bobbadadee:

requincouche:

requincouche:

I may be at an anime convention called abunai right now 😊 (in my hotel room)

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I went to an anime rave party wearing a diaper underneath an abdl onesie and a poofy cosplay uniform 😳. I wonder if I was the only guest there wearing such a thing 😂

YES!!

🤗 🥰 🥰

(“Yes!” to celebrate your courage for going out – I’m sure you were not alone wearing a diaper. 🤭)

Please tell us more about this adventure.

… (& what’s next?)

Hm well maybe there were also at least 1 other person wearing a diaper… but I will never know. I got very sweaty, but I continued way past my bedtime !!

What’s next is that I have to post new pictures to my tumblr blog, because I’ve been kind of less active for months already… 

How deep is deep?

bobbadadee:

requincouche:

bobbadadee:

requincouche:

Have you ever watched Inception? Recursive story telling is a common trope in fiction, though not often appreciated because it’s difficult to follow for some.

What I mean by ‘recursion’ here is when a character describes a fictional character and setting, who itself is describing a fictional character and setting, and so forth. Once you are 2-3 layers deep, it becomes nearly impossible to follow for the majority of readers. The ability to imagine a complex or abstract scenario is probably uniquely human, which can help us to better understand the feelings of others (and thus live harmoniously in a group), but also allow for high-level planning of future events (improving our adaptation). Putting it like this, you can probably hypothesize that ‘sociopathic’ behavior is caused by the inability to imagine complex or abstract scenarios (especially related to the feelings of others), rather than by a willful intent to cause harm in others. Whether this ability is learned or developmental, I don’t know. I appreciate that I have never had difficulties understanding concepts or feelings, though I also look up to others who are able to go even ‘deeper’ than I can.

When I was an actual child, the one thing I feared about growing up was the concept that I’d be gradually unable to learn new things and new skills. I’m not sure where this fear came from; probably my observation that older people had such difficulty adapting to new developments, and my own limitations of not being able to learn a new language. Now I don’t think that this fear was fully grounded. Language development does change while we grow up; it becomes more difficult to learn a completely new language. Learning how to play a musical instrument also becomes more difficult. Though, in contrast, many other things become much easier to learn as we get older due to cumulative experiences. You’re no longer starting from scratch, you already have decades worth of observations in your head. If you remain open to learn new things, and don’t dismiss concepts outright, I think that you will be able to continue learning new things and new skills throughout your life. Herein, your starting point and development obviously affect your rate of learning. Due to working as a biomedical scientist for over a decade, I’m fairly good at working in a medical laboratory, and new techniques come to me as if I’ve done them for years already.

To go back to the question ‘how deep is deep?’. There’s a lot of ways to answer this, depending on context and depending on ‘how deep’ of an answer you want ^^

Thank you Dr. Your little side deeply contrasts with your professional side in intriguing ways that invite acceptance.

Thank you for sharing yourself with us. 🙂🤗

xD Must be strange to hear me say all these weird complicated things, while I’m also just trying to be a good baby.

But I’m not going to roleplay, it’d be too tiring I think. I’m just me and that’s it.

You ARE a good baby….🤗🥰 …

and, I believe, a good scientist.

Balancing both makes you truly outstanding. 🥰

I’m not sure about those claims xD. Maybe I’m actually awful at both… But I care and I try my best, and maybe that will make the difference.

How deep is deep?

bobbadadee:

requincouche:

Have you ever watched Inception? Recursive story telling is a common trope in fiction, though not often appreciated because it’s difficult to follow for some.

What I mean by ‘recursion’ here is when a character describes a fictional character and setting, who itself is describing a fictional character and setting, and so forth. Once you are 2-3 layers deep, it becomes nearly impossible to follow for the majority of readers. The ability to imagine a complex or abstract scenario is probably uniquely human, which can help us to better understand the feelings of others (and thus live harmoniously in a group), but also allow for high-level planning of future events (improving our adaptation). Putting it like this, you can probably hypothesize that ‘sociopathic’ behavior is caused by the inability to imagine complex or abstract scenarios (especially related to the feelings of others), rather than by a willful intent to cause harm in others. Whether this ability is learned or developmental, I don’t know. I appreciate that I have never had difficulties understanding concepts or feelings, though I also look up to others who are able to go even ‘deeper’ than I can.

When I was an actual child, the one thing I feared about growing up was the concept that I’d be gradually unable to learn new things and new skills. I’m not sure where this fear came from; probably my observation that older people had such difficulty adapting to new developments, and my own limitations of not being able to learn a new language. Now I don’t think that this fear was fully grounded. Language development does change while we grow up; it becomes more difficult to learn a completely new language. Learning how to play a musical instrument also becomes more difficult. Though, in contrast, many other things become much easier to learn as we get older due to cumulative experiences. You’re no longer starting from scratch, you already have decades worth of observations in your head. If you remain open to learn new things, and don’t dismiss concepts outright, I think that you will be able to continue learning new things and new skills throughout your life. Herein, your starting point and development obviously affect your rate of learning. Due to working as a biomedical scientist for over a decade, I’m fairly good at working in a medical laboratory, and new techniques come to me as if I’ve done them for years already.

To go back to the question ‘how deep is deep?’. There’s a lot of ways to answer this, depending on context and depending on ‘how deep’ of an answer you want ^^

Thank you Dr. Your little side deeply contrasts with your professional side in intriguing ways that invite acceptance.

Thank you for sharing yourself with us. 🙂🤗

xD Must be strange to hear me say all these weird complicated things, while I’m also just trying to be a good baby.

But I’m not going to roleplay, it’d be too tiring I think. I’m just me and that’s it.

Did you ever play World of Warcraft? I, for myself, didn’t play it much, I kinda don’t know the game, but I enjoyed it to wander around, especially in the starting areas, where it is more or less peaceful. A perfect world.

I’ve never played that game, I’m afraid. When I was younger, I played a really really cute online game called “Ragnarok online”. And when I was a lil older I also played Minecraft and Pokemon !!

I’m not that big on playing videogames, as I just don’t have enough time for it. But maybe one day, I will be able to enjoy it a lil more ^^

I went to go and see a movie 😁, did you think that I’d see Barbie, huh?

Instead, I went to see Oppenheimer!!!

But I will probably also go and see the Barbie movie, when the hype is a lil over and the theatre isn’t packed. This was actually the first time ever that I went to a movie where I bought the last seat… The hall was entirely full !!

Are you OK? You haven’t been posting much in the last few weeks. WE MISS YOU!

I’m sorry, I’m super busy at work + preparations for my holiday + creative stuff + other projects. Tumblr is unfortunately the first thing that I’ll sacrifice time on. Also, my computer has been really slow lately and I dunno what to do about that

However, thank you so much for your concern <3

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When you go to the Japan Expo this July, would you ever, ever, ever consider wearing a dipe or training pants? I understand how you feel about the heat, but babies can wear when it’s hot (I’ve done it…pee trumps sweat 🤗) and it may only be a day trip.What I’m really asking is would you consider wearing if the sky was the limit?

No, that place was an oven every single time I went. France doesn’t do AC in the majority of (public) places, and they have really good weather during Summer, so it’s 30+°C inside trains, stations, convention centers, restaurants, etc. I don’t mind the heat, but diapers would make it more uncomfortable. (and I’m glad that I don’t mind the heat, because I’m in good health. If my health was bad, for sure I’d struggle in that kind of heat). Though, still, it’s unfortunate that it tends to be so hot during that convention; people are sluggish and less energetic, or they’ll skip wearing a cosplay.

Do you have plans for Juhannus i.e., midsummer festifal?

I wasn’t sure what this was, and whether such a thing was actually celebrated… and I’m still not really sure whether I understand it.

But in that weekend, I went to see my parents, and I attended a wedding of a friend. The weather was really nice, the food was reaaaallly good, and I had a great time during the whole day! I took some pictures for the couple, because apparently my friends recognize that I take good pictures xD. I wonder whether that’s true…

Hi requincouche, I saw in previous post that your cook your meals for the next day. I love cooking my self and if I have spear time I don’t mind cooking all day for just 1 tasty dish. Would love to cook for you, sow you could just be a baby a doing what you would like and don’t have to worry about food to prepare. I can feed you and let you drink out a baby bottle. I hope you have a wonderful summer day today.

I’m glad to hear that you love cooking ^^. It seems like a great hobby, and in the end you’ll have a great meal for yourself or to share with others!!! It’s important to have a proper big meal at least once per day, so that you get all your nutrients

Summer starts on the 21st of June, I can’t wait for Summer. I’m a little allergic to pollen right now, but I try my best not to let it ruin my mood.

Are you a trans woman? If so, how have diapers helped you while transitioning? Did they help comfort you or were you torn on your interest because it was an interest that you pursued while you were still closeted? Can you share how to deal with this?Sorry if this is an inappropriate ask, I’m genuinely curious. You always give out good advice in your asks.

I’m not trans, I’m just ugly. Sorry that I can’t help you with this question.

Sorry, I had to delete some posts and Asks from my tumblr blog, because they were giving me a “community label adult content”, which hides my blog from public view, I think.

