Dream

So weird. I dreamt last night that someone on tumblr messaged me, saying that they looked all over the internet, comparing the objects in my room, and found other (normal) pictures of me where my face was visible. Would you ever do this? Would it ever get to the point where someone starts stalking me, scouring the internet for similar pictures, in an effort to out me?

Whenever I get asked in DMs for a picture of my face, I’ll decline the question in a friendly tone. So far, I have never felt that anyone was truly bothering me. I would like to keep it that way for as long as possible ^^

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Apart from ABDL, do you have any other kinks?Do you ever put yourself into a nappy, with onesie and a bottle for bedtime?Have you or would you like to be breastfeed, either dry or lactating?

This blog focusses on adult baby stuff, because it plays such a big role in my life. Ageplay is much more to me than a way to make myself cum. It’s my crutch through difficult times, it’s my ultimate fun activity during good times. It makes me feel safe and comfortable. In addition, ever since I’ve started publishing my ageplay photos online, I feel more loved and confident than before. I’ve gained a few friends from this blog, too! I look forward to what the future will bring. I also feel like my photography skill has improved xD. This blog was part of the reason why I chose to get a fullframe camera. Though, I had always been interested in purchasing one.

Yeah, there are a few other things that I like to do, to pull myself over the edge. It’s best that I don’t focus on them, on this blog ^^. If you really want to know, you can send me a private message asking about this.

There’s been numerous times where I went to bed as a baby ^^, though in the grand scheme this tends to be quite rare. I’d do it more often if I had more free time. It happens quite a lot that on Saturday or on Sunday I still need to work on stuff. It feels kinda wasteful to put on a diaper on Friday or Saturday evening, and change out of it in the morning ^^;;. What is your opinion about this?

My first partner breastfed me (dry, it was pretend), while stroking my hair and whispering to me. I would love to experience this again.

(A bit late) But congratulations on your PhD! That’s really impressive!!!

It’s been a long time since then, over a year ago ^^. Thank you, nonetheless. It’s increasingly strange to think back of this period in my life.

On the one hand, I contributed to various research projects, of which some have resulted in deliverables in the form of manuscripts. On the other hand, I devoted time to my own scientific development, technical skill, and my career. I feel more confident in myself, and I can tackle complex issues. Given that I already have some peer-reviewed publications to my name, it’s now up to me to either pursue an academic career, or leave academia to do something else entirely. Back in the beginning of 2020, I couldn’t really decide what I wanted to do, so I opted to try my chances as a postdoc. If it doesn’t work out, I can always ‘fall back’ to a non-academic job ^^, is what I thought.

Though, in the back of my mind I do think that contributing to research and development is ultimately more helpful to myself and to the world around me, versus a ‘regular’ production job. I don’t consider myself more or lesser than others, nor do I consider one job lesser than another. Notwithstanding, you’re reading this message because people in the past made all the necessary technological developments to make rich global communication attainable, possible and nowadays instantaneous. Whether you agree or disagree with me on this topic is completely moot and irrelevant when you daily enjoy the fruits of all the r&d happening around you XD.

So what will my future hold? If only I knew.

You’re having a 3rd COVID shot. And with this number I want the ask n°3! Which veggie is the most icky?🥦 🤢

3.) 🌽Which veggie is the most icky?

Hm yeah. Definitely onion for me. I don’t mind it when there’s a little bit of onion in my food when I eat at someone’s place, or when I’m at a restaurant, though I avoid it in my own cooking.

But I’m not a fussy eater. I avoid onion and garlic, and stay away from organ meats, but I’ll eat most of everything else ^^. By European standards, of course ^^;; , you will definitely not find me eating shark fin soup

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You earned your PhD??? Does this mean we get to call you Dr. Couche Requin now?

I was awarded my doctorate in September 2020, I have been working as a postdoc ever since. You don’t need to use any titles around me. Ever since, I have more readily deleted silly comments and messages, because it is just not worth my time ^^;. Maybe one day I will simply disappear from this blog, and never come back, when I realize that it is not worth my time any more. I haven’t gotten to that point yet. There are still a few people who I enjoy interacting with.

Hi! Since you love sharks I thought you might enjoy this cute video of a cat and their shark plushie!Have a great day!https://www.instagram.com/catloversclub/tv/CYpyyf3F3xj/?utm_medium=copy_link

Yeah, it’s really cute ^^, cat pulling a Blahaj through the room. I am looking forward to when I can share my life again with a furry friend.

Up until then, I’ll enjoy the pets of others!

2, but historically, i.e. when you really were a kid.The book I remember best was “Z for Zacharias”, which I read when I was about 10 years old, and again, when I was about 18 or so. I still have that book.

2.) 📚What’s your favorite children’s book?

XD When I was really a child? Hm that would probably be a Dutch book called Pluk van de Petteflet. I wouldn’t be able to remember it, though. I should re-read it to see if I can recall anything of it.

You should cherish the books that you hold dear ^^. I threw a lot of books away over the years and occasionally I do regret it.

Ann & Odile – Chapter 2

@itmustbefun wrote a story for me (doing 95% of the work). I provided the description of the
characters, events and overall feel, and they provided the details of the
story. I did the final editing.

This
is chapter 2 to https://coucherequin.tumblr.com/post/647206730988748800/

Short
ABDL story, ~1500 words, 10 minutes reading.

All was quiet at night. The soft breathing of both Ann and Odi
was all that could be heard in the quiet cozy city apartment. The streetlights were
dimmed by the curtains and provided a soft glow in the room. Ann started to
move more and more frantically in her sleep, eventually waking up Odilia. Odi
looked at her friend as she seemed to wake up and started crying. “Ghosts
there, seen them, scaaaaary”, Ann sobbed through her tears. Odilia was
reminded that Ann used to get bouts of night-time frights. Although tough and
hard-working on the outside, Ann still hid childish fears and feelings. Sharing
the night with her old friend, and being treated as a young child, subconsciously
brought back those childish fears and memories. Would it not be better if our old
fears were forgotten, and only our fondest memories remained? Odi put her hand
on Ann’s shoulder, followed by running her fingers through her friend’s hair,
in an attempt to comfort her. “Let’s go to your bedroom”, she said with a
motherly smile, as she signalled and helped her to get up from the couch. The
two slowly walked hand in hand to the bedroom, carefully feeling around the
walls as to not bump into anything. Ann was stumbling behind her, slightly sobbing,
and mumbling about the nightmare she had woken up from. Though the room was
dim, Odi noticed the lamp on the nightstand. So many years ago, she had bought
it as a gift for her friend. Odi specifically got it, to help Ann with chasing
the ghosts away. She flicked the switch, giving the bedroom a more pleasant
atmosphere. Besides the lamp, though still on the nightstand, was an adult-sized
paci. Odile lifted the covers of the bed and helped Ann to lay down. She gave
her soft kisses on her forehead and cheeks, and gently put the paci into her
friend’s mouth. Ann closed her eyes and smiled, as she gave a few suckles on
the paci; slipping further away into her safe baby-space. Odi got into the bed
as well, behind her friend, so to be the ‘big spoon’. She pulled the covers
over the both of them and whispered soft words in her friend’s ear. “It’s all
right. Mommy is here for you. You’re safe, no need to worry about any more
scary scaries… Mommy is right behind you, hugging you”. Ann whispered
“Yes mwommy, I aw bwawe and stwong” before falling asleep. Odi felt a deep
motherly warmth inside her. Oh, how she loved to take care of this little
friend of hers.

It was early in the morning. The sun was shining through a slit
between the curtains, straight onto Odilia’s face, much to her chagrin. Her
friend seemed to have turned around in her sleep, as she was now hugging close
to her, her face buried between Odi’s breasts. Their legs had also crossed, and
Ann’s thigh was against Odi’s crotch. The paci had fallen from Ann’s mouth
during the night. Odi softly stroked over Ann’s hair, slowly waking her up. In
the twilight zone between dreamy land and our world, Ann’s mouth started to
look for her paci but could only find Odilia’s breast. With her face, she
pushed away the fabric and softly started to suckle on the nipple underneath.
The scene turned Odi on, as her nipples slowly became erect. Odi felt how it
started to excite her more and more. Even to Odi’s own surprise, her nipples
were unusually sensitive this morning. Every suckle sent a yolt of energy to
her crotch, which was being pressed by her friend’s thigh. She didn’t want to give
in to this feeling. Not yet, anyway. Anticipation is sometimes more fun than
giving in. “I’m sorry baby, mommy isn’t ready yet to breastfeed you. I will
prepare us breakfast instead”, she said as their eyes met. Odi kissed her
friend on the forehead, and turned around to step out of bed. There was a large
shark-shaped plush on the floor. It must have fallen out of bed, earlier. Upon
handing the plush to Ann, she immediately held onto it, wrapping her whole
small body all around the soft animal, seemingly putting her into a trance. Odi
put on a pink bathrobe that was hanging by the door, and went to the kitchen to
prepare breakfast.

With her friend gone from the bedroom, Ann, now fully awake,
became aware of her surroundings. Admittingly, she was already awake when she was
suckling on her friend’s nipple, and was well aware of it becoming erect. She
knew that they were sensitive and how Odi likes it when her nipple gets touched
by her friend’s tongue. She reminded herself of that one time Odi allowed her
friend an extended suckling session. The reason became apparent when Odi let
out a long and loud moan as she climaxed. Some things never change. Ann looked
for her paci and put it in her mouth. “Without mommy, it’s not as fun”, she said
to herself, as she was thinking about the babyish feeling she just shared with
her friend. Moving about the bed made her aware of her swollen diaper. The
whole ordeal had made her very aware of her own horniness. The thick diaper
between her legs dampened the feeling of the shark that she was hugging so tightly.
It also made her well aware of how full her bladder was. She decided to give in
to the pressure and let her bladder’s content run into the diaper. The feeling of
warmth overcame her, as the diaper further filled itself up. At this point, the
diaper had swollen up so much, that she could no longer press the shark against
her crotch to pleasure herself. She started to pinch her nipples hoping that
this would put her over the edge, but it just sexually frustrated her further. Her
hand slipped into her diaper and her fingers started to play with her pussy.
All her senses were triggered: hugging the shark close for maximum contact
while fondling her breast, suckling on a paci, the warm and full feeling of the
thick diaper, her fingers playing frantically with her clit. She closed her
eyes and tensed up. Curling toes, a deep inhale, legs stretched as the inevitable
orgasm waves washed over her again and again, while her fingers continued their
repetitive motion. Trying not to make any loud noises, she forcefully kept her
mouth shut as she moaned. After the second orgasm wave, the paci had fallen
from her mouth. Feeling refreshed, she lay in bed, enjoying the afterglow of
her secret self-pleasure. “I’m sorry, mommy, I was very naughty and came
without you”, she whispered. She felt a sense of guilt, but knew that she would
make up for it to her friend, later today. This has been an evening and night
of her dreams and she made sure that Odi’s fantasies would be thoroughly
fulfilled, as well. She got out of bed and took a warm hot shower. Undressing
herself and removing the wet diaper felt lonely and the feeling of baby-space
unfortunately left. Nonetheless, the hot water running through her hair, over
her breasts and body felt amazing. How she loved the feeling of hot water in
the morning. It washed all worries away whilst the hot water seemed to hug her
all tightly. She put on some basic matching underwear and a beige short-sleeved
ankle-high summer dress, tied in the middle with a likewise-coloured ribbon, before
joining Odilia in the kitchen. “Look who’s there, sleepy head. It looks like
you had a nice refreshing shower. Your cheeks are all red and blushy. I made us
some French toast; dig in!”. They enjoyed breakfast together, and neither
brought up what had happened the last 24 hours. It almost felt like it didn’t
happen, like it was completely natural. “I didn’t bring any fresh clothes for
today, I’m afraid”, Odi said. “Can I borrow some of yours, for today?”. “Sure,
help yourself to anything of mine that fits you”. Odi went to the bedroom and
started to look for clothes to wear. Her friend was smaller, though a long
dress would probably fit her. She decided on a white blouse with puffy short
sleeves, and a pinafore-style knee-high dress, which is probably an ankle-high
dress for her friend, and a pair of leggings. They were a little tight on her, though
this only accentuated her well-formed calves. She looked at herself in the
standing mirror. It felt weird but nice to be wearing her friend’s clothes. The
nice scent of the fresh clothes reminded her of Ann’s perfume which made her
blush. “What would today bring for us?” she wondered.

