Do you think you’ll ever do more Touhou cosplay? (With or Without diapers!)

I’m going to Japan Expo Paris this July. Most likely, I’ll take a touhou cosplay with me. Though, I haven’t decided yet which one… I can choose between Tenshi, Miko, Utsuho, and Sanae, as these are the touhou costumes that I have ^^. Let’s see what happens, right?

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When you ageplay, do you have a favourite food you like to eat?

I like drinking warm infant formulae (or chocolate milk) from a baby bottle. After drinking 2 or 3 bottles, I feel so warm and fuzzy in my tummy, that I might fall asleep for a little nap together with the shark ^^. Formulae has a unique flavor, that is different from regular milk… but I drink it because it’s for babies and I feel like I’m a baby when I’m ageplaying.

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kimimerc: coucherequin: So lewd underneath my pajamas x_x Beautiful 😀 Is it, huh? ^^ I felt so exposed, lifting my pyjamas… I’d rather stay fully protected!

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These were the last pictures that I took this time ^^. I hope that you can try the Littleforbig Little Dreamers! 

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I will show you my diaper ^^ , a Littleforbig Little Dreamers. By now it was so full and puffy

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What do you wish for Christmas ? 🎅 🎁And for this new year?

This Christmas, I wish for you to be happy <3. Not you, the Asker, specifically; but anyone who is reading this ^^. Please find the abundant happiness in your life, and be inspired by the beauty that you see all around you. Read a book, watch a movie, listen to music, do whatever it takes to gain back the vigor and motivation that you used to have. Our bodies age, though our motivation potential stays unchanged until the very end.

I am turning 31 soon (oh no), on January 3… But I won’t let it stop me from being myself. My body feels the same as 10 years ago, though right now I am a lot happier and I understand a lot more of the world around me. I feel more confident in my own skin, and I speak out more often. I want to continue to grow like that, while maintaining my health and fitness!

Though, my looks will probably continue to deteriorate as I age xD. My picture style, diapers and clothing will have to compensate for that.

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Not exactly an ask, but thanks for interacting so much and consistently putting out your ramblings, diapers and shark content over the years. :) <3

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coucherequin:

Do you think that I’m selfish for interacting with people to feel more in touch? I’m a little bit afraid of coming over as selfish, hence my counter question ^^;; Taking pictures and writing silly messages to go along with them can feel a little weird and maybe even feel fake at times. I’m trying my best to appear as a genuine person, so that I get treated at one. Part of that is actually interacting with others ^^. Doing it through Asks (versus private chats) leaves behind the ‘evidence’ of those interactions, and perhaps it can be fun to read.

Or maybe I’m slowly going insane from years of diapers, sharks and loneliness. Who knows xD. I don’t feel sad or depressed, and on a day-to-day basis I feel happy and glad to be alive. If anything, I want to do my best to make others feel happy, kinda forgetting about myself.

I do put out a lot of diaper pictures xD. I’m still really not sure if anyone actually likes my pictures, but maybe by now it is safe to assume that some do.

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I guarantee that at lest one person loves your pictures and empathises with your obvious intelligence. X

Who would that be?? 😂 You, by any chance?

Hm I dunno. It’s not like I’m showing off or even trying to sound smart on here. This is my baby blog where I show you the fun that I have as a Little. You can either take inspiration from my pictures and my writing to have this fun on your own, or you can completely ignore me xD. Either is fine by me, though I hope that I can have a positive impact on others. 

Not exactly an ask, but thanks for interacting so much and consistently putting out your ramblings, diapers and shark content over the years. :) <3

Do you think that I’m selfish for interacting with people to feel more in touch? I’m a little bit afraid of coming over as selfish, hence my counter question ^^;; Taking pictures and writing silly messages to go along with them can feel a little weird and maybe even feel fake at times. I’m trying my best to appear as a genuine person, so that I get treated at one. Part of that is actually interacting with others ^^. Doing it through Asks (versus private chats) leaves behind the ‘evidence’ of those interactions, and perhaps it can be fun to read.