I’m too scared to lose my whole account again. I have most of my posts and pictures backed up on https://coucherequin.com/ and the gallery at https://coucherequin.com/gallery/ , but still. Tumblr gives me the interactions which make it worth my time, whereas wordpress doesn’t really do that. 

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I’m so horny right now 🥺😳. I’m in my bed, sucking on a paci, wearing a purple-dotted tena diaper with my shark on top of me. I’m fantasizing about the shark pinning me down, opening my diaper, sticking his thing inside of me, and coming so much that it drips out onto my diaper… Then afterwards the diaper is closed again and I continue to leak out 😳. Would be so hot… But I can’t have these thoughts, I need to be innocent 😇

Sorry for being absent for a few days already. I will try to write responses to messages this evening.I end up using the weekend more and more like a time where I catch up with the week xD, it’s kinda bad.

A little personal message.. I finally bought a new bike for myself, I’m looking forward to receiving it in a few days! It’s a really fancy one, and I promised myself that I’d take good care of it. My past few bikes were all second-hand, and tended to get quite worn out from use before they were ultimately stolen (😢) or broken beyond economic repair.

What do you think of the sentence: With the natural sciences we get to the moon, but never to heaven.

Well regarding the Moon, there’s two quotes that are of interest to this question.

Yuri Gagarin flew into space, but didn’t see any god there

And from the crew of Apollo 8, we close with good night, good luck, a Merry Christmas – and God bless all of you, all of you on the good Earth.

It’s kinda funny how opposing these seem, though both probably had an underlying motivation. As for what I think… Regardless of whether you’re religious and which religion that’d be, the concept of heaven could be that there’s a reward for you for good behavior in life. Though, you can ask yourself the question whether a reward in life is more valuable than a reward after life. The Christian version of this is that the after-life is eternal, thus your reward for good deeds in life would be immeasurably greater than one during life itself. The uncertainty of whether you’d get there would be the ultimate motivation.

If we replace ‘heaven’ with the blissfulness of a fulfilling life on earth, I think that the original Ask becomes much clearer. Science can improve our ability to communicate, our health, our food and drinks, and our entertainment. Though, what it can’t do is make us a better person, help us to be a better friend, brother/sister, or parent. With regards to science, I’m most familiar with medical science. The topic I can bring to your attention is “medicalization of society”. Medical sciences bring us the good, though they also add the dynamics of medical capitalism into our society; i.e. “pathologization" or pejoratively ”disease mongering“. It’s more correct to refer to this as ”overmedicalization“, though. What I mean by this term is that an industry which profits on pathologies, will probably attempt to increase the rate of diagnoses, to get more people to buy their drugs or use their medical services, under the guise of improving health. The very concept of (the acceptance of) normality can be employed as a marketing gimmick. Regardless of the critique on overmedicalization, it’d be unwise to reject the benefits of diagnoses, drugs, and medical services. It would be an unfair discussion to argue overmedicalization versus undermedicalization. I don’t even have a solution to it. I personally find it bizarre that for example 5+% of the Western European population is using some form of anti-depressants right at this moment. You can look at this and conclude that it’s good for so many citizens to have access to pharmaceutical support for their health issues. Though, you can also look at this and conclude that there is a mental health crisis raging throughout populations which either exists for real, due to massive over-diagnosis, or due to over-prescription of these drugs. This pattern continues also into other pathologies.

The question here is whether all these medical-scientific advancements have brought us closer to ‘heaven’, i.e. closer to feeling fulfillment in our lives. My own answer is that it’s unrelated to one another. Superficially you can answer that health is a huge part of happiness, and that you’d wish for your family and friends to live long and healthy lives. Though, does that imply that life was less fulfilling and happy in the past? 200-300 years ago there were many more hardships e.g. infant mortality. But what I want to bring to your attention that hygiene, quality food and clean drinking water probably played the biggest role in the advancements herein, followed closely by vaccinations.

I don’t have a definitive answer for you. Science is a tool to generate new knowledge, and that knowledge can be used to help us. Though, I don’t think that the generated knowledge can be part of happiness itself, at least not in a vacuum. If you can contribute to this monologue, please feel free and I’ll be happy to revise my opinion.

How deep is deep?

Have you ever watched Inception? Recursive story telling is a common trope in fiction, though not often appreciated because it’s difficult to follow for some.

What I mean by ‘recursion’ here is when a character describes a fictional character and setting, who itself is describing a fictional character and setting, and so forth. Once you are 2-3 layers deep, it becomes nearly impossible to follow for the majority of readers. The ability to imagine a complex or abstract scenario is probably uniquely human, which can help us to better understand the feelings of others (and thus live harmoniously in a group), but also allow for high-level planning of future events (improving our adaptation). Putting it like this, you can probably hypothesize that ‘sociopathic’ behavior is caused by the inability to imagine complex or abstract scenarios (especially related to the feelings of others), rather than by a willful intent to cause harm in others. Whether this ability is learned or developmental, I don’t know. I appreciate that I have never had difficulties understanding concepts or feelings, though I also look up to others who are able to go even ‘deeper’ than I can.

When I was an actual child, the one thing I feared about growing up was the concept that I’d be gradually unable to learn new things and new skills. I’m not sure where this fear came from; probably my observation that older people had such difficulty adapting to new developments, and my own limitations of not being able to learn a new language. Now I don’t think that this fear was fully grounded. Language development does change while we grow up; it becomes more difficult to learn a completely new language. Learning how to play a musical instrument also becomes more difficult. Though, in contrast, many other things become much easier to learn as we get older due to cumulative experiences. You’re no longer starting from scratch, you already have decades worth of observations in your head. If you remain open to learn new things, and don’t dismiss concepts outright, I think that you will be able to continue learning new things and new skills throughout your life. Herein, your starting point and development obviously affect your rate of learning. Due to working as a biomedical scientist for over a decade, I’m fairly good at working in a medical laboratory, and new techniques come to me as if I’ve done them for years already.

To go back to the question ‘how deep is deep?’. There’s a lot of ways to answer this, depending on context and depending on ‘how deep’ of an answer you want ^^

Are diapers always involved or do you have also ABDL moments without them?

Well I sleep with my shark plush in my arms every night. I understand that lots of adults will sleep with a stuffed toy for other reasons than ageplay, but I’d still kind of consider it as ageplay?

I wear cute pajamas and socks every day, too. Here again, I do understand that you don’t need to be an ageplayer to enjoy cute clothing…

I watch anime, and read comics/manga. I like drawing and coloring. I like sweet kiddy-like food. I try my best to be happy, positive and motivated.

Each of these things in isolation are probably not strongly linked to ageplay, but when put together it should be obvious that I’m just a baby in an adult body xD.

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Today I am travelling to the Netherlands for a short little holiday. I am visiting the city in which I used to live, though I haven´t been there in over 2 years. When I was thinking about the trip yesterday, I could still fully imagine the layout of the city, so I guess that it wasn´t so long ago ^^…

I passed through the city of Antwerp (Anvers), where the story of Ann and Odile takes place. I realise that I haven´t published any chapters of this story for a long time, and the previous chapters were lost when my tumblr account was nuked. What I think that I’ll do is update the existing chapters to better reflect my thoughts, and start publishing new chapters on a semi-regular schedule. I can do this on tumblr, but maybe also do it on a more story-oriented website. Do you have suggestions for me? 

binkybarf:

requincouche:

I can’t stop moving my hips when my shark plush is pushing a vibrator against me 😳. The wet diaper makes it so so much more intense that I can’t think straight. I hope that you can start your day as well as I did 😊😁♥️

yay!!! I wanna have fun too!!! this is a good idea hehe

Imagine 2 people, both wearing diapers, hugging each other in bed, with a vibrator between them 😳. Would be so hot, huge turn-on.

So, how is the spring in Belgium? Here in south-west Finland, it started to snow today evening. This was not funny at all, as the spring had already started pretty well and almost all snow and ice had disappeared.

Spring started on the 20th of March, though here it’ll take a while longer before the trees will become green again. As this is the exponential phase of daylight change, it’s very noticeable day-by-day ^^. I’m sorry to hear that you are still having snowfall. I’m looking forward to Spring, and it sounds like you also can’t wait for some change in season to happen.

I hope that this Spring and Summer again, I can enjoy some free time and take pictures of the nature around me !! Thank you so much for interacting with me

Do you often wear diapers when not in little mode?

Thank you for this Ask. I’m not incontinent and I don’t have accidents. Diapers are strictly for ‘fun’ for me. So I only wear them for littlespace and for taking pictures of my littlespace. I don’t want to offend anyone or step on someone’s toes. Me wearing diapers isn’t intended as a parody. It’s just something that I enjoy doing, and that I’ve always wanted to do for as long as I can remember. Now that I’m an adult, I can live out all my littlespace fantasies ^^

Is there a specific activity you would like to do in little space but are to shy to realize?Like going in a park for a picnic? Go to a playground? See a muppet show?

When I went on holiday to San Diego, among many other things, I visited the SD zoo during a weekday. There were lots of school kids visiting the zoo at the time. I was on holiday, and I couldn’t help myself but be as excited as they were. I went on all the kids tours, I went to the playground, I went to see all the animals, and I had ice cream. At one point, a zoo worker jokingly commented on me joining in on a kids tour, saying that I’m a little older than the rest!! Though, he had no objection to me joining.