What do you think of the ski (the sport)? Have you ever skied or do some snowboard? Do you like the snow?

I’ve never skied or used a snowboard, so I don’t have an opinion of it. I’m afraid that I’ve never even seen it for real; so for all I know it doesn’t even exist xD. Snow and snow-sports are not for me. I’ve lived all my life in places where winters are long, dark and grey and consequently life takes place indoors during those months. I don’t get Winter depression, or something like that, but I recognize that I have less energy and motivation during Autumn and Winter. I wonder if others recognize this, as well

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I’ve been taking a bit of a break from abdl, and I keep having the most intense diaper dreams. 😯 It’s really kind of hot, tbh because then I wake up thinking about abdl stuff fresh on my mind and it sticks with me throughout the day. You’d think after all these years I would get kinda bored of it but no, few weeks without and it’s insanely thrilling again. I love it!

I don’t mean to comment on this blog post, I just want to use it as a stepping stone to explain this to my own ‘audience’.

My schedule is busy and I need to ‘make time’ for ageplay. Consequentially, there will be weeks when I don’t ageplay at all, or even several weeks. I do get those ‘diaper dreams’ as well. Sometimes it’s kind of frightening, because iduring those dreams I am wetting myself (into the supposed diaper). Immediately following that, I wake up with a strong urge to pee. Not surprisingly, I feel my pyjamas and my bed to see whether I accidentally wet my bed!! Fortunately, it has only happened twice in the past few years that I wet my bed. It is not a pleasant thing to happen, at all.

Anyway, when I start dreaming about diapers, then it’s probably time that I allow myself some babytime xD. I will typically keep this separate from when I am taking pictures of myself. My mind wants me to do strange things when I desperately want to ageplay, and I don’t want my ageplay pictures to show me in my most desperate and vulnerable moments.Instead, I want those pictures to show you how much fun I am having, and inspire you to do the same! 

Merry Christmaaaaas 🎄💫🎉❤😁

Merry Christmas @littlebless !

(Sorry I know there’s still a message of you in my DM inbox, that I’ve been postponing to answer for way too long. I do still want to talk with you for fun ^^… oops)

And Merry Christmas to you, the reader of this message, too! I love you, and let’s try our best to continue getting better at what we do and what we like.

Do you have anything fun you want to do in 2022 and merry Christmas hope you have an amazing one and a happy new year

Thank you for wishing me a merry Christmas. I am looking forward to 2022, and achieving many new things ^^

I want to submit more science manuscripts, so that I can contribute to science! I currently have 5 peer-reviewed first-author papers, and I am a co-author on 4 more papers ^^.

But there’s many more things that I would like to do and learn in 2022. Let’s see what will be possible and what I will achieve!

Christmas 2021

Hello. I’ve been inactive on this blog for a few days now. Usually I stop posting during Christmas, to give you and myself free time to spend with family and friends.

It’s not Christmas yet, but I currently don’t have any new photos to post. Instead, why don’t you send me an Ask? I’ll make sure to answer everything before Christmas, and then I’ll take my holiday 😊🎄. For Ask inspirations, there’s so many topics to consider. Give it a try and let me know 😉.

I love you! ❤️

Long-term Single here. There are definitely benefits to being single. I’ve gotten used to it, but I do miss cuddling and sharing time with someone. When I imagine cuddling you it’s the image of an adorable someone to cuddle that I like. 😊 I wouldn’t do anything Mr.Shark wouldn’t want! I’m a little scared of sharks 🙈

There’s a lot of benefits to being single. You don’t have to worry about your partner’s happiness, you don’t have to plan date nights out, or clean up after yourself. You don’t have to cook for two, or remember how your partner wants their eggs done. You don’t have to do anything, in particular. Though, you need to be a much stronger person when you’re by yourself, because there will be no one to take care of you when you need it most. Your friends are amazing, though they’re limited in how much they can help you; especially when they have a partner themselves.

You shouldn’t imagine cuddling me, though. It’d only lead to intense disappointment. I’m a random person you’ve seen pictures of on the internet. I don’t exist for real in your life. I am a real person, though, and I do exist in the lives of some people ^^. I try to be my happy self to my friends and family. And to some extent, my blog tries to make everyone happy.

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You’re supposed to be learning how to keep your diaper dry! I think this calls for some spankings. 😜Not so fast mr. Shark, you’re up next for spankings. I know you encourage her!

xD I know that you are sending me this Ask in good faith, so I want to tell you a little background on what diapers now mean to me.

They’re absorbent undergarments, right? Worn by people who have trouble with incontinence. During my childhood, something must have triggered my fascination for diapers. I wet the bed as a kid until I was about 8 years old. Although I can’t remember the details of it, I did wear XS disposable incontinence diapers for it (tape-on, most likely). It’s likely that these events triggered my fascination for diapers. I’m unsure where my fascination for baby stuff comes from, but it is most likely linked to this period as well. I was also bullied in school during these ages.

I’m much older now and I enjoy wearing diapers for the purpose of ageplaying. Diapers are still items to me, but when I am wearing one they invoke a special kind of feeling. It’s an innocent thing that I do in my free time, in the comfort of my home. No one tells me to do it, and I don’t have to do it for health reasons. The desire sits on my mind, and grows the longer I don’t answer to it. I’m perfectly continent and healthy. Ageplaying is deeply relaxing to me. I try to reduce myself to an infantile mental age by wearing and using a diaper, wearing clothing that resemble baby clothes, sucking on a paci, drinking baby formulae from a bottle, hugging a plushie, watching cartoons. I’m not always successful at unwinding myself, but if everything sits right; I’m able to enter that warm bright fuzzy feeling. Although I’d rather keep this fully non-sexual… but my mind has associated these feelings with very strong sexual arousal. I postpone it as long as I can, but eventually my adult body takes over and I either use my fingers or a vibe to masturbate. The orgasms I have while wearing a diaper feel different from those without diapers. I’m not sure how to explain that. Every feeling is so intense, and it satisfies my desires much more. It’s like a spring that gets compressed to its smallest state, and is suddenly released.

I love you, I love my friends, I love my family. I love cats, and dogs. I love sunflowers, and tagetes. I love all animals and plants. Maybe I love everyone?

You fill me up with warmth, comfort, joy, and peace. The only thing I hope for, is for anyone or anything to love me in return ❤️

This is a leaked picture of the SHARK™ team number #27, who are currently stocking up on vitamins to be fully prepared for their shifts at little requins house, one of the most demanding environments ever faced by sharks. Please note the exceptionally extreme consumption of fruits, which is only necessary to provide their gristle with enough nutrients to withstand the extreme squashing they are put through.

The saddest part is that ikea currently doesn’t sell the BLÅHAJ. It has been out of stock for months now. There’s a few people on other trading platforms that still sell them, though I think that’s all old stock? I kinda wanted to get a second shark, so that I can be extra cozy in bed ^^, but I will have to wait a while. There were some rumors that ikea would entirely stop selling the shark plush, but I don’t think that’s true. Let’s look forward to more friendly sharks to share our bed with ^^

What’s your opinion on ABDL comics/stories? Do you know some good one? Do you like to read some? Does it help you create some personal scenario?

I’m afraid that I can’t help you much. I do like to read erotic abdl stories, but I don’t feel that I have read enough stories to tell you which ones stood out to me. There are stories which make me feel disgusted or embarrassed. Of special note, I strongly disapprove of ABDL stories involving minors. Maybe the issues that I have with ABDL stories aren’t unique to ABDL at all, and it is the case with all sorts of ‘fan-fiction’. I strongly prefer realistic stories, which make me feel emotionally connected to one of the main characters. The best stories are where I feel that I am inside the story, experiencing the scenario myself. Those realistic stories are what ultimately make me climax the hardest; with or without wearing a diaper myself.

I’m not a good storywriter by any stretch of the imagination. In addition, I feel that I cannot spend enough time to properly flesh out my own ideas and stories. Nonetheless, it is something that I want to get into.

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What is your ultimate ABDL role play/fantasy?

Hm I dunno. There’s a few separate things that I have in mind which would push a lot of my buttons. It’s not very likely that I will get to do any of it for real any time soon. I could type out one scenario.

Caretaker scenario: In my own owned place; be it an apartment or a house, I’d love to have one room dedicated to ABDL. That room would be my nursery; with the floor covered in soft carpeting, the ceiling covered in light panels (xD I’d still want to take pictures of myself, I need lots of light). There’d be a crib large enough to fit me and a second baby. In addition, there’d be a small sofa that can also serve as a place for me to use my laptop, a closet to store my diapers and all the outfits that I wear, and lots of babyish decorations and touches that’d make anyone feel at home. Of course, the nursery would have a minor shark theme ^^. There’d be a good air filter inside, and a comfy room temperature so that everyone feels comfortable without being too hot or cold. I’d love to invite ABDL friends over, so that we can ageplay together in my nursery. Perhaps I’d like to invite a mommy or daddy over, so that I can be taken care of ❤️. I’d love to be told to undress and sit down onto a changing mat on the floor. My caretaker would get me one of my favourite diapers; a Rearz Princess Pink, and put it down onto the floor besides me, together with skin cream, a print onesie, soft cotton thigh-high socks, and a pyjama set. After a proper diapering session and a short snuggle, I’m hand-guided into my crib and given a huge shark plush and a paci. After a few minutes, my caretaker comes back into the nursery room with a baby bottle containing freshly-prepared warm infant formulae. The bottle’s volume and nipple are adult sized. I’m guided to the sofa, and sit on my caretaker’s lap, in such a way that I can be comfortably bottle-fed. Afterwards, I slightly change my body posture so that I can comfortably sit on their lap while we watch an episode of a cartoon. Occasionally, they hug me and press their face into my hair, to tell me that I’ve been a good baby. My diaper is slightly wet when it’s time to take a nap. I’m guided back into my crib, and tenderly kissed on the forehead to signal that it’s soon time to go to dreamland. However, before departure, my caretaker has a final gift for me. While standing next to my crib, they slip their hand into my pyjama pants and unbutton the onesie. I’m looking right into their eyes, as they start rubbing the front of my slightly swollen pink diaper. My toes curl up as I feel an almost magical tingle in my stomach. We start to kiss, quickly turning into an extended French kiss. They pause for a short moment to get inside the crib and lie down besides me. It feels so warm and comfy. We hug and press our cheeks together, before continuing where we left off. I’ve been keeping my pee in for some time, already. The bottle was big, and my bladder cannot take it much longer. I couldn’t take it anymore, and my pee slowly starts to leak into the pink diaper. The combined stimulation of kissing, our warm and humid breaths filling the near vicinity, our bodies touching, the intense rubbing of the front of my wet diaper and the pee coming out of me makes me climax hard and long. I stop kissing to let out several long and loud moans, and my body completely tenses up. My caretaker takes their hand out of my pyjamas and hugs me tightly, telling me I did well. I feel totally bliss. Shortly afterwards, I fall asleep, knowing that I have everything that I ever hoped for.

