put
both her arms in the air, something Odi clearly recognized as a sign to help
her take off her shirt. “Let me help you out of these clothes, little one”, Odi
said and she carefully undressed her friend. Once naked, Odi ran the shower to
the right temperature, and said “There you go, you can step into the water”.
Odi got a washcloth and squirted some baby shower gel onto it. The bathroom was
instantly filled with that particular babyish scent, and it brought back a lot
of memories. The situation felt so natural to both Odi and Ann. They fully trusted
each other. Trying not to get wet from the shower, Odi delicately washed Ann’s
body. Starting with her back and then moving to the front, she felt how her
whole body started to tingle from excitement. Odi knew what she was doing. When
Ann started to become to excited she continued washing the next spot, leaving
Ann with a lingering feeling, first in her breasts, than in her pussy and then
throughout her whole body. When the warm water washed the soap away, the
babyish scent lingered on her body. How she loved this feeling. Odi took a
large soft towel and wrapped it around Ann. The fluffiness completely embraced
her. Gently, she guided her friend back to the living room and rested her down on the couch. “Let me take care of
you”, she whispered. She took the diaper and baby powder she had prepared
earlier from behind the couch. The pink diaper was really crinkly. “Lift up for
me, now” Odi said as she slid the diaper underneath her. She puffed some baby
powder on Ann’s crotch and slowly started to rub over it. She knew how to
tease, making circles with her fingers, gently touching but never coming close
to her lingering clit. Ann started to squirm to get Odi’s finger to that sweet
spot where she wanted to be touched so badly. Ann slowly went up and down her crotch
with one finger and softly entered Ann’s pussy. With her other hand, Odi closed
the front of the diaper, but not yet taping it shut. Ann let out a gasp, which
was quickly softened by the dummy that Odi immediately placed in Ann’s mouth.
“Uh-uh, little girls don’t make that sound” Odi said with a smile, while fully
aware of her friend’s erect nipples. This was exactly what Ann wanted. The scent of baby powder, the soft diaper pressing against her butt and her friend who was slowly
fingering her. Odi’s thumb was now close to Ann’s clit making
circles around it. Ann felt the warm glow start to come from the tips of her
toes. She started to feel all warm inside. Her toes started to curl, her body
became all tense, past the point of no return. Her dummy fell from her mouth as
she let out an intense moan. She shook with the wave of the orgasm rippling
back and forth through her whole body. With Ann completely spent and gazing out
into the distance, Odile taped shut the diaper. With post-orgasmic fluffy legs and
arms, she let Odi put her in a soft and warm onesie and welcomed the blankets
that were drawn over her. Odile joined her friend underneath the blankets, and
placed her arms around her, softly stroking her hair, Ann felt the warmth of
her friend’s skin against her own skin, the softness of the diaper, and noticed the babyish scent lingering around. Odi pushed one
leg in between Ann’s legs, against the soft fabric of the onesie. Moments
later, Odi could feel a warm sensation on her leg and smiled; “Please be
my baby, forever” she said. Ann whispered “Yes, mommy”,  closed her eyes, and
drifted off to sleep. Shortly after, Odi felt herself drifting into sleep and
gave in. Tomorrow is Saturday. Who knows what tomorrow will bring.

I just got accepted in an internship in Marseille, France ! I’m so happy (that’s my part of positivity :p)Did you like France ? And is there any french city you want to visit when the Covid end?

Huh, congratulations on this internship in Marseille ! What kind of position is it? I have a postdoc friend in Marseille who tells me it’s near-impossible to find interns cus the local students don’t speak English very well xD. He needs to offer an opportunity to a student as that’s part of the research position. I have also had several interns the last few years. I think that they can be very engaging to work with. I wonder what the Belgian students will be like, when I take a Belgian intern. Maybe they will look down on my Dutch xD, who knows.

I’m not sure if I like France; I’ve only been to a few places in that country. As a kid I visited Normandy a few times, and in my adult life I visited a Parisian friend on multiple occasions. I’m interested in a French town called Colmar, as it’s what Gochiusa was based on; an anime that I like a lot. Apart from those places, I dunno. I don’t speak French, and the French don’t speak Dutch or English, so when I am visiting France I would always be an outsider. Does that make sense? I’d probably want to visit my Parisian friend at some point, or I’ll ask her to come to me in Louvain. Let’s see what happens. Either way, I am looking forward to seeing far-away friends again.

Ooh, you’re in the sciences, so I can ask this: who do you think invented calculus, Newton or Leibniz?

You know, the scientific method is set up in such a way that the scientist is replaceable. You see this time and time again, when a scientific finding is obvious (given prior knowledge), then it will be “invented” several times by different people ^^. Especially in times when worldwide scientific communication and reporting was less effective, this happened a lot. Of course the scientist people themselves would really like to think that they’re brilliant and irreplaceable xD 

Do you play any video games? If so, what do you like to play?