I don’t think that I’d be able to do this in a more familiar place, closer to my home.

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When I’m wearing a diaper in bed, I still kinda prefer to get out of bed and walk to the bathroom to pee, if it’s in the middle of the night 😅, cus I don’t want to let my body know that it’s okay to pee in bed. When I’m fully awake, it’s different.. Anyone else do this?

Not an ask, just info – – – though I always look for you, the app would not show your profile, and then finally asked me if I would consent to adult content, then showed me your profile. I am so sad, I feel like they are pushing you out, again.And now I am caught behind an “under 21” filter, but I can see you from a different app.

I’m not sure what you mean. My current blog should be visible despite any sort of filtering, it’s not marked as adult content by tumblr?

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!?

Do you think that my blog is a cry for help? I’ve asked myself
this question numerous times, without being able to formulate an answer.

It seems that I invite others into my life, but push them away
when they finally come to me. I don’t understand why I keep doing this. I’m
sorry if you’ve experienced this while chatting with me. I suspect that I am
afraid of being disappointed, and/or of disappointing others. One way of
avoiding disappointment is to not commit to anyone, right? Though, that’s not a
correct stance to go about. I hide in my bedroom, dreaming of what my life
could become, yet I take no action to get anywhere. I feel lonely, and I don’t
think that anyone wants to interact with me after the novelty of the ‘new
person’ wears off. I should be quick to attempt to change. Before I know it, my
youth is gone, and I’m just another forgotten one.

It’s strange, isn’t it? I claim to understand so much of the
world, yet I understand nothing of myself and of others.

Let’s say you are given a possibility (both financially and workwice) to have a “sabattial” year, i.e. year to do whatever you want to improve yourself. What would you do?

Thank you for this interesting Ask!

I still need to get my driver’s license; that’s something that I’d definitely do in an extended time off. Beyond that, I can’t think of any activity that I’d like to do, which I wouldn’t otherwise be able to do. I don’t talk much about what keeps me busy; but you gotta understand that I’m not really the sort of person who would take long time off ^^… Definitely not a whole year…

But your question runs deeper than this answer, I realize. A sabbatical isn’t per se a holiday. A sabbatical can be used to attain personal goals such as traveling the world, writing a book, recording a music album.. in business terms, high-profile managers may use such a time to get experience at another facility or company… In academic terms, a researcher may use such a time to go to another laboratory to learn new techniques and get acquainted with new ways of thinking. Though, simultaneously, it isn’t called a sabbatical in research, as far as I know.

I feel that I still have a lot to learn, especially in terms of data analysis. Right now, I have a basic grasp of statistics and data analysis ®. Though, I need a lot of help from others, still. There’s also a lot of laboratory techniques which I’m not familiar with. It’s perhaps boring to read about these topics, especially when I talk about more advanced ones. Though, that’s just the way how I am ^^. I am no student any more, after all.

Do you accept gifts or donations for AB things. If so, how can this be done? I noticed an old site (donating “coffee”), is it still active? For European givers only?

If you tell me what it is, I could get it for myself ^^. I really like ageplay, after all..! My friend @cofftee has sent me gifts in the past, for which I am very grateful. I’d chat with him even without the gifts xD, but he knows it. If you send me a DM you can tell me what it is.

Concerning the Ko-fi.com/coucherequin thing.. I think that it is still active. Though, I stopped promoting it when I realized that it’s not like me to ask anything in return for what I love doing. My pictures are a window into my life, rather than a commercial or promotional product. I have a paying job, so I don’t think that I need to earn anything with abdl pictures ^^

No matter what you think of me, at the very least I want to be seen as authentic and real. Because I am!

Hi! Welcome back! Do you mind if I use some of your photos on my blog? I occassionally like to make photo collages, and I just posted one that has a picture of you. I sincerely try to give credit to the owners of the pictures, and for yours, I included a separate link (also inserted it in your pic).I want to promote you (and others)…not steal. Please let me know how you feel about this, and, of course, I’ll remove it from my collage if you want.Again, welcome back!🙂

Thank you for wishing me a warm return from my holiday.

Hm well I’ll try to answer your Ask in a positive way, as I feel that you’re acting in good faith. Thank you for wishing to help me, by linking to my tumblr blog from your own. However, I don’t think that it’d make me happier per se to be ‘promoted’. Of course, I don’t mind it when people do so, though it’s better for them (and for you) if you reconsider why you wish to do so. I’ll try to elaborate on this topic, a little bit, and we can further discuss it either through DM, through Asks or through whichever means is most suitable for you.

There are numerous reasons why someone would want to start a blog, and why they would continue to publish content to it. The first reason, at least for me, is that it’s fun and gives a sense of accomplishment / fulfilment / whatever you wish to call it ^^. Some will do it to inspire their audience, or to improve their own (writing / photography) skills. Maybe some folks do it to confront their own fears, to document their own progress, who knows? Some folks may do so to mentally support themselves. I.e., be the centre of attention, feel the satisfaction of advising others, or even as simple as feeling desired. Beyond that, some folks do it to generate (extra) income.

The question now is why do I have a tumblr blog? Which of my reasons would benefit from being promoted by others? I’m not 100% sure why I started my blog, and why I keep doing it. I do enjoy taking photos and writing passages of text. I have much to learn in life and feel that tumblr may help me herein. The site itself will not teach me what I want to know, but the people who I interact with may. My own personality is way too stubborn to need real support from others 😂. You will not see me in a melancholic mood, asking for hearts and hugs xD. You could see this as a definite weakness, though. Stubbornness is still a threshold for self-improvement. Anyway, I need to mention that I don’t want to earn money through sharing pictures of myself. So, to achieve these goals, do I really need to be promoted by others? I feel that the enjoyment of sharing my littlespace and my thoughts is independent of the number of visitors. The likelihood of learning from others does increase with the number of people who I interact with. Though, I feel that I have long reached the point where I am the bottleneck, and not the number of people who wish to interact with me xD. I don’t mean to be disrespectful, but there are a lot of private messages and Asks which remain untouched for too long, before I can find the time to answer them. I’m not saying that I don’t appreciate the attention that I get. Upon starting a blog, I could never have envisioned that so many of you would be interested in my pictures and my personality.

This brings me to your reasons for wanting to promote others. What are your reasons, exactly? Is there something that you wish to receive in return, for helping others? There’s nothing that I could do for you, I think.

Does it feel good too be back in diapers after your vacation …. Did you miss wearing them ?

Thank you kindly for this Ask! It’s okay, I didn’t miss wearing diapers, I wasn’t away for long ^^. I did miss my shark, because he’s kind of like a body pillow which allows me to sleep more comfortably on my side or on my belly. Whenever I’m not at home, and when he’s in the wash, I sleep on my back or differently on my side.

Hm in case it is not obvious, when I post new pictures, it doesn’t mean that I’ve worn that diaper on the day of posting. The series I’m posting right now, where I am wearing a diaper called a “super seni”, were taken on the 9th of April. I will take pictures of myself, and post them on my tumblr blog over the course of a few weeks. I don’t have time to wear a diaper and take pictures every single day ^^;;, it’d be impossible to do anything.

(I feel so guilty for this…)

I feel so guilty for what I do with my shark plushie, sometimes 😳. I hope that he loves me the same way that I love him. I kinda fantasise that he could wrap his fins around me, and hold my thin weak body tightly in a strong grip, while we ride back and forth until we climax together. I need to be held down by a biiig strong shark on top of me, so that I cannot move or go anywhere. I really would like him to cum inside me. So much that I need to be diapered afterwards not to dirty my bed sheets 😵. I’m writing this to you while I’m super hornii, so I apologise for being way too lewd 💥💥💥

There’s a few Asks in my inbox 📩📬. I will answer them today, when I’m no longer horni ❤️🍼

I remember that I really liked the feeling of being wet and not wanting to be changed. Something about the smell, sound and feel of diapers have always made me happy.

xD I got another horni ask. I knew that it was a bad idea to answer one.

Please treat me like a real person, because I am real and I have feelings. My blog is not a LARP thing.

Have you had any experience telling people about your little/abdl side? I want to tell my S/O but obviously once you start the conversation there is no taking it back.

Thank you for this Ask. I’m afraid that I cannot help you very well with this question, as I’m not that experienced with relationships. (I have only been in a relationship for a few years, and currently I am not). The best advice I could give you is to always try and give more than you take. In this context, it’d mean that you have to set up the situation in such a way that you’re giving your partner the incentive to ask you about your fetish, rather than it being the other way around.

Thinking back of my ex… Telling her about ageplay was kinda like that. I carefully and kindly asked her if there was a deeply hidden fetish that she’d love to do with me. I failed a number of times, as she felt too embarrassed to tell me about it. The hesitation comes from a fear of nonacceptance, I think. It’d help if there is already a deep level of trust between you two. After a few times, maybe because the mood was just right, and promising that I’d never tell anyone, she told me what it was. It was intriguing to me, and we talked with genuine interest about it for hours. Naturally, it followed that she also asked the question to me. As a mutual tease, I pretended that I wouldn’t be able to tell her, because it is too embarrassing ^^… Of course I did tell her that I was into ageplay. It was always my intention to do so. She hadn’t heard of it before. Consequently, we talked about it all night. The next time that we were both really horny, I asked her if I could participate in the fetish that she told me about. What followed was a really stimulating evening for her and maybe her most intense orgasm ever. I didn’t mind doing it, as I was mostly happy to see her be so super horny. As time went on, she asked me the same question and we alternated between these things. Giving and taking; always give more than you take ^^.