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Do you find it hard to keep a good presence online (in Tumblr or other media)I have always struggle to keep internet relation, because I tend to leave all that when life get too busy or stressful. In that case, I only stay in touch with IRL friends

No I have no difficulty keeping a good online presence, as I’m online every day. My laptop sits on my desk and I never turn it off or take it anywhere. My time is limited, so I focus on tumblr for my baby stuff. I don’t spend any time on instagram, fetlife, adisc, ab-dl-tb-club, and twitter for abdl stuff. I find that fragmenting my time between several platforms is not very productive, cus I may end up repeating myself over and over.

In your situation where you focus on your other friends instead of online contacts; it’s admirable and probably preferable to do it that way. Everyone has priorities in life, and your priorities seem right on point. I don’t see any problem with what you do, and I should take notice of it and learn to prioritize better!

Gura

Did I ever tell you that I sometimes wear a diaper and my Gawr Gura outfit while I’m answering Asks and writing messages for this blog?? Right now (eve of 16 oct ‘21), I’m wearing a tena ultima slip right now, my pajamas and the Gura sweater. I look so dorky xD

I want to get more serious into story-writing. I will have to reserve more time for it ^^. Please follow me on tumblr and I’ll make an update on this topic in the near future. I will likely start writing stories more frequently, and publishing them on tumblr as well as on a story-dedicated site. Let’s see. I will of course keep on taking pictures ^^, but I’m afraid that I’ll become too old in the future to keep doing that. What a weird dichotomy to take baby pictures of myself while I’m 30 years old and feeling uncertain about my looks xD. 

🤣 i live in America and can say we’re pretty much just McDonalds (fast food in general)

Nooo don’t say that. As far as I can tell, North American culture is very rich with landmarks, fauna, flora, unique local culture, and many other things. I understand that there’s a lot of stereotypical stuff like fast-food, big tech businesses and ugly unoriginal buildings and such, but I’m open-minded enough to look beyond those things ^^.

I’ve visited the USA once; I went to San Diego and although I stayed inside the city, I visited a lot of places. I attended a scientific conference at the SD convention center (same one where Comic con is held), I visited the SD zoo, the Natural history museum, the Fleet science center (there was an exhibition on Mythbusters with a lot of their originals props!!), and the USS Midway. Also while I was there I went to a few bars and restaurants ^^. It was super fun and I got to see a lot of interesting things. I can’t know for sure whether I will ever return to the USA, but I learned about some of its culture while I was there and now I can better empathize. 

Have you ever visited Japan or would you like to visit in the future?

I’ve not visited Japan yet. I’m not sure if I ever will visit Japan. I know a little bit about its classic history, but I’m mostly familiar with a niche part of its contemporary culture, i.e. otaku stuff. It’s really dumb of me to focus on only that part. It’s like only knowing America for its fastfood restaurants. There’s so much more to it than that!

With that narrow stereotype in my mind, I can only realistically be disappointed by reality, I’m afraid. What I should be doing is widening my horizon and learning more about the world… I was never the travelling type, but I can still study the world around me through the literature ^^

First of all, thank you for your nice blog and taking your time to answer our questions. Since you mentioned you like to watch animes. What are your 3 favorite animes? Have you watched Swort Art Online?

Thank you for sending me this Ask ^^. I’m glad that I am getting friendly and interesting questions. I tend to watch slice-of-life anime similar to Kobayashi’s Maidragon, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, and shows like that. They make way too many anime each season for me to sit down and tell you which one I liked so much I’d want to rewatch it xD. Why rewatch when there’s always something new to discover?

Sword art online is a very depressing and stressful anime, in my opinion. I watched the first episode and did not continue it.

Where are your favorite places to go cycling?

I love cycling where there’s no cars ^^. Sometimes I think that cars are a transient thing; a concept that has come to humanity fairly recently, but one which will also depart us again in the near future. In contrast, more personal transportation like bikes will stay with us forever. I also think that humans need a bit of daily exercise to stay healthy. Our ancient forefathers got their daily exercise by hunting and scavenging for plants, mushrooms and animals. When you go out for a daily walk or a daily bicycle trip, you may be mimicking what are ancestors did. In Dutch we say “rust roest”, which literally means “rest rusts” in English. Can you think of what that may mean? ^^

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First off I love that you answer so many ASK’S you rock, I’m new to your blog but I’m a big ABDL fan. So my ask is what kind of camera do you use when taking your pictures? And do you have someone who helps you with editing or is that you? I’m asking because I think the work is wonderful the pictures look pretty much professional.

Thank you for sending me this Ask. I noticed that people appreciate it when I interact with them through Asks. It adds a personal touch to my messages and I feel that I can write a more elaborate response versus private chats. Also, when people write me an Ask, it tends to have been thought about for more than a few seconds, which is always good xD

I used to use a (aps-c) Canon 100d up until the beginning of 2018, at which point I bought a fullframe Sony A7. I have a 50mm f/1.8 lens for both of these cameras. I retired the 100d to become my webcam for video conferencing. I talk quite often with friends online, so I bought a condenser microphone some years ago. Expectedly, my webcam and audio on Zoom tends to look a lot better than those of my colleagues xD.

I really liked the 100d, though I’ve always wanted to go fullframe to get the most out of photography. The Sony a7 is a deprecated model and even back in 2018 you could get it really cheap (in comparison with other fullframe cams). The A7 is on a whole other level. It is not a rookie camera, but if you know your way around photography then it is a marvelous camera. Limitations of photography (light, light, and light) still apply, so using any random flash will instantly turn any camera into a good camera ^^. If the (sun) light is good, then flash isn’t needed

The picture raws are edited by me in capture one. Thank you for calling the pictures professional-looking ❤️❤️

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Do you like to regress with shows and cartoons for younger audiences? If you do what do you watch? (I watch Thomas the tank engine, my childhood fav 🚂)

I really like shows for older kids. My little pony (friendship is magic), Gravity falls, Bob’s burgers, Steven Universe.. but I also watch anime ^^. As long as you feel relaxed while watching it, it’s good!

regarding playdates involving ageplay, if its two littles playing it surely would take a more innocent and playful tone, watching cartoons together, doings arts and crafts and showing it to each other and commenting they look nice, playing with toys together as well, coming up with new games filled with imagination and glee, and even if there is enough trust tickle fights or twister? there is open space for both littles involved in play to display their personality wings and fly<3

Thank you for this Ask.

I apologize for what I wrote in the playdate Ask. I was too cruel and too misandric.

I would love to innocently ageplay with someone who I trust. Watch cartoons together, talk about silly stuff, play simple multiplayer games. The other stuff that you mentioned also sounds pleasant.

I try my best to never get angry or upset, but maybe sometimes I am ^^;;

Have you thought about writing erotic abdl stories? And do you like painting your nails? If yes what color? I hope you have a great day

I have written abdl stories. They’re tagged under ’story’. You can see it here: https://coucherequin.tumblr.com/tagged/story (probably doesn’t work on the mobile app like most of tumblr x_x)

I do want to write more abdl-related stories, but I have trouble finding the time for it. I am a good writer, but it takes me time to get into the right mindset.

I bite my nails pretty badly and that makes them kinda ugly so I haven’t ever painted them. Thank you for wishing me a great day!

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Would you ever consider play dates in the future, or do you like keeping your in person little space to yourself?

I’m not sure what play dates are. You’re either talking about something similar to an actual date, a one night stand, or something like akin to ageplaying together for a day.

But I’ll assume this is really about ageplaying and not about any other possible meaning…

In that case, I really don’t know if I want to get involved in that sort of thing. I keep telling people in DMs that I’m a real person because I sometimes feel like I’m not being seen as one. I realize that I mostly publish pictures of myself to this blog, but I also try my best to let a personality shine through. It’s not only a diaper, it’s me wearing a diaper. I am telling you this because I feel that a ‘playdate’ centered around diapers or ageplaying would be exactly that. Where does my personality, my thoughts and feelings and intellect come in?

I can tell a boy to undress and lay down onto my bed. Take away all his manhood by tickling him and making him giggle. It’s you, you know? I’ll rub baby oil onto your skin, and apply powder to your crotch as you lay down onto a big baby diaper. You’ll get a dummy pushed into your mouth, and I’ll gently tape the diaper shut and tease you a little bit by slowly rubbing the front of the diaper. I’ll whisper sweet words into your ears, and prepare a bottle of formula for you. I’ll take my time to have you drink it slowly, as you lay against my chest. Afterwards, I’ll hug you tightly; one hand on your back and one on your head. I’ll kiss your forehead and tell you that you’ve done good, and that it’s naptime now. I’ll make you wear a onesie and also one of my cute pajamas! But before it’s time to sleep, I have one last present for you. My hand enters your pajama pants and firmly grabs the front of your diaper snugly. You must have wet yourself at some point, because your diaper feels a little swollen. Repeatedly my hand goes up and down; first slowly and gradually getting faster. I stick a dummy into your mouth again, and I interlock your hand with my other hand and hold onto you firmly. Your diaper is getting rubbed really intensely now. The wet padding is getting rubbed against your skin. You’re a good little boy, you know that? I whisper into your ear, telling you how proud I am of you. Excitingly you make an intense moan as you climax into your wet swollen diaper, you have your eyes shut. Oh oh you shot so much! Your diaper has absorbed all of your cum, so there is no cleanup to worry about. I give you one last kiss and wish you a good nap.

I realize that it’d be a dream come true if I were to do this with someone, or a nightmare, depending on who you ask XD…

But who am I in this? I don’t even know what I want xD

Are you able to have a relatively vanilla sex life or are diapers the dominant side of the sex you have?

xD that’s a very personal question.

I’d rather keep sex and diapers separate. Maybe it’d be nice to be diapered after sex to bliss out ^^ , but I’ve never done this. Who knows what will happen in the future!

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Hiya.. when was the last time you went on a date ?

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A long time ago..

Not really a date; but in about 2 weeks from now, a really good friend is going to visit my home and we’ll do lots and lots of things together! I am looking forward to it, and we will make the best of it by trying to visit restaurants, walking around the neighborhoods around my home, maybe visiting Brussels and Maastricht (do you know these cities?)

Maybe I should get a little oven for in my home, so I can prepare some baked stuff too ^^ (I only have a stove and a microwave). What do you suggest that I serve for food to my friend?

Is it a male or female coming too visit ?

I’m sure the are many restaurants and places too visit while they stay with you and your have a lot fun together… I’ve never been too Brussels but would love too visit 1 day

I wouldn’t bother with home cooking as it’s so much easier too eat out , hope you and your friend have a lovely time x

A female friend is going to visit me in my home. But it wouldn’t matter anyway because we don’t do anything sexual to each other. 

Yeah, I will draft a lil plan for what we’re gonna do during our holiday. I could visit Brussels cus it’s only like 20 min away from me, but I’ll have to think about it.. And as for home cooking, well I’ll probably still do breakfast, lunch and evening snacks cus otherwise it gets wicked expensive and complicated. Dinners can be outdoors for sure ^^

Did you see The new Suicide movie? And what did you think of king shark?

That does not sound like something that I would watch. You’re making it sounds SUPER bad, but I assume you’re talking about “The Suicide Squad”. I really hate the S word, and I hate it that they used it to name this film. Hm but no, I just watched the trailer and it looks really dumb in my opinion ^^;; I’m sorry.