Or maybe I’m slowly going insane from years of diapers, sharks and loneliness. Who knows xD. I don’t feel sad or depressed, and on a day-to-day basis I feel happy and glad to be alive. If anything, I want to do my best to make others feel happy, kinda forgetting about myself.

I do put out a lot of diaper pictures xD. I’m still really not sure if anyone actually likes my pictures, but maybe by now it is safe to assume that some do.

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Have you ever tried or wanted to try baby formula or any infant foods?

I love drinking baby formulae ^^. It’s really tasty and it has a very distinct flavor from regular milk! If you haven’t tried it already, I can recommend it. Though, the packages do tend to be fairly large, because of their intended use. I make my milk thicker than what you’re supposed to, so that I can finish the powder before it spoils. Infant food is also really tasty, but here I find that I can cook similar stuff on my own cus they’re just vegetables and fruit usually.

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I am planning on buying abdl diapers in a few days, and I would like to know : What diapers do you recommend the most ? I’m looking for something very comfy and absorbent

For ABDL diapers, I especially like the Rearz Princess Pink, Rearz lil squirts Splash, Littleforbig little dreamers, Littleforbig Baby cuties, the Bambino cloudee, and the Bambino Classico. You can see me wear these on my blog, though I’ll attach a picture of the classico and the princess pink. I don’t think that I could easily choose between any of these. I love wearing all of these diapers.

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What is with these damn anons? I’m sorry you have to deal with this.

It’s fine ^^. People can send me any Ask that they’d like. I may ignore some particularly toxic, personal or lewd Asks, but they’re very rare nowadays. Answering messages and interacting with you makes me happy and I feel that it also contributes to my wish to make others happy.

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Do you have the feeling that your AB side is something that exists in a parallel fantasy world? It’s clear that most of us keep our kinks seperate from our day-to-day life. It’s more about a parallel world where you run to to cooldown mentally and where different rules exist.

No I don’t think so. I’m a responsible adult; I pay my bills, do my household chores and keep myself healthy with good food. But ‘ageplay’ is a big part of my life in that you can see it in some of my clothing, in my home’s decorations, in what I watch, in my hobbies and in the amount of time that I spend having fun on tumblr. I wouldn’t say that it’s a box underneath my bed that gets opened once per week for an hour. I am coucherequin for real. I’m not fully convinced whether it’s a completely separate persona. But to ease the discussion; I don’t think that there’s anything physically or mentally wrong with me. I am not going to seek out a therapist to discuss this topic. I’m very resilient to stress and I can laugh at my own mistakes. Ever since I obtained my doctorate, I feel that I have become even more carefree. I do still deeply care about doing my work and my hobbies to the best of my abilities, but I now also realize that opportunities will come and go all the time. You’ll spill a lot of milk in your life ^^.

I do wonder what it’d be like if I wasn’t single. Maybe I would want to be less of a kid and more of an adult. Maybe that’s the reason why I’m single, anyway. Deep down my motivator is probably sexual arousal. Maybe if someone had sex with me and made me orgasm once every few days, I wouldn’t want to ageplay any more.. Who knows. If my body would stop producing hormones, maybe I would also stop wearing diapers.. But that’s a topic for a separate Ask.

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How did the whole shark theme get started? Was it just because of the Blåhaj IKEA plush? Did you have an interest in sharks beforehand?

I don’t remember why I went with the shark theme. I remember laughing a lot at the blahaj memes, where those shark plushies are sitting by office tables having high-profile discussions, and other funny unexpected scenarios. I got myself a blahaj plush and I ended up loving it. It’s the perfect shape and size for me, for hugging it while sleeping (and for humping it, oops). Somehow, the shark theme also became popular in Japan, and it eventually led to the creation of Gawr Gura xD, who I now have the uniform of. What a strange time to be alive.