I wonder, have you ever did pee-fetish related things without a diaper ? If so, did you like it ?

Thank you for this Ask!

I’m not so sure about what you asked. I understand the commonalities between ageplay, diapers, desperation, and pee/omorashi. There’s stuff like omorashi omutsu which combines aspects of all of this. However, I don’t think that I would enjoy peeing myself while not wearing a diaper. I wear diapers to help me feel like a wittle bwaby

Others will experience ABDL in different ways. That’s fine. I hope that you can find out which aspects that you like most ^^. When I was first trying out diapers as a kid/teen, I didn’t have many of the “baby” luxuries that I have now. Consequently, I wasn’t sure what I was missing out on. It turns out that my inner desires are to be as real of a baby as possible. You see? It’s not about pee; it’s that I pretend to be incontinent while I’m in littlespace!

Dream

So weird. I dreamt last night that someone on tumblr messaged me, saying that they looked all over the internet, comparing the objects in my room, and found other (normal) pictures of me where my face was visible. Would you ever do this? Would it ever get to the point where someone starts stalking me, scouring the internet for similar pictures, in an effort to out me?

Whenever I get asked in DMs for a picture of my face, I’ll decline the question in a friendly tone. So far, I have never felt that anyone was truly bothering me. I would like to keep it that way for as long as possible ^^

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Apart from ABDL, do you have any other kinks?Do you ever put yourself into a nappy, with onesie and a bottle for bedtime?Have you or would you like to be breastfeed, either dry or lactating?

This blog focusses on adult baby stuff, because it plays such a big role in my life. Ageplay is much more to me than a way to make myself cum. It’s my crutch through difficult times, it’s my ultimate fun activity during good times. It makes me feel safe and comfortable. In addition, ever since I’ve started publishing my ageplay photos online, I feel more loved and confident than before. I’ve gained a few friends from this blog, too! I look forward to what the future will bring. I also feel like my photography skill has improved xD. This blog was part of the reason why I chose to get a fullframe camera. Though, I had always been interested in purchasing one.

Yeah, there are a few other things that I like to do, to pull myself over the edge. It’s best that I don’t focus on them, on this blog ^^. If you really want to know, you can send me a private message asking about this.

There’s been numerous times where I went to bed as a baby ^^, though in the grand scheme this tends to be quite rare. I’d do it more often if I had more free time. It happens quite a lot that on Saturday or on Sunday I still need to work on stuff. It feels kinda wasteful to put on a diaper on Friday or Saturday evening, and change out of it in the morning ^^;;. What is your opinion about this?

My first partner breastfed me (dry, it was pretend), while stroking my hair and whispering to me. I would love to experience this again.

(A bit late) But congratulations on your PhD! That’s really impressive!!!

It’s been a long time since then, over a year ago ^^. Thank you, nonetheless. It’s increasingly strange to think back of this period in my life.

On the one hand, I contributed to various research projects, of which some have resulted in deliverables in the form of manuscripts. On the other hand, I devoted time to my own scientific development, technical skill, and my career. I feel more confident in myself, and I can tackle complex issues. Given that I already have some peer-reviewed publications to my name, it’s now up to me to either pursue an academic career, or leave academia to do something else entirely. Back in the beginning of 2020, I couldn’t really decide what I wanted to do, so I opted to try my chances as a postdoc. If it doesn’t work out, I can always ‘fall back’ to a non-academic job ^^, is what I thought.

Though, in the back of my mind I do think that contributing to research and development is ultimately more helpful to myself and to the world around me, versus a ‘regular’ production job. I don’t consider myself more or lesser than others, nor do I consider one job lesser than another. Notwithstanding, you’re reading this message because people in the past made all the necessary technological developments to make rich global communication attainable, possible and nowadays instantaneous. Whether you agree or disagree with me on this topic is completely moot and irrelevant when you daily enjoy the fruits of all the r&d happening around you XD.

So what will my future hold? If only I knew.

You’re having a 3rd COVID shot. And with this number I want the ask n°3! Which veggie is the most icky?🥦 🤢

3.) 🌽Which veggie is the most icky?

Hm yeah. Definitely onion for me. I don’t mind it when there’s a little bit of onion in my food when I eat at someone’s place, or when I’m at a restaurant, though I avoid it in my own cooking.

But I’m not a fussy eater. I avoid onion and garlic, and stay away from organ meats, but I’ll eat most of everything else ^^. By European standards, of course ^^;; , you will definitely not find me eating shark fin soup

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You earned your PhD??? Does this mean we get to call you Dr. Couche Requin now?

I was awarded my doctorate in September 2020, I have been working as a postdoc ever since. You don’t need to use any titles around me. Ever since, I have more readily deleted silly comments and messages, because it is just not worth my time ^^;. Maybe one day I will simply disappear from this blog, and never come back, when I realize that it is not worth my time any more. I haven’t gotten to that point yet. There are still a few people who I enjoy interacting with.

Hi! Since you love sharks I thought you might enjoy this cute video of a cat and their shark plushie!Have a great day!https://www.instagram.com/catloversclub/tv/CYpyyf3F3xj/?utm_medium=copy_link

Yeah, it’s really cute ^^, cat pulling a Blahaj through the room. I am looking forward to when I can share my life again with a furry friend.

Up until then, I’ll enjoy the pets of others!

2, but historically, i.e. when you really were a kid.The book I remember best was “Z for Zacharias”, which I read when I was about 10 years old, and again, when I was about 18 or so. I still have that book.

2.) 📚What’s your favorite children’s book?

XD When I was really a child? Hm that would probably be a Dutch book called Pluk van de Petteflet. I wouldn’t be able to remember it, though. I should re-read it to see if I can recall anything of it.

You should cherish the books that you hold dear ^^. I threw a lot of books away over the years and occasionally I do regret it.

Ann & Odile – Chapter 2

@itmustbefun wrote a story for me (doing 95% of the work). I provided the description of the
characters, events and overall feel, and they provided the details of the
story. I did the final editing.

This
is chapter 2 to https://coucherequin.tumblr.com/post/647206730988748800/

Short
ABDL story, ~1500 words, 10 minutes reading.

All was quiet at night. The soft breathing of both Ann and Odi
was all that could be heard in the quiet cozy city apartment. The streetlights were
dimmed by the curtains and provided a soft glow in the room. Ann started to
move more and more frantically in her sleep, eventually waking up Odilia. Odi
looked at her friend as she seemed to wake up and started crying. “Ghosts
there, seen them, scaaaaary”, Ann sobbed through her tears. Odilia was
reminded that Ann used to get bouts of night-time frights. Although tough and
hard-working on the outside, Ann still hid childish fears and feelings. Sharing
the night with her old friend, and being treated as a young child, subconsciously
brought back those childish fears and memories. Would it not be better if our old
fears were forgotten, and only our fondest memories remained? Odi put her hand
on Ann’s shoulder, followed by running her fingers through her friend’s hair,
in an attempt to comfort her. “Let’s go to your bedroom”, she said with a
motherly smile, as she signalled and helped her to get up from the couch. The
two slowly walked hand in hand to the bedroom, carefully feeling around the
walls as to not bump into anything. Ann was stumbling behind her, slightly sobbing,
and mumbling about the nightmare she had woken up from. Though the room was
dim, Odi noticed the lamp on the nightstand. So many years ago, she had bought
it as a gift for her friend. Odi specifically got it, to help Ann with chasing
the ghosts away. She flicked the switch, giving the bedroom a more pleasant
atmosphere. Besides the lamp, though still on the nightstand, was an adult-sized
paci. Odile lifted the covers of the bed and helped Ann to lay down. She gave
her soft kisses on her forehead and cheeks, and gently put the paci into her
friend’s mouth. Ann closed her eyes and smiled, as she gave a few suckles on
the paci; slipping further away into her safe baby-space. Odi got into the bed
as well, behind her friend, so to be the ‘big spoon’. She pulled the covers
over the both of them and whispered soft words in her friend’s ear. “It’s all
right. Mommy is here for you. You’re safe, no need to worry about any more
scary scaries… Mommy is right behind you, hugging you”. Ann whispered
“Yes mwommy, I aw bwawe and stwong” before falling asleep. Odi felt a deep
motherly warmth inside her. Oh, how she loved to take care of this little
friend of hers.