Hiya.. when was the last time you went on a date ?

A long time ago..

Not really a date; but in about 2 weeks from now, a really good friend is going to visit my home and we’ll do lots and lots of things together! I am looking forward to it, and we will make the best of it by trying to visit restaurants, walking around the neighborhoods around my home, maybe visiting Brussels and Maastricht (do you know these cities?)

Maybe I should get a little oven for in my home, so I can prepare some baked stuff too ^^ (I only have a stove and a microwave). What do you suggest that I serve for food to my friend?

Is there anything you like to do you feel you don’t do well? Wonderful pictures, great choice in diapers (you need more plastic pants), enjoyable videos while travelling, Shared your cute kittys, cute stuffies… look out SHARK!What other interests do you have or do feel are developing as you grow up? (I know you say you are 30 but really just a mere three now). And speaking of growing up. Will you ever be or do you want to be potty trained?

I wish that I was a lil better at socializing and making new friends. There’s very few people who I consider as true friends, and it takes me a long time before I would consider someone as a friend. I’m unsure if it’s trust issues, previous bad experiences, my own social clumsiness or any combination of these. I’d never blame others for it. Regardless of what’s the cause, the result of it is that I’m a lil lonely sometimes (and probably why I’m still single). Those who tried chatting with me on tumblr have probably realized that I’m quite difficult to talk to…

I do have many other interests. I’m a very busy person and there’s a lot of things that I want to get done and that I want to learn. It’s too much to discuss here ^^. I do still need to develop my career to where I have a long-term contract instead of a temporary one. That also goes hand in hand with my desire to have my own apartment (so I don’t rent). It comes down to wanting to have a lil more stability in my life. For the time being, it’s okay that a lot of long-term things are uncertain, but it’s not sustainable.

I do want to develop my photography skills further. I realize that I am good at it, but I’m definitely not a professional. There’s many things that I still need to learn and I do really want to improve further.

Your last question.. just to be clear, abdl and littlespace is a fun thing for me, I am not incontinent and I don’t wear diapers all the time. I have set up my tumblr in such a way that it posts a new post every day, which makes it seem like I wear diapers every day, but that is not the case. But no, I wouldn’t want to grow out of diapers ^^. Wearing diapers makes me happy and I’ll continue doing it for as long as I am healthy. And in case I end up in a relationship where my partner is not okay with me wearing diapers, well there’s the door ^^, goodbye.

What are your favorite animes to start out with? I really dig the drawing style, but the whole “magic and fights” thing just isn’t my cup of tea I’m afraid 😅

If you’re not into fighting and magic stuff, there’s many other categories more suitable ^^.

You can take a look at “slice of life” shows and other non-action shows, like Kobayashi’s Maidragon, Yuru Yuri, Haruhi Suzumiya, Blend S, Chi’s Sweet Home (kids show), Fruits Basket, GochiUsa, Cells At Work (Hataraku Saibou), Hikaru No Go, Initial D, Ichigo Mashimaru, Inuyasha, Kemono Friends, K-On!, Non Non Biyouri, New Game!, Yuri on Ice, Wolf & Spice, Wolf and Spice, Watamote, Toradora, Saki, Rozen Maiden, etc.

I could list a lot more shows.. but it’s kinda pointless cus it’s not possible to watch them all xD. and some of these shows are already kinda ‘dated’ in that they’ve been surpassed by many newer shows. The animation styles changed a lot over the years and generally got a lot better and more detailed. Though, this also depends on the available budget. A show like “Girls’ Last Tour” had a tiny animation budget and is a lot less detailed compared to the comic books. But then there’s shows like “Puella Magi Madoka Magica” or “Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood” which did have a big animation budget..

Thus protected, you can enjoy the diaper much longer. And the sticking of the plastic pants on the skin constantly reminds you that you are hiding a little secret under your clothes.

This ask is a continuation on your previous Ask, I believe. It sounds like you’re trying to give me your experience with wearing plastic pants ^^. I appreciate to hear your insight! I definitely have a long way to go before I understand everything about ABDL and how other people enjoy it in their own way.

Long term mammalian health… So, if you had to guess, do you think comfortable human life spans exceeding 300 years are possible for people born this century?

Hm well, without going into too much detail; there’s a difference between average lifespan and maximum lifespan. So far, what medical sciences has tried to do is increase (healthy) average lifespan. This endeavor has been fairly successful at increasing the average lifespan from 30-50 years in pre-history to its current 80-90 years. We know that humans are capable of becoming at least 122 years old. In terms of medical advances, the average lifespan could then still be increased up to (at least) 122 years.

You can increase your own long-term health by applying fairly basic living styles: eating fruit and vegetables daily, keep meat to a minimum, no trans fats, keep BMI around 18.5-20, no smoking, low salt intake, minimal or no alcohol, daily 15-30 min exercise, enough daily sleep and rest, minimize stress. These things all seem to obvious, but simultaneously it appears nearly impossible to maintain.

Attempts at actually increasing maximum lifespan are rare and afaik none are applicable to humans at this moment.

So to answer your question; a 300 year lifespan would mean increasing maximum lifespan, and this is not possible at this moment. I can suggest you to read Mikhail V Blagosklonny’s manuscript on pseudoprograms. It goes over misconceptions surrounding ageing and offers an alternative more likely way of approaching it.

Which parts of science do you find interesting? Do you believe we’ll figure out everything eventually? Which recent development excites you the most?Also, how do magnets work? It’s like magic.

“Science” is huge, though as far as I understood it, most money is in medical sciences / pharmaceutical, chemical, physics and electrical/RF stuff. I’m strictly into medical sciences, and in particular long-term mammalian health. I couldn’t really tell you what I exactly work on cus you could google my name in 5 seconds. I’m an author on 9 peer-reviewed publications now and I’m working / collaborating on several manuscripts which will be submitted at some point.

I like the recent advances in DNA/RNA sequencing technologies. It has become so cheap that it is almost a mundane lab technique. Its cheapness also is leading to creative ways to apply the technology which were previously prohibitively expensive. Even on a consumer level you can get your whole genome read at high quality for like 500€, it is really astonishing. You could use that data now and in the future whenever new discoveries are made.

I dunno how magnets work. It is some sort of permanent charged state that can interface with electrical fields. It makes no sense to me but of course it has a good physics explanation.

Do you like swimming? What’s more fun, a swim in the ocean or a swim in a lake?If you could travel to any beach in the world, where would you go?

I’m not fond of swimming, sorry. I know it’s ironic considering the shark theme of this blog. The reason I don’t like swimming is because I am a little bit germophobic, which means being afraid of germs (not Germans). Last time I swam in the sea must have been when I was 10 years old. I swam in a lake for the last time when I was 20, I think. It also must be years ago since I last swam in a swimmingpool. To answer your question; I’d rather not swim in the sea nor in the ocean, though maybe the sea is a little cleaner… Keep in mind, though, that I’m very biased by only knowing the North Sea. Its water is kinda brown/grey. The lake I swam in was Lago Maggiore in Italy which also had kinda brown water, yuck. I’ve never seen a tropical beach with clear water. If those places actually exist, then maybe that’d be okay to swim in ^^.

I’d love to visit Mont Saint-Michel. This is a little French community on a tidal island off the coast of Bretagne. Have you been there before?

Let’s assume I’m a 6 year old boy, who meets the great scientist woman, i.e. you. Please explain to me, in concepts that 6 year old boy understands: how the electric bike works and why you don’t get electric shock from it, if you ride when raining?

xD Who are you talking about? You mean this diaper-wetting baby shark? I dunno how an electric bike works, but sometimes I wish I had one.

The battery makes the little pixies dance and flow through the wire towards the electric motor. The dance excites the electric motor and it start to spin to release its happiness!!

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Asks (26 june 2021)

Could you send me an Ask, please?

I fell off my bike a few days ago (oops) and I have an unappetising wound on my leg so I can’t take new abdl pictures right now. It’d be fun to stay active by answering Asks.

Ideas for Asks: previous holiday, live abroad, what’s upsetting, how is the Belgian azerty treating ypu, how do magnets work, do you like My little Pony / Gravity Falls / Steven Universe / Bob’s Burgers / other shows, should your shark plush get a buddy, what about pull-up diapers, which topics in science do you find interesting, can you computer program, who is the person in your avatar, do you wear jewelry, would you get a tattoo, which big cities do you like

That should be enough ideas 😊. You can send an Ask by clicking on the link on the top of my tumblr blog. Thank you!

Do you have a favorite Pokémon?I like Magikarp because of its evolution into Gyarados. It’s a rather poetic tie-in to an old Japanese myth of carps leaping over the Dragon Gate and being rewarded by transforming into dragons.

I wasn’t aware that Magikarp’s evolution was a reference to a Youkai mythology. That’s definitely something that gets completely lost in translation xD.

I like Eevee and the Eeveelutions, Litten, Roselia/Roserade, Rowlet, and Vulpix

I’m still only level 34 on PoGo ^^;;

What is your opinion on second chances?

Thank you for this serious Ask!

Forgiveness is the best gift that you can give someone, in my opinion. You go to bed tired, with a headache, grumpy, upset, and you wake up fresh and full of energy ready to take on another day. Your body gives you new chances all the time. You wouldn’t like it if the bruise on your arm didn’t heal. Make the right choice; give others another chance. 

Poor sharky. He looks like he had a hard life. 😜 Do you think about changing sharky out with a guy or girl in the future?

Thank you for this Ask! Please do send me an Ask when you want to contribute something. 

I dunno if anyone would like me. I just have no idea how to start a serious relationship with someone. I’m quite socially awkward. It seems that I am good at writing blog posts and appearing socially well-adapted on the surface, giving the false impression that I am like that always. I’ve had relationships in the past but no one stuck around. I’m 30 now, so it’s about time I settle down with a long-term relationship or else potentially face long-term loneliness ^^;;. 

Do you cum harder when you wear diapers and with sharky between you legs, than without the two?

This is private between my shark and me ^^

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Have you ever thought about going or been to any ABDL events? I know they’re more popular in the USA but wondering if there’s any in Europe at all

I would rather not attend such real-life things. As far as I know there’s no big events around abdl in Europe. If there are, please tell me! There’s smaller gatherings of abdl internet forums, for sure. @emma-abdl organizes small gatherings in Amsterdam, if you’re interested in that

Hiii!! What’s your favorite genre of music, an do you have a favorite artist, band, or song??

I like listening to piano music when I want to feel at ease. My fav artist is Ludovico Einaudi, when it comes to piano music. I do listen to all sorts of other music. I am a big fan of Nightwish. But I also listen to a lot of Touhou music ^^. If you don’t know what Touhou means in this context, then I can strongly recommend it !!

You have mentioned occasional ageplay with others. Do you find you enjoy that more than solo ageplay? I have tried it, and I find it never synchs up well. Maybe our lottle ages are too far off, or we just play different. Never satisfying unless one partner stays in a parent role.

I can’t answer this in detail. The few times I did this, it was kinda awkward. I’ll probably try it again if there’s an opportunity, but maybe it will be just as awkward :/ 

Comment more than an ask: I appreciate your comments on the problems of incontinence. I have been AB/DL for decades, but a mild spinal injury combined with age has left me with moderate incontinence issues. VERY difficult, and I don’t mind diapers. I cannot even imagine full incontinence, especially for someone outside the community.

Thank you for this serious Ask. I want to write a more elaborate answer this time, because I have a few minutes to spare.