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You might have answered this before, but where did you get your Shark? I loooove it. Would like to get an exact one for myself.

I don’t mind answering stuff again. I have over 3000 blog posts on my Tumblr blog; I can’t expect anyone to read it all before interacting with me ^^. Also, years have gone by; I live and learn! My answers to similar questions may change from year to year as I learn about new things and go through difficult and fun activities! Stagnating your own development or solidifying your opinions too much is probably not a good thing.

The shark plush is BLÅHAJ from ikea. They have the large 1 meter one, which I have, and two smaller versions. You can either get it directly from them, or through a bunch of resellers on online shopping platforms ^^. Though, there are also similar shark plushies for sale. Supposedly, there are also larger shark plushies which were created based on blahaj, but I find them too expensive ^^;;

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coucherequin: I took off my pusheen hoodie, so now you can see the onesie that I was wearing ^^ 

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Thank You for rekindling the fire in my heart. I hope I did the same for you.

Did I really? ^^ It’s a really nice thing to hear; one of my blog’s purposes is to make others feel better and happier. Somehow, I am being successful at that !

I wonder what my end-game would be, anyway.. At some point I would be too old and ugly to continue publishing ageplay pictures of myself, and I would gradually disappear from the internet.. but hopefully I can still continue for some time to come

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Is your hair color natural? It’s beautiful raven black.

It’s dyed hair. My own hair is brown. If you go back to my older pictures, you can see it ^^. But I’ll post two of those pictures here for you to see.

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Magnets work because of something called virtual photons, these virtual photons pop into existence to deliver the forces of a magnetic field and then immediately pop back out of existence, photons are what are called excitations of the electro-magnetic field and this are the fundamental particles of that field(you may have heard of the Higgs boson giving things mass, no, interaction with the Higgs field gives things mass, crazy people at cern smashed things together so hard that the universe broke and made a higgs boson) but since we’re all just dumb babies the answer is magnets are cool

See? here is a good explanation of how magnets work °^° !!

In a superconducting MRI magnet, 50 kA worth of magical pixies are dancing around the coil and are making a BIG magnetic field.

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Why are you so cute?

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garryta:

coucherequin:

itohseloh:

coucherequin:

xD I don’t know. I’m not so sure I’m actually cute. But apparently I’m good at pretending

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Great pictures. I do love the plastic pants peaking out from under your skirt.

uh huh ^^. and I like pretending to be a little kid, so it goes nicely together!

Verry cute. I see your nice plastic . I like that!

Well you know what I think you are beautifull. 😍😍❤ . And wearing plastic pants makes me happy to cuddle you all day. 👄👄👄👄👄🤗🤗

That is very kind of you 💖

I might fall asleep if someone cuddles me for too long, cus it’d be really comfy to wear diapers and have someone hold me tightly ^^

What aspects of ageplay do you enjoy most?

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coucherequin:

When I’m surrounded by soft clean things, I feel really good and comfortable. I’ll be in my bed, with lots of blankets, hugging my plushie, sucking on a pacifier, wearing a diaper and pyjamas and soft socks. I think that doing these things in a crib would only amplify the feelings.

I can’t explain it very well. There’s a thing inside me that compels me to pretend to be a baby. Initially it’s not even about sexual arousal. I sleep with a plushie because I want to ageplay. I want to put on a diaper because I want to ageplay. I don’t necessarily put on a diaper because I want to masturbate, I can also masturbate with a vibe or whatever. When I’m wearing a diaper, I pee myself because that’s what adult babies do, not per se for sexual reasons. I do get horny when I’m diapering myself, because there’s such a strong association for me. After I’ve diapered myself, the horniness is replaced with a strong feeling of letting go of my adult thoughts and desires. Towards the end of my ageplay session, I do get super horny and I really have to masturbate, and the orgasm in my diaper is very very strong.  On this blog, I want to focus on the non-sexual parts of ageplay. I think it’s very cute and it highlights that ABDL is a completely harmless way to have fun by yourself, with your partner or even with a close friend ^^. 