There’s a few games that I play. Pokemon stuff (PoGo, SunMoon, Sword), Animal Crossing, Touhou.. In the past I played a lot of Mario Kart, Monkey Island, Sims, Civilization (4?), Neptunia, Nekopara, Audiosurf, Analogue a Hate story, Wizardry 8, Skyrim, Heavy Rain, Beyond two Souls, and lots of older SNES games like Donkey kong country, Metroid, and hm probably some others that I’ve forgotten about. Games are fun when you’re a kid or a student with lots of free time, but I kinda don’t have the time any more to be immersed in a videogame. Every time my mind wanders and the immersion is kinda gone. I can catch pokemon on the streets but this isn’t really a game compared to those others, maybe

What do you think of when your are… you know… doing the naughty thing? Any special fantasies or scenarios that get you going? I’m sorry if this is inappropriate for you, don’t feel pressured to answer this :)

I’m sorry, I tend not to answer lewd Asks and messages. I know that I occasionally mention it on my own accord, and I should definitely try to keep the lewdness to a minimum. I’m not a SFW ageplaying blog; there’s too many suggestive pictures on my blog. However, I don’t want to be (seen as) a pornblog. I don’t even know why I’m taking all these pictures and exposing myself on the internet. By logic, I probably should not be doing it. I’m going to make a mistake one day and accidentally get identified by someone IRL. Or maybe I’ll take negative comments too close to heart and internalize them as actual character flaws while they might not even be genuine to begin with. (Same goes with accepting too many positive remarks). Why do you think that I do this? It’s probably for getting attention, if I were to guess.. I do really like all the attention that I get, and all the interactions ^^

Do you like to read for fun? If so, what do you like to read?

Hm unfortunately I don’t have time to read novels. I do read a lot of technical stuff, but that probably wasn’t your question. It’s really unfortunate, because my English suffers from it. I can write concise unambiguous biomedical jargon, but I’m much less fluent in contemporary non-technical stuff :/ 

What is your favorite food you discovered?

There’s a few foods which I discovered the last few years which stand out for me..  

You should definitely try Okonomiyaki if you can; it’s a hearty Japanese ‘pancake’. 

When it comes to ice cream, I really like it when there’s matcha mixed in the cream; it gives a strong green color and a unique flavor. Though, dame blanche will always be my most favorite dish, for it is a choco overload!

 For drinks, I like a lot of the wines and ciders that I am finding here in Belgium. And I am a big fan of weird French cheeses ^^. Fresh goat cheese is the best! I chose a nice place to live, after my adventures in the north of the Netherlands. The food and drinks culture is so strong here 

If you had to get a PhD in something, (Even if it’s something super silly like building legos), what would it be and why?

xD I kinda feel like this Ask was written without knowing that I do hold a PhD. I am Dr. Coucherequin, to you. I can’t even tell you in what I did my doctorate, because it’d be 10 seconds on google to find my full name. Let’s just say that it’s related to the quality of infant food (yes really)

Happy birthday! May all your wishes come true. Do you have a favorite little movie?

Thank you for sending me this Ask and for wishing me a happy birthday!! °^° I also hope that all my little wishes come true and I can become the smollest person ever!

Hm I tend to watch slice-of-life anime when I’m ageplaying. I know that there’s also Western cartoons being made, but I kinda feel more connected to anime? I dunno. I like Steven’s Universe and Bob’s Burgers and such but Western cartoons are also really filled up with politics drama which I’m just not interested in. There’s a lot of series in the slice-of-life anime genre that you could check out, like Lucky Star, Yuru Yuri, Moetan, Maidragon, Nichijou, Azumanga Daioh, Umaru-chan, Blend S, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, Suzumiya Haruhi, K-On!, and tons more. I also really like watching the Pokemon anime, to be honest. Is Pokemon a slice-of-life? It’s a feel-good kids anime for me ^^
In terms of movies, I really liked Frozen.. I must have watched that movie in at least 4 different languages xD. Lots of older Disney movies are super fun to watch, Lady and the Tramp, the Hunchback of Notre Dame, Mulan (super super love this one), Lilo and Stitch, Alice in Wonderland, Pirates of the Caribbean, Jungle Book, etc. I’m not a fan of the remakes that they’re creating, I really prefer the original 1900s works when it comes to the animations… What do you think?

Hello coucherequin! Wishing you an happy new year. I really like what your posting and your personality. 2020 was a bad year for me and seeing you in diaper remind me to take time for myself, wear a diaper and relax.Once again, happy new year and keep posting your cute pictures!

hello !! Thank you for your kind wishes °^°. You are unfortunately not alone in having had not such a great year. Lots of people had a tough and challenging time. That doesn’t downplay your feelings, though. To get a positive feeling out of 2020 would be the most ideal, right? I had a lot of good things happen to me in 2020. I’m very happy with how it all went ^^. If you can find and highlight the positive events in your life, that occurred in 2020, you’ll also feel a lot better!

As for the contribution of my own blog ^^;; I’m happy and humbled that I’m able to help out in making others relax. Ageplay helps me to relax, and I hope that I can portray that in my pictures!

I’ll keep posting pictures, don’t worry ^^

Are you happy with your current position at work? Or are you going to try to change something about that?

Hello! Thank you for this Ask! 