I’m 30 years old right now, and I’ve been using the internet since I was around 12. I mention this because as a teenager I found the internet fascinating. In those years, forums were much more commonly used compared to right now (as opposed to new websites like Yahoo Answers, Quora, or even Discord). I looked up so many topics and keywords, sometimes just to see what was written on it. Occasionally I combined keywords like “diapers”, “masturbation”, “fingering”, “fapping”, “bedwetting”, and “incontinence”, (or the Dutch equivalent of those terms) just to see what was written about it on various forums. I thought it was questionable and kinda appalling to see that there was clear sexual roleplay (or roleplay soliciting) going on at forums involving incontinence, secondary school education, and magazines for teenagers. The roleplay soliciting usually involved some form of description involving “I was forced to wear diapers by my mom for bedwetting, but I ended up really liking it, is this normal, what should I do??” There is a slim chance that some of these messages were genuine. Though, especially now that I’m a little bit older, I suspect that these messages were most likely written by horny adults. Don’t get me wrong; there’s nothing wrong with being a horny adult among other horny adults XD. Stories can be a big turn-on, and there are dedicated platforms for exchanging erotic (ABDL) stories and for roleplaying. However, typing out horny (ABDL) messages on support forums for teenagers, bedwetting, or for incontinence is unacceptable, in my opinion. The former is problematic due to the presence of minors. The latter two is (in my opinion) problematic because it confronts people who have a medical issue with the fact that others enjoy diapers for non-medical reasons. Although that latter part is not bad per se, I suspect that it’s in the best interest of everyone that ABDL only minimally interacts with the bedwetting/incontinence people, to avoid any conflict. The reason that I have this opinion is that I would most likely not want to interact with anyone who has an amputee fetish, if my leg is amputated for medical reasons. 

Going back to the original point on incontinence; I want to be supportive when needed and otherwise not mention it. I suspect that adults who become incontinent probably at some point find out that ABDL is a real thing. It’s then their choice to read into it, or ignore it. I would not want to be incontinent, I would not wish incontinence onto anyone else. ABDL and incontinence can co-exist without ever interacting. Nowadays, the existence of ABDL-themed diapers underlines my opinion about this. How I understood it, incontinent folks prefer fabric-backed diapers. Plastic-backed diapers are mostly a fetish thing. So, the existence of ABDL-themed (plastic backed) diapers (to me) means that ABDL and incontinence has diverged their separate ways and are not reliant on one another. If a cure-all for incontinence was discovered tomorrow, and incontinence-oriented diapers would disappear, then ABDL would not necessarily be affected by this. If ABDL were to disappear, then incontinence-oriented diapers would also not be affected. Likewise, the design decisions in either only minimally affect one another. When it comes to AB stuff like onesies, adult pacis, I suspect that there’s even less interaction with the non-ABDL side as these products are uniquely made for ABDL. 

All in all, it’s my opinion that I shouldn’t purposely interact with non-ABDL incontinence folks, because I don’t wish to bother others. My ABDL blog should not interact with minors at all (and I don’t, AFAIK). If my presence on tumblr would bother others, then I should change the way that I write my posts. Right now, I think I’m doing okay in that my followers specifically follow me because they want to see my ABDL-themed pictures. Before I contact someone (on tumblr), I do check if they have 18+ in their description. That’s the least I can do

How much Money do you spend on diapers, onesies etc. per month? I find it really hard to justify spending money for things like that (and things that are solely for pleasure in general) since I don’t make that much in the first place… So I thought you might be able to share a little bit of life experience with the younger adults that follow you :)

I’ve learned to take “I don’t make that much” with a grain of salt. Especially when I see other people using crazy expensive phones and laptops. But anyway, what people actually mean when they say that phrase is that they don’t want to spend a lot of money on the topic that they were discussing. It’s perfectly understandable that someone has a 1500€ telephone, but thinks that the €2 dishwash soap is expensive. In reality, that’s absurd, but in human psychology I guess it makes sense. Money is a weird thing, you know. Some people will spend all their lives chasing it, and others spend all their lives swimming in it. If you think too much about it, maybe you’ll turn into a scrooge !

What I’m getting at is that ageplay is important to me. I don’t mind spending money on the things that I enjoy. I’m not going to use numbers to indicate what I spend on my little side. Instead, let’s say that I tend to use around 4-10 diapers per month, and my AB clothing (onesies, cloth diapers, plastic pants) are maybe 5% of my total wardrobe ^^. That last part, I do cheat a little bit. I tend to look for clothing that I can wear casually but are still kinda childish, and every soft pajama is an AB outfit to me. 

My advice is to prioritize, anyway. Life necessities go first; housing, food, your health, travel (to see family and friends), internet connectivity. Fun things should take second place to necessities. If I had less money available for abdl, I would probably only use cloth diapers instead of disposable ones.  

Hm yeah, as a side note, make sure that you’re an adult if you do follow me on tumblr. I don’t check who follows me, but it’s best that minors don’t interact with me. I’m not a pornblog, and technically I’m SFW, but I do tend to discuss 18+ topics occasionally. 

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I ask not a question but a favour. one day please enjoy a lovely Lambic and some Leonidas chocolate. for I miss them so

Thank you for the favour. You’re talking about Lambic-style beer? I like Lindemans Kriek; this is a lambic-style beer containing bittery cherry. There’s many other Lambic beers, but I have not yet tried them. Now that I am living in the world capital of beer, I should probably try out more different ones xD. I love Leonidas chocolate. 

So many exciting new flavors to try out and share with friends ^^. I hope that you can visit Belgium and experience its beverage/chocolate culture at some point soon!

Have ever wore a diaper outside of your home? If not, would you to try someday?

Usually I do make it clear that I don’t ageplay outside of my home. Ageplay is like a mental thing that you need to fully devote yourself to, and embarrassment would prevent me from fully indulging myself. But well, aside from ageplay, I do like the feeling of diapers by themselves, as well. So occasionally when I am at an anime or comic convention cosplaying a character with a big dress or skirt, I’ll wear a diaper under my cosplay uniform ^^. That said, I haven’t been to an anime convention since 2019, for reasons that won’t have escaped you. I wonder if conventions will ever be a thing, again. I’m sorry, I think it is so sad. 

Would you like to live something like the storie you and @itmustbefun wrote together?

The story on Ann and Odi? (ah oops @itmustbefun I need to work out an idea for a possible follow-up of that story)

You know, the thing is, I find a lot of abdl stories unrealistic. The stories will be overly embarrassing or will put too much emphasis on the coom, in my opinion. I think that stories are written like this because the writer has no experience with relationships, or has difficulties translating their real-world experiences with relationships into empathetic stories. Of course, abdl stories are written for the coom, so it’s inevitable for it to contain some paragraphs on sex or masturbation (preferably with diapers or ageplay).

I’m talking about ABDL-related stories here, though probably my opinion on this topic can extent to other categories as well. I have watched most of Marvel’s movies, and honestly it just makes me wonder why they made those movies. If you compare those kinds of movies with (for instance) Le Fabuleux Destin d’Amélie Poulain, Coco Before Chanel, Life of Pi, or Friends (tv show), the difference in audience involvement is probably off the charts. I’m not sure that I am getting my point across. 

Regardless, stories don’t have to narrate unrealistic scenarios, I think. If they describe a happy world, filled with happy people doing fun things and encountering normal problems, it will make us want to escape to that world. Ultimately, that’s what I think makes for a good story; empathetic characters and an atmosphere which fosters the desire to be in the story’s world. The story on Odi visiting Ann’s place in Antwerp is fully fictional. However, I’d be lying if I said that I would hate being in Ann’s shoes ^^. I’m also not very creative; so my own real name is kinda similar to one of those two girls’ names. 

What are some of your favorite pieces of art and why do you like them?

You’re asking me about my photos? I’m not sure if photos can be art, nowadays. The average attention span is so short that photos stand no chance. I guess that music is the true modern art, because it’s actively enjoyed by so many, every day. I refuse to acknowledge that advertisement can be art, though. 

Anyway, I dunno which ones of my own art I’d consider favorite. I don’t promote myself ^^;;. bleh

Ann & Odile – Chapter 1 – Visit to Antwerp Zoo (short story)

@itmustbefun wrote a story for me (doing 95% of the work). I provided the description of the characters, events and overall feel, and they provided the details of the story. I did the final editing. If you want to write a story together with me, please e-mail coucherequin@gmail.com

Short ABDL story, ~2000 words, 10 minutes reading.

She was on her way to Antwerp to meet
Ann. About 5 years ago, Odile met Ann at university and their friendship quickly
grew and blossomed after a wild night out. The years at university brought them
closer together, and they became best friends. After graduating, they kept in
touch through letters (secretly written like love letters), chat messages and
frequent visits. After her studies, Odile moved back to the Netherlands and
kickstarted her career as an independent psychologist. Mentally taking care of
others was her strong point, befitting her caregiver-like personality. She was
always making sure that accompanying friends and family were having a good
time. In contrast. Ann was more of a freewheeler; taking life as it came
without long term plans. After her studies, she stuck around and without
further ado her coffee bar student job turned full-time. The pay was mediocre,
but the customers were fun, and her Antwerp city center studio was surprisingly
comfy!

 Ann
was so excited; she was nearly bouncing on her couch. Odile’s presence (or Odi as she called her) always
made her feel happy. Odi always knew about fun things to do and Ann just went
along, happy being in her friend’s presence. “Oops, it’s nearly time to hurry
to the station!!” Ann thought to herself when she realized that she had been
spending the whole morning in her pajamas. It was a sunny day so she just put
on her dungaree shorts and a cotton top. Some white sneakers finished the
playful attire and off she went. Odi was admiring the view from the train when
entering the main train station. The station was built in the 18th
century and looked a lot like the New York Grand Central Terminal. Located in
the city center, the last few miles provided a nice view on the city. When the
train stopped, Odi quickly noticed Ann as she was frantically waving her arms
while sporting a big smile on her face. “She’ll never grow up”, Odi thought.
Odi got out of the train and gave her friend a big hug. With Ann being more
than one foot smaller than Odi, she could really snuggle into her arms. She
loved Odi’s embrace; her maternal warmth, trust, and the feeling of safety. Fully
aware of this, and enjoying the maternal feeling, Odi held her just a tad bit
longer than others would.

 “We have the whole afternoon in front of
us. Anything you want to do?”, Ann asked. “I’ve heard the zoo is pretty
impressive here. What about a visit?”. Ann loved the idea. It’s been ages since
she last went to a zoo and she really loved the whole ambiance.

With the zoo being just next to the
station, it was but a few minutes’ walk. Ann couldn’t contain her excitement
and was running back and forth between the exhibits and her friend; frantically
pointing, giggling, and often out of breath. Odi knew how she was and let Ann
be Ann. Having calmed down a bit, Odi held Ann’s hand as they were walking
towards the food court. Over lunch, Ann shared funny stories of the coffee
place, while Odile talked about her experiences at the practice, being careful
and excluding personal details. Over time, the conversation drifted towards
their time at uni. Odi was thinking back to a wacky evening after one of the exams.
Things got way too silly that evening and they never spoke about it afterwards.
She remembered how right that night felt; like a jigsaw puzzle falling into
place. Perhaps she could bring up this story later today. Right now, she was
enjoying the stories Ann was telling. Her enthusiastic naivety always got her
in the weirdest situations.