I’m single so there’s limits to what I can do by myself when I’m ageplaying. What I would like most, I think, is to play baby together with someone, without any humiliation and shame. I’d need to trust the person fully, and it shouldn’t be a sexual thing (until the very end of it, anyway). The thought of wearing my adult baby stuff and snuggling with someone as I fall asleep seems so warm-hearted and loving. I’d love to wear a Bambino Cloudee, comfy socks, and a kigurumi pyjama as I hug someone and fall asleep in my comfy bed, surrounded by cute soft blankets and my shark plush.  ❤️

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Well said. Perfectly relaxed diapered rest 🌴 to be loved / wanted and never judged

I wonder whether I’m loved by anyone. I mean actual love, not only sexual attraction. Though, even the thought that others think that I’m attractive is weird to me ^^;;

I’ll know it when I know 💕❤

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These were the last pictures that I took for this session ^^ , I hope that you can try and wear the Rearz Princess Pink, too!

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Look at all these pictures of me on my bed ^^, so cute! I’m sorry that I never show my face.. I want to share my littlespace, but keep myself private!

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By now I was so horny I couldn’t think straight. I wanted to finish my pictures so badly, so that I can masturbate afterwards x_x

What aspects of ageplay do you enjoy most?

When I’m surrounded by soft clean things, I feel really good and comfortable. I’ll be in my bed, with lots of blankets, hugging my plushie, sucking on a pacifier, wearing a diaper and pyjamas and soft socks. I think that doing these things in a crib would only amplify the feelings.

I can’t explain it very well. There’s a thing inside me that compels me to pretend to be a baby. Initially it’s not even about sexual arousal. I sleep with a plushie because I want to ageplay. I want to put on a diaper because I want to ageplay. I don’t necessarily put on a diaper because I want to masturbate, I can also masturbate with a vibe or whatever. When I’m wearing a diaper, I pee myself because that’s what adult babies do, not per se for sexual reasons. I do get horny when I’m diapering myself, because there’s such a strong association for me. After I’ve diapered myself, the horniness is replaced with a strong feeling of letting go of my adult thoughts and desires. Towards the end of my ageplay session, I do get super horny and I really have to masturbate, and the orgasm in my diaper is very very strong.  On this blog, I want to focus on the non-sexual parts of ageplay. I think it’s very cute and it highlights that ABDL is a completely harmless way to have fun by yourself, with your partner or even with a close friend ^^. 

I’m single so there’s limits to what I can do by myself when I’m ageplaying. What I would like most, I think, is to play baby together with someone, without any humiliation and shame. I’d need to trust the person fully, and it shouldn’t be a sexual thing (until the very end of it, anyway). The thought of wearing my adult baby stuff and snuggling with someone as I fall asleep seems so warm-hearted and loving. I’d love to wear a Bambino Cloudee, comfy socks, and a kigurumi pyjama as I hug someone and fall asleep in my comfy bed, surrounded by cute soft blankets and my shark plush.  ❤️

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Last time I took pictures by my bathroom mirror, I forgot to clean my mirror xD oops this time I did clean it ^^

why costumes for toyosatomimi no miko and utsuho as opposed to, say, sanae, or chen or aya?

Thank you for this Ask! I need to answer a lil carefully again. The things I’m about to say mostly reflect my own decision-making process and my opinion. I would not want to make cosplayers feel uncomfortable ^^;;. I like cosplay and when anime conventions used to be a real thing, I did attend them while wearing a costume. I also like the Touhou franchise a lot. So, the cosplay outfits that I have include Utsuho and Miko ^^. The character designs of these girls are so cute! 

