It’s strange to think back of when I bought the shark plush. The first time that I learned about Blahaj was through internet memes of blahaj in human-like situations, like sitting by a business meeting table.

I’ve always been an adult baby. For as long as I can remember, I’ve wanted to ageplay and wear diapers. Though, there’s been several key events that made me indulge into my desires more deeply. In 2015 I started living on my own for the first time, and then I felt more comfortable indulging into ageplay. I regularly bought baby-themed clothing for myself, dummies, baby bottles, baby food, formulae, abdl diapers.

There was an ikea at biking-distance from where I lived. So sometimes I’d just go there to walk through the shop without buying anything. I must have done this a hundred times over the 5 years that I lived there… Walking through the ikea somehow put my mind at ease, and sometimes it’d give me new inspiration and ideas. Just after I saw a bunch of blahaj memes on the internet, I was on the lookout for it at the ikea, though it was usually sold-out. Then, I spotted a random one in the goods warehouse (where you pick up your boxed furniture). I assume that a kid left it behind there, after their parents said he can’t have it or something. It wasn’t in any store-designated basket, it was just sitting in a random spot. That was my blahaj, I bought it and took it home with me.

The shark plush was a good addition to my ageplay feelings. He first just decorated my bed, but I accepted that it was okay to hold him while I slept. I didn’t see myself as a mature adult, anyway xD. I couldn’t take myself serious as an adult, when I was sucking on a paci while wearing a diaper, right.

Maybe due to its shape, or maybe I was conditioning myself, I ended up really loving the shark plush. I sleep on top of him usually, and I have super guilty pleasure with him sometimes😳. I must have come with him more often than with anything else. I don’t own any other big plush, so I only like blahaj in that way.