It’s a difficult question, though. Just like my previous job, I am working in a hospital facility again. I don’t think that, with all the restrictions in place, I am getting a fair view of what it’s normally like. I am really not having a good time right now, but it is probably a temporary thing? Regardless, it’s not a good idea to change jobs right now, I think. It’s not just my job that determines my opinion on this, anyway. It’s also the general difficulty in public transportation, and reduced shop availability, and whatnot. I don’t blame anyone, and I’m definitely not one to complain about the state of affairs… Also probably lots of people are having a difficult time, and I should be glad to be in good health and to live nearby family and friends. 

Let’s see the coming while what comes out of it, huh? ^^ I have my whole life in front of me to have some fun, take a few pictures and make lots of new friends! I’m all in for second chances and my opinion on things changes quickly if I come to the realisation that I was wrong!

Have a great birthday!Were you able to spend Christmas time with your family (parents etc)? Here in Finland, it was recommended not to travel between larger cities, so my family (i.e. my wife and our adult-age sons) spent first time Christmas just togethet, without visiting our parents.

Thank you for wishing me a great birthday! I’m sorry to hear that you could not spend Christmas with your parents. I hope that you can soon have another opportunity to visit them… I did visit my parents, though I realise that this wasn’t an advised thing to do. My reasoning was that every time may be the last time and there is no one else who I can spend Christmas with. Communicating over the internet gets old, quickly. I’m selfish for having done this, right? It was high-risk, and dangerous, behaviour that should probably be fined. I did my best to evade people while travelling; by travlling at non-busy hours, standing far away from others, and I even bicycled part of my trip. In the future, I’ll probably consider myself crazy for having cycled 40km through the dark and cold to evade people. 

I feel so sorry for my parents. They’re retired; they used to visit acquaintances and family as a means of socialising. Nowadays their only visitors are the kids (including me). It’s not their fault. It’s nobody’s fault. It’s important to remain hopeful for a better future, otherwise there is nothing to look forward to 

I think the fact that she was so honest about telling you she didn’t want to do it again is a testament to how good your friendship is with her. She clearly appreciated that you were willing to share this part of you with her. The fact that you’re still friends is proof to me that it wasn’t a mistake to ask her to try it.

You’re probably right ^^. I’m not sure on the appreciation, but I do feel that I have been forgiven for my mistake. It would be devastating to me if our friendship was harmed in a serious way. We’ve been friends for so long and it feels like we’ve always been there for each other. Forgiveness is the best gift that you can offer someone. I try to forgive everyone of their mistakes if it feels just to do. 💕

Does your friend in Paris know about your little side? Does she also have a little side?

Thank you for this Ask!! We’ve been friends for a long time and we’ve talked about ageplay a few times. I don’t want to annoy or bother people, but I made the mistake of asking her in the past whether she wanted to try it with me. Being a really good friend, she didn’t refuse, and next time I visited her I had 2 diapers with me (Attends m8, I think it was, not even a good diaper oops…). I also brought baby bottles and pacis for us to use (and we did!). We drank orange juice from the bottle. I thought that we looked super adorable. But after half an hour she said she wanted to change back into normal clothing. Afterwards, she told me that she thought that it was not something that she’d like to do again, and I’ve always respected this. In retrospect, I feel bad for having asked her to do this with me. Ageplay is something that I should not bother friends with, I now feel. I’m so sorry. I was such a horrible friend for asking that.. In the long run, it didn’t harm our friendship, fortunately. We’re still very good friends and we often meet whenever we can ^^ 

If you could travel anywhere, what place do you want to see most?

I would really like to visit my friend, who lives in Paris. It’s not about the place, it’s about seeing her and hugging her. She deserves so much more than what she has, and I’m always afraid that she’s feeling lonely and unloved. She helped me so much throughout last year (in 2020) and I owe her BIG time. 

°^°  !!!

Just like previous years.. I don’t post anything during Christmas. You should not be spending any time on tumblr, you should be spending time with your family or friends 👪🙏

Merry Christmas, Happy holidays. See you soon! I love you, and I love my family. I hope that you’re doing well, and best wishes from this shark!

No need to excuse for being away for a bit. You keep being you :)

It’s true, there’s no need for me to excuse myself. 

However, I think that I should be responsive to messages and Asks, and have an engagement with the people who choose to follow me and read my blog ^^. I think that the difference between a whole bunch of ABDL pictures, and a real person is when the person chooses to interact.

When I disappear for a while (or for good), then maybe my blog falls back to just being a whole bunch of (meaningless) ABDL pictures. I think that would be very sad.

Hello, very good job your work in Tumblr. I have some questions for you :How many languages do you talk?What is the name of your stuffy shark?What is your favorite pastry?In the little world, why did you wear again diaper at your age?Do you prefer diaper for girl or any diaper with baby print or simply diaper?Have a nice dayShark kiss

xD you attached a weird photo to this Ask. It distracts me a lot. So let’s get this Ask over with before I lose my mind.