Choosing which cosplay outfit to purchase (or make, if you’re into that) is kinda complex because it can be quite costly. You need to feel comfortable wearing it, otherwise it’s a waste. By comfortable, I mean that (to me) you shouldn’t feel like the outfit doesn’t fit your body type. You shouldn’t feel embarrassed. Besides BMI, there’s a lot of stuff that you can’t really control; your shoulder width, waist/hips/thighs circumference, body length.. You can see what my body is like in my pictures; I am a fairly average Dutchy, though my legs are a little muscled due to cycling. To me, thereby I shouldn’t cosplay characters which are supposed to be small or child-like. Nor should I cosplay tall characters or muscled men xD. 

Regarding the three Touhou girls you mentioned specifically. I feel that at 1M75 I’m too tall to be Chen (or any child-like character for that matter). Sanae and Aya, I’ve not thought much about these girls. So far there’s no connection between me and these characters. I do want to purchase a new cosplay outfit at some point, but I was kinda looking at Gawr Gura rather than Touhou XD. This shark v-tuber has gotten way too popular, and I approve of sharks

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What countries have you traveled to?

Most of my answer will be about the pre-covid world. Typing that is so freaking sad.

I’m not a big traveler. Still, I’ve been to lots of European countries. Netherlands (where I used to live), Belgium (where I live now), France (Paris, Normandy), Germany (München, North Rhine-Westphalia), Switzerland (Geneva), Austria (Innsbrück), Italy (Milan, Venice), England (London, Land’s End), Scotland (Glasgow), Sweden (Stockholm), USA (San Diego).

Hm relevant to this blog.. I’ve only really ageplayed in the Netherelands and in Belgium. Usually I don’t take any ageplaying stuff with me when I go on holiday. Do you take diapers with you when you’re on holiday? 

For pictures, it’d probably be a lot more interesting if I took diapers and AB clothing with me when I’m traveling, but it’d really be just for the pictures and not for my own enjoyment x_x. I also don’t take my shark with me when I’m on holiday.

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Please send Asks (18 apr 2021)!

Hiiii if you want to, could you send me an Ask on tumblr? You can do it over here: https://coucherequin.tumblr.com/ask , or if you’re on mobile, click on the (+) on the top of my profile page, and then Ask! 

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Do you wear 24/7? If not, how often? I do, and it has its challenges, but that’s life. Have an awesome day!

I usually wear a diaper once per week. Either on Friday evening or on Saturday/Sunday all day ^^. But besides diapers I do a little bit of ageplay each day. My pajamas are super cute, I sleep with my big plushie every night, and sometimes I sleep with my adult paci. I can go without all those things but after a week I start to feel a growing desire to ageplay, and I do dream (during sleeping) of wearing a diaper, sometimes. It’s weird. But I would not like to wear diapers all the time (24/7). I think that it would disrupt my life and it would not help me with my ageplay. I work during the day, and besides work I’m still a functioning human being and diapers aren’t really that comfortable to wear when you’re doing actual adult stuff like working, commuting, shopping and doing the dishes xD. Maybe if I could find a thin diaper that still makes me feel babyish, I’d wear it at night while sleeping. But I haven’t found such a diaper yet and wearing a diaper to bed kinda disrupts my sleep ^^;; Ah well. The plushie doesn’t, he helps me to sleep

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How full is your nappy?

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coucherequin:

allesindie:

coucherequin:

kirababy2:

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coucherequin:

XD sorry. I get these Asks quite often and I tend not to respond to them. You can see in my pictures how “full” my nappy is, if you look closely. In a lot of abdl diapers, it’s hard to tell until you’ve really soaked the diaper to the point where it bulges. It’s no secret I pee myself when I’m ageplaying, right? And sometimes I end up taking pictures of myself where my diaper is very soaked. Is that okay? I hope it is, because I enjoy it a lot

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Soaked 😅😊

soaked, indeedd

Nuh uh, I’m an adult, I don’t wet my diaper °<°

I also like your bulging diapers – enjoy

lots of people like my bulging diaper, it seems xD. I can’t help it, when I ageplay I’m just a little kid x_x

Wearing diapers and not using them is like walking in the rain and having a raincoat with you but not wearing it. Use your diapers where the are ment for! And some people just like them wet. And some use them for everything. It doesn’t matter. As long a you enjoy them!