It was early in the morning. The sun was shining through a slit
between the curtains, straight onto Odilia’s face, much to her chagrin. Her
friend seemed to have turned around in her sleep, as she was now hugging close
to her, her face buried between Odi’s breasts. Their legs had also crossed, and
Ann’s thigh was against Odi’s crotch. The paci had fallen from Ann’s mouth
during the night. Odi softly stroked over Ann’s hair, slowly waking her up. In
the twilight zone between dreamy land and our world, Ann’s mouth started to
look for her paci but could only find Odilia’s breast. With her face, she
pushed away the fabric and softly started to suckle on the nipple underneath.
The scene turned Odi on, as her nipples slowly became erect. Odi felt how it
started to excite her more and more. Even to Odi’s own surprise, her nipples
were unusually sensitive this morning. Every suckle sent a yolt of energy to
her crotch, which was being pressed by her friend’s thigh. She didn’t want to give
in to this feeling. Not yet, anyway. Anticipation is sometimes more fun than
giving in. “I’m sorry baby, mommy isn’t ready yet to breastfeed you. I will
prepare us breakfast instead”, she said as their eyes met. Odi kissed her
friend on the forehead, and turned around to step out of bed. There was a large
shark-shaped plush on the floor. It must have fallen out of bed, earlier. Upon
handing the plush to Ann, she immediately held onto it, wrapping her whole
small body all around the soft animal, seemingly putting her into a trance. Odi
put on a pink bathrobe that was hanging by the door, and went to the kitchen to
prepare breakfast.

With her friend gone from the bedroom, Ann, now fully awake,
became aware of her surroundings. Admittingly, she was already awake when she was
suckling on her friend’s nipple, and was well aware of it becoming erect. She
knew that they were sensitive and how Odi likes it when her nipple gets touched
by her friend’s tongue. She reminded herself of that one time Odi allowed her
friend an extended suckling session. The reason became apparent when Odi let
out a long and loud moan as she climaxed. Some things never change. Ann looked
for her paci and put it in her mouth. “Without mommy, it’s not as fun”, she said
to herself, as she was thinking about the babyish feeling she just shared with
her friend. Moving about the bed made her aware of her swollen diaper. The
whole ordeal had made her very aware of her own horniness. The thick diaper
between her legs dampened the feeling of the shark that she was hugging so tightly.
It also made her well aware of how full her bladder was. She decided to give in
to the pressure and let her bladder’s content run into the diaper. The feeling of
warmth overcame her, as the diaper further filled itself up. At this point, the
diaper had swollen up so much, that she could no longer press the shark against
her crotch to pleasure herself. She started to pinch her nipples hoping that
this would put her over the edge, but it just sexually frustrated her further. Her
hand slipped into her diaper and her fingers started to play with her pussy.
All her senses were triggered: hugging the shark close for maximum contact
while fondling her breast, suckling on a paci, the warm and full feeling of the
thick diaper, her fingers playing frantically with her clit. She closed her
eyes and tensed up. Curling toes, a deep inhale, legs stretched as the inevitable
orgasm waves washed over her again and again, while her fingers continued their
repetitive motion. Trying not to make any loud noises, she forcefully kept her
mouth shut as she moaned. After the second orgasm wave, the paci had fallen
from her mouth. Feeling refreshed, she lay in bed, enjoying the afterglow of
her secret self-pleasure. “I’m sorry, mommy, I was very naughty and came
without you”, she whispered. She felt a sense of guilt, but knew that she would
make up for it to her friend, later today. This has been an evening and night
of her dreams and she made sure that Odi’s fantasies would be thoroughly
fulfilled, as well. She got out of bed and took a warm hot shower. Undressing
herself and removing the wet diaper felt lonely and the feeling of baby-space
unfortunately left. Nonetheless, the hot water running through her hair, over
her breasts and body felt amazing. How she loved the feeling of hot water in
the morning. It washed all worries away whilst the hot water seemed to hug her
all tightly. She put on some basic matching underwear and a beige short-sleeved
ankle-high summer dress, tied in the middle with a likewise-coloured ribbon, before
joining Odilia in the kitchen. “Look who’s there, sleepy head. It looks like
you had a nice refreshing shower. Your cheeks are all red and blushy. I made us
some French toast; dig in!”. They enjoyed breakfast together, and neither
brought up what had happened the last 24 hours. It almost felt like it didn’t
happen, like it was completely natural. “I didn’t bring any fresh clothes for
today, I’m afraid”, Odi said. “Can I borrow some of yours, for today?”. “Sure,
help yourself to anything of mine that fits you”. Odi went to the bedroom and
started to look for clothes to wear. Her friend was smaller, though a long
dress would probably fit her. She decided on a white blouse with puffy short
sleeves, and a pinafore-style knee-high dress, which is probably an ankle-high
dress for her friend, and a pair of leggings. They were a little tight on her, though
this only accentuated her well-formed calves. She looked at herself in the
standing mirror. It felt weird but nice to be wearing her friend’s clothes. The
nice scent of the fresh clothes reminded her of Ann’s perfume which made her
blush. “What would today bring for us?” she wondered.

What do you think of the ski (the sport)? Have you ever skied or do some snowboard? Do you like the snow?

I’ve never skied or used a snowboard, so I don’t have an opinion of it. I’m afraid that I’ve never even seen it for real; so for all I know it doesn’t even exist xD. Snow and snow-sports are not for me. I’ve lived all my life in places where winters are long, dark and grey and consequently life takes place indoors during those months. I don’t get Winter depression, or something like that, but I recognize that I have less energy and motivation during Autumn and Winter. I wonder if others recognize this, as well

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I’ve been taking a bit of a break from abdl, and I keep having the most intense diaper dreams. 😯 It’s really kind of hot, tbh because then I wake up thinking about abdl stuff fresh on my mind and it sticks with me throughout the day. You’d think after all these years I would get kinda bored of it but no, few weeks without and it’s insanely thrilling again. I love it!

I don’t mean to comment on this blog post, I just want to use it as a stepping stone to explain this to my own ‘audience’.

My schedule is busy and I need to ‘make time’ for ageplay. Consequentially, there will be weeks when I don’t ageplay at all, or even several weeks. I do get those ‘diaper dreams’ as well. Sometimes it’s kind of frightening, because iduring those dreams I am wetting myself (into the supposed diaper). Immediately following that, I wake up with a strong urge to pee. Not surprisingly, I feel my pyjamas and my bed to see whether I accidentally wet my bed!! Fortunately, it has only happened twice in the past few years that I wet my bed. It is not a pleasant thing to happen, at all.

Anyway, when I start dreaming about diapers, then it’s probably time that I allow myself some babytime xD. I will typically keep this separate from when I am taking pictures of myself. My mind wants me to do strange things when I desperately want to ageplay, and I don’t want my ageplay pictures to show me in my most desperate and vulnerable moments.Instead, I want those pictures to show you how much fun I am having, and inspire you to do the same! 

Merry Christmaaaaas 🎄💫🎉❤😁

Merry Christmas @littlebless !

(Sorry I know there’s still a message of you in my DM inbox, that I’ve been postponing to answer for way too long. I do still want to talk with you for fun ^^… oops)

And Merry Christmas to you, the reader of this message, too! I love you, and let’s try our best to continue getting better at what we do and what we like.

Do you have anything fun you want to do in 2022 and merry Christmas hope you have an amazing one and a happy new year

Thank you for wishing me a merry Christmas. I am looking forward to 2022, and achieving many new things ^^

I want to submit more science manuscripts, so that I can contribute to science! I currently have 5 peer-reviewed first-author papers, and I am a co-author on 4 more papers ^^.

But there’s many more things that I would like to do and learn in 2022. Let’s see what will be possible and what I will achieve!

Christmas 2021

Hello. I’ve been inactive on this blog for a few days now. Usually I stop posting during Christmas, to give you and myself free time to spend with family and friends.

It’s not Christmas yet, but I currently don’t have any new photos to post. Instead, why don’t you send me an Ask? I’ll make sure to answer everything before Christmas, and then I’ll take my holiday 😊🎄. For Ask inspirations, there’s so many topics to consider. Give it a try and let me know 😉.

I love you! ❤️

Long-term Single here. There are definitely benefits to being single. I’ve gotten used to it, but I do miss cuddling and sharing time with someone. When I imagine cuddling you it’s the image of an adorable someone to cuddle that I like. 😊 I wouldn’t do anything Mr.Shark wouldn’t want! I’m a little scared of sharks 🙈

There’s a lot of benefits to being single. You don’t have to worry about your partner’s happiness, you don’t have to plan date nights out, or clean up after yourself. You don’t have to cook for two, or remember how your partner wants their eggs done. You don’t have to do anything, in particular. Though, you need to be a much stronger person when you’re by yourself, because there will be no one to take care of you when you need it most. Your friends are amazing, though they’re limited in how much they can help you; especially when they have a partner themselves.

You shouldn’t imagine cuddling me, though. It’d only lead to intense disappointment. I’m a random person you’ve seen pictures of on the internet. I don’t exist for real in your life. I am a real person, though, and I do exist in the lives of some people ^^. I try to be my happy self to my friends and family. And to some extent, my blog tries to make everyone happy.

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You’re supposed to be learning how to keep your diaper dry! I think this calls for some spankings. 😜Not so fast mr. Shark, you’re up next for spankings. I know you encourage her!

xD I know that you are sending me this Ask in good faith, so I want to tell you a little background on what diapers now mean to me.

They’re absorbent undergarments, right? Worn by people who have trouble with incontinence. During my childhood, something must have triggered my fascination for diapers. I wet the bed as a kid until I was about 8 years old. Although I can’t remember the details of it, I did wear XS disposable incontinence diapers for it (tape-on, most likely). It’s likely that these events triggered my fascination for diapers. I’m unsure where my fascination for baby stuff comes from, but it is most likely linked to this period as well. I was also bullied in school during these ages.