 At around 4 o’clock, they decided to head to Ann’s
apartment for dinner. All the excitement got the better of Ann and she felt
quite tired. Once at the apartment, Ann handed over her bag to Odi “ Here, you
open my door, I’m too tired to find my keys”, as she leaned against the wall.
Inside, Odi again realized how much Ann’s studio represented her personality.
Plush animals were sitting side-by-side on the couch, pillows and blankets
littered the seats and there was an overall playful atmosphere. Odi made a
quick bathroom break and when she came back, she found Ann lying on the couch.
She sat beside her friend, gently caressing her hair, and noticed Ann falling
asleep. Grabbing a soft pink blanket from a nearby chair, she tucked her friend
in and noticed she slowly brought her thumb to her mouth. ‘Excellent’, Odi
thought. With her friend taking a nap, her maternal instincts told her that it
was her duty to prepare dinner. Glancing in the fridge and cupboards, it seemed
that all the ingredients were there to prepare a lasagna. While building up the
layers, she couldn’t get her mind off of the memories of the wacky evening they
had some years ago. When she put the fresh made lasagna in the oven, she
glanced over at Ann; now curled up into a ball, still fast asleep. There was
little less than an hour to set everything up for what might become an evening
to never forget. She entered Ann’s bedroom and recognized the wooden storage
box that sat at the end of the bed. “She doesn’t even hide it nowadays”, Odi
quietly said to herself, giggling, as she opened the lid. She was happy to see
what was inside; “Still my little girl”. Inside, there were several soft cotton
and flannel onesies, bottles, dummies, powder, and one and a half packages of
pink-colored diapers. “Hm, these look a lot nicer than the ones she had at
uni”, she thought. She folded one open and was happily surprised by how soft
and thick they felt. She quietly fluffed one up and enjoyed the crinkly sound.
“Sweet memories…”. She grabbed a few items from the box and took them to the
living room, quietly hiding them behind the couch. “This is going to make her
really happy”, she thought as she sat down by the kitchen table with a glass of
wine.

 “Trrring” The oven timer sounded;. the
lasagna was ready. Grabbing oven mittens, Odi placed the dish on the table as
she glanced over to the couch where Ann slowly awoke from the sound. “Hi there,
sleepy head. You dosed off there.”. Ann opened one eye and looked directly into
the smiling face of Odi. “You silly girl. Dinner is ready”. After stretching
her arms and legs, and rubbing the sleep from her eyes, she stood up and sat
down by the kitchen table. Odi served Ann a piece of the lasagna. “Careful,
it’s still hot. I´ll cut it for you” she said with a smile. “Yes, please”, Ann
responded. She was pleasantly surprised that her friend offered to cut her
food. Would she still be interested in playing? She decided to play along and
see how far Odi would go. Pushing her food around the plate with her fork, she
spilled some food on the table. “It’s difficult to eat lasagna with a fork.”,
she whined in a childish voice. “Everybody eats lasagne with a fork. I already
cut it for you so you should be fine”, Odi responded in a motherly tone. “I
think it’s still too difficult!”, Ann said as she purposefully spilled a piece
of food on her clothes. She knew exactly which buttons to push, and it seemed
to have its desired effect. With a smile on her face, Odi got up and sat right
next to Ann. “In that case, I will spoonfeed you” Odi said as she revealed a
green plastic kids spoon, that she had hidden underneath her napkin. Ann’s eyes
got really big as she exclaimed “Yay! Yes, please, mama” with a high-pitched
voice.

 After dinner, Odi looked at Ann and said
“Such a messy eater. I think I need to put you in the shower first to get you
all clean again.” She took Ann’s hand and guided her to the bathroom. Ann put
both her arms in the air, something Odi clearly recognized as a sign to help
her take off her shirt. “Let me help you out of these clothes, little one”, Odi
said and she carefully undressed her friend. Once naked, Odi ran the shower to
the right temperature, and said “There you go, you can step into the water”.
Odi got a washcloth and squirted some baby shower gel onto it. The bathroom was
instantly filled with that particular babyish scent, and it brought back a lot
of memories. The situation felt so natural to both Odi and Ann. They fully trusted
each other. Trying not to get wet from the shower, Odi delicately washed Ann’s
body. Starting with her back and then moving to the front, she felt how her
whole body started to tingle from excitement. Odi knew what she was doing. When
Ann started to become to excited she continued washing the next spot, leaving
Ann with a lingering feeling, first in her breasts, than in her pussy and then
throughout her whole body. When the warm water washed the soap away, the
babyish scent lingered on her body. How she loved this feeling. Odi took a
large soft towel and wrapped it around Ann. The fluffiness completely embraced
her. Gently, she guided her friend back to the living room and rested her down on the couch. “Let me take care of
you”, she whispered. She took the diaper and baby powder she had prepared
earlier from behind the couch. The pink diaper was really crinkly. “Lift up for
me, now” Odi said as she slid the diaper underneath her. She puffed some baby
powder on Ann’s crotch and slowly started to rub over it. She knew how to
tease, making circles with her fingers, gently touching but never coming close
to her lingering clit. Ann started to squirm to get Odi’s finger to that sweet
spot where she wanted to be touched so badly. Ann slowly went up and down her crotch
with one finger and softly entered Ann’s pussy. With her other hand, Odi closed
the front of the diaper, but not yet taping it shut. Ann let out a gasp, which
was quickly softened by the dummy that Odi immediately placed in Ann’s mouth.
“Uh-uh, little girls don’t make that sound” Odi said with a smile, while fully
aware of her friend’s erect nipples. This was exactly what Ann wanted. The scent of baby powder, the soft diaper pressing against her butt and her friend who was slowly
fingering her. Odi’s thumb was now close to Ann’s clit making
circles around it. Ann felt the warm glow start to come from the tips of her
toes. She started to feel all warm inside. Her toes started to curl, her body
became all tense, past the point of no return. Her dummy fell from her mouth as
she let out an intense moan. She shook with the wave of the orgasm rippling
back and forth through her whole body. With Ann completely spent and gazing out
into the distance, Odile taped shut the diaper. With post-orgasmic fluffy legs and
arms, she let Odi put her in a soft and warm onesie and welcomed the blankets
that were drawn over her. Odile joined her friend underneath the blankets, and
placed her arms around her, softly stroking her hair, Ann felt the warmth of
her friend’s skin against her own skin, the softness of the diaper, and noticed the babyish scent lingering around. Odi pushed one
leg in between Ann’s legs, against the soft fabric of the onesie. Moments
later, Odi could feel a warm sensation on her leg and smiled; “Please be
my baby, forever” she said. Ann whispered “Yes, mommy”,  closed her eyes, and
drifted off to sleep. Shortly after, Odi felt herself drifting into sleep and
gave in. Tomorrow is Saturday. Who knows what tomorrow will bring.

Visit to Antwerp Zoo (story)

@itmustbefun wrote a story for me (doing 95% of the work). I provided the description of the characters, events and overall feel, and they provided the details of the story. I did the final editing. If you want to write a story together with me, please e-mail coucherequin@gmail.com

Short ABDL story, ~2000 words, 10 minutes reading.

She was on her way to Antwerp to meet
Ann. About 5 years ago, Odile met Ann at university and their friendship quickly
grew and blossomed after a wild night out. The years at university brought them
closer together, and they became best friends. After graduating, they kept in
touch through letters (secretly written like love letters), chat messages and
frequent visits. After her studies, Odile moved back to the Netherlands and
kickstarted her career as an independent psychologist. Mentally taking care of
others was her strong point, befitting her caregiver-like personality. She was
always making sure that accompanying friends and family were having a good
time. In contrast. Ann was more of a freewheeler; taking life as it came
without long term plans. After her studies, she stuck around and without
further ado her coffee bar student job turned full-time. The pay was mediocre,
but the customers were fun, and her Antwerp city center studio was surprisingly
comfy!

 Ann
was so excited; she was nearly bouncing on her couch. Odile’s presence (or Odi as she called her) always
made her feel happy. Odi always knew about fun things to do and Ann just went
along, happy being in her friend’s presence. “Oops, it’s nearly time to hurry
to the station!!” Ann thought to herself when she realized that she had been
spending the whole morning in her pajamas. It was a sunny day so she just put
on her dungaree shorts and a cotton top. Some white sneakers finished the
playful attire and off she went. Odi was admiring the view from the train when
entering the main train station. The station was built in the 18th
century and looked a lot like the New York Grand Central Terminal. Located in
the city center, the last few miles provided a nice view on the city. When the
train stopped, Odi quickly noticed Ann as she was frantically waving her arms
while sporting a big smile on her face. “She’ll never grow up”, Odi thought.
Odi got out of the train and gave her friend a big hug. With Ann being more
than one foot smaller than Odi, she could really snuggle into her arms. She
loved Odi’s embrace; her maternal warmth, trust, and the feeling of safety. Fully
aware of this, and enjoying the maternal feeling, Odi held her just a tad bit
longer than others would.

 “We have the whole afternoon in front of
us. Anything you want to do?”, Ann asked. “I’ve heard the zoo is pretty
impressive here. What about a visit?”. Ann loved the idea. It’s been ages since
she last went to a zoo and she really loved the whole ambiance.

With the zoo being just next to the
station, it was but a few minutes’ walk. Ann couldn’t contain her excitement
and was running back and forth between the exhibits and her friend; frantically
pointing, giggling, and often out of breath. Odi knew how she was and let Ann
be Ann. Having calmed down a bit, Odi held Ann’s hand as they were walking
towards the food court. Over lunch, Ann shared funny stories of the coffee
place, while Odile talked about her experiences at the practice, being careful
and excluding personal details. Over time, the conversation drifted towards
their time at uni. Odi was thinking back to a wacky evening after one of the exams.
Things got way too silly that evening and they never spoke about it afterwards.
She remembered how right that night felt; like a jigsaw puzzle falling into
place. Perhaps she could bring up this story later today. Right now, she was
enjoying the stories Ann was telling. Her enthusiastic naivety always got her
in the weirdest situations.

 At around 4 o’clock, they decided to head to Ann’s
apartment for dinner. All the excitement got the better of Ann and she felt
quite tired. Once at the apartment, Ann handed over her bag to Odi “ Here, you
open my door, I’m too tired to find my keys”, as she leaned against the wall.
Inside, Odi again realized how much Ann’s studio represented her personality.
Plush animals were sitting side-by-side on the couch, pillows and blankets
littered the seats and there was an overall playful atmosphere. Odi made a
quick bathroom break and when she came back, she found Ann lying on the couch.
She sat beside her friend, gently caressing her hair, and noticed Ann falling
asleep. Grabbing a soft pink blanket from a nearby chair, she tucked her friend
in and noticed she slowly brought her thumb to her mouth. ‘Excellent’, Odi
thought. With her friend taking a nap, her maternal instincts told her that it
was her duty to prepare dinner. Glancing in the fridge and cupboards, it seemed
that all the ingredients were there to prepare a lasagna. While building up the
layers, she couldn’t get her mind off of the memories of the wacky evening they
had some years ago. When she put the fresh made lasagna in the oven, she
glanced over at Ann; now curled up into a ball, still fast asleep. There was
little less than an hour to set everything up for what might become an evening
to never forget. She entered Ann’s bedroom and recognized the wooden storage
box that sat at the end of the bed. “She doesn’t even hide it nowadays”, Odi
quietly said to herself, giggling, as she opened the lid. She was happy to see
what was inside; “Still my little girl”. Inside, there were several soft cotton
and flannel onesies, bottles, dummies, powder, and one and a half packages of
pink-colored diapers. “Hm, these look a lot nicer than the ones she had at
uni”, she thought. She folded one open and was happily surprised by how soft
and thick they felt. She quietly fluffed one up and enjoyed the crinkly sound.
“Sweet memories…”. She grabbed a few items from the box and took them to the
living room, quietly hiding them behind the couch. “This is going to make her
really happy”, she thought as she sat down by the kitchen table with a glass of
wine.