In case I forget, happy early birthday! And welcome to the 30 club.

Oh sorry I have not yet responded to your private message ^^; . I sent you a message a few days ago because I randomly saw your username and it kinda amused me that you’re probably running low on fuel right now, because your local Starbucks may be closed xD. Who knows, maybe you can still pick up your orders by a counter or something. I also noticed that Carrefour (supermarket where I live) started selling coffee capsules which had the Starbucks logo on it! xD they gotta adapt

Thank you very much for wishing me a happy birthday! That’s really kind of you. And yeah, I’ve accepted my 4th decade membership ^^;;; Let’s see where life will take me in my 30s. Who knows.

I’ll probably stay active on tumblr for a few more years. My body hasn’t aged much the past 5 years so I hope that I can maintain some of my young looks. I would like to keep doing my tumblr blog because I like interacting with people. By sharing some of my pictures, it seems that people are interested in me ^^ oops. 

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I know people ask u a lot, but do u wear 24/7, still potty trained??? Hehe PS: Happy New Year, Hope u have a wonderful one

Hello! Thank you so much for your Ask! And thank you for wishing me a happy new year!

I ageplay (and wear diapers) usually once per week on Saturday or Sunday. My little ageplay ‘sessions’ usually lost 4-8 hours before I return to the adult world ^^. This is what it would be like: I’ll quickly shower and wash myself fully. When I get out of the shower, fully naked, I’ll put baby oil and/or crème all over my sensitive area and butt. The diaper is opened up and fluffed up and put on the floor. I’ll sit down onto the diaper and I put some more creme on myself. Also usually I put some baby powder onto my sensitive area. The diaper is taped shut. For some diapers, I’ll apply a layer of clear packing tape on the diaper to make it extra tight and so that I can’t take the diaper off easily. When I’m not taking pictures, I’ll put on tight underwear to keep everything in place, and I’ll wear a soft pyjama over it. For my baby bottle, I’ll prepare some baby formula (milk), and when it’s done I’ll drink it in my bed. I’ll sit upright against the wall, hugging my shark plushie and holding up my bottle. (I feel kinda ill when I drink from a bottle while laying down, oops). In my head I pretend that someone is holding my bottle for me ^^. Maybe I’ll make some more warm formula so that my tummy feels warm and full. After 2 or 3 bottles, this is usually when I feel the most happy and bliss. It is an amazing feeling that I can’t describe well. I wish that this feeling would last forever. I’ll lay down on my bed, hugging my plush and sucking on a paci, put the blankets over myself, and doze off a little bit. There’s been so many times that I’ve fallen asleep here.. When I do, I’d wake up an hour later needing to pee. I sit up and let it run into the nappy, feeling it get warm and swell up. Afterwards, I get up, prepare some tea for myself and watch cartoons (or anime) for a bit. Maybe I’ll answer some messages on tumblr, who knows ^^. Unfortunatlely, sitting in a wet diaper turns me on and my adult body eventually forces me to masturbate by rubbing the front of my diaper. For me, this breaks and ends the ageplay and I’ll go to my bed to hump my shark and push a vibrator onto the front of my diaper. After an hour and having a few orgasms, I kinda wonder why I do this.. but it’s okay. It’s been a fun afternoon, and I’ll go shower and return back to the adult life ^^  

Sorry for not answering the Ask and instead writing a short description of my ageplay times. I hope that it’s okay.

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Why are you so cute?

itohseloh:

coucherequin:

xD I don’t know. I’m not so sure I’m actually cute. But apparently I’m good at pretending

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Great pictures. I do love the plastic pants peaking out from under your skirt.

uh huh ^^. and I like pretending to be a little kid, so it goes nicely together!