I’m much older now and I enjoy wearing diapers for the purpose of ageplaying. Diapers are still items to me, but when I am wearing one they invoke a special kind of feeling. It’s an innocent thing that I do in my free time, in the comfort of my home. No one tells me to do it, and I don’t have to do it for health reasons. The desire sits on my mind, and grows the longer I don’t answer to it. I’m perfectly continent and healthy. Ageplaying is deeply relaxing to me. I try to reduce myself to an infantile mental age by wearing and using a diaper, wearing clothing that resemble baby clothes, sucking on a paci, drinking baby formulae from a bottle, hugging a plushie, watching cartoons. I’m not always successful at unwinding myself, but if everything sits right; I’m able to enter that warm bright fuzzy feeling. Although I’d rather keep this fully non-sexual… but my mind has associated these feelings with very strong sexual arousal. I postpone it as long as I can, but eventually my adult body takes over and I either use my fingers or a vibe to masturbate. The orgasms I have while wearing a diaper feel different from those without diapers. I’m not sure how to explain that. Every feeling is so intense, and it satisfies my desires much more. It’s like a spring that gets compressed to its smallest state, and is suddenly released.

I love you, I love my friends, I love my family. I love cats, and dogs. I love sunflowers, and tagetes. I love all animals and plants. Maybe I love everyone?

You fill me up with warmth, comfort, joy, and peace. The only thing I hope for, is for anyone or anything to love me in return ❤️

This is a leaked picture of the SHARK™ team number #27, who are currently stocking up on vitamins to be fully prepared for their shifts at little requins house, one of the most demanding environments ever faced by sharks. Please note the exceptionally extreme consumption of fruits, which is only necessary to provide their gristle with enough nutrients to withstand the extreme squashing they are put through.

The saddest part is that ikea currently doesn’t sell the BLÅHAJ. It has been out of stock for months now. There’s a few people on other trading platforms that still sell them, though I think that’s all old stock? I kinda wanted to get a second shark, so that I can be extra cozy in bed ^^, but I will have to wait a while. There were some rumors that ikea would entirely stop selling the shark plush, but I don’t think that’s true. Let’s look forward to more friendly sharks to share our bed with ^^

What’s your opinion on ABDL comics/stories? Do you know some good one? Do you like to read some? Does it help you create some personal scenario?

I’m afraid that I can’t help you much. I do like to read erotic abdl stories, but I don’t feel that I have read enough stories to tell you which ones stood out to me. There are stories which make me feel disgusted or embarrassed. Of special note, I strongly disapprove of ABDL stories involving minors. Maybe the issues that I have with ABDL stories aren’t unique to ABDL at all, and it is the case with all sorts of ‘fan-fiction’. I strongly prefer realistic stories, which make me feel emotionally connected to one of the main characters. The best stories are where I feel that I am inside the story, experiencing the scenario myself. Those realistic stories are what ultimately make me climax the hardest; with or without wearing a diaper myself.

I’m not a good storywriter by any stretch of the imagination. In addition, I feel that I cannot spend enough time to properly flesh out my own ideas and stories. Nonetheless, it is something that I want to get into.

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What is your ultimate ABDL role play/fantasy?

Hm I dunno. There’s a few separate things that I have in mind which would push a lot of my buttons. It’s not very likely that I will get to do any of it for real any time soon. I could type out one scenario.

Caretaker scenario: In my own owned place; be it an apartment or a house, I’d love to have one room dedicated to ABDL. That room would be my nursery; with the floor covered in soft carpeting, the ceiling covered in light panels (xD I’d still want to take pictures of myself, I need lots of light). There’d be a crib large enough to fit me and a second baby. In addition, there’d be a small sofa that can also serve as a place for me to use my laptop, a closet to store my diapers and all the outfits that I wear, and lots of babyish decorations and touches that’d make anyone feel at home. Of course, the nursery would have a minor shark theme ^^. There’d be a good air filter inside, and a comfy room temperature so that everyone feels comfortable without being too hot or cold. I’d love to invite ABDL friends over, so that we can ageplay together in my nursery. Perhaps I’d like to invite a mommy or daddy over, so that I can be taken care of ❤️. I’d love to be told to undress and sit down onto a changing mat on the floor. My caretaker would get me one of my favourite diapers; a Rearz Princess Pink, and put it down onto the floor besides me, together with skin cream, a print onesie, soft cotton thigh-high socks, and a pyjama set. After a proper diapering session and a short snuggle, I’m hand-guided into my crib and given a huge shark plush and a paci. After a few minutes, my caretaker comes back into the nursery room with a baby bottle containing freshly-prepared warm infant formulae. The bottle’s volume and nipple are adult sized. I’m guided to the sofa, and sit on my caretaker’s lap, in such a way that I can be comfortably bottle-fed. Afterwards, I slightly change my body posture so that I can comfortably sit on their lap while we watch an episode of a cartoon. Occasionally, they hug me and press their face into my hair, to tell me that I’ve been a good baby. My diaper is slightly wet when it’s time to take a nap. I’m guided back into my crib, and tenderly kissed on the forehead to signal that it’s soon time to go to dreamland. However, before departure, my caretaker has a final gift for me. While standing next to my crib, they slip their hand into my pyjama pants and unbutton the onesie. I’m looking right into their eyes, as they start rubbing the front of my slightly swollen pink diaper. My toes curl up as I feel an almost magical tingle in my stomach. We start to kiss, quickly turning into an extended French kiss. They pause for a short moment to get inside the crib and lie down besides me. It feels so warm and comfy. We hug and press our cheeks together, before continuing where we left off. I’ve been keeping my pee in for some time, already. The bottle was big, and my bladder cannot take it much longer. I couldn’t take it anymore, and my pee slowly starts to leak into the pink diaper. The combined stimulation of kissing, our warm and humid breaths filling the near vicinity, our bodies touching, the intense rubbing of the front of my wet diaper and the pee coming out of me makes me climax hard and long. I stop kissing to let out several long and loud moans, and my body completely tenses up. My caretaker takes their hand out of my pyjamas and hugs me tightly, telling me I did well. I feel totally bliss. Shortly afterwards, I fall asleep, knowing that I have everything that I ever hoped for.

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Do you find it hard to keep a good presence online (in Tumblr or other media)I have always struggle to keep internet relation, because I tend to leave all that when life get too busy or stressful. In that case, I only stay in touch with IRL friends

No I have no difficulty keeping a good online presence, as I’m online every day. My laptop sits on my desk and I never turn it off or take it anywhere. My time is limited, so I focus on tumblr for my baby stuff. I don’t spend any time on instagram, fetlife, adisc, ab-dl-tb-club, and twitter for abdl stuff. I find that fragmenting my time between several platforms is not very productive, cus I may end up repeating myself over and over.

In your situation where you focus on your other friends instead of online contacts; it’s admirable and probably preferable to do it that way. Everyone has priorities in life, and your priorities seem right on point. I don’t see any problem with what you do, and I should take notice of it and learn to prioritize better!

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Did I ever tell you that I sometimes wear a diaper and my Gawr Gura outfit while I’m answering Asks and writing messages for this blog?? Right now (eve of 16 oct ‘21), I’m wearing a tena ultima slip right now, my pajamas and the Gura sweater. I look so dorky xD

I want to get more serious into story-writing. I will have to reserve more time for it ^^. Please follow me on tumblr and I’ll make an update on this topic in the near future. I will likely start writing stories more frequently, and publishing them on tumblr as well as on a story-dedicated site. Let’s see. I will of course keep on taking pictures ^^, but I’m afraid that I’ll become too old in the future to keep doing that. What a weird dichotomy to take baby pictures of myself while I’m 30 years old and feeling uncertain about my looks xD. 

🤣 i live in America and can say we’re pretty much just McDonalds (fast food in general)

Nooo don’t say that. As far as I can tell, North American culture is very rich with landmarks, fauna, flora, unique local culture, and many other things. I understand that there’s a lot of stereotypical stuff like fast-food, big tech businesses and ugly unoriginal buildings and such, but I’m open-minded enough to look beyond those things ^^.

I’ve visited the USA once; I went to San Diego and although I stayed inside the city, I visited a lot of places. I attended a scientific conference at the SD convention center (same one where Comic con is held), I visited the SD zoo, the Natural history museum, the Fleet science center (there was an exhibition on Mythbusters with a lot of their originals props!!), and the USS Midway. Also while I was there I went to a few bars and restaurants ^^. It was super fun and I got to see a lot of interesting things. I can’t know for sure whether I will ever return to the USA, but I learned about some of its culture while I was there and now I can better empathize. 

Have you ever visited Japan or would you like to visit in the future?

I’ve not visited Japan yet. I’m not sure if I ever will visit Japan. I know a little bit about its classic history, but I’m mostly familiar with a niche part of its contemporary culture, i.e. otaku stuff. It’s really dumb of me to focus on only that part. It’s like only knowing America for its fastfood restaurants. There’s so much more to it than that!