 “Trrring” The oven timer sounded;. the
lasagna was ready. Grabbing oven mittens, Odi placed the dish on the table as
she glanced over to the couch where Ann slowly awoke from the sound. “Hi there,
sleepy head. You dosed off there.”. Ann opened one eye and looked directly into
the smiling face of Odi. “You silly girl. Dinner is ready”. After stretching
her arms and legs, and rubbing the sleep from her eyes, she stood up and sat
down by the kitchen table. Odi served Ann a piece of the lasagna. “Careful,
it’s still hot. I´ll cut it for you” she said with a smile. “Yes, please”, Ann
responded. She was pleasantly surprised that her friend offered to cut her
food. Would she still be interested in playing? She decided to play along and
see how far Odi would go. Pushing her food around the plate with her fork, she
spilled some food on the table. “It’s difficult to eat lasagna with a fork.”,
she whined in a childish voice. “Everybody eats lasagne with a fork. I already
cut it for you so you should be fine”, Odi responded in a motherly tone. “I
think it’s still too difficult!”, Ann said as she purposefully spilled a piece
of food on her clothes. She knew exactly which buttons to push, and it seemed
to have its desired effect. With a smile on her face, Odi got up and sat right
next to Ann. “In that case, I will spoonfeed you” Odi said as she revealed a
green plastic kids spoon, that she had hidden underneath her napkin. Ann’s eyes
got really big as she exclaimed “Yay! Yes, please, mama” with a high-pitched
voice.

 After dinner, Odi looked at Ann and said
“Such a messy eater. I think I need to put you in the shower first to get you
all clean again.” She took Ann’s hand and guided her to the bathroom. Ann put
both her arms in the air, something Odi clearly recognized as a sign to help
her take off her shirt. “Let me help you out of these clothes, little one”, Odi
said and she carefully undressed her friend. Once naked, Odi ran the shower to
the right temperature, and said “There you go, you can step into the water”.
Odi got a washcloth and squirted some baby shower gel onto it. The bathroom was
instantly filled with that particular babyish scent, and it brought back a lot
of memories. The situation felt so natural to both Odi and Ann. They fully trusted
each other. Trying not to get wet from the shower, Odi delicately washed Ann’s
body. Starting with her back and then moving to the front, she felt how her
whole body started to tingle from excitement. Odi knew what she was doing. When
Ann started to become to excited she continued washing the next spot, leaving
Ann with a lingering feeling, first in her breasts, than in her pussy and then
throughout her whole body. When the warm water washed the soap away, the
babyish scent lingered on her body. How she loved this feeling. Odi took a
large soft towel and wrapped it around Ann. The fluffiness completely embraced
her. Gently, she guided her friend back to the living room and rested her down on the couch. “Let me take care of
you”, she whispered. She took the diaper and baby powder she had prepared
earlier from behind the couch. The pink diaper was really crinkly. “Lift up for
me, now” Odi said as she slid the diaper underneath her. She puffed some baby
powder on Ann’s crotch and slowly started to rub over it. She knew how to
tease, making circles with her fingers, gently touching but never coming close
to her lingering clit. Ann started to squirm to get Odi’s finger to that sweet
spot where she wanted to be touched so badly. Ann slowly went up and down her crotch
with one finger and softly entered Ann’s pussy. With her other hand, Odi closed
the front of the diaper, but not yet taping it shut. Ann let out a gasp, which
was quickly softened by the dummy that Odi immediately placed in Ann’s mouth.
“Uh-uh, little girls don’t make that sound” Odi said with a smile, while fully
aware of her friend’s erect nipples. This was exactly what Ann wanted. The scent of baby powder, the soft diaper pressing against her butt and her friend who was slowly
fingering her. Odi’s thumb was now close to Ann’s clit making
circles around it. Ann felt the warm glow start to come from the tips of her
toes. She started to feel all warm inside. Her toes started to curl, her body
became all tense, past the point of no return. Her dummy fell from her mouth as
she let out an intense moan. She shook with the wave of the orgasm rippling
back and forth through her whole body. With Ann completely spent and gazing out
into the distance, Odile taped shut the diaper. With post-orgasmic fluffy legs and
arms, she let Odi put her in a soft and warm onesie and welcomed the blankets
that were drawn over her. Odile joined her friend underneath the blankets, and
placed her arms around her, softly stroking her hair, Ann felt the warmth of
her friend’s skin against her own skin, the softness of the diaper, and noticed the babyish scent lingering around. Odi pushed one
leg in between Ann’s legs, against the soft fabric of the onesie. Moments
later, Odi could feel a warm sensation on her leg and smiled; “Please be
my baby, forever” she said. Ann whispered “Yes, mommy”,  closed her eyes, and
drifted off to sleep. Shortly after, Odi felt herself drifting into sleep and
gave in. Tomorrow is Saturday. Who knows what tomorrow will bring.

I just got accepted in an internship in Marseille, France ! I’m so happy (that’s my part of positivity :p)Did you like France ? And is there any french city you want to visit when the Covid end?

Huh, congratulations on this internship in Marseille ! What kind of position is it? I have a postdoc friend in Marseille who tells me it’s near-impossible to find interns cus the local students don’t speak English very well xD. He needs to offer an opportunity to a student as that’s part of the research position. I have also had several interns the last few years. I think that they can be very engaging to work with. I wonder what the Belgian students will be like, when I take a Belgian intern. Maybe they will look down on my Dutch xD, who knows.

I’m not sure if I like France; I’ve only been to a few places in that country. As a kid I visited Normandy a few times, and in my adult life I visited a Parisian friend on multiple occasions. I’m interested in a French town called Colmar, as it’s what Gochiusa was based on; an anime that I like a lot. Apart from those places, I dunno. I don’t speak French, and the French don’t speak Dutch or English, so when I am visiting France I would always be an outsider. Does that make sense? I’d probably want to visit my Parisian friend at some point, or I’ll ask her to come to me in Louvain. Let’s see what happens. Either way, I am looking forward to seeing far-away friends again.

Ooh, you’re in the sciences, so I can ask this: who do you think invented calculus, Newton or Leibniz?

You know, the scientific method is set up in such a way that the scientist is replaceable. You see this time and time again, when a scientific finding is obvious (given prior knowledge), then it will be “invented” several times by different people ^^. Especially in times when worldwide scientific communication and reporting was less effective, this happened a lot. Of course the scientist people themselves would really like to think that they’re brilliant and irreplaceable xD 

Do you play any video games? If so, what do you like to play?

There’s a few games that I play. Pokemon stuff (PoGo, SunMoon, Sword), Animal Crossing, Touhou.. In the past I played a lot of Mario Kart, Monkey Island, Sims, Civilization (4?), Neptunia, Nekopara, Audiosurf, Analogue a Hate story, Wizardry 8, Skyrim, Heavy Rain, Beyond two Souls, and lots of older SNES games like Donkey kong country, Metroid, and hm probably some others that I’ve forgotten about. Games are fun when you’re a kid or a student with lots of free time, but I kinda don’t have the time any more to be immersed in a videogame. Every time my mind wanders and the immersion is kinda gone. I can catch pokemon on the streets but this isn’t really a game compared to those others, maybe

What do you think of when your are… you know… doing the naughty thing? Any special fantasies or scenarios that get you going? I’m sorry if this is inappropriate for you, don’t feel pressured to answer this :)

I’m sorry, I tend not to answer lewd Asks and messages. I know that I occasionally mention it on my own accord, and I should definitely try to keep the lewdness to a minimum. I’m not a SFW ageplaying blog; there’s too many suggestive pictures on my blog. However, I don’t want to be (seen as) a pornblog. I don’t even know why I’m taking all these pictures and exposing myself on the internet. By logic, I probably should not be doing it. I’m going to make a mistake one day and accidentally get identified by someone IRL. Or maybe I’ll take negative comments too close to heart and internalize them as actual character flaws while they might not even be genuine to begin with. (Same goes with accepting too many positive remarks). Why do you think that I do this? It’s probably for getting attention, if I were to guess.. I do really like all the attention that I get, and all the interactions ^^

Do you like to read for fun? If so, what do you like to read?

Hm unfortunately I don’t have time to read novels. I do read a lot of technical stuff, but that probably wasn’t your question. It’s really unfortunate, because my English suffers from it. I can write concise unambiguous biomedical jargon, but I’m much less fluent in contemporary non-technical stuff :/ 

What is your favorite food you discovered?

There’s a few foods which I discovered the last few years which stand out for me..  

You should definitely try Okonomiyaki if you can; it’s a hearty Japanese ‘pancake’. 

When it comes to ice cream, I really like it when there’s matcha mixed in the cream; it gives a strong green color and a unique flavor. Though, dame blanche will always be my most favorite dish, for it is a choco overload!

 For drinks, I like a lot of the wines and ciders that I am finding here in Belgium. And I am a big fan of weird French cheeses ^^. Fresh goat cheese is the best! I chose a nice place to live, after my adventures in the north of the Netherlands. The food and drinks culture is so strong here 

If you had to get a PhD in something, (Even if it’s something super silly like building legos), what would it be and why?

xD I kinda feel like this Ask was written without knowing that I do hold a PhD. I am Dr. Coucherequin, to you. I can’t even tell you in what I did my doctorate, because it’d be 10 seconds on google to find my full name. Let’s just say that it’s related to the quality of infant food (yes really)

Happy birthday! May all your wishes come true. Do you have a favorite little movie?

Thank you for sending me this Ask and for wishing me a happy birthday!! °^° I also hope that all my little wishes come true and I can become the smollest person ever!

Hm I tend to watch slice-of-life anime when I’m ageplaying. I know that there’s also Western cartoons being made, but I kinda feel more connected to anime? I dunno. I like Steven’s Universe and Bob’s Burgers and such but Western cartoons are also really filled up with politics drama which I’m just not interested in. There’s a lot of series in the slice-of-life anime genre that you could check out, like Lucky Star, Yuru Yuri, Moetan, Maidragon, Nichijou, Azumanga Daioh, Umaru-chan, Blend S, New Game!, Girls’ Last Tour, Suzumiya Haruhi, K-On!, and tons more. I also really like watching the Pokemon anime, to be honest. Is Pokemon a slice-of-life? It’s a feel-good kids anime for me ^^
In terms of movies, I really liked Frozen.. I must have watched that movie in at least 4 different languages xD. Lots of older Disney movies are super fun to watch, Lady and the Tramp, the Hunchback of Notre Dame, Mulan (super super love this one), Lilo and Stitch, Alice in Wonderland, Pirates of the Caribbean, Jungle Book, etc. I’m not a fan of the remakes that they’re creating, I really prefer the original 1900s works when it comes to the animations… What do you think?

Hello coucherequin! Wishing you an happy new year. I really like what your posting and your personality. 2020 was a bad year for me and seeing you in diaper remind me to take time for myself, wear a diaper and relax.Once again, happy new year and keep posting your cute pictures!

hello !! Thank you for your kind wishes °^°. You are unfortunately not alone in having had not such a great year. Lots of people had a tough and challenging time. That doesn’t downplay your feelings, though. To get a positive feeling out of 2020 would be the most ideal, right? I had a lot of good things happen to me in 2020. I’m very happy with how it all went ^^. If you can find and highlight the positive events in your life, that occurred in 2020, you’ll also feel a lot better!