Why are you so cute?

coucherequin:

xD I don’t know. I’m not so sure I’m actually cute. But apparently I’m good at pretending

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Hi couchrequin, in many pics you posted recently you are wearing thigh-high socks, and I wonder how you feel about wearing them. To me, they are a kind of sex symbol that makes a woman look sexy. You, on the other hand, seem to wear them to get into little space. Do you also feel that ambiguity, or are they just “little attire” for you?

tsugie:

coucherequin:

kimimerc:

coucherequin:

Thank you for this Ask! I’ve worn thigh-highs, tights and leggings during little time for as long as I can remember. I think tights and leggings go nicely together with ageplay because it can look super childish and it keeps my diaper snugly in place. Now with thighhigh socks I do see the ambiguity.. I personally think thighhighs are really cute (in like anime-ish cute: moe), so I wouldn’t consider them a sex symbol on myself. With those semi-transparant sheer thighhighs it’s kinda less cute I guess and more ‘sexy’. But xD I just can’t see myself as ‘sexy’. Do people fap to me? xD I would think that that’s really weird, if that’s the case I’m not that kind of person, I think? I’m only showing my littlespace in pictures

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Haha you know people fap over you 😀

But you shouldn’t x_x… I take my pictures for fun and play, not for sexual reasons

(for reals tho.. I’m still not really sure what to think and how to feel about the possibility that someone may fap over me.. What should I feel about this, even?)

@coucherequin you can feel however you’d like about it, honestly. I think (ideally) the best way would perhaps be flattered that people find you attractive, 😊. Some people find they really enjoy knowing that they get others excited, but that’s entirely up to you! Alternatively, if you really really don’t want to be engaged in those sorts of comments you could put a note on your page to that effect, and warn/block people who don’t respect that. Unfortunately, you’ll never be 100% successful in that (let’s be real, people are pervs), so I personally recommend embracing it, rather than fighting it! But again, you should decide what you’re comfortable with, don’t let others tell you what to do!

Thank you for commenting on this, @tsugie ! Hm well I don’t think I’m flattered by it, really. It just makes me wonder why because I don’t see myself like that, right? I’m not going to embrace it, or fight it, I’m rather indifferent to it. However, I usually don’t respond to lewd messages. You can call it ‘fighting’ against it, but xD I don’t think it takes me any effort to simply ignore a message by not responding to it. Maybe this is a nice middle-ground: I post my pictures to show my littlespace, people can fap to me if they feel like it, and spill their cum everywhere, but I’m not going to talk lewd to them in DMs. This way, everyone is happy ^^. What do you think?

What is your spirit animal?

xD Hm I wonder whether it’s sharks or cats. Or maybe both? It’s not even that I like sharks that much, they’re just the right shape to hug in bed and just the right amount of weirdness to be funny.  This is me wearing a Bambino classico v2 with thighhighs and hugging my shark:

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Avent bottles are on of my all time favorites. Do you ever drink milk or formula on your bottle. Can we see a pic please :)

Yes, I agree. (also I answered this exact ask a few days ago, didn’t I?) The Avent bottles are better than random-brand bottles ^^. I do have two other random-brand bottles and I wouldn’t prefer them. The teat on the Avent is quite big, and the bottle itself fits nicely in my hand and even makes my hands feel smol because it’s a thick&short bottle (and not thin & long like adult water bottles). 

I do drink formula from my bottle sometimes ^^, or tea. I don’t think I’ve ever taken a picture of myself while drinking from a bottle. I’ll try to take a picture of that next time I ageplay. 

(also little fun fact. the camera I’m holding in the picture below, together with the lens and the flash, weigh around 1.4kg together, or 3.1 pounds.. When I’m taking these selfies, I’m holding the weight with 3 fingers xD.. I’m one of those people who never uses a camera strap)

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We wanna see you poop your diapers!