Thank you for saying that I am doing a good job on my “work” in Tumblr. Keep in mind that I do this for fun ^^. I accept donations (in the form of diapers, or even money), but despite my gratefulness of these things, I would take my pictures and write my messages also without those. I can remind you (and others reading this) that I do have a website: coucherequin.com , which is like a copy of my tumblr blog and all my pictures, maybe you’ll find it more easy to navigate ^^

I only know Dutch and English. I would love to be able to learn French, but my skills in languages are very poor and thus I will probably never speak French properly. I’m sorry. I know that the name of my blog is in French, which suggests that I speak it, but I don’t oops 

The shark plush doesn’t have a real name. In Dutch, the word for shark is “haai”, which is pronounced like “hiiii”. Saying hello to a Dutch shark is kinda funny XD. On my blog, I call the plushie “sharkie” for lack of a better name. By now, it’s too late to give it a name. I sleep with it every night, so I also wash it in the washing machine every few weeks. When it is drying, after his swim in the washing machine, I have to sleep one night without it and it bothers me more than it should. Also, when I sleep at a different place than my own bed, it bothers me a lot that I cannot hold my fish in my sleep   :<   There are LITTLE problems

xD There are too many pastries for me to choose from, to choose a favourite. I like lots of different pastries. Flan Breton, Éclairs, Madeleines, Financier, Chouquettes, Mille-Feuille (which the Dutch also copied as tompouce / tompoes), but also more normal stuff like pain au chocolat, and regular flan. There are many more pastries that I would like to try, especially Breton pastries 

Hm I’m not sure what you’re asking, but I think you’re asking me why I am wearing diapers during my ageplay sessions, in which I’m around 3~ish years. I can’t be sure what it was exactly like, being a real toddler. I only have a few clear memories of those times. As a toddler I wore diapers during the day until around age 3 (I think), and during the night I still needed diapers until I was around 7 or 8 years old. After that, I distinctively remember wanting to wear diapers again to satisfy my inner desires. As a teen and adult there’s also the sexual aspect, and some of my most intense orgasms have been in a diaper. But I dunno, I just want to wear diapers? Maybe one day I will figure it out. We moved two times, when I was a young kid. For that, I switched primary schools once (second move was closer by). The friends I had as a kid were all gone, and I wouldn’t even know their names now. At my new primary school, I had to make new friends but I was also bullied a lot. I suppose that these things are somehow connected to me wanting to continue wearing diapers. I tend to ageplay once per week, or sometimes once per two weeks, and this is enough to control my desires. It’s not a big problem for me, and I will not seek psychiatric help for it ^^. My diaper wearing and ageplay are like self-medicating, I think?

I’ve worn lots of different diapers! I enjoy cute pink-printed diapers the most. But I will not complain if there are only medical diapers to wear ^^; it doesn’t give the same babyish feeling, but I suspect that little bedwetting coucherquin also didn’t wear baby diapers at age 7 XD. My parents probably put me in XS medical diapers.Unfortunately I have no clear memories of this. So yes I have my weird preferences ^^, but I won’t complain. Sorry for the long Ask post. I hope I can receive more Asks in the future!

My apologies for being a little absent, lately. It’s related to my recent post, where I exposed my uncertainties regarding my long-term plans, but also due to general inexcusable laziness from my end XD. I do have a new photoset to post to my blog, so I should probably prepare this and add it to my blog some time soon.. Sorry for all the trouble. 

If I can ask you, would you be interested in reading stories that I wrote? I have a lot of ideas for fictional stories, but I’m not sure whether enough people are interested.. I’ll try to write a short story (soon), and see what sort of responses I get from it ^^, that should be an o-kay plan!

Goodbye for a while…

Hm so this is a text post which is not so fun to write, for me. Around this time last year (in 2019), I got my late cat euthanized due to severe chronic illness. If you’ve been following me for long enough, you will probably have seen my cat in some of my older pictures. Nowadays I tend not to use those pictures any more, because it reminds me too much of her. Around that period, there were many stressful things happening, because my work contract also expired, and I was planning to move to another city (but still inside the Netherlands). Anyway, right after I moved, the corona thing just started and everything became very difficult; this was difficult for everyone. 

When I got a new job, I moved again to another city (this time taking very few possessions with me, because the situation was still quite difficult and I moved to another country). When I had established myself in my new home in Belgium, and I was a little bit more comfortable, I thought about adopting a cat again. In my recent pictures, you may have seen her. Purely by coincidence, she looks quite similar to my late cat, but that wasn’t the reason why I adopted her. Trust me, her personality is very different from my late cat’s ^^. I would never dare to compare these two cats, otherwise my late cat will come back from the grave to scratch me or sit on my face in my sleep. Anyway, the cat which I recently adopted is quite thin and frail. I thought that she was just a little thin from the situation at the shelter, but she wasn’t really gaining any weight while living with me, and I was worried. I took her to the vet and they diagnosed the cat with hyperthyroidism, prescribing medication to be taken daily. Despite my experience with animals and especially with cats, I had mixed results administering this pill to her. I discussed it with the vet and with the shelter, and they suggested it may be best to rehome the cat. I tried a while longer to administer this medication to my cat, but I was just not successful and it wasn’t really in the interest of my cat to keep living with me. That’d be selfish. So I brought her back to the shelter, and they immediately found a new owner who was very experienced in giving pills. She is living in a nursing home now (xD sorry I’m not joking, a nursing home for people, one of the nurses gives the medication to the cat once per day).