As for the contribution of my own blog ^^;; I’m happy and humbled that I’m able to help out in making others relax. Ageplay helps me to relax, and I hope that I can portray that in my pictures!

I’ll keep posting pictures, don’t worry ^^

Are you happy with your current position at work? Or are you going to try to change something about that?

Hello! Thank you for this Ask! 

It’s a difficult question, though. Just like my previous job, I am working in a hospital facility again. I don’t think that, with all the restrictions in place, I am getting a fair view of what it’s normally like. I am really not having a good time right now, but it is probably a temporary thing? Regardless, it’s not a good idea to change jobs right now, I think. It’s not just my job that determines my opinion on this, anyway. It’s also the general difficulty in public transportation, and reduced shop availability, and whatnot. I don’t blame anyone, and I’m definitely not one to complain about the state of affairs… Also probably lots of people are having a difficult time, and I should be glad to be in good health and to live nearby family and friends. 

Let’s see the coming while what comes out of it, huh? ^^ I have my whole life in front of me to have some fun, take a few pictures and make lots of new friends! I’m all in for second chances and my opinion on things changes quickly if I come to the realisation that I was wrong!

Have a great birthday!Were you able to spend Christmas time with your family (parents etc)? Here in Finland, it was recommended not to travel between larger cities, so my family (i.e. my wife and our adult-age sons) spent first time Christmas just togethet, without visiting our parents.

Thank you for wishing me a great birthday! I’m sorry to hear that you could not spend Christmas with your parents. I hope that you can soon have another opportunity to visit them… I did visit my parents, though I realise that this wasn’t an advised thing to do. My reasoning was that every time may be the last time and there is no one else who I can spend Christmas with. Communicating over the internet gets old, quickly. I’m selfish for having done this, right? It was high-risk, and dangerous, behaviour that should probably be fined. I did my best to evade people while travelling; by travlling at non-busy hours, standing far away from others, and I even bicycled part of my trip. In the future, I’ll probably consider myself crazy for having cycled 40km through the dark and cold to evade people. 

I feel so sorry for my parents. They’re retired; they used to visit acquaintances and family as a means of socialising. Nowadays their only visitors are the kids (including me). It’s not their fault. It’s nobody’s fault. It’s important to remain hopeful for a better future, otherwise there is nothing to look forward to 

I think the fact that she was so honest about telling you she didn’t want to do it again is a testament to how good your friendship is with her. She clearly appreciated that you were willing to share this part of you with her. The fact that you’re still friends is proof to me that it wasn’t a mistake to ask her to try it.

You’re probably right ^^. I’m not sure on the appreciation, but I do feel that I have been forgiven for my mistake. It would be devastating to me if our friendship was harmed in a serious way. We’ve been friends for so long and it feels like we’ve always been there for each other. Forgiveness is the best gift that you can offer someone. I try to forgive everyone of their mistakes if it feels just to do. 💕

Does your friend in Paris know about your little side? Does she also have a little side?

Thank you for this Ask!! We’ve been friends for a long time and we’ve talked about ageplay a few times. I don’t want to annoy or bother people, but I made the mistake of asking her in the past whether she wanted to try it with me. Being a really good friend, she didn’t refuse, and next time I visited her I had 2 diapers with me (Attends m8, I think it was, not even a good diaper oops…). I also brought baby bottles and pacis for us to use (and we did!). We drank orange juice from the bottle. I thought that we looked super adorable. But after half an hour she said she wanted to change back into normal clothing. Afterwards, she told me that she thought that it was not something that she’d like to do again, and I’ve always respected this. In retrospect, I feel bad for having asked her to do this with me. Ageplay is something that I should not bother friends with, I now feel. I’m so sorry. I was such a horrible friend for asking that.. In the long run, it didn’t harm our friendship, fortunately. We’re still very good friends and we often meet whenever we can ^^ 

If you could travel anywhere, what place do you want to see most?

I would really like to visit my friend, who lives in Paris. It’s not about the place, it’s about seeing her and hugging her. She deserves so much more than what she has, and I’m always afraid that she’s feeling lonely and unloved. She helped me so much throughout last year (in 2020) and I owe her BIG time. 

°^°  !!!

Just like previous years.. I don’t post anything during Christmas. You should not be spending any time on tumblr, you should be spending time with your family or friends 👪🙏

Merry Christmas, Happy holidays. See you soon! I love you, and I love my family. I hope that you’re doing well, and best wishes from this shark!

No need to excuse for being away for a bit. You keep being you :)

It’s true, there’s no need for me to excuse myself. 

However, I think that I should be responsive to messages and Asks, and have an engagement with the people who choose to follow me and read my blog ^^. I think that the difference between a whole bunch of ABDL pictures, and a real person is when the person chooses to interact.

When I disappear for a while (or for good), then maybe my blog falls back to just being a whole bunch of (meaningless) ABDL pictures. I think that would be very sad.

Hello, very good job your work in Tumblr. I have some questions for you :How many languages do you talk?What is the name of your stuffy shark?What is your favorite pastry?In the little world, why did you wear again diaper at your age?Do you prefer diaper for girl or any diaper with baby print or simply diaper?Have a nice dayShark kiss

xD you attached a weird photo to this Ask. It distracts me a lot. So let’s get this Ask over with before I lose my mind.

Thank you for saying that I am doing a good job on my “work” in Tumblr. Keep in mind that I do this for fun ^^. I accept donations (in the form of diapers, or even money), but despite my gratefulness of these things, I would take my pictures and write my messages also without those. I can remind you (and others reading this) that I do have a website: coucherequin.com , which is like a copy of my tumblr blog and all my pictures, maybe you’ll find it more easy to navigate ^^

I only know Dutch and English. I would love to be able to learn French, but my skills in languages are very poor and thus I will probably never speak French properly. I’m sorry. I know that the name of my blog is in French, which suggests that I speak it, but I don’t oops 

The shark plush doesn’t have a real name. In Dutch, the word for shark is “haai”, which is pronounced like “hiiii”. Saying hello to a Dutch shark is kinda funny XD. On my blog, I call the plushie “sharkie” for lack of a better name. By now, it’s too late to give it a name. I sleep with it every night, so I also wash it in the washing machine every few weeks. When it is drying, after his swim in the washing machine, I have to sleep one night without it and it bothers me more than it should. Also, when I sleep at a different place than my own bed, it bothers me a lot that I cannot hold my fish in my sleep   :<   There are LITTLE problems

xD There are too many pastries for me to choose from, to choose a favourite. I like lots of different pastries. Flan Breton, Éclairs, Madeleines, Financier, Chouquettes, Mille-Feuille (which the Dutch also copied as tompouce / tompoes), but also more normal stuff like pain au chocolat, and regular flan. There are many more pastries that I would like to try, especially Breton pastries 

Hm I’m not sure what you’re asking, but I think you’re asking me why I am wearing diapers during my ageplay sessions, in which I’m around 3~ish years. I can’t be sure what it was exactly like, being a real toddler. I only have a few clear memories of those times. As a toddler I wore diapers during the day until around age 3 (I think), and during the night I still needed diapers until I was around 7 or 8 years old. After that, I distinctively remember wanting to wear diapers again to satisfy my inner desires. As a teen and adult there’s also the sexual aspect, and some of my most intense orgasms have been in a diaper. But I dunno, I just want to wear diapers? Maybe one day I will figure it out. We moved two times, when I was a young kid. For that, I switched primary schools once (second move was closer by). The friends I had as a kid were all gone, and I wouldn’t even know their names now. At my new primary school, I had to make new friends but I was also bullied a lot. I suppose that these things are somehow connected to me wanting to continue wearing diapers. I tend to ageplay once per week, or sometimes once per two weeks, and this is enough to control my desires. It’s not a big problem for me, and I will not seek psychiatric help for it ^^. My diaper wearing and ageplay are like self-medicating, I think?

I’ve worn lots of different diapers! I enjoy cute pink-printed diapers the most. But I will not complain if there are only medical diapers to wear ^^; it doesn’t give the same babyish feeling, but I suspect that little bedwetting coucherquin also didn’t wear baby diapers at age 7 XD. My parents probably put me in XS medical diapers.Unfortunately I have no clear memories of this. So yes I have my weird preferences ^^, but I won’t complain. Sorry for the long Ask post. I hope I can receive more Asks in the future!

My apologies for being a little absent, lately. It’s related to my recent post, where I exposed my uncertainties regarding my long-term plans, but also due to general inexcusable laziness from my end XD. I do have a new photoset to post to my blog, so I should probably prepare this and add it to my blog some time soon.. Sorry for all the trouble. 

If I can ask you, would you be interested in reading stories that I wrote? I have a lot of ideas for fictional stories, but I’m not sure whether enough people are interested.. I’ll try to write a short story (soon), and see what sort of responses I get from it ^^, that should be an o-kay plan!

Goodbye for a while…

Hm so this is a text post which is not so fun to write, for me. Around this time last year (in 2019), I got my late cat euthanized due to severe chronic illness. If you’ve been following me for long enough, you will probably have seen my cat in some of my older pictures. Nowadays I tend not to use those pictures any more, because it reminds me too much of her. Around that period, there were many stressful things happening, because my work contract also expired, and I was planning to move to another city (but still inside the Netherlands). Anyway, right after I moved, the corona thing just started and everything became very difficult; this was difficult for everyone. 

When I got a new job, I moved again to another city (this time taking very few possessions with me, because the situation was still quite difficult and I moved to another country). When I had established myself in my new home in Belgium, and I was a little bit more comfortable, I thought about adopting a cat again. In my recent pictures, you may have seen her. Purely by coincidence, she looks quite similar to my late cat, but that wasn’t the reason why I adopted her. Trust me, her personality is very different from my late cat’s ^^. I would never dare to compare these two cats, otherwise my late cat will come back from the grave to scratch me or sit on my face in my sleep. Anyway, the cat which I recently adopted is quite thin and frail. I thought that she was just a little thin from the situation at the shelter, but she wasn’t really gaining any weight while living with me, and I was worried. I took her to the vet and they diagnosed the cat with hyperthyroidism, prescribing medication to be taken daily. Despite my experience with animals and especially with cats, I had mixed results administering this pill to her. I discussed it with the vet and with the shelter, and they suggested it may be best to rehome the cat. I tried a while longer to administer this medication to my cat, but I was just not successful and it wasn’t really in the interest of my cat to keep living with me. That’d be selfish. So I brought her back to the shelter, and they immediately found a new owner who was very experienced in giving pills. She is living in a nursing home now (xD sorry I’m not joking, a nursing home for people, one of the nurses gives the medication to the cat once per day).

Although I’m happy that the story has a happy ending for the cat, the story doesn’t have a happy ending for me, I think? I’m back where I started: sitting alone in my apartment talking to people over the internet. I’m having a lot of difficulties understanding what I really want in my life. Pets can be really good friends or housemates, and I really like sharing my life with a cat. It gives me happiness and it takes away a lot of my loneliness. But the presence of a cat is rather transient. And they’re not really sentient in the same way people are. What should I even do? Lately I’ve been asking myself more what I’m even doing and where I should be going. The decisions I make around my current age may have a big effect on the long term, right? I’m turning 30 years old in a few weeks. Should I try dating a person to fill the loneliness in my life? I don’t think you’re supposed to partner up with someone to fight your loneliness…, or should you? I would have no idea where to start. However, part of me also tells me not to take any drastic decisions. So I think I’m going to lay low for a while. I’m sorry, I’ll stop posting to this blog for a few days. I won’t go away, don’t worry ^^. Your friendly apex predator shark isn’t going anywhere. If you want to, maybe you could tell me some advice?