This question pops up quite often in my Asks and in my private messages. If you’re into this and you’re looking for super cute pictures of a girl doing this, please have a look at @asiandiapercutie  ‘s blog. I’m sorry, I’m not into this myself ^^.  I am into wearing cosplays while ageplaying, though! Cute, isn’t it? 

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With 2020 nearing its end (kind of).. do you feel that you’ve accomplished what you wanted to accomplish this year?

Thank you for this Ask! (Also, my Ask queue is empty right now, so feel free to ask me stuff ^^)

A couple of years ago, I told myself that I wanted to finish my PhD before I was 30 years old (when I started it, I was 24 years old, so that was entirely reasonable). Albeit with a little bit delay, I was able to complete my doctoral thesis and defend it and attain my doctor (PhD, not medical) title in 2020. Seeing that I’m still 29 at the moment of writing this, it seems that I was successful ^^.

In this year, I also wanted to get an answer from myself what I’d be doing with my future. A PhD is not per se a university education, but in a way it is. Therefore, at some point you will want to know what’s next. I was unfortunately not able to get a clear answer from myself what I’d like to do the next decade or so. Instead, I essentially postponed the decision by applying for a postdoc position, and somehow managing to get a postdoc job offer. To be clear, the options which one has after a PhD are quite broad; from continuing in academia (via a postdoc), to joining a pharmaceutical company as a researcher or program manager/director, all the way to working as a (medical) writer or even starting up your own company. Of course, one can choose to completely exit the whole field and do a random job xD. Though,  if you choose not to use the acquired skillset, you may feel guilty for having used up so much public research funding, which was essentially spent on you to train you to become a scientist. 

I told myself that after finishing my PhD, I’d like to move back to where I was born, or at least closer to it, to reconnect with family and friends. This bullet point is a little bit difficult, because I do live closer by, but pandemic fear has increased our distances. I was successful at finding a job closer to where I was born, and I can in fact visit family and friends more often. Though, some of my friends don’t wish to see me, because they are afraid of becoming ill. I won’t further comment on this ^^;;;, let’s see how this will evolve. 

I kinda wanted to get my driver’s license in 2020, but I doubt I’ll do it this year. Maybe next year? Who knows. I can still bike whenever and wherever I want to xD. 

As with any year, I wanted to learn more about photography and I’d like to improve my photography skill. Especially taking timed photos of myself. You can be the judge of that xD. I’ll stop for now, this message is too long and won’t be read.

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Would you be interested in having a daddy?

diaperedpinoy24:

coucherequin:

I thought about it before but I don’t think that anyone would want to be my daddy or mommy and I don’t really want to disappoint anyone. So I think it’s best that it’s just me in my littlespace ^^. That way I can have my fun, and I don’t annoy or disappoint anyone! Fun for everyone!

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@coucherequin there’s someone for everyone. Just gotta open yourself to the possibility. I mean there’s lots of communication at first. You don’t just start with a ddlg dynamic from the get go. It’s something that takes work to build that trust but you’d be surprised:) don’t extinguish all hope.

It’s true, with whoever a relationship may be, it’s not realistic to expect there to be a good (or even any)

ddlg dynamic from the very beginning. There would have to be trust, understanding and especially the willingness and ability to be vulnerable around someone else. I expose a lot of my vulnerabilities on this blog, but I am safe because I can control everything. In a real-world situation, if I were to act like I do in my pictures, I would not be able to control the situation if there was another person in the room who could do really anything with my body.. 

I dunno what I want on the long term. I do lay awake at night thinking about it sometimes. On the one hand, I do think it would make my life a lot more enjoyable if I could share it with another girl or boy. On the other hand, it takes effort, humiliation and maybe even pain to try out relationships and statistically it should take several tries before I hit the definitive person. Should I really go through all that effort, humiliation and pain just so that I can share my life with someone? Probably yes, though I haven’t overcome that mental hurdle yet.