Although I’m happy that the story has a happy ending for the cat, the story doesn’t have a happy ending for me, I think? I’m back where I started: sitting alone in my apartment talking to people over the internet. I’m having a lot of difficulties understanding what I really want in my life. Pets can be really good friends or housemates, and I really like sharing my life with a cat. It gives me happiness and it takes away a lot of my loneliness. But the presence of a cat is rather transient. And they’re not really sentient in the same way people are. What should I even do? Lately I’ve been asking myself more what I’m even doing and where I should be going. The decisions I make around my current age may have a big effect on the long term, right? I’m turning 30 years old in a few weeks. Should I try dating a person to fill the loneliness in my life? I don’t think you’re supposed to partner up with someone to fight your loneliness…, or should you? I would have no idea where to start. However, part of me also tells me not to take any drastic decisions. So I think I’m going to lay low for a while. I’m sorry, I’ll stop posting to this blog for a few days. I won’t go away, don’t worry ^^. Your friendly apex predator shark isn’t going anywhere. If you want to, maybe you could tell me some advice? 

When was the last time you cried? If you’re okay with talking about it, what was the reason?

Thank you for this Ask! It’s a little bit personal.. I cried a lot after I had my previous cat euthanized, but this is already almost a year ago (29-11-2019) so it’s not something which is recent. 

Sometimes I wonder whether I’m making the right choices in life. I’m not being successful in a regular way, am I? I don’t have a partner, I don’t own a house, I don’t own a car, I don’t even have a driver’s license, I don’t have kids, I don’t often go on holiday. What do I even have? I rent an apartment, I ride my bike, and I am lonely. Usually I am too busy to worry about these things, and I feel that I accomplish enough other things to make up for my downfalls. Though, occasionally it hits me in the face that my life lacks things which the majority of other people find more important than creative and scientific accomplishments. I’ll lie down in my bed to cry for an hour, and then I drink a bottle of wine and get drunk and do other stupid things. What do you think about this? 

Here’s a question for you do you have a least favorite diaper that you’ve tried for me I research the diapers I buy so I’ve been able to say away from some of the bad ones

Thank you for sending me an Ask! 

My least favorite diaper is the Attends Slip Active m8 (and m9). These diapers have one tape on each side (so two tapes in total) and therefore fit me very poorly; i.e. the middle part of the diaper doesn’t stay snugly around my thighs and instead narrows up over time. I bought a pack (with 28 diapers) of these diapers in 2013 (I think?) and it took me until at least 2016 to finish it. I did have other diapers in the mean time, of course. At some point I started buying Abena M3 packages and I loved those diapers for their simpleness and effectiveness. Though, this was a time before I started exploring ageplaying, so I was mostly just masturbating in these diapers. I should just have thrown the Attends away instead of wearing them reluctantly, I am not incontinent after all so I don’t per se need uncomfortable diapers. What sense does it make to wear bad diapers when you’re doing it for fun? ^^;;

With that in mind, I should really start approaching my diaper choices more ‘scientifically’, so I could have lists of diapers that I can strongly recommend and other diapers which I would recommend more for low budget or something like that xD. But maybe the viewers of my blog just want to see my ass and thin frail body in diapers instead of reading silly analyses of diapers

This is a formal request to rename your blog “Doctor Coucherequin M.D.” (mostly diapered.)

xD Hm I know you’re joking with this, though out of completeness: I am not an M.D. (doctor of medicine). I have never studied medicine, I cannot help you in case of a medical emergency, I cannot perform surgeries on people, etc. In contrast, I do know human and murine anatomy, I know about the chemical processes that keep us alive, I know oddly specific medical terms, I’m licensed to work with mammalian model organisms in the Netherlands and in Belgium. I am licensed to work with radioactive substances (in NL). I can perform micro-surgery on mice. I can do all sorts of weird and wonderful laboratory techniques for the analysis and quantification of DNA, RNA, proteins, fats, etc. A PhD stands for a ‘doctor of Philosophy’, or more accurately a ‘research doctorate’. Concerning what my role would be in this world. I don’t think I know? I plan and perform medical studies in cultured cells and rodent models, I analyse the samples and write the manuscripts. What any of this has to do with any real-life skill, I’m not sure. Though, some people see it as a prestigious activity. What do you think?

Looking around your awesome pix, I guess you’ve spent lots at IKEA? I have 5 of the rats! And the the bed frame is excellent

Hm yes, in my previous home I think most of my stuff was either from Ikea or from the thrift-shop (which also receives mostly ikea stuff). When I was decorating my house, I kept an Excel sheet of my spendings and I was surprised how expensive it all ended up being, despite the fact that I never really planned on keeping any of the furniture pieces. I had these things: 

Friheten sleeping sofa (I got mine in pink, it was the last one?)
Fjellse 140cm wooden bed frame (they should still have this)
Hemnes table-desk (before they started only selling painted ones)

Jokkmokk wooden dining table with 4 wooden chairs
Rast wooden cabinet
Hemnes 3-drawer chest (before they started only selling painted ones)
Hemnes book case (also before the painted ones)

XD I even had a fridge from ikea. Did you know they sell fridges? I think it’s called “Lagan”. It’s so huge. We were with 3 people in the house and the fridge and freezer were never completely full.

I also had a few carpets from ikea, and lots of decorative little things like the rats (plushies) yes and of course the shark plush. Though, I don’t think they sell lots of these things any more? It’s a little sad that I could not keep most of those furniture pieces, when I moved back to the south of the Netherlands (and later to Belgium). I understand that life goes on, and I also understand that I should not sulk over such silly materialist things. Though, I think ultimately we all seek comfort in continuity of our relationships and our possessions. I wonder whether I’ll have a permanent living space any time soon

Have you ever thought about adopting children?



Thank you for this interesting Ask. There was a period in my life when I really wanted to have children. I was kinda devastated when I found out that I was infertile. That revelation was already a few years ago, and I think right now I’ve accepted that my purpose on this world isn’t that. I need to contribute in another meaningful way, and any way I can think of invariably is immeasurable in its success. One foolproof way would be to adopt children, and the thought passed my mind numerous times. However, in the country in which I live, singles (in practice) cannot adopt. With the low self-esteem that I have, I don’t see myself suitable for relationships. With those things in mind, I suspect that my contribution to this world will instead be creative and/or intellectual. If I’m not successful at that, then there will be no proof that I was ever here, right? To blog readers, I am a nobody. Even if my pictures momentarily give you fun, they leave no lasting impression, I think. Nonetheless, it gives me some peace of mind knowing that my creative products find a use

I don’t think you’re a nobody: you’re a kind, lovely person with a penchant for ageplay & a talent for photography!

That’s a very kind thing to say ^^. I’d like to be a kind and loving person. And I’d like to be good at photography. It’s up to me to make that a reality, huh? We’re all free in being who we want to be and who we are.. I’ll keep working towards improving myself, that’s the least I can do

How have you been doing through the pandemic? I hope you are doing well!

Sorry.. as far as blogging goes, I’m not that good at actually telling my own activities and stories, cus I fear that no one really cares about me as a person.

Maybe I can use this Ask to do that; describe a little bit what I’ve been doing. So people can skip if they don’t want to read this. 

My PhD contract ended last year and I was kinda unemployed for a while, but I used that time to apply for jobs (of course) but mostly to write my doctoral thesis and my scientific manuscripts (for publication). I probably shouldn’t publicly disclose the relative percentages of those activities xD. Anyway, I submitted my doctoral thesis near the beginning of this year and it was accepted by the reading committee and deemed good enough to be publicly defended. Meanwhile I was offered a postdoctoral research position to start very near to when I was supposed to defend. But yeah there was a pandemic and my plans kinda changed a lot. My PhD defence was postponed to the end of Summer, and I couldn’t yet start the postdoctoral position because the borders were closed. In practice this meant more unemployment which did strain my finances, but I got a lot of help from my parents and I ended up only losing a little bit of money. I used this additional free time to continue to work on my manuscripts and actually ended up finishing nearly all of them xD. At the time I’m writing this I have 3 first-author papers accepted for publication and another 2 manuscripts with minor revisions which I have submitted back to the respective journals. Gotta make the best of the time you’re offered, right?  

My views of this whole pandemic is a little bit weird. If a pandemic makes people realize what is really important to them (family, close friends, local communities, their elders), then maybe the prior way of life was wrong per se? These things should have been clear to anyone from the get-go. All the senseless travelling and holidays isn’t important in the larger scheme. I was also confronted with this, and I promised myself that I’d visit my family and friends more often than before.

Adopting a cat sounds great what try would you want to get

There’s no doubt that adopting a cat sounds like a good idea ^^. I’d be giving a cat another chance at life, an owner, and a home. The doubt comes not from this by itself, but by the limited space that I could offer the cat. My current home is a little bit smaller compared to my previous home (maybe 25m², compared to 80m²). Also, there’s less opportunity for a cat to go outdoors, here. I know that cats don’t really care that much and prefer to be lazy most of the time, but even the laziest cat will give itself a daily bout of exercise by running around the house, playing with toys, hunting prey, or scratching stuff. I’m afraid that this home is too small to run around in, and therefore I don’t  think it’d be a good idea. I do really want to have a cat again, because I feel very lonely, but it’s probably best that I set my feelings aside for the interest of the animal. 

In your “July blog post” you said that you sold artwork and music at Japan expo in Paris. What kind of music do you make? What music do you like? What instruments do you play?

Hm I can’t answer this one in much detail, cus people can Google it very easily. We play piano-vocal music. I play keyboard and do the arrangements and some of the storywriting. Sorry, I can’t say much more cus it’s kinda super obvious otherwise xD

Have you ever visited Finland?

I haven’t visited Finland before ^^;; Sorry. I did go to Stockholm once to visit the university there, though I did not get to see the city. Maybe another time, I’ll be able to return to Scandinavia for a holiday. 

Your profile says you’re from Finland. Do you still live there? Do you get to see the Northern lights ?