With that narrow stereotype in my mind, I can only realistically be disappointed by reality, I’m afraid. What I should be doing is widening my horizon and learning more about the world… I was never the travelling type, but I can still study the world around me through the literature ^^

First of all, thank you for your nice blog and taking your time to answer our questions. Since you mentioned you like to watch animes. What are your 3 favorite animes? Have you watched Swort Art Online?

Thank you for sending me this Ask ^^. I’m glad that I am getting friendly and interesting questions. I tend to watch slice-of-life anime similar to Kobayashi’s Maidragon, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, and shows like that. They make way too many anime each season for me to sit down and tell you which one I liked so much I’d want to rewatch it xD. Why rewatch when there’s always something new to discover?

Sword art online is a very depressing and stressful anime, in my opinion. I watched the first episode and did not continue it.

Where are your favorite places to go cycling?

I love cycling where there’s no cars ^^. Sometimes I think that cars are a transient thing; a concept that has come to humanity fairly recently, but one which will also depart us again in the near future. In contrast, more personal transportation like bikes will stay with us forever. I also think that humans need a bit of daily exercise to stay healthy. Our ancient forefathers got their daily exercise by hunting and scavenging for plants, mushrooms and animals. When you go out for a daily walk or a daily bicycle trip, you may be mimicking what are ancestors did. In Dutch we say “rust roest”, which literally means “rest rusts” in English. Can you think of what that may mean? ^^

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First off I love that you answer so many ASK’S you rock, I’m new to your blog but I’m a big ABDL fan. So my ask is what kind of camera do you use when taking your pictures? And do you have someone who helps you with editing or is that you? I’m asking because I think the work is wonderful the pictures look pretty much professional.

Thank you for sending me this Ask. I noticed that people appreciate it when I interact with them through Asks. It adds a personal touch to my messages and I feel that I can write a more elaborate response versus private chats. Also, when people write me an Ask, it tends to have been thought about for more than a few seconds, which is always good xD

I used to use a (aps-c) Canon 100d up until the beginning of 2018, at which point I bought a fullframe Sony A7. I have a 50mm f/1.8 lens for both of these cameras. I retired the 100d to become my webcam for video conferencing. I talk quite often with friends online, so I bought a condenser microphone some years ago. Expectedly, my webcam and audio on Zoom tends to look a lot better than those of my colleagues xD.

I really liked the 100d, though I’ve always wanted to go fullframe to get the most out of photography. The Sony a7 is a deprecated model and even back in 2018 you could get it really cheap (in comparison with other fullframe cams). The A7 is on a whole other level. It is not a rookie camera, but if you know your way around photography then it is a marvelous camera. Limitations of photography (light, light, and light) still apply, so using any random flash will instantly turn any camera into a good camera ^^. If the (sun) light is good, then flash isn’t needed

The picture raws are edited by me in capture one. Thank you for calling the pictures professional-looking ❤️❤️

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Do you like to regress with shows and cartoons for younger audiences? If you do what do you watch? (I watch Thomas the tank engine, my childhood fav 🚂)

I really like shows for older kids. My little pony (friendship is magic), Gravity falls, Bob’s burgers, Steven Universe.. but I also watch anime ^^. As long as you feel relaxed while watching it, it’s good!

regarding playdates involving ageplay, if its two littles playing it surely would take a more innocent and playful tone, watching cartoons together, doings arts and crafts and showing it to each other and commenting they look nice, playing with toys together as well, coming up with new games filled with imagination and glee, and even if there is enough trust tickle fights or twister? there is open space for both littles involved in play to display their personality wings and fly<3

Thank you for this Ask.

I apologize for what I wrote in the playdate Ask. I was too cruel and too misandric.

I would love to innocently ageplay with someone who I trust. Watch cartoons together, talk about silly stuff, play simple multiplayer games. The other stuff that you mentioned also sounds pleasant.

I try my best to never get angry or upset, but maybe sometimes I am ^^;;

Have you thought about writing erotic abdl stories? And do you like painting your nails? If yes what color? I hope you have a great day

I have written abdl stories. They’re tagged under ’story’. You can see it here: https://coucherequin.tumblr.com/tagged/story (probably doesn’t work on the mobile app like most of tumblr x_x)

I do want to write more abdl-related stories, but I have trouble finding the time for it. I am a good writer, but it takes me time to get into the right mindset.

I bite my nails pretty badly and that makes them kinda ugly so I haven’t ever painted them. Thank you for wishing me a great day!

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Would you ever consider play dates in the future, or do you like keeping your in person little space to yourself?

I’m not sure what play dates are. You’re either talking about something similar to an actual date, a one night stand, or something like akin to ageplaying together for a day.

But I’ll assume this is really about ageplaying and not about any other possible meaning…

In that case, I really don’t know if I want to get involved in that sort of thing. I keep telling people in DMs that I’m a real person because I sometimes feel like I’m not being seen as one. I realize that I mostly publish pictures of myself to this blog, but I also try my best to let a personality shine through. It’s not only a diaper, it’s me wearing a diaper. I am telling you this because I feel that a ‘playdate’ centered around diapers or ageplaying would be exactly that. Where does my personality, my thoughts and feelings and intellect come in?

I can tell a boy to undress and lay down onto my bed. Take away all his manhood by tickling him and making him giggle. It’s you, you know? I’ll rub baby oil onto your skin, and apply powder to your crotch as you lay down onto a big baby diaper. You’ll get a dummy pushed into your mouth, and I’ll gently tape the diaper shut and tease you a little bit by slowly rubbing the front of the diaper. I’ll whisper sweet words into your ears, and prepare a bottle of formula for you. I’ll take my time to have you drink it slowly, as you lay against my chest. Afterwards, I’ll hug you tightly; one hand on your back and one on your head. I’ll kiss your forehead and tell you that you’ve done good, and that it’s naptime now. I’ll make you wear a onesie and also one of my cute pajamas! But before it’s time to sleep, I have one last present for you. My hand enters your pajama pants and firmly grabs the front of your diaper snugly. You must have wet yourself at some point, because your diaper feels a little swollen. Repeatedly my hand goes up and down; first slowly and gradually getting faster. I stick a dummy into your mouth again, and I interlock your hand with my other hand and hold onto you firmly. Your diaper is getting rubbed really intensely now. The wet padding is getting rubbed against your skin. You’re a good little boy, you know that? I whisper into your ear, telling you how proud I am of you. Excitingly you make an intense moan as you climax into your wet swollen diaper, you have your eyes shut. Oh oh you shot so much! Your diaper has absorbed all of your cum, so there is no cleanup to worry about. I give you one last kiss and wish you a good nap.

I realize that it’d be a dream come true if I were to do this with someone, or a nightmare, depending on who you ask XD…

But who am I in this? I don’t even know what I want xD

Are you able to have a relatively vanilla sex life or are diapers the dominant side of the sex you have?

xD that’s a very personal question.

I’d rather keep sex and diapers separate. Maybe it’d be nice to be diapered after sex to bliss out ^^ , but I’ve never done this. Who knows what will happen in the future!

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Hiya.. when was the last time you went on a date ?

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A long time ago..

Not really a date; but in about 2 weeks from now, a really good friend is going to visit my home and we’ll do lots and lots of things together! I am looking forward to it, and we will make the best of it by trying to visit restaurants, walking around the neighborhoods around my home, maybe visiting Brussels and Maastricht (do you know these cities?)

Maybe I should get a little oven for in my home, so I can prepare some baked stuff too ^^ (I only have a stove and a microwave). What do you suggest that I serve for food to my friend?

Is it a male or female coming too visit ?

I’m sure the are many restaurants and places too visit while they stay with you and your have a lot fun together… I’ve never been too Brussels but would love too visit 1 day

I wouldn’t bother with home cooking as it’s so much easier too eat out , hope you and your friend have a lovely time x

A female friend is going to visit me in my home. But it wouldn’t matter anyway because we don’t do anything sexual to each other. 

Yeah, I will draft a lil plan for what we’re gonna do during our holiday. I could visit Brussels cus it’s only like 20 min away from me, but I’ll have to think about it.. And as for home cooking, well I’ll probably still do breakfast, lunch and evening snacks cus otherwise it gets wicked expensive and complicated. Dinners can be outdoors for sure ^^

Did you see The new Suicide movie? And what did you think of king shark?

That does not sound like something that I would watch. You’re making it sounds SUPER bad, but I assume you’re talking about “The Suicide Squad”. I really hate the S word, and I hate it that they used it to name this film. Hm but no, I just watched the trailer and it looks really dumb in my opinion ^^;; I’m sorry.

Hiya.. when was the last time you went on a date ?

A long time ago..

Not really a date; but in about 2 weeks from now, a really good friend is going to visit my home and we’ll do lots and lots of things together! I am looking forward to it, and we will make the best of it by trying to visit restaurants, walking around the neighborhoods around my home, maybe visiting Brussels and Maastricht (do you know these cities?)

Maybe I should get a little oven for in my home, so I can prepare some baked stuff too ^^ (I only have a stove and a microwave). What do you suggest that I serve for food to my friend?