Hi can u speak german

I can speak a little bit German, though I prefer to talk in English or Dutch if it’s possible ^^. I’m not that good with languages, though.. I don’t read enough (literature) books. One of my friends, who is a translator/interpreter for a living, gets very angry at me when I use google translate to help me with languages (sometimes I also use it with English, but generally I’m okay without)

Do you know that there are other pages to upload your photos?

I’m confused about what you sent me. Are there other people who upload my pictures to their blog? Or are you asking me to use a different service (like twitter) to upload my pictures?

If it’s the former.. well if I didn’t agree with it, then it’s not okay for other people to upload my pictures anywhere ^^;;  my pictures are mine and I want to keep full control over where they are. Reblogging is of course fine, cus that’s the whole idea behind tumblr and not technically re-uploading. I understand that on the internet people can download and upload something without direct repercussions, but I’d like to appeal to people’s empathy regarding this. I am a real person, after all. If you meant to ask the latter.. for the time being I think tumblr works fine, it’s too time-consuming for me to maintain several platforms at the same time


You mentioned in some of your answers that you have a low self esteem when it comes to relations, can you please elaborate on why you think so and if it is related to loving diapers, also do you ever think to go to a psychologist to help you feel better or this doesn’t bother you at all? Thanks.

it’s true, I have some issues with self-esteem. I don’t think it’s related to me liking diapers and ageplay. Maybe it’s just my way of looking at life? Though despite that, I’m generally a happy person. I’ve been single for a long time, but I don’t really care that much about it, I think. I would really like to talk to interesting people more than I do now, though. I seem to attract mostly the “how are u” and not so much real conversations, but perhaps it’s my mistake to expect more than chit-chat.    

I’m against medicalization of human behavior, though. I would not go to a psychologist for having low self esteem. To me, that sounds absurd. I learned the hard way that it’s best not to be critical of psychologists. I’m still kinda skeptical, you know? I’ve always solved my own issues. The concept that someone could help me with a deep personal issue, in a very limited time, sounds totally bizarre to me. I personally consider the placebo effect to be a major contributor in the efficacy of psychologists. But again, I’m careful with this.. if a psychologist helps you, by all means don’t listen to me ^^

Thank you for this Ask!  I do really enjoy getting Asks and I will answer (almost) all of them in due time ^^


Have you ever thought about adopting children?

Thank you for this interesting Ask. There was a period in my life when I really wanted to have children. I was kinda devastated when I found out that I was infertile. That revelation was already a few years ago, and I think right now I’ve accepted that my purpose on this world isn’t that. I need to contribute in another meaningful way, and any way I can think of invariably is immeasurable in its success. One foolproof way would be to adopt children, and the thought passed my mind numerous times. However, in the country in which I live, singles (in practice) cannot adopt. With the low self-esteem that I have, I don’t see myself suitable for relationships. With those things in mind, I suspect that my contribution to this world will instead be creative and/or intellectual. If I’m not successful at that, then there will be no proof that I was ever here, right? To blog readers, I am a nobody. Even if my pictures momentarily give you fun, they leave no lasting impression, I think. Nonetheless, it gives me some peace of mind knowing that my creative products find a use

“Well I have a lot of presence on other websites, but not as coucherequin. I like to keep my online ‘identities’ separate as much as possible, so I can’t tell you publicly about the account names that I use on YouTube or Discord. If I get to know people, I usually give them my discord handle cus it’s easier to chat on compared to tumblr messaging. Which websites do you have other identities identities on? You don’t need to tell me you identity but it would interesting to know all of these sites

Which websites do I use? Well lots of different ones! I use YouTube, facebook, discord, deviantart, twitter, soundcloud, danbooru, gelbooru, bandcamp, crunchyroll, MAL, and a few forums. Most of my time online goes to YouTube and tumblr, though. 


Hey requin, hoewel oude franchise als zelda veelal gedragen zullen worden door oudere spelers, zijn ze makkelijk op te pakken voor hedendaagse kinderen. De fortnite-achtige spelletjes van nu zijn online en wanneer de updates stoppen snel vergeten worden. Veel plezier met animal crossing en ik hoop dat je na de wuhan-hoest snel weer een eigen woning vind met een verse start voor de toekomst! Heb je nu een sabbatical van abdl?

Ah oeps. Ik had een antwoord geschreven op deze Ask, maar ik was naar bed gegaan en m’n laptop had zichzelf opnieuw opgestart waardoor m’n antwoord verdwenen was XD. Sorry hiervoor..

XD Wat zeg jij nou? Ik heb toch geen sabbatical van ABDL? Ik plaats elke dag een berichtje; soms een reblog van mezelf, soms een reblog van iets schattigs, soms een antwoord op een Ask, en soms gewoon een stukje tekst van mezelf. Maar ik plaats elke dag wel iets, al jaren lang! Het klopt wel dat ik de laatste maanden een beetje achter loop met nieuwe foto’s nemen, waardoor ik meer oude foto’s gebruikt heb. Je mag me wel suggesties geven voor nieuwe ideeën voor foto’s, hoor. Of me een luier aanraden die ik nog niet gedragen heb en die de moeite waard is!

Animal Crossing is heel erg leuk ^^. Vergeet niet dat spelletjes gewoon tijdsverdrijf zijn, echter. Ik voel me een beetje slecht als ik aan ‘t eind van de dag of ‘t eind van de week niets nieuws heb gemaakt. Hoe kan ik anders bewijzen dat ik ooit bestaan heb, als ik niks gemaakt heb?

What is your family like? How would you describe your parents, and would you ever consider telling them about your lifestyle?

Thank you for this Ask! Hm it’s an interesting Ask.

I think my mom knows that I ageplay, or at least she knows part of it? I’m not sure. She found wet diapers in the trash in the past and asked me about it. I answered that I liked wearing them, which is a pretty clear-cut answer, right. Though, I’m not sure she fundamentally understood my answer. We never talked about it. She’s also seen some of my other stuff, like a paci and all the super girly kid pyjamas and bedsheets I usually have. I honestly would not bother my sisters or parents with my ageplaying ‘secret’, though. I’m not ashamed of ageplaying, I just think it’s not something that I should bother them with. I can’t describe my parents or sisters accurately. They’re my family. I’ve outgrown them in career, I don’t let them much into my life, yet I feel welcomed into their lives. I take pictures of them at family gatherings

There are a few friends who know that I ageplay and who know about this blog, though I don’t want to bother them too much with it. I know ageplay is weird and I don’t want to anger them with the weirdness ^^;;   


(Also gosh my baby bottle is so dirty in that picture. I do dish-wash it after use, but some drinks really stain the plastic)

Het controller aspect kan ik goed inkomen. sinds de NES en SNES geen console meer gehad en speelde soms iets op de pc .. toen kwam BotW uit en was weer verliefd op tloz. daar zit je dan met een controller met 2 thumbsticks .. duurde een tijdje voor de coördinatie er ingestampt zat. De lore is vrij simpel (vergeet de tijdslijn) afijn als je geen probleem heb met open-world is botw een prima introductie. Waarschijnlijk heb ik gemist wat je wel speelt

Hoi, bedankt voor deze Ask! Wacht, heb je speciaal voor Breath of the Wild een wiiU/Switch gekocht? Ik heb als kind nooit een Zelda spelletje gespeeld, dus ik voel die nostalgie niet die anderen wel hebben. Soms vermoed ik dat heel veel nieuwe spelletjes het echt moeten hebben van nostalgische volwassenen en niet zo zeer van kinderen. Ik heb als kind bijvoorbeeld wel Donkey Kong Country gespeeld, en ik kijk er met plezier op terug. Ik speel nu alleen schattige spelletjes xD. Nu dus Animal Crossing!

Pokemon 🗡/🛡 or Temtem?

Until I received this Ask, I had never heard of Temtem before oops. I’m not sure how willing I would be to learn the names and characteristics of 500 more non-existing creatures xD. Digimon also tried their best to be a Pokemon clone, but where are they now? Maybe everyone will have forgotten about Temtem in 5 years from now, maybe it’ll be a huge success, who knows.

Anyway, the real answer is that I don’t know because I had never heard of Temtem until now so I’ve also not played it nor seen any videos of it.  

Are you a Zelda fan by any chance?

I’ve never played a Zelda game, I think. I tried Breath of the Wild in the store when it was released, but I found the controls very difficult. Combined with the absence of any nostalgia (I don’t remember having played any Zelda games as a kid), there was no reason for me to get BotW and spend the necessary time in it to get acquainted with the controls. It’s not that I think the game is bad or anything, I’ve just never played a 3d game with a controller (only with a mouse and laptop) so it feels very unnatural and unintuitive to me. Maybe one day I’ll realize all the amazing things I’ve been missing out on… 

It’s not about my sexual desires I really want to find an ABDL relationship That’s my lifelong dream

Hmm well it’s a fair and honest desire. Most men and women would like to have a relationship at some point. Be it with men or women. I’m not sure why you’re sending this to me in an Ask, however. A relationship is something you have to work for, it’s not something you get by just asking a stranger on the internet, I’m afraid ^^;; . Though, miracles still happen, I suppose

Hitachi magic wand and a diaper? Yay! Or nah?


100% yay! Literally did this with imagine yesterday! Feels so fucking good! Also the womanizer may be even higher on my list than the wand

Oh I can relate to this. I love that feeling in a (wet) nappy

with a wand. For me, that feeling is better than doing it without a nappy. Definitely a ‘Yay!’ for me

Hello.. My account is automatically posting pictures that I took previously. But I wanted to tell you a little thing.

This week I’m gonna move to a different place. And it’s been very tiring for me to pack my stuff, clean, and make all the necessary arrangements. Unfortunately at some point I will run out of pictures that I took in this house, and maybe you’ll see me in a different room. This is quite an emotional time for me because lots of things are changing and there isn’t anyone that I can readily talk to (or want to talk to, anyway).

I’m not responding to tumblr messages as quickly as before. (Also if you do choose to send me a message, please understand that “how are you” or a variant of that is not really that nice of a conversation starter as it places the burden of introducing a topic on me whereas I’m not the initiator of that conversation..)

I will return, don’t worry ^^. Maybe I’ll buy myself a few new costumes when I’m settled and I have a new job. Who knows.