Is there anything you like to do you feel you don’t do well? Wonderful pictures, great choice in diapers (you need more plastic pants), enjoyable videos while travelling, Shared your cute kittys, cute stuffies… look out SHARK!What other interests do you have or do feel are developing as you grow up? (I know you say you are 30 but really just a mere three now). And speaking of growing up. Will you ever be or do you want to be potty trained?

I wish that I was a lil better at socializing and making new friends. There’s very few people who I consider as true friends, and it takes me a long time before I would consider someone as a friend. I’m unsure if it’s trust issues, previous bad experiences, my own social clumsiness or any combination of these. I’d never blame others for it. Regardless of what’s the cause, the result of it is that I’m a lil lonely sometimes (and probably why I’m still single). Those who tried chatting with me on tumblr have probably realized that I’m quite difficult to talk to…

I do have many other interests. I’m a very busy person and there’s a lot of things that I want to get done and that I want to learn. It’s too much to discuss here ^^. I do still need to develop my career to where I have a long-term contract instead of a temporary one. That also goes hand in hand with my desire to have my own apartment (so I don’t rent). It comes down to wanting to have a lil more stability in my life. For the time being, it’s okay that a lot of long-term things are uncertain, but it’s not sustainable.

I do want to develop my photography skills further. I realize that I am good at it, but I’m definitely not a professional. There’s many things that I still need to learn and I do really want to improve further.

Your last question.. just to be clear, abdl and littlespace is a fun thing for me, I am not incontinent and I don’t wear diapers all the time. I have set up my tumblr in such a way that it posts a new post every day, which makes it seem like I wear diapers every day, but that is not the case. But no, I wouldn’t want to grow out of diapers ^^. Wearing diapers makes me happy and I’ll continue doing it for as long as I am healthy. And in case I end up in a relationship where my partner is not okay with me wearing diapers, well there’s the door ^^, goodbye.

What are your favorite animes to start out with? I really dig the drawing style, but the whole “magic and fights” thing just isn’t my cup of tea I’m afraid 😅

If you’re not into fighting and magic stuff, there’s many other categories more suitable ^^.

You can take a look at “slice of life” shows and other non-action shows, like Kobayashi’s Maidragon, Yuru Yuri, Haruhi Suzumiya, Blend S, Chi’s Sweet Home (kids show), Fruits Basket, GochiUsa, Cells At Work (Hataraku Saibou), Hikaru No Go, Initial D, Ichigo Mashimaru, Inuyasha, Kemono Friends, K-On!, Non Non Biyouri, New Game!, Yuri on Ice, Wolf & Spice, Wolf and Spice, Watamote, Toradora, Saki, Rozen Maiden, etc.

I could list a lot more shows.. but it’s kinda pointless cus it’s not possible to watch them all xD. and some of these shows are already kinda ‘dated’ in that they’ve been surpassed by many newer shows. The animation styles changed a lot over the years and generally got a lot better and more detailed. Though, this also depends on the available budget. A show like “Girls’ Last Tour” had a tiny animation budget and is a lot less detailed compared to the comic books. But then there’s shows like “Puella Magi Madoka Magica” or “Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood” which did have a big animation budget..

Thus protected, you can enjoy the diaper much longer. And the sticking of the plastic pants on the skin constantly reminds you that you are hiding a little secret under your clothes.

This ask is a continuation on your previous Ask, I believe. It sounds like you’re trying to give me your experience with wearing plastic pants ^^. I appreciate to hear your insight! I definitely have a long way to go before I understand everything about ABDL and how other people enjoy it in their own way.

Long term mammalian health… So, if you had to guess, do you think comfortable human life spans exceeding 300 years are possible for people born this century?

Hm well, without going into too much detail; there’s a difference between average lifespan and maximum lifespan. So far, what medical sciences has tried to do is increase (healthy) average lifespan. This endeavor has been fairly successful at increasing the average lifespan from 30-50 years in pre-history to its current 80-90 years. We know that humans are capable of becoming at least 122 years old. In terms of medical advances, the average lifespan could then still be increased up to (at least) 122 years.

You can increase your own long-term health by applying fairly basic living styles: eating fruit and vegetables daily, keep meat to a minimum, no trans fats, keep BMI around 18.5-20, no smoking, low salt intake, minimal or no alcohol, daily 15-30 min exercise, enough daily sleep and rest, minimize stress. These things all seem to obvious, but simultaneously it appears nearly impossible to maintain.

Attempts at actually increasing maximum lifespan are rare and afaik none are applicable to humans at this moment.

So to answer your question; a 300 year lifespan would mean increasing maximum lifespan, and this is not possible at this moment. I can suggest you to read Mikhail V Blagosklonny’s manuscript on pseudoprograms. It goes over misconceptions surrounding ageing and offers an alternative more likely way of approaching it.

Which parts of science do you find interesting? Do you believe we’ll figure out everything eventually? Which recent development excites you the most?Also, how do magnets work? It’s like magic.

“Science” is huge, though as far as I understood it, most money is in medical sciences / pharmaceutical, chemical, physics and electrical/RF stuff. I’m strictly into medical sciences, and in particular long-term mammalian health. I couldn’t really tell you what I exactly work on cus you could google my name in 5 seconds. I’m an author on 9 peer-reviewed publications now and I’m working / collaborating on several manuscripts which will be submitted at some point.

I like the recent advances in DNA/RNA sequencing technologies. It has become so cheap that it is almost a mundane lab technique. Its cheapness also is leading to creative ways to apply the technology which were previously prohibitively expensive. Even on a consumer level you can get your whole genome read at high quality for like 500€, it is really astonishing. You could use that data now and in the future whenever new discoveries are made.

I dunno how magnets work. It is some sort of permanent charged state that can interface with electrical fields. It makes no sense to me but of course it has a good physics explanation.

Do you like swimming? What’s more fun, a swim in the ocean or a swim in a lake?If you could travel to any beach in the world, where would you go?

I’m not fond of swimming, sorry. I know it’s ironic considering the shark theme of this blog. The reason I don’t like swimming is because I am a little bit germophobic, which means being afraid of germs (not Germans). Last time I swam in the sea must have been when I was 10 years old. I swam in a lake for the last time when I was 20, I think. It also must be years ago since I last swam in a swimmingpool. To answer your question; I’d rather not swim in the sea nor in the ocean, though maybe the sea is a little cleaner… Keep in mind, though, that I’m very biased by only knowing the North Sea. Its water is kinda brown/grey. The lake I swam in was Lago Maggiore in Italy which also had kinda brown water, yuck. I’ve never seen a tropical beach with clear water. If those places actually exist, then maybe that’d be okay to swim in ^^.

I’d love to visit Mont Saint-Michel. This is a little French community on a tidal island off the coast of Bretagne. Have you been there before?

Let’s assume I’m a 6 year old boy, who meets the great scientist woman, i.e. you. Please explain to me, in concepts that 6 year old boy understands: how the electric bike works and why you don’t get electric shock from it, if you ride when raining?

xD Who are you talking about? You mean this diaper-wetting baby shark? I dunno how an electric bike works, but sometimes I wish I had one.

The battery makes the little pixies dance and flow through the wire towards the electric motor. The dance excites the electric motor and it start to spin to release its happiness!!

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Asks (26 june 2021)

Could you send me an Ask, please?

I fell off my bike a few days ago (oops) and I have an unappetising wound on my leg so I can’t take new abdl pictures right now. It’d be fun to stay active by answering Asks.

Ideas for Asks: previous holiday, live abroad, what’s upsetting, how is the Belgian azerty treating ypu, how do magnets work, do you like My little Pony / Gravity Falls / Steven Universe / Bob’s Burgers / other shows, should your shark plush get a buddy, what about pull-up diapers, which topics in science do you find interesting, can you computer program, who is the person in your avatar, do you wear jewelry, would you get a tattoo, which big cities do you like

That should be enough ideas 😊. You can send an Ask by clicking on the link on the top of my tumblr blog. Thank you!

Do you have a favorite Pokémon?I like Magikarp because of its evolution into Gyarados. It’s a rather poetic tie-in to an old Japanese myth of carps leaping over the Dragon Gate and being rewarded by transforming into dragons.

I wasn’t aware that Magikarp’s evolution was a reference to a Youkai mythology. That’s definitely something that gets completely lost in translation xD.

I like Eevee and the Eeveelutions, Litten, Roselia/Roserade, Rowlet, and Vulpix

I’m still only level 34 on PoGo ^^;;

What is your opinion on second chances?

Thank you for this serious Ask!

Forgiveness is the best gift that you can give someone, in my opinion. You go to bed tired, with a headache, grumpy, upset, and you wake up fresh and full of energy ready to take on another day. Your body gives you new chances all the time. You wouldn’t like it if the bruise on your arm didn’t heal. Make the right choice; give others another chance. 

Poor sharky. He looks like he had a hard life. 😜 Do you think about changing sharky out with a guy or girl in the future?

Thank you for this Ask! Please do send me an Ask when you want to contribute something. 

I dunno if anyone would like me. I just have no idea how to start a serious relationship with someone. I’m quite socially awkward. It seems that I am good at writing blog posts and appearing socially well-adapted on the surface, giving the false impression that I am like that always. I’ve had relationships in the past but no one stuck around. I’m 30 now, so it’s about time I settle down with a long-term relationship or else potentially face long-term loneliness ^